apart

Eulogize

Unveil

It's as if it all goes wrong 
I hope that we get along 
Cause last time all I heard was dial tones
Last summer you left me alone 
Time passed so fucking slow 
I cried my heart stared at the phone 
You tore me up down to the bone

Where'd it all go wrong 
Life's gone from my soul
I can't help but think of you 
I never wanna say we're through 

Drowning thoughts out I need a break
My mind is racing fast I start to shake
Darkness fills the room I can't escape 

How can I be okay 
Your love fades it slips away
We tried out hardest now it's time to break
We couldn't seize the moments that we made 
I feel like I always knew 
That you couldn't be my truth 
I sit and cry as you float away
I pray to god we meet another day

Last summer you left me alone 
Time passed so fucking slow 
I cried my heart stared at the phone 
You tore me up down to the bone

Where'd it all go wrong 
Life's gone from my soul
I can't help but think of you 
I never wanna say we are through 

ithinkyouremylast

i want ya - kurtains

prod. me (+ my first time playing guitar on a beat)

made for curbside discord server, skullish sample flip competition
I flipped the "toss 178 Dmaj" - sample by @skullish

shoutout balatro
https://open.spotify.com/track/3PUt4jZJXUBOq729TDUTAI?si=a36ca452adf549c8
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LYRICS:

Got impulses on my mind, oh
I've been tryna fight em
Tell me what I did wrong
I'm walking on that tight rope

You set the bar so high though
And I been tryna lay low
You more the devil than an angel
You threw away your halo
Not doing what you say, so

Think I opened my eyes oh
Don't think I'm wasting my time.
Do I really need you in my life?
And I don't know
(Just tell me babe what you want, I'll
Never see you in my life, again)

Say you just wanna catch up
I, think we're way too gone for that now

You used to look this way
You needed someone to fill the space
I can feel your strings they're getting loose not
knowing what you been up to, I
Don't wanna feel this way
And one day I'll forget your face
And then I'll take you off that pedestal
Stop feeling out of place

pedestal


Song will be out on Spotify 9/1
Presave Link: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/anfonei/wemisseditall?utm_campaign=website&utm_medium=Email+&utm_source=SendGrid

About time you recognized my face 
Cause you've been gone so long without a trace
A distant past of the memories we made
Looking dead at our relationships grave
I've been lost I've been floating in space 
An empty head and heart set to waste
The winter's cold and no food i could taste 
A heartbreak in the snow i sat and laid

A girl up in the sky's i wait 
The moon and the stars stay so bright
I hope you come back i lay awake 
I grow tired everyday your late 

Missed it all 
Baby I'm so fucked up 
Cause you missed it all 
Promises were made but 
They were missed that's all 
There's nothing more about us we can say 
Wish i got a day 
To say goodbye 

Missed it all 
Loving you was hard and i took that fall 
Thought you were there to grow and change its wrong
Now I'm looking round like where'd you go
You left and got away now 
I'll never know my place
I'll never know my place 
(never know my place)
No more 
No more 
No more 

wemisseditall

Always looking for the time of your life 
Never could read in-between those lines
Always finding ways to feed me lies
Seen your text with the other guy

You a bad bad person
I'm bleeding out I'm hurting
You don't care you was working on a Friday

When I told you I needed you 
Told me you wanted pay 
I wasn't fine bae
Now I got to take you off the list of things
I'd bring if I was stuck broke and struggling 
Sittin on an island wondering
Why I'm all alone now

Who you gunna call when you just wanna vent 
Talk about the people that are all so ignorant
It could've been me on the phone
Now you go no where else to go 
No where else to blow
I don't wanna fold 
Got no one else to hold
I will never take you back don't wanna know
Why I'm feeling down tryna keep my head low
Don't call my phone
Don't wake me up
Take another drink before the suns coming up

You a bad bad person
I'm bleeding out I'm hurting
You don't care you was working on a Friday

When I told you I needed you 
Told me you wanted pay 
I wasn't fine bae
Now I got to take you off the list of things
I'd bring if I was stuck broke and struggling 
Sittin on an island wondering
Why I'm all alone now

Who you gunna call when you just want to vent

badgirl

songs from 2025 that didn't make it but i think are still worth sharing, self produced with help from cybertrash on 1 & 4, and help from evan sasha on 2. thanks for listening if you do 

easier

break me down or build me up 
tell me how you feel in love 
cause you're the only thing that brings me trust

so many walls had to fall 
so i could let you in at all
write you a poem that made me recall
the special moments that made me talk
the darkest times you were the light
to bring me back a different time 
no holding onto my past mistakes
you made our love a memory
you helped me recall 
i dont wanna fall 
i see myself drowning im losing it all
fire to ashes and piles of law
i sit in silence shock and awe

maybe im crazy to think we should try
or maybe im crazy for taking my lies
that i wasnt fucked up and you were just fine  
stuck in delusion my mind was all fried
it was gone long long ago
puke my feelings now they all on the floor
cant tell if you want some more 
but ill leave my heart with you now 

so many walls had to fall 
so i could let you in at all
write you a poem that made me recall
the special moments that made me talk
the darkest times you were the light
to bring me back a different time 
no holding onto my past mistakes
you made our love a memory


shouldertoleanon

Anfonei