First song with the prs

We could've been on the same side
If only you could sympathize
You never were one for forgiveness
How will I ever know if I never try?
You're anything but an angel
You always treat me like a stranger
Don't expect me to ever call you
I'm too focused on getting this paper
Nothing would change even if I said sorry
We'd just go right back to square one
Talking to you is always pointless
I'm better off just sticking to my guns
You don't know what's best for me
I don't need you anymore
Don't send me any more gifts
I'll toss them right out the door

We Could've Been...

this song is abt a heartbreak and trying to find something to cover up the pain thx i got some more heat on the way for yall btw

"Medicine" Ft. Clementine Elenora [Prod. CapsCtrl]

Prod. by flower x luffysome
Big thanks to @nokerbforever, appreciate it bro
Lyrics:
I am loosing my mind every goddamn night
Feeling like a selfish destructive prior ride
I don't wanna talk about it, until i am gonna die
Better sitting smoking, believing that then i'll be just fine
Fuck a lie
I am writing regarding my fucking life
When i die, you will feel me such as i am stay alive
And i know that you hate me
Cuz i am  acting so hazy
I regret about this thoughts
And i let you into my walls
But i'm falling fucking slowly
And i'm feeling amplified
And i know we all will die in the end of this fucking ride

am i stay alive(prod.flower x luffysome)

OH, LORD! w/ mickeyisscared *tennis player*

*Reuploaded* was falsely copyrighted

Beat :

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-eVCkBrvMuQ

Lyrics :

I've been popping tabs and smoking grass then catching taxis home
When I'm feeling sad I drop a grand on Gucci branded clothes
Been with college grads and blowing cash on shit I can't afford
Check your pictures on my phone
Whenever I feel alone
Said you've been falling out love
You need a change stop playing games
For you I never was enough
So many things I rearranged
So I've been popping tabs and smoking grass then catching taxis home
Check our pictures on my phone
Whenever I feel alone

I take the ache and the pain and push it to the back of my brain
My heart been full of disdain with all the broken parts it contains
I pray for better days no
You wanted better say so
I'd gone insane trying to change but it was way too late tho
Been smoking one too many cigarettes
And you're the one who lost interest
And my whole life has been a mess
Who would've guessed it would end like this
It's still a lot to process
To me it don't make no sense
It feels like I'm drowning way out in the ocean

No I
Can't accept the fact
You survived
Without a scratch
And my life has been a wreck
Say I'm fine
If you ever ask

I've been popping tabs and smoking grass then catching taxis home
When I'm feeling sad I drop a grand on Gucci branded clothes
Been with college grads and blowing cash on shit I can't afford
Check your pictures on my phone
Whenever I feel alone
Said you've been falling out love
You need a change stop playing games
For you I never was enough
So many things I rearranged
So I've been popping tabs and smoking grass then catching taxis home
Check our pictures on my phone
Whenever I feel alone

alone (Prod. by siemspark x ayoleybeats)

I want all the bad things 
don’t wanna feel nothing anymore 
she want all the good things 
I can’t provide I’m out the door
 
I’ll live my dreams won’t wish u well
push back past things and I’ll still see u in hell 

don’t sit tight 
imma bad guy
may look nice but broken on the inside 
I’m my eyes 
see no light 
lil shawty wanna tell me that I’m alright 

she said I’m alright 
I know I’m not fine x2

imma bad guy<3 (p. reesoo)

Art : https://twitter.com/ImagesAlbum/status/1521550155480195075/photo/1

Beat : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HshffCf8BDQ

// Lyrics //

You waste away in the pain you paid for
The plan you laid is splayed across the floor
And maybe we were meant for something more
And maybe we were meant for something more
The waves they crash against the sandy shore
The blanks upon the page that we had torn
And maybe we were meant for something more
And maybe we were meant for something more

My head starts spinning I'm bout to fall down
With the state I'm in to you I'm bound
In fresh cut wounds of love I'm found again

The neighbors can't help but to stop and stare
At the brown skinned girl with the darkish hair
As she steps in the world that we both share again

You waste away in the pain you paid for
(You leave here I hate you)
The plan you laid is splayed across the floor
And maybe we were meant for something more
And maybe we were meant for something more
The waves they crash against the sandy shore
The blanks upon the page that we had torn
(I guess not, I think I must have misread all those signals)
(I guess you did)

meant for something more (Prod. by xmichaelwarren)

Check @nokerbforever

esrever ni gniklaw brekoN

Lyrics:

[smetinotalive]
i don't like your face
i'm feeling in the cut
scared to be myself
cuz everybody's in the mud
crawling on the tip your toes
guess you feeling fucking scared
i don't mind to be alone

i haven't touched my streets
since back about three weeks
i ain't have no conscious
to my comfort
and i can't afford my feels
every fucking level that you step
you have to die right now
every fucking level that you fail
you have to die right now

baby, tell me why the fuck i gotta hide
tell me everything you haven't said
i'll be just fine
maybe take your life to knife and gon' find out yourself
you don't bother any time, i am craving fucking help
you are walking in the shadows just hoping i see your face
i am stupid but i'm hoping i ain't going to degrade
NOKERB walking in reverse
i get all this shit and send me back into the hearse

i don't like your face
i'm feeling in the cut
scared to be myself
cuz everybody's in the mud
crawling on the tip your toes
guess you feeling fucking scared
nightmares and your dreamings
made me crying go to hell

[NOKERB]
walking in reverse
these pills make me see alot of things
pull me out my grave
you know all these scars i got r real
bitter person, u
fucking made me to what i real hate
when i see her face in the rain i get high again
cold body, in the night i get these shakes again
frustrated human being
all i do is fucking hate 
she thinks that im a good boy
but she dont know what i see
couldnt be the one 4 u
couldnt be the one 4 me
cold body, in the night i get these shakes again
frustrated human being
all i do is fucking hate 
she thinks that im a good boy
but she dont know what i see
couldnt be the one 4 u
couldnt be the one 4 me

smetinotalive x NOKERB - SCARS(prod. kubsy beats)

Prod @horoshavibes & @kingtheta
Featuring @1endie
Mastered by Bryan Shortell @shordeli

LYRICS
I'm a recluse
I've been spending too much time inside my bedroom
Ask me and I'll say I'm fine but that is not true
I'm staying quarantined from everyone who cares for me
 
'Cause they could never really get it
I'm not shy
I'm just staying independent
I have trouble letting people in
Ask me what's my problem
Where do I begin
 
I'm a recluse
I've been spending too much time inside my bedroom
Ask me and I'll say I'm fine but that is not true
I won't even try to hide that I don't want to socialize
'Cause I'm a wreck
I'm a recluse
 
Three days in the same shirt
What's the point of waking up if I don't gotta work
Check my phone
No missed calls
At this point I'm convinced
No one'd miss me at all
 
(Endie)
I love and hate my youth for someone like you
And you know that I don't write
My feelings for you in a notebook
A journal
Trying not to fall for
Someone like you
‘Cause you’re all I know
And you're all I want

meant for something more (Prod. by xmichaelwarren)

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