magic mushroom

Lights have been on amber for 10 years or so 
You been waiting for someone to tell you you can go 
And maybe all this time you've also waited for your soul 

You’ll always been thinking about everyone else
Now it’s time to start thinking about yourself 
You deserve the world because you gave it all to me 

Green Card you got a Green Card
It’s time to go out and live your dreams
Fly out across the sea
Be who you want to be
Green Card you got a Green Card 
It’s time to spread your wings and be free
You’ll always be next to me 
Be who you want to be 

You’re the one who taught me all the things that I know 
And you’ll always be the only place I call home 
Your love is running through me from my head until my toes 

You’ll never know if you don’t go 
But before you leave I think you should know
You don’t need to worry cause you won’t be alone 
Even when your lonely 
You can come back here any day
No matter what happens I think you’re so brave
You know where to go and you’re making your way
It’s a beautiful story

green card

At the time of uploading this song I have approximately 21,714 days left in my time bank (aka 21,714 left to live)

 Lyrics

Fell into the hole of the internet 
Spent a few years getting lost in it 
Came across a website 
Telling me how much time 
Down to the days I’ve got left to live 

With this info what do I do next?
Try to find a help line I can text
What a sickening twist
No one ever said this 
Since my birth day I’ve been losing chips 

Time bank time bank can I get some time back? 
I’ve been making payments but I don’t know what for 
Time bank time bank can I get some time back?
No, we don’t offer refunds the poor!

Should I panic or cry?
Search for the point of life?
What should I do before the next sun rises?
Am I crazy or why
Is everybody fine?
Do they still not know about this crisis? 

Everyday I better make the most of it 
Cause 24 hours are expensive 
Little less screen
Little more me time 
Wish I knew more started this

time bank

Lyrics 

You like it on your knees 
Sweating under all this heat
You’ll never deehydrate when your hanging out with me

You’re dripping all over you’re losing composure 
You go for a glass and I give you a coaster 
I take you to water you bow at the alter
Beg me for the blessing I’m happy to offer

Sip sip sip from the pool of life
Quench ur thirst while ur quenching mine
Sip sip sip this is paradise 
Lick ur lips cause it’s so deevine 

You like the cherry taste
And you like the sound it makes 
It’s sticky on your cheeks it’s a waterfall for freaks

You’re dripping all over you’re losing composure 
You go for a glass and I give you a coaster 
I take you to water you bow at the alter
Beg me for the blessing I’m happy to offer

Sip sip sip from the pool of life
Quench ur thirst while ur quenching mine
Sip sip sip this is paradise 
Lick ur lips cause it’s so deevine

Written and Produced by: 
Dee
Leo Elser

sip sip sip

do u wanna be friends? 

Summer days
Winter nights
Would be nice
To sit by the fire
Close our eyes
Paradise
Drinking wine 
Where everything feels so cozy 
Sometimes I get lonely 
Want someone to call 
Ask how I am
Friendship is holy 

Do you wanna be friends?
In real life?
We can talk about our lives and the star signs 
Or sit in silence watch the time pass by (yeah) 
Do you wanna be friends?
In real life?
Doesn't matter what we do it’s a good time 
And maybe if its nice I'll be a friend for life 

Had it all
Let it go
Didn't know 
But now that i'm older 
Realise
I messed up
And it sucks
Now I know you're so important 
Like flowers need water 
Be your biggest supporter 
Promise to care 
I'll be there for ya

Do you wanna be friends?
In real life?
We can talk about our lives and the star signs 
Or sit in silence watch the time pass by (yeah) 
Do you wanna be friends?
In real life?
Doesn't matter what we do it’s a good time 
And maybe if its nice I'll be a friend for life 

Do you wanna
Do you wanna be friends?
Do you wanna
Do you wanna be friends?
Do you wanna b friends?
Do you wanna be friends forever?
Do u do u do u do u wanna be?

Do you wanna be friends?
In real life?
We can talk about our lives and the star signs 
Or sit in silence watch the time pass by (yeah) 
Do you wanna be friends?
In real life?
Doesn't matter what we do it’s a good time 
And maybe if its nice I'll be a friend for life

Written and produced by: 
Dee
Leo Elser

Artwork created by:
Dee

Left hand: 
Fiona Zühlke
Right hand:
Dee 

<3

do you wanna be friends?

a couple of weeks ago, my friend Stefan aka Pogopushl passed away. 

the day he died many of us, his friends (both new and old friends) joined a discord video call to find out more information, but slowly the call turned into a mourning process. music was played and candles were lit, and the call lasted for one week. during that time we cried, laughed, cooked, and tried to sleep on camera, processing the loss together. 

 i'm so grateful to each person that created that beautiful, supportive, loving and healing space.  i didn't really know you could make friends online... but now i feel like i made family. this song is about that special time and for all you special people. <3 

all my love to the mindblowing Himmelskinder community <3 thank you for welcoming me <3

lyrics 

Don't dont don't worry
I'll be there for you 
Like a safety net 
In the internet 

So so so happy 
That I met you here 
Yes we lost a friend 
No it's not the end

Faces lit by computer screens
Everybody cries, everybody screams
All the pain is there for everyone to see 
It's an open party for the broken hearted
Close our eyes when it's time to sleep 
Keep camera rolling while we try to dream
We wake up in the morning start the same routine
Me and my friends live inside a live stream

We're streaming 
Our sadness 
We're streaming 
Our sadness 

Safe safe safe haven 
In a video call 
Any time of day
Your familiar face

Colors
Every shade of grey 
Every shade of blue 
Every shade of you 
 
Faces lit by computer screens
Everybody cries, everybody screams
All the pain is there for everyone to see 
It's an open party for the broken hearted
Close our eyes when it's time to sleep 
Keep camera rolling while we try to dream
We wake up in the morning start the same routine
Me and my friends live inside a live stream

We're streaming 
Our sadness 
We're streaming 
Our sadness 

Tears tears tears running 
Covering my face
Tell me it's ok 
Send a hug my way 

Please please please know that
I appreciate you 
Virtual but true 
All that we've been through

streaming our sadness

Written and produced by: 
Dee
Leo Elser

Lyrics 

I like the rain
It feels like the World 
Is trying to say 
It's ok to cry 
I like the Clouds 
It feels like the sky
Is trying to say 
It's OK to hide

Summer is here and im still sad 
Im still driving myself mad 
Everyone can see blue skies
But it's still winter through my eyes
All of my friends are happy now 
I like it better when  they're down 
I know its terrible to say 
But misery loves company 

Sun is out what can I blame my sadness on 

I like the rain
It feels like the World 
Is trying to say 
It's ok to cry 
I like the snow 
Feels like the cold
Is trying to say 
It's ok to die

summer is here and i'm still sad

written and produced by: 
Dee
Leo Elser 

here are the lyrics :)

Verse 1 

you love your mother and your daughter and your wife 
you like to show em off like trophies by your side 
your ignorance is funny for a wise guy 
cute misogynist that was a real nice try 

Chorus 

hey boy
it ain't so funny from where i'm standing 
not ok boy
one of these days you'll understand it 
and i know that you only think that you're better
'cause the patriarchy had your back 
but i thought that you ought to know that this time 
all the girls are gunna fight back 
i said hey boy
not ok boy 
thought that you ought to know that this time 
all the girls are gunna fight back 
i said hey boy

Verse 2 

live a simple life nobody wants you to be nice 
wander to the top and no one ever bats an eye 
all we ever wanted was to have the same rights 
walk around the world and live our own damn fucking lives 

Chorus

Bridge 

i'm a bad, bad girl 
gunna make you cry, bitch 
i'm a bad, bad girl 
gunna make you cry, bitch

Chorus

hey boy

written and produced by 
Dee
Leo Elser 

lyrics 

She's at home in her body and she lives her life like nobody's watching 
She shines bright like a star when she's there you don't need to be scared of the dark 
She's a true killer queen with her snake skin boots and leopard print sheets
She says 'I am who I am and i don't give a fuck if you don't understand'

I wish I could be free like foxy
Posting pictures from the beach like foxy 
She's the kind of queen I wanna be (wanna be)
I wish I could be free like foxy

Silver chains and stilettos while she walks through the sand with her friends taking photos
She likes chillin on the sea but she don't need your ride cause she knows how to jet skii
She does whatever she wants whenever she wants cause you only live once 
She's iconic and knows it's she don't need your permission cause she already owns it

I wish I could be free like foxy
Posting pictures from the beach like foxy 
She's the kind of queen I wanna be (wanna be)
I wish I could be free like foxy

I wanna be like foxy
I wanna be like foxy

Foxy

Every other day I’m a rockstar
Standing on the stage with my guitar
Singing lyrics that I wrote in my bedroom
After we met in a bar and I kissed you
Every other day I’m an icon
Really come alive with the lights on
Strangers telling me I'm gonna be so famous
Making me feel like I really am the greatest
Starstruck
‘Cause you saw me dressed as a waitress
You didn’t think I could do this
You didn’t think I was cool
Baby am I cool yet?

Part Time Rockstar ooh yeah
All eyes following me yeah
Baby am I cool yet?
Baby am I cool yet?
Part Time Rockstar ooh yeah
I’m a real VIP yeah
Baby am I cool yet?
Baby am I cool yet?

Every other day I’m a wreckage
Can’t get to the phone leave a message
All I know is that I feel pretty reckless
Is your coffee getting cold? Couldn’t care less.
I just need to get to the party
Pour another coke and bacardi
Dressed in neon so I look a light bulb
Showing everyone the way to the nightclub
Starstruck
‘Cause you saw me dressed as a waitress
You didn’t think I could do this
You didn’t think I was cool
Baby am I cool yet?

Part Time Rockstar ooh yeah
All eyes following me yeah
Baby am I cool yet?
Baby am I cool yet?
Part Time Rockstar ooh yeah
I’m a real VIP yeah
Baby am I cool yet?
Baby am I cool yet?

But I know when I’m falling to sleep
Gonna wake up and it’s all gonna feel like a dream
And it’s sad but I know I’ll survive
And the day after tomorrow I’ll skip through the line
You were starstruck
‘Cause you saw me dressed as a waitress
You didn’t think I could do this
You didn’t think I was cool
Baby am I cool yet?

Part Time Rockstar ooh yeah
All eyes following me yeah
Baby am I cool yet?
Baby am I cool yet?
Part Time Rockstar ooh yeah
I’m a real VIP yeah
Baby am I cool yet?
Baby am I cool yet?

part time rockstar

Sweetheart 
I love the smell of you 
When you come home 
When you come home 
When you come home 

Sweetheart 
I love the taste of you 
After you smoke 
After you smoke 
After you smoke 

I fell in love with you 
Looked in your eyes and knew 
You were the half of me 
I missed 
But I never believed in this 

Sweetheart 
All of the days are dead
Now that you‘re gone
Now that you‘re gone
Now that you‘re gone 

Sweetheart 
All of the tears I shed
Every one 
Is like a song 
Written for you

my heart in megabytes

sweetheart

Left my inspiration in the summer time 
Now all I can dream of is the sun 
Wake up in the darkness and the day just carries on 
If only the clouds would come undone 

Don't need the news to tell you that the winter is here 
Just look at our sad faces and the season in clear
Seems like my heart is frozen just like everything else
Seems like the wind is blowing down the house 

All I really wanna do is stay inside and hide 
Even though I feel so cold I know that i'm alive

winter

You come around and hang out at my house
Like it‘s no big deal 
Make it so hard to heal 
Usually I’d fall apart tryna figure out how you feel 
‘Cause you’re made out of steel 

These days I find all of it draining 
I search for a sign it starts raining 
I don’t smile cause I know I’d be faking 
The love in my heart keeps on fading 
I could try to start explaining 
But you heard it before, nothings changing 
The look in your eyes is amazing
No tears in your eyes they are glazing 

I don’t care anymore
I don’t care anymore
I have given you all that I have got to give
I don’t care anymore 
I don’t care anymore 
Let me live the life that I want to live 

I realise I need space I need time far away from here
To let go off the fear 
When I see you I feel like I am staring into a mirror
And it’s too much to bare 

Babe, you and I 
We are stars in the sky 
As we fly through the night
We collide 
Maybe one day 
When I look back in time 
I can look in your eyes 
Say good bye

i don't care anymore

Why the fuck 
You calling 
Are you drunk again? 
2oclock 
In the morning again 

Why don’t you 
Go to bed 
And wake up 
With a clear mind?
Like I said
I don’t want to fight

I cannot take anymore
I cannot take anymore
Trusted you with my heart 
You dropped it on the floor
I cannot take anymore

When you tell me you love me
But you leave me alone 
How should I live with a heart
That’s always scared to be broke?

When you tell me you love me 
But you leave me alone
How should I live with a heart
That’s always scared to be broke?

When I ask you to hold me 
But you feel like a ghost 
How should I live with a heart 
That’s always scared to be broke?

When you tell me you love me 
But you leave me alone
How should I live with a heart
That’s always scared to be broke?

I’m so sad
And lonely 
But I can’t forget 
I’m so mad
That I’m smoking again 

When you ask 
How I feel 
Do you listen? 
Or do you pretend? 
Made a deal 
You broke it again

a heart that's scared to be broke

in these moments

pepper spray

molly

∞ universe

Didn’t think about it 
 I was driving but you took the wheel 
 Drove us off the road and into the milky way   

Now I’ve got superpowers  
Now I’ve got superpowers 
 I’ve been trapped out there for hours 
But now I’ve got super powers 

  I was like a hostage in a twisted fairy tale  
She said “see you back at home if you can find the way”   

Now I’ve got superpowers  
Now I’ve got superpowers 
 I’ve been trapped out there for hours 
But now I’ve got super powers  

 She said it’s a long way back to earth 
 Mary Jane is this what I deserve?

superpowers

I meditate in the club 
That techno runs in my blood 
I close my eyes and let my thoughts 
 Run wild like a horse on drugs 

 I find myself in the beat  
That 4 to the floor baby 
So if u see me levitate
 U don’t wanna fuck w me   

‘Cause I’m high  
high as the clouds in the sky  
I am at one with the night 
 Clear as day in my mind  

Finally  all the noise in my head  
Found a home  
Finally  I am home 
Finally  I’m alone 
Finally  all the noise in my head  
Found a home  
Finally  I am home 
Finally  I’m alone    

I get down hard with the bass
No emotion on my face  
But trust me when I say my brains
 are dancing all over the place   

I’m sweating out all the debris 
 From thoughts I been clearing for weeks   

‘Cause I’m high  
high as the clouds in the sky  
I am at one with the night 
 Clear as day in my mind  

Finally  all the noise in my head  
Found a home  
Finally  I am home 
Finally  I’m alone 
Finally  all the noise in my head  
Found a home  
Finally  I am home 
Finally  I’m alone     

Noise plus noise leads back to silence 
 Noise plus noise leads back to silence  
Finally it all makes sense  
Noise plus noise leads back to silence

finally i'm alone

Everyday I wake up and I gamble
 Make a bet, wonder what I can handle 
 Will my mind play tricks on me?  
Will I feel like I’m on speed?
  Is my brain gunna get me in trouble?  
Is the truth gunna burst my bubble? 
 I feel so over this stupid rollercoaster 

  It would seem I am the happiest version of me  I have ever been  
I can’t lie these are the saddest moments of my life  
All at the same time 

 One day I feel so amazing  
Wake up and feel like I’m chasing  
all of my dreams without wasting any time  
Next day I’m totally sober  like my whole life could be over 
 Have I been kidding myself this whole time?  

Coming up coming down like a yoyo  
Every morning a face that I don’t know  
Gotta morn each phase gone by  
I collect the tears I cry   
Make a note on my phone to remember  
See the truth when I get in a temper  
It’s crazy really, how fast I change my feelings 

  It would seem I am the happiest version of me  I have ever been  
I can’t lie these are the saddest moments of my life  
All at the same time
 

  One day I feel so amazing  
Wake up and feel like I’m chasing  
all of my dreams without wasting any time  
Next day I’m totally sober  like my whole life could be over  
Have I been kidding myself this whole time?   

It doesn’t seem to get better
I keep changing like the weather  
Maybe this part will last for a life time  
I think I finally see it  
There’s no quick fix for my feelings
 I’m diving in and I’m taking my time

one day i feel so amazing

@cowboyblau
@babyrocketofficial

I told my dad and he told me we’re a dream team 
You think you’re tough but you’re softer than ice cream 
Sharpen your teeth
Secretly your my little kitty 
Been BFFs since we met when we were fourteen 
We sprayed our names in graffiti on mercedes 
Want you to be 
Honest with me 

When everybody’s gone
We’re all alone on the train going home
I say I wanna show you a song
Keep it down low we can share the headphones but no one can ever know

I’ll be your secret caught up in the backseat
Wish you would know but i know you'd never ask me
I can’t compete
Baby text me when you get home safely

Like a best friend, I could be your retreat
Stuck in a loop, yeah you play me off on repeat
I can’t compete
Dream incomplete
Need you with me

You’re the closest friend to me
You play all my songs on repeat
Blazing through the morning streets 
Got high until we got nosebleeds
I’m sick of feeling all alone 
When you’re the one who took me home
Don’t act like you don’t even know
Just cut the breaks and let it go

You’re the closest friend to me
You play all my songs on repeat
Were blazing through the morning streets 
Got high until we got nosebleeds
I’m sick of feeling all alone 
When you’re the one who took me home
I know inside it's what you know 
If only you would let it go
 
Written by Angel Rider, cowboy blau and Baby Rocket 
Produced by Baby Rocket 
Mastered by Conor Dalton

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@cowboyblau
@babyrocketofficial

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Produced by baby rocket
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@babyrocketofficial

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Instagram https://www.instagram.com/eleomusic_/

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Instagram @deelightfulmusic

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