I think I’m losing my mind
Time keeps passing me by 
I stare at phone destroy my eyes
The room is spinning and I don’t know why

Oh God please make it stop
I can’t take anymore 
My face is melting off
There’s someone at the door

I think I’m dying I think I’m flying
I started crying cause my head fell off
You’re not there or maybe you’re a ghost
I think I’m losing my mind 

Get me out of my own head
I think I’m already dead
There’s too much just going on 
Someone please call my mom
How long has it really been?
I think I lost my vision
He’s been gone for way too long
Someone please just call my mom

acid.wav

No I don't have an answer
to all your lonely nights
but I know this ain't it 
 swiping left right left right left right
this is what we've been reduced to
give ourselves away for free
but it only soothes the symptoms
temporary company

im so tired of sex in the city
lonely people fucking indiscriminately
moving fast moving on just as quickly
im so tired of imitation intimacy

This aint no moral crusade
I really think that it would help
if you found happiness within you
not inside someone else
you might say that I'm bitter
might be correct as well
but I must pose the question
are you happy ask yourself

im so tired of sex in the city
lonely people fucking indiscriminately
moving fast moving on just as quickly
im so tired of imitation intimacy

now they're tryna figure out
without being impolite
how to say they must be going
they got other plans tonight
they say "call when you get home
cause that shit was really nice
we can do it anytime"
maybe they will one or twice
But it wasn't love or lust
just a sunday afternoon
where two lonely people met
and they licked each others wounds
it's a self sustaining cycle
such a pitiful pursuit


im so tired of sex in the city 
lonely people fucking indiscriminately
moving fast moving on just as quickly
im so tired of imitation intimacy

im so tired of sex in the city
lonely people fucking indiscriminately
moving fast moving on just as quickly 
im so tired of imitation intimacy

Imitation Intimacy

junk

older song i made in like january

teenagers inside our bedroom
worryingly insecure
everybody knows were losers
were still not completely sure
but dont go
we need you
come be miserable with me
im a crab in a bucket
pull you down down here with me
shooter said were not so worthy
and im inclined to agree
say goodbye to your favorite artists
at least they didnt make gamer 3
gezebelle anhero 13 century cowboy
crustsox dethtech h4rtbrkr fried by fluoride
neetnation endwiser maniac deepblu
steakfry hallowed watermark npobu
dont go
we need you
come be miserable with me
im a crab 
in a bucket
pull you down down here with me

don't go

Been locked up again
I may have lost my mind
And you go out everyday
With your fucking friends

Oh yeah
Fuck you
I'd rather stay in bed
Than see Again
Your stupid fucking face
Oh I'm
So ashamed
I wish to die today
I can't Belive
That once we were friends

I wonder if they listen
'cause you're talking all the time
And there's one thing I want
I hope that you shut up

Oh yeah
Fuck you
I'd rather stay in bed
Than see Again
Your stupid fucking face
Oh I'm
So ashamed
I wish to die today
I can't Belive
That once we were friends

Fuarrrk Off

Cultist Girlfriend

I've been hurt by the ones I've loved
With wounds that will never heal
I wonder as I watch the stars above
If it's a sin to feel
If love is really real

I see the darkness creeping in
And I let it take me in
Familiar just like a friend
It's a routine, it's a sin
It's a pain that never ends

I want you to share the pain with me
I want you to feel my misery
I want you to watch me bleed
Share the pain
Share the pain with me

I usually don't understand
The plight of the common man
They muck about like dogs in a trance
With snake eyes and left hands
More like a beast than a man

And I won't ever understand
The evils of a woman
They fuck around like pigs in heat
Like rabid dogs hungry for meat
Like dogs that need to be beat

I want you to share the pain with me
I want you to feel my misery
I want you to watch me bleed
Share the pain
Share the pain with me
I want you to share the pain with me
I want you to feel my misery
I want you to watch me bleed
Stab through my palms and laugh
Stab right into my back

I want you to share the pain with me
I want you to share the pain with me
I want you to share the pain with me
I want you to share the pain with me

I want you to share the pain with me
I want you to share the pain with me
I want you to share the pain with me
I want you to share the pain with me

Share the Pain

you talk 
I speak
we are both freaks
crashed car ripped your clothes
I don’t think they’ll ever know.

we walked for hours
you picked wild flowers 
where we’re going no one knows 
we’ll make our minds up as we go

while all the other people keep pretending
spinnin in a cycle never ending
always finding something keeps you stressing 
I can’t help but say those words
when you come through I find my nerves see

nothing really matters when I'm with you.

we slipped to night
you’re late sounds right
petty crimes and rainy coats
singing long to the stereo



nothing really matters when I’m with you x3

Nothing Matters (with you)

Pacific Purgatory - Damaged Goods Ft Ascend Me reup

watch college cunts: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EXdU1O0lQko&ab_channel=MDEneverdies

late for my class again
dont care about the shit that im learning
and all the kids here are so uptight
picking fights thinking that theyre so fucking bright

smoking weed binge drinking
so degenerate what are they thinking
its all a big waste of time i hate this place
they need a kick in the face

sick of all these college cunts
i hate their fucking guts
sick of all these college cunts
i hate their fucking guts

late night go out
try to see what the night life is all about
its all stupid drunk ass kids picking fights
trying to get girls to suck their dicks

its just a big adult day care
paid for by their parents its unfair
no one really wants to be here
wasting their time for a shitty career

sick of all these college cunts
i hate their fucking guts
sick of all these college cunts
i hate their fucking guts

college cunts (old version)

I Love Cigarettes

https://soundcloud.com/targetedindividuals