bro, i would kill myself listening to your songs

My life is full of blasphemy and shit LOOOL

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My compilation №5 | Spring 2021

Time it goes so fast
These things never last
When you look back
You realize what you had
But its all gone
You feel so wrong
You call out to god but hes never there

I miss the past
I miss the past
I wanna go back
cause i miss the past
I miss the past
I miss the past
I wanna go back
‘Cause I miss the past

It was long ago when i felt better
In those days i thought itd last forever
But the time has passed and it’s all over now
I dont know what to do and i wanna get out


I miss the past
I miss the past
I wanna go back
cause i miss the past
I miss the past
I miss the past
I wanna go back
‘Cause I miss the past

I Miss The Past

credit to https://twitter.com/sh1nd3 for the cover art

fucked up
my life
and theres no going back

burning
all my time
and i feel so trapped

everyone hates me
feel like im going crazy
i feel stupid i fucked up theres not much else that i can do

i just dont want to feel this way
its getting worse everyday
these feelings i just cant contain 
i think that i am going insane

i feel so dejected
im always rejected
i cant do anything
i just wanna scream
i feel so embarrassed
all my life so careless
gone downhill since 18
i just wanna scream

fucked up
my chances
and now theres no one left for me 

i just want
to end it
then i can finally be free

my friends and family think there is no saving me
nowhere left for me to go be better off six feet below

i just want to redeem myself
but cant admit that i need help
from everything that ive been through
i just dont know what to do

i feel so dejected
im always rejected
i cant do anything
i just wanna scream
i feel so embarrassed
all my life so careless
gone downhill since 18
i just wanna scream

dejected

my friends they all hate my guts
and i always feel so fucked up
dont know why i even try
be better off if i would just die

lately
ive been feeling crazy
think theyve had enough of me cuz
im so fucked up
lately
everybody hates me
i should learn to just shut up cuz
im so fucked up

dont know why the things i say
always push the ones i love away
stay inside never go anywhere
get left behind cuz nobody cares

lately 
ive been feeling crazy
think theyve had enough of me cuz
im so fucked up
lately
everybody hates me 
i should learn to just shut up cuz
im so fucked up

so fucked up

cant express what
I am thinking
words elude me
feel so damn foolish 

I feel so stupid
I feel so useless
I think so I'm so cringe
Im so retarded

Cant connect with
anybody
always anxious 
There's no one there for me

Retarded

cover art by @ramunebear on instagram!!

happy v-day

b4iphone

song with @edgemaster42
we've been married seven times
in my head
just wait till i get the courage
to picture you in my bed
love or not its plain to see
youre just not the girl for me
my true match is a loaded gun
pointed straight at my head
hate my guts 
why do i destroy my everything for you 
hate my guts 
why do i destroy my everything for you

Why did i fall for your atupud grace
You clearly have no horse in this dumb race
Theres no continuity in emotional promiscuity
I can guarantee that

when
i realize 
im not an object
you
fall apart
hate my guts 
why do i destroy my everything for you
hate my guts 
why do i destroy my everything for you
you fuckin hate my 
fuckin hate my guts

h8te my guts (with edgemaster42)

YT link: youtube.com/watch?v=1_lap6dzSUc


All rights belong to Kamiyama Yoh. 

7/5/25 edit: I uploaded this song when I was like 13yo, I'm glad it touched the hearts of many as it did mine when I was in high school at the time.

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Let Me Down

Sex Party - Left Boy (ft. Ferdinand)

i wake up still unemployed and
make myself a cup of soylent
logon to my favourite website
and scroll through till the end of daylight

you say that i'm
simply wasting my life
oh, all my days are gone
wasted on reddit.com

kind stranger
thank you for the gold
kind stranger
am i the asshole?
kind stranger
why are my girlfriend's boyfriends all
ignoring me

my cat is so obese
post him on reddit so that he
can be laughed at by online people
dont sit here and try to tell me that i'm evil

i'm wholesome 100
you're probably a normie
who doesn't like big chungus
and browses ifunny
i saw a kid who liked fortnite
so i bullied him to suicide

kind stranger
thank you for the gold
kind stranger
am i the asshole?
kind stranger
why are my girlfriend's boyfriends all
ignoring me

Kind Stranger

Stay in my room all day long
I need to get a job
but I cant because im messed up
scared of everything and everyone
I stutter and stare anytime that anyone talks to me
and at this point I wanna drop out of society

Im an agoraphobe
so scared wherever i go
can barely pick up the phone
im fuckin dying alone

terrified wherever I go
something's wrong me and everyone knows
they all realize that something's up
they know that I'm a fuck up
never moving forward again
beat down by the shit in my head
I just wish that my life was fun

Im an agoraphobe
so scared wherever i go
can barely pick up the phone
im fuckin dying alone

Agoraphobe

i was raised by a place
ive been on since i was eight
or maybe 9, the internet,
sat online, on the world wide web

everything i've ever seen
ever learnt, its from a screen
and who i am today
was influenced by the way
i was raised on the World Wide Web
raised by the Internet

raised by the World Wide Web
don't have any real life friends
mind melted by the internet
World Wide Web

i was raised online
i was raised online
maybe that is why
i came out behind
all the other kids
all cause i had unrestricted
access to the internet

knowledge at my fingertips
and everything that any kid
really shouldn't be seeing when
he's browsing at the age of ten
terrorist beheadings
and anything with death in it
propaganda, fucking goatse
i came out so fucking lonely

raised by the World Wide Web
im anxious with every breath
cause i was raised by the world wide web
World Wide Web

Raised By The World Wide Web

Im so afraid to speak, im scared of everything
everyones watching me, they know that im a freak
im staring at the floor, what am i living for?
i want to be normal, why cant i be normal?

too neurotic, stand and stare im catatonic
too neurotic, always feeling so self conscious

im staying home again, i dont have any friends
afraid of what they'll think, i shrivel up and shrink
they know im low iq, they know i failed at school
i am a fucking joke, why am i such a joke?

too neurotic, stand and stare im catatonic
too neurotic, always feeling so self conscious

Too Neurotic

im so sick of it all
got no friends who care to call
and i am working all the time
its taking a toll on my mind

wake up go to work
come home late is it even worth it
up and repeat the very next day
i am wasting my life away

im so sick of it all
my life is hitting a brick wall
i feel so alone
got no place in this world to call my home

the day will come when im fed up 
and i decide to make the jump
and end it all and as i fall
ill think of my friends who didnt call
to see if im okay
they probably wouldnt care anyway
so lets just get it over with
cuz nobody cares about me shit

im so sick of it all
my life is hitting a brick wall
i feel so alone
got no place in this world to call my home

sick of it

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I met a brown-haired girl
It was so simple
A transmission to my head
I met my cruel fate
A consequence of which
A person would be dead

I fucking love my dog

I met a brown-haired girl
It was so simple
A transmission to my head
I met my cruel fate
A consequence of which
A person would be dead

I fucking love my dog

I know the dark seems unevitable
Don't throw me back when you're not available

I had it all

#fuckgorgeous

cover by @analogowebzdury

My Dog

be nice to yourself

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Forgot my identity

God I hate my previous taste in music

dejected

anhero

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