thank you @1giib for featuring <3

prod - me & @nightigerxo

in my head w/ giib (prod me + nightiger)

@angelicxmei 
@glitter_throat

prod me and @1-shrine

original: https://open.spotify.com/track/7oUyxTtze6pRJBaM5jwf8J?si=193eef9449df42a3

trust w/ angelicxmei & glitterthroat (prod. me + shrine)

@muieternal 
@1giib 
@tores

prod me and @m2monroe 

lyrics:

me:

girl you got me feeling some type of way
lock my heart away inside a cage
hide my feelings, im scared to lose you
idk what id do without u 😔🖤

if you need someone ill be here for you
you dont gotta run away its just me + you :3
everything you told me is it really true :0
thats the way it goes every time i see you

tell me that you love me, yeah ur minee
i just need your touch youre the only one i want
let me pull you close, let me pull you closer
ur like an angel that sits on my shoulders 🖤

@muieternal:

u said to me, i aint got the time
im wasting my life wondering, like why??
the taste of your hurt cuts inside my mindd
take this pain, put it somehere far behindd
yaaa

when i asked "can u take my hand"
didn't wanna x go make you stress
is there something inside you can't 
tell me shawty, white lies that hurt

yea

even if u tell me 'i dare' 
i wish that you were here
i cant decide my worth
its a never ending fare

youuu
youuu
i knoww that we're thruuuu
you picked and you chooosee
my ending, i looseee

@1giib:

so ill hide my heart, and ill put it away
caught you lying, now youre stalking and youre looking at my page
how much do i gotta pay to just get you away?
cause youre insane, yea youre not okay

me + you = extraneous
cause we not compatible
set my heart on fire you just burn it and its flammable
the damage you do is collateral
if you dont like me
thats understandable

I cant fall in love when youre the only option
these drugs they make me nauseous
you keep commiting arson
I cant find the one when youre over here stalking
my arteries are clogging
youre taking my belongings

@tores:

my heart is full of regrets
all the things that i said
stuck inside my brain
i cannot get away

you u said im not enough
and i guess its true
u made me hate myself
i got some loose screws

wish i could talk to you one more time
to talk things out and make everything how it was

i did something i shouldnt done
but i dont know what
pls could u tell me it 
thats what i really want

wish u was here
my heart is bleeding out
how could u forget me

at least i got my friends
and they got my back 
love ya all the way

me + you w/ mui, giib & tores (prod. me + monroe)

@1giib

prod me & @nightigerxo

lyrics:

me:

am i crazy for wishing, that you were here
all this distance, doesn't change a thing we'll make it
i'll fix it, yeah i promise baby i will fix it
i just want to be next to you

am i crazy for wishing, that you were here
all this distance, doesn't change a thing we'll make it
i'll fix it, yeah i promise baby i will fix it
i just want to see the love in your eyes

cause i can't live without you
and i can't breathe without you
i'll hold you close and hold you tight
i won't let go, i promise that you're mineeee 🤍

@1giib:

[because that's the way, it's meant to be]
i think youre onto me
fuck these apologies
they dont mean nothing
i keep on following
struggle to talk to them
i think im nothing

lets make a difference
we can fix it baby i insist it
youre not like others, youre different
if i keep pushing for your love is pain just imminent
is pain just imminent

wishing w/ giib

prod @1-shrine @alfiesnapped @kuriyai443 :3

lyrics:

meee:

tell me (teell me)
what you neeed
i can't breathe
please save me (woahhh)

i can't take it 
you're too facelesss
just embrace it
you won't make ittt

i've been feeling  downn ohhh
ur words make me drown
noh - oh - oh
i don't want to go
goh - oh - ohh :(((

breathe (prod. shrine + alfiesnapped + kuriyai)

@alucqrd

prod me and @kggn

lyrics

me:

yeah yeahh
everything that you promised
it's all in my head no
i don't wanna call it
yeah yeahhh
everything that you said to me
all the fcked up thoughts yeah
it just wasn't meant to be

i'm not perfect
tell me what's my purpose
baby tell me what u need
and i'll make it worth it
i gave you my heart
and you broke it apart
yeah u changed me
i don't know who u aree

bitch you know the old me
u don't even know me
take another picture
my life's like a movie
yeah stare at me from far
u can't see right through me
yeah i'll show u why
u wish u never knew me

veezuh:

ay, i'm just searching for my meaning though
i don't even got a place where i can feel at home
bad bitches on me and they all wearing chrome
how you gon' talk like u know me thooo

think i'm chose
so hold me closee
uh, smoking dro
counting all this dough
can't be on my own
feel like okay soo
tryna go thru my phone
how u don't trust me thooo

don't want to hear from you
no not right now
can't express my feelings
i'm not allowed
keep it inside i don't say it out loud
and when i cry i know you like the sound

purpose w/ veezuh (prod. me + kuru)

prod me & @kggn

lyrics:

me:

lately i've been running out of patience
i can't take it
running through my mind
no, i cannot contain it
all these toxins, they make me feel nauseous
inhale them till i'm coughing

lately i've been running out of patience
i can't take it
running through my mind
no, i cannot contain it
all these toxins, they make me feel nauseous
inhale them till i'm coughing

baby how can it get lower than the bottom
hide my emotions
too many problems
i can't seem to solve them
all my life is a regret
what u looking at?
remember all the times you thought u were innocent

yeah, check myself in the mirror
yeah, check my pulse to see if i'm breathing
distance myself from you, it ain't my decision
maybe in the next life it'll be different

i don't think that i'll make it
you make it too complicated
let's just keep it basic
don't argue with me i don't want to hear it
take a picture, yeah this is how i'm living

lately i've been running out of patience
i can't take it
running through my mind
no, i cannot contain it
all these toxins, they make me feel nauseous
inhale them till i'm coughing

baby how can it get lower than the bottom
hide my emotions
too many problems
i can't seem to solve them
all my life is a regret
what u looking at?
remember all the times you thought u were innocent

patience (prod. me + kuru)

@zyy-19235267

prod @irisvi1

lyrics:

me:

she looks at meee
with the stare in her eyes
got me sidelined, bitch
i don't want to apologize
every imperfection is a little detail
girl you got me starstruck 
i will keep you safe here

hold onto my hand
and lets just got far
keep my heart close
no, don't break it apart
yeah ur the one for me
i don't wanna lose you
feeling all emotions
i just want to be with youu

@zyy-19235267:

now what we had was for nothing
thought we had something
I know your somewhere tonight say ur bluffing
i looked at the moon in the sky and its hurting tonight

u talking that shit on me
tell me what its gon be
im in the brand new whip
i keep them sticks and blicks on me
im in that shit im whippin that bitch you know its SRT
its like u just say ur inlove but u stay on the run
and u fell out of love
melodies keep on cryin
see ur tears they keep fallin
u wont listen to me
girl im down on one knee
and im drowin beneath
can u come rescue me?

when you say ur hurtin know ill run back
i promise i can make it work we're soul tied
just watch her fall out seein how i ballout
i check my phone now, but u aint call me now 😦
why u aint call me now?
so sick of fakelove with u
im done with u, knowin again
i watched you do it again, like we was way more then friends
i might pullup in a benz if u gon call me ur twin!

her eyes w/ zyylus (prod. irisv)

prod @y4ndere

lyrics:

me:

𝘪 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘥, 𝘪𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘮𝘺 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘩𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘥
𝘺𝘦𝘢𝘩, 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘣𝘳𝘰𝘬𝘦 𝘮𝘦 𝘥𝘰𝘸𝘯, 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘪 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘴𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘥
𝘳𝘦𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘸𝘦 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘭𝘢𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘵𝘰𝘨𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳
𝘪 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘸𝘦 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘣𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳

it's so cold no, i don't wanna go
you don't want me anymore
i don't wanna be alone
my hearts frozen
i don't wanna be here anymore
i've been stuck inside my head
i don't wanna let you go

my hearts frozen
put me in a lockdown
thought it was the right time
but i guess it's not now
its so cold i gave you my sweater
i thought that we, would get better

my hearts frozen
put me in a lockdown
thought it was the right time
but i guess it's not now
its so cold i gave you my sweater
i thought that we, would get better
i thought that it would get better

𝘮𝘺 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘴 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘻𝘦𝘯
𝘱𝘶𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘪𝘯 𝘢 𝘭𝘰𝘤𝘬𝘥𝘰𝘸𝘯
𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘪𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦
𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘪 𝘨𝘶𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘯𝘰𝘸
𝘪𝘵𝘴 𝘴𝘰 𝘤𝘰𝘭𝘥 𝘪 𝘨𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘮𝘺 𝘴𝘸𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘳
𝘪 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘸𝘦, 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘣𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳

i don't understand, it was my heart that you shattered
yeah, you broke me down, you know i was severed
remember all the times that we would laugh together
i really thought that we would be forever

wasted tears on the floor
i don't want to cryyy
said you want to leave
miss the older times

𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘢𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘮𝘺 𝘵𝘪𝘪𝘪𝘮𝘦𝘦

my hearts frozen
put me in a lockdown
thought it was the right time
but i guess it's not now
its so cold i gave you my sweater
i thought that we, would get better

my hearts frozen
put me in a lockdown
thought it was the right time
but i guess it's not now
its so cold i gave you my sweater
i thought that we, would get better

sweater (prod. yandere)

@angelicxmei

prod me & @xternalz

lyrics:

me!

you know that it feels right
with you laying by my side
let my tears drop to the ground
let them all out its alright
yeah we'll be fine

yeah my heart is going cold
you dont want me
i gave you my sweater yeah
it was all for nothing
always do my best
just so i can make it right
you don't even love me
u know it was all a lie

i really start to wonder
should i even bother
yeah you broke my heart
and now its in the gutter
you saved me from all of my fears
im dreaming to thoughts of you being here

@angelicxmei

i want u so please just look in my eyes
i told u we both stood under the sky
i wanna laugh with u i wanna find the truth
i wanna make a move dont make my feelings blue

my heart is getting colder,  so come a little closer
i want u by my shoulder dont make me feel like its over!

cold w/ angelicxmei (prod. me + xternalz)

@xternalz

prod @y4ndere

me

yeah i hide all my pain away
just so you wont ask if im okay
hide my tears, i don't wanna see u cry
i thought it would all be alright

i feel sick i need an antidote
tears on my face and my heart is froze
eternity, ill wait for youu
erase all my feelings that i have towards you

i feel sick i need an antidote
tears on my face and my heart is froze
eternity, ill wait for youu
erase all my feelings that i have towards you

i can never get it right
i dont know where to go-oh
you hurt me so much
now im all alonee
i thought u were different
i guess its not true
tears on my cheek
im over you

@xternalz

I don’t want to disappoint now
Everything is coming to a point now
I’m just trying to get my voice out
Voice out

I’ve had enough
I’m tired of searching
A way to keep my head from hurting
It’s so disconcerting

Is what I want
A lie
Taking the antidote
To survive
I’m doing all I can
Just take my hand now
Just take my hand

antidote w/ xternalz (prod. yandere)

@os29 
@6hi 

prod @sshinju & @newgarasu

lyrics:

@angelonmyshoulder

and
every time im with you i start to feel numb
stop playing with me i know im not dumb
cus all the voices in my head
all these changes yeah i cant reset

and every time im with you i start to feel nauseous
but i know im not okay please just help me stop this
and i pray that i can make it out
to a god that i dont know about

@os29

all the memories they make me queasy
i dont wanna talk cos its not easy
why do i talk i know u wont believe me
walk inside the room why cant u see me

waiting for u in the back of my own stupid mind
but i dont wanna give up on u love is hard to find

i feel so sick i feel so nauseous 
always on my guard im feeling cautious
giving up everything ive got for this
when ur next to me u look so gorgeous

@6hi 

yeah, uh
i'm just tryna get home
i've been wasting all my time on you
watch me turn into dust, into
watch me put all my trust into, youuuu
your touch feels so good
can't help but feel nauseous
wanna feel something so true
girl you look like a goddess

no no, stop it
everybody watching
feel the pressure rising 
i can feel it locking
inside yeah i'm falling
outside i'm walking
i can't feel the difference
feel my flesh rotting

nauseous w/ suki & hini (prod. shinju + garasu)

last song of the year! thank you for a great 365 days<3
@victxrw

@attachxd
desire
it all falls apart
regret
like embers it fades
suffering greed

@victxrw
in the ashes of light
turn black in the sun
i try and fight
its already gone

@attachxd
its all your fault
you let them fall
you meant them no harm
the blood on your hands tells a different story

@victxrw
and i cant feel the same
when u left me to die here
but you still treat me like im insane
when u left me to lie here
all alone

@attachxd
desire
it all falls apart
regret
like embers it fades
get me away from you

prod alagen & wixxy

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