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i hope it's alright that my heart is still yours

iyak ka muna bago matulog

Doesn't seem to make sense when we're both apart, hold this heart 'cuz IT NEVER knew what to do, it sounds JUST LIKE YOU. 

Yeah it sounds just like you it tells me you miss me, from the distance you will KISS me and i'll NEVER KNOW what to do. This DISTANCE KILLS ME TOO!

From the South End to to the City a flying car is what we need. I'll park it on your doorstep, dear, grab your phone let's leave. 

WE ARE AT THE DEATH THROES OF THIS STRUGGLING ROMANCE!

And we still dont know what to do, this distance killed us two! 





mixed by sir RJ Mabilin!

Death Throes Of A Struggling Romance

do i deserve to be
painted so lovingly
your picture amplifies
the things i've long denied

and as amazing as you are
all that you ask of me
is to never be too far
so i'll stay indefinitely

oh it almost feels unfair
that i get to be with you
the most unlikely pair
in a maze of feverfew

with the way we are right now
i wanna try harder somehow
how can you love someone like me?
you said "you're all you have to be"

and as amazing as you are
all that you ask of me
is to never be too far
so i'll stay indefinitely

feverfew (ft. chickens)

Simple lang ako mangarap
Ngunit kabilang ka sa mga pangarap
Paumanhin ang nabanggit ay totoo

Medyo bano ako umilag
Kaya nalanghap iyong halimuyak
Ikaw ang panaginip ko ngayon

PUSO MO ANG PUNO'T DULO KO ANG

Hangal pala ako mangarap
Dahil kabilang ka sa mga pangarap
Paumanhin, ang nabanggit ay totoo

Kung maisip mo man ako bukas 
Ako ang sakit sa iyong lunas
Tanggapin mo na ako

PUSO MO ANG PUNO'T DULO KO ANG

Jusko malamig
Igapos ng iyong mga bisig
Matapos mong pakiligin
Balutin mo ko at angkinin

Simple naman ako mangarap
Hanggang mabilang ka sa mga pangarap
Patambayin mo 
Na kahit lang
Sa anino ng

PUSO MO ANG PUNO'T DULO KO ANG

Simple ka lang din ba mangarap
Ako din ba ang pinapangarap
Ikaw ang sanhi ng


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Find a corner, wear ear/headphones, close eyes... Enjoy!


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Tugtog

lyrics:
'di na maitatanggi
na masakit in whole repeat
tumitig sa larawan mo
at mag-isip ng kung ano-ano
na pwede magkatotoo
kung 'di lang ako ganito

alam ko nang
wala ka na
but i insist 
na pwede pa
mabulag sa 
sinabi mo
na you regret
lahat ng 'to
at naisip mo na rin
ang tayo kung naging

ang tayo kung naging

the flowers have wilted
i thought i had more time
but the weather has roughened
and roughened my mind
my promise expired
didn’t know that was something i could do

thought i was tough but
i must have mistaken it for
the resolve i grew with you
and what the fuck did i do?
i let it die
my bark turned into bite and it got you

now it’s too late for a next time
but your hands and your smile i could never unfamiliarize
i want to deserve you

still raining down in my heart, it’s pouring
my love for you
but the season has ended
with no assurance of when

it'll come back, i hope it does
you're not by my side, but in the meantime
i hope it’s alright that my heart
is gonna be yours for a while, a while

i wanted to be your
shelter from the storm
instead i became its eye
and when the sky
was grey, all i did was hide

now i’m aching from your absence
the way you did from mine too
i'll be better to deserve you

it’s still raining down in my heart, it’s pouring
my love for you
but the season has ended
with no assurance of when

it'll come back, i hope it does
you're not by my side, but in the meantime
i hope it’s alright that my heart
is still yours

i'll still dream for you in many more seasons
write you many more songs
til my heart runs out of pages
but i doubt that'll ever happen

cause you’re the kind that someone loves
for a long time, it’s no question
i hope it’s alright that my heart
is gonna be yours for a while, a while

i want to deserve you
will you still want me when i deserve you?
i'll be better to deserve you
please still want me to deserve you

downpour

downpour - Japanese Surplus

Tama Na Ang Drama (2023 Deluxe Edition)

Di Na Babalik (Extended Version)

--
spent my winters trying to get warm 
because all my days were spent in your cold palms 
can’t tell the weather, but my head's in the clouds 
you told me "hold me closer and they won't find out" 

I've got my hands tied behind my back and 
I cant change the fact that 
I have rearranged myself to be there always 
all you gave me was the cold on your shoulder; can't do this any longer 
moments felt like it took forever, I know I should have known better 

tulad ng salitang sa gitna may gitling 
ramdam ko pag malayo ako sa 'yong piling 
magkatabi pero malayo pa rin 
kahit kailan sana tayo naman ay magkahulugan
--
producer: Dan Galapon (https://soundcloud.com/nmbsph)

find this song and more wonderful songs on the UP Underground Music Community Lo-Fi 6! link here: https://upundergroundlofi.bandcamp.com/releases

gitling

Here's a track from our debut album, CELL-O-PHANE, which we're launching on April 16, 2016 at Mow's! Pre-order the PHYSICAL album now for P400 and get a free sticker, an instant free download of "Different Shades of Blue," and free admission to the Album Launch: https://www.facebook.com/events/1669477039998444/. Email us at thebuildingsph@gmail.com to place pre-orders.

Buy the DIGITAL album on our Bandcamp: https://thebuildingsph.bandcamp.com/album/cell-o-phane

Watch out for updates and new songs by following us on Twitter (twitter.com/thebuildingsph) and Facebook (www.facebook.com/thebuildingsph).

Recorded and Produced by The Buildings in association with Idioterne, Inc.
Lyrics by Mariah Reodica and Paolo Arciga

What am I to do when I want nothing new
And all I wanted was you in different shades of blue

But things don’t go that way
In every shade of grey
And I belong on this side of the sea

We’re tired and all we ever wanted
All we ever needed was to shed a bit of light

What am I to do when I can’t get through to you
Try to paint you off in black when you left me just with shades of blue

Different Shades of Blue (Album Version)

oh how i hate the sun like i hate everyone
they always steal something away from me
oh how it burns my tongue, a fire in my lungs
the words that could've made you stay with me

u forgot to say goodbye but it's okay
cause every time i close my eyes i see u anyway
i watched the roses die beside your name
you're the first i'll try to find when i leave this world behind

sometimes i see you in your purple jacket
the closer i get the more she's different

u forgot to say goodbye

Pahintulot

we're meant to lose 
the most precious things we have
so i've kept myself 
miles away from things like love
but unexpectedly
u mean so much to me
you're always on my mind
you're always on my mind
u never talk
but your eyes give u away 
(please) keep me in mind 
for another time & another place
cos unexpectedly
u mean so much to me
you're always on my mind
you're always on my mind
if unexpectedly
u find your way to me
i'll take your hand in mine
i'll take your hand in mine

(unexpectedly)

there is so much i can do
none can take me back to you
lately why is nothing as exciting
i could use a second helping
of the things my soul fed on before

dancing in my head last night
dreams of different ways to die
if a ghost is what i am to many
no one knows me like you know me
i exist to nobody but you

i exist for nobody but you

ghost

shall i come with you? 
you're a sweet, elusive dream
and the more i run, 
the farther you would seem
i'll survive, but 
it wouldn't be a beautiful life without you
i'll get by, but 
it wouldn't be a beautiful life
shall i dance with you
to the rhythm of uncertainties? 
all the things we said
and the things we didn't will stay with me
i'll survive, but 
it wouldn't be a beautiful life without you
i'll get by, but 
it wouldn't be a beautiful life
without you
 
shall i love you?

Originals

(i'll get by)

we've got nowhere else to be
and it's getting kind of cold
i'm warmest when you're close to me
and i would like to take you home
if loneliness comes crashing in
you can hold me, it's okay
if she makes you feel so empty
you can hurt me, it's okay  
and if maybe she decides to stay
we can dance to songs that she will play
 all these walls heard me before
wrap my lips around your name
leave this memory on my floor
coffee cups with lipstick stains
if loneliness comes crashing in
you can hold me, it's okay
if she makes you feel so empty
you can hurt me, it's okay  
and if maybe she decides to stay
we can dance to songs that she will play

and if maybe you decide to stay
i can show you things that i can't say

aftershow

You think i just wasted your time
But, dear, there'll be worse things in life
And we can proudly smile
Coz this makes life worthwhile

I begin the day
You just don't know it
But I'm equally as terrified
And I'll end the day with 60 sighs to signify 
That everything was worth the fight
And I'm always right

You think you just wasted my time
But you always caught me by surprise
And you can proudly smile
Coz you've made life worthwhile

Sometimes i would worry 
That nothing's ever gonna be the same again
Well, haven't you noticed
The sun has suddenly forgotten to paint the day

And now I say

Ayaw (ata) sa 'tin ng tadhana
Ba't lahat na lang lilisan
Pinagtugunan pa naman ng panahon
Ngayon kayo'y maglalaho na

Alay sa 'tin ng tadhana
Ang perwisyo at sumpa
Na naging mas makahulugan ang buhay
Nang tayo'y naging magkakilala

Ayaw sa 'tin ng tadhana
Halatang kinikilabutan 
Sa yanig na dulot ng lupit ng ating pagkakaibigan

Perhaps I have wasted my time
By sharing my thoughts with you
And I will proudly smile
Coz I would waste another lifetime with you

If i can

Put to Waste

Recorded by Duane Fernandez at Blueberri Studio
November 2007

Music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KXFpaaFX9NA

Nakauwi Na (Original Version - Featuring Jedil Robelo on Drums)

This is a re-recording of our debut EP for an online gig in 2020.
Video here: https://bit.ly/3siv4g9

Di Na Babalik (Extended Version)

Ang Bandang Shirley