''ALL I WANTED'' remix by bro @soliooooo, thank you <3
i can't forgive myself for that, i don't think ill be able to..
✦ https://soundcloud.com/nokerbforever/all-i-wanted ✦

ALL I WANTED

ALL I WANTED (remix by solio)

prod. by kssbeatz, your beats are dope, bro

Some experimental
I thought i won't finish this one, just i was confused if it's good

lyrics:
Losing my mind every day
I can find a way
Just to rid it all away
But my mind's a scary fucking place
Bricks inside my face
But i'm tryna rearrange
Grind my teeth
Baking up then sleep
Catch on every hope
And you find yourself on sheet
But you waking at midnight
Just to try to fight
Who are you just lying
I'm craving imma dying
Please don't take it with regret
Grit my teeth to everything you ever said
You are dying and that's all
Write about my love
But i've never tryna fall

Castle brings the walls
Building it on past
I would never take a rest
I am going to what's next
I am going to what's next
Riding every lane to find the best

Blowing stuff but i ain't make it mine
It just caught right to my sight
I don't know how do i ride
How do i ride?
Autumn's getting colder
So i take it to my mind

Drink some fluid
Shot it up like bullet now
I don't know
I ain't never come around
Will you never be mine

WTFall is freezing(prod.kssbeatz)

Check @nokerbforever

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Lyrics:

[smetinotalive]
i don't like your face
i'm feeling in the cut
scared to be myself
cuz everybody's in the mud
crawling on the tip your toes
guess you feeling fucking scared
i don't mind to be alone

i haven't touched my streets
since back about three weeks
i ain't have no conscious
to my comfort
and i can't afford my feels
every fucking level that you step
you have to die right now
every fucking level that you fail
you have to die right now

baby, tell me why the fuck i gotta hide
tell me everything you haven't said
i'll be just fine
maybe take your life to knife and gon' find out yourself
you don't bother any time, i am craving fucking help
you are walking in the shadows just hoping i see your face
i am stupid but i'm hoping i ain't going to degrade
NOKERB walking in reverse
i get all this shit and send me back into the hearse

i don't like your face
i'm feeling in the cut
scared to be myself
cuz everybody's in the mud
crawling on the tip your toes
guess you feeling fucking scared
nightmares and your dreamings
made me crying go to hell

[NOKERB]
walking in reverse
these pills make me see alot of things
pull me out my grave
you know all these scars i got r real
bitter person, u
fucking made me to what i real hate
when i see her face in the rain i get high again
cold body, in the night i get these shakes again
frustrated human being
all i do is fucking hate 
she thinks that im a good boy
but she dont know what i see
couldnt be the one 4 u
couldnt be the one 4 me
cold body, in the night i get these shakes again
frustrated human being
all i do is fucking hate 
she thinks that im a good boy
but she dont know what i see
couldnt be the one 4 u
couldnt be the one 4 me

smetinotalive x NOKERB - SCARS(prod. kubsy beats)

Prod. by TaylorJ

https://open.spotify.com/track/5kwQtIXe2sYp8FveGcwDwM?si=2f1e499ca63f4ccb

Lyrics:

Tell me what you thinking
I ain't gonna do that
Lying all around
I am always acting stupid
Waterfall and it feels like it's a fall down
Losing purpose not on purpose
Wanna blow up
Scarecrow i'm scaring crows out
For no reason keeping me alive
Where is my phone at

Cowardly, i am crawling thru the mud
My brain splat, it is outside
Taking too much
Drinking too much
Feeling throw up
I am so loud
Every time i'm trying stay alive
Every word i say has gotta retire
When i die
What you gonna do then
Will you cry
Will you hate me
When i quit quick
No words for the past life
No words for the true side

Hate me
Blame me
What a shame that i'm being so worthless
What a shame that you're being so ruthless
4am i'm feeling so clueless
Blood drips down
I'm so high
I can't even see the light
See the red slights
I can't even see my mind
Seeing red dust
I can't even see my mind

Fall to the floor
Breaking bones
What you gonna do then
It's too late
What you wanna say to me
I said but before and before

What you wanna say to me
I heard it all in past
Would you wanna be with me
Until we all die
Till we all dead
I smoked too much
Everything is so dead
Am i not right?

Taking too much
Drinking too much
Feeling throw up
I am so loud
Every time i'm trying stay alive
Every word i say has gotta retire
When i die
What you gonna do then
Will you cry
Will you hate me
When i quit quick
No words for the past life
No words for the true side

I heard it all

I Heard It All(Prod. TaylorJ)

lost again
where is my head?
i know I’m playing victim
lost again
where are my friends?
i know that they could care less
i know that’s a lie but I feel so alone
how the fuck do I have all my friends but I feel so fuckin alone
i guess it’s cause I don’t wanna bother them
i feel so embarrassed and annoying
I’m just a waste of space ima fuckin disgrace
i should off myself so no one has to see my face
just put me in a casket
and bury me 6 feet under
if I leave a suicide note nobody will have to wonder why
they’ll just know that I did it cause I hate me
my mind is the one who betrayed me
now I think that it’s too late to save me
all my demons yeah I know they’re gonna chase me

i
wanna die
why
do I try
write my name in my death note
too much trauma I can’t let go
episodes of depression
I been tired of rejection
and I got nothing to live for
depression got me feeling like life’s a chore
drunk passed out yeah I’m on the floor
i don’t give a fuck anymore

anymore
i don’t give a fuck anymore (x3)

suicide note

EKAF

Laying in my bed,
Staring at the sky while the rain falls red,

And I guess, it wasn't what you meant
but I still fell apart like freshly baked bread

I can't get you out of my head
I can't get the scent of you off of my bed
So lately girl I haven't even slept
I'm dropping everything just to forget why I'm here

I wish that it was more clear
I wish that I could be apart of your life for more time
I know I'm not important
I know I can't afford this pain stuck on my mind

I cry every single night
every single time I hear your name or see you in plain sight 

it hurts to know that you want me to die
It hurts to know that you wouldn't even cry


I bought you flowers, 
you left them without water
i hurt for hours you never cared to check up

And your last message, that text i know you meant it
i'm so demented
you're full of lies and evil scented

I bought you flowers, 
you left them without water
i hurt for hours you never cared to check up

And your last message, that text i know you meant it
i'm so demented
you're full of lies and evil scented

you're full of lies and evil scented

you're full of lies and evil scented

I wish that it was more clear
I wish that I could be apart of your life for more time
I know I'm not important
I know I can't afford this pain stuck on my mind

I cry every single night
every single time I hear your name or see you in plain sight 

it hurts to know that you want me to die
It hurts to know that you wouldn't even cry

I cry every single night
every single time I hear your name or see you in plain sight 

it hurts to know that you want me to die
It hurts to know that you wouldn't even cry

iCry (drma & mcx)

Supermodel (prod. Pixel Hood)

intro for a fight movie w/ 4ustin (prod. branwen)

prod. theskybeats, YungSwisher & 7ink
Lyrics:

Hook:
pull up to the party and I’m faded
you can’t match the money that I’m makin
this ain’t gta but bitch I’m wasted
she said she got molly I’m persuaded

Verse 1:
I get the bands and I dip out cause I’m on the go
hit from the back and she sounding like uzi the way that she screaming out woah
feel like the man when I’m up on the stage I’ll just open up pits at the show
posted with Jacob and blaund and we cookin up steady be hittin the Jo
feel like a titan attack now
sip wit the xan I cannot stand wake up no memory blackout
fuck wit the fam I won’t back down
family’s a privilege fuck out my business cut you off if you gon act out

Hook:
pull up to the party and I’m faded
you can’t match the money that I’m makin
this ain’t gta but bitch I’m wasted
she said she got molly I’m persuaded

Verse 2:
wake up and I’m on
all this pain left me scarred
yeah my smiles a facade
all of my haters will pray for the day that I am gone
that's why I love all the ones that truly care
finding real ones always be so fuckin rare
that's why I'm careful how I play my cards no solitaire
I really hope that music will one day make me a millionaire

Hook:
pull up to the party and I’m faded
you can’t match the money that I’m makin
this ain’t gta but bitch I’m wasted
she said she got molly I’m persuaded

Verse 3:
I just been riding my own wave
I’ll always carry my own weight never go back to my old ways
why is that boy always talking that shit when you know that he is just a no name
I need a bitch that is loyal and loves me for me with impeccable throat game
thighs and her waist noticed her across the club by her gait
no time to waste I cannot wait got her in bed and I’m pulling her lace
everyone fake even when I let you eat off my plate
I’m Norman Bates cause I’m killin the game

Hook:
pull up to the party and I’m faded
you can’t match the money that I’m makin
this ain’t gta but bitch I’m wasted
she said she got molly I’m persuaded

Persuaded

baby girl
ure not by my side
ure not here with me
all those lies that u said
theyre still here with me
i see ur shadow in my room
it's here quite frequently
she told me that it's way to soon
and we should keep it secretly
i feel alone
i can't find the way home
i'm to gone
i feel like this would be the end
if you just showed
im on the road
heading to another show
with my bros
i know ure not here with me
but i still wish u was

Not Here With Me

Not Here With Me w/ zarki & evilmiku (xenshel & lil faradeyyy)

Tried to help but they didn't ask for help

smetinotalive x NOKERB - SCARS(prod. kubsy beats)

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harmonic love

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