My stupid chud son plays this loudly in his room, do I send him to the psyc ward?

bro, i would kill myself listening to your songs

My life is full of blasphemy and shit LOOOL

She Hates Me

my head
is all over the place
its not getting better

i cant
seem to make a change
ill be like this forever

23
whole years i
feel retarded all the time

any longer im confined
im gonna lose my god damn mind

staring at the words again 
i cant make sense of anything 
all i see is static in my brain 
need a way to end the pain
id give the whole world to be
a normal boy eventually
instead im rotting to the core
i cant take it anymore

breakdowns
from anxiety 
i hate being alone

wasting all 
my energy 
staring at my phone

cant focus
for 2 minutes
even if i try

yet another day goes by 
and im still here but i wanna die

staring at the words again 
i cant make sense of anything 
all i see is static in my brain 
need a way to end the pain
id give the whole world to be
a normal boy eventually
instead im rotting to the core
i cant take it anymore

out to lunch

credit to https://twitter.com/sh1nd3 for the cover art

fucked up
my life
and theres no going back

burning
all my time
and i feel so trapped

everyone hates me
feel like im going crazy
i feel stupid i fucked up theres not much else that i can do

i just dont want to feel this way
its getting worse everyday
these feelings i just cant contain 
i think that i am going insane

i feel so dejected
im always rejected
i cant do anything
i just wanna scream
i feel so embarrassed
all my life so careless
gone downhill since 18
i just wanna scream

fucked up
my chances
and now theres no one left for me 

i just want
to end it
then i can finally be free

my friends and family think there is no saving me
nowhere left for me to go be better off six feet below

i just want to redeem myself
but cant admit that i need help
from everything that ive been through
i just dont know what to do

i feel so dejected
im always rejected
i cant do anything
i just wanna scream
i feel so embarrassed
all my life so careless
gone downhill since 18
i just wanna scream

dejected

I Can't Go Back To Her

out for blood (heart attack man cover)

VERSE 1
wanna get a get away from here
wanna do a do a runner
i dont wanna be fucking near
this goddamn bummer

of a life, of a life
need a car to fucking drive
away from this place
that i really do not like

face the pain
fading away
i hate the way that it feels


VERSE 2
wanna run a run away from here
need to find a find a new life
everything i want is all so clear
but is too far from my

grasp, my grasp
need to drive really fast
away from this place
leave it all in the past

face the pain, fading away x3

i hate the way that it feels

i said face the pain
fading away
i hate the way that it feels

bummer life

Don't want a job or friends
Don't care about objects
Don't need a future wife
Don't care for shit in life

I don't care 

Don't need cars or money 
My room I'll never leave
Cuz we're all just physics
Played out in cosmic death

wouldn't be so bad if 
not my mom and dad And
Sick of being average 
Sick of paying taxes 
wouldn't be so sad if 
Everyone one just died
And nobody existed 
in fucked up outer space

Sick Of Being Average

I don't want you to suffer
I just want you to die
You're such a fucking bummer
Why do you even try
I know that I'm being mean
And everything in between
I'm sick i know I'm obscene
I talk shit like a machine

Did I stare at you?
Am i scaring you?
Go against me, double dog daring you
Javier its you, Can't compare to you
Does it Even seem like I care to you?
You chase me
Embrace me
You fuck me then you hate me
You blind me
Remind me
That's love, So thank you kindly

You don't get it
Imma laugh at the phone
Don't have to think about it
I don't regret it
Screaming I don't need you
While you sat there at home
I cant believe you
Im turning red and I think
I'm bout' to leave you

Why do you have a tone
Im sneaking up on my toes
Rather be alone
Rather just not know

I just said it
Imma be in your thoughts
I never even wanted you
Pathetic don't mix with apathetic

Flat like a flounder
Cause I drowned her
What the fuck was in that purple pink powder
I'm looking for girl
And I think I just found her
Hanging out with raven
Getting fat on quarter pounders
Taking off the wranglers
Hair is getting tanglerd'
Big horse cock maybe he could need a stable
His girl's a fucking bitch
So he calling me an angel
Every couple minutes we be switching up the angle
Gotta stay relaxed
So I don't get attached
Life on easy mode when he hit it from the back
Honestly I walk around like I got pussy made of crack
Because i drink a lot of juice and I aint' never smoke a pack

K I lied I smoke half now half later
Not tryna' have black lungs, Darth Vader
Poof magic I can turn your bitch into a traitor
Hoes mad cause I'm a mentally retarded player

Forget it
Imma laugh at the phone
Don't have to think about it
I don't regret it
Screaming I don't need you
While you said you're at home
I don't believe you
Why? Cause I sat there
I think I'm bout' to leave you
Why do you have a tone
Im sneaking up on my toes
Rather be alone
Rather just not know

I just said it
Imma be in your thoughts
I never even wanted you
Sorry for your loss
And how I came across so

Pound pound pound
Until I found out
That you gave me up
Like an animal
And I wont back down until I run out
Of a way to keep filling up my ammo
And the tears in your eyes
Don't begin to make up for your lies
But its clear what I want is mine

You don't get it
Imma laugh at the phone
Don't have to think about it
I don't regret it
Screaming I don't need you
While you sat there at home
I cant believe you
Im turning red and I think
I'm bout' to leave you
Why do you have a tone
Im sneaking up on my toes
Rather be alone
Rather just not know
I just said it
Imma be in your thoughts
I never even wanted you
Pathetic don't mix with apathetic

Quarter Pounder

Pls follow Neet and Fried by fluoride 

https://open.spotify.com/artist/5zkzVyXidwVcrhfFuhWtjR?si=OhaC1RbpSHCdePWJ8RN7JQ

https://open.spotify.com/artist/0qwt0uuav6sDn54MRKrL1u?si=Njj7WTJjTW6pUe_ykREJRQ

Lyrics:

(NEET)

You fuck around with my head
I’m breaking down to nothing
Can’t fix it now it’s pointless
I paint the wall, make it red

And my head
It’s throbbing
You’re choking
And sobbing
I’m too numb
I’m sorry
Oh god why
Forgive me

I can’t fix what I did
I love you so much
It makes me fucking sick
I can’t control it

(Fried by fluoride)

You know it
Im so sick
Im disturbed
Controlling

I can never sleep
Youve broken me
Theres no release
For all the pain
It starts to sear
Replaced my fear
With nothing but hate in its place

Im Coming undone
Im Coming undone
The end of me has just begun

I can’t fix what I did
I love you so much
It makes me fucking sick
I can’t control it

Neet, Fried By Fluoride- I Can’t Fix What I Did

Plz follow Fried By Fluoride 

https://open.spotify.com/track/1qGDSbpd3jczzb386ty1yz?si=-tqtpZD-Sym4E3iPTN2Qwg&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A38hu3YcFFYCULPAkzwXHUn

Fried By Fluoride-Cattle Farm

if God doesn't smite you, i will

enjoy mine and my friends first song <3
OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS ON MARCH 20TH

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lyrics:

(hi welcome to wendys what can i get started for you)

met this girl in a wendys drive thru
she doesnt know what ive been thru
and shed probably skip to the next dude
and shed probably leave when the rents due
mascara on her face and
she wont ever leave a trace
ive played these same games before
"ill never leave" oh she swore

i spilled fanta on my shirt
those words meant a lot and hurt
pushed me down into the dirt
gripping on her colored skirt
now i got a pistol
really missing crystal
if i cant fall in love
then maybe i wont miss her now

SOLDIERSQUAD part:

you never gave a fuck about me so why should i 
staring at your screen everything is fried by fluoride 
picking at my dead skin yeah that’s my life now 
fucking kill myself i jump off the building 
can’t fucking breath now i wanna stab myself with a sword 
i wanna raise hell on my fucking neighborhood

met this girl in a wendys drive thru
she doesnt know what ive been thru
and shed probably skip to the next dude
and shed probably leave when the rents due
mascara on her face and
she wont ever leave a trace
ive played these same games before
"ill never leave" oh she swore

(na na na na na na na na)

i met this girl in a wendys drive thru
she doesnt know what ive been thru
and shed probably skip to the next dude
and shed probably leave when the rents due

met this girl in a wendys drive thru
she doesnt know what ive been thru
and shed probably skip to the next dude
and shed probably leave when the rents due
mascara on her face and
she wont ever leave a trace
ive played these same games before
"ill never leave" oh she swore

**OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS** met this girl at a wendys drive thru (w/ SOLDIERSQUAD)

girls fucking hate me
cause im hideous and gross
they always make fun of me
im bullied the most

maybe its my brain
but theres something wrong with me
i just cant socialize
its so depressing

i fucking hate my life
and i just want, want to die
i feel like a shame
like its my fault, like im to blame

i hate my life
i just wanna die
please kill me now
slit my throat, bleed out

everyone hates me

Calendar Girl

made by hallowed on youtube go check them out :)

Hallowed- Corona

Humans are the only creatures searching for meaning in a meaningless life

be nice to yourself

https://soundcloud.com/targetedindividuals

dejected

anhero

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