She Hates Me

Time it goes so fast
These things never last
When you look back
You realize what you had
But its all gone
You feel so wrong
You call out to god but hes never there

I miss the past
I miss the past
I wanna go back
cause i miss the past
I miss the past
I miss the past
I wanna go back
‘Cause I miss the past

It was long ago when i felt better
In those days i thought itd last forever
But the time has passed and it’s all over now
I dont know what to do and i wanna get out


I miss the past
I miss the past
I wanna go back
cause i miss the past
I miss the past
I miss the past
I wanna go back
‘Cause I miss the past

I Miss The Past

i am an icon with pollution in my eyes
i am subjected to experimental life
my head is filled with all the things you advertise
the common filth, the lie, the mental hell online

the world is easier to give up all the time
no point in hedonism if you are deprived
live on in agony or go ahead and die
oh, happy apathy, i'm so desensitized

mental hell online (common filth)

Pop-Phlodge

Lyrics:

I’ve been thinking
About the things you say
Every morning when we awake

You act like he’s still near
You act like you need here
I wish you would make it clear
told me he disappeared 
I just can’t trust you dear
my eyes fill up with tears
You're lying to me I fear
It’s his name I hear

I’ve been thinking
About all the things you say
every morning 
About the time when we awake
I’ve been thinking 
About how it brings me pain
I’ve been thinking
About how you say his name

I woke up alone today
on the ground my cold feet weigh
take a shower, clean my face
go to work from 3 to 8
cover shifts, jim's got a date
so burnt out, and I get home late
feed the dog, and clean the plates
eat alone, then I hit the hay 

I’ve been thinking
About all the things you say
every morning 
about the time when we awake
I’ve been thinking 
About how it brings me pain
I’ve been thinking
About how you say his name (x2)

I've Been Thinking

Its been years since I saw the sun
Alone in my room and I wanna run
Run to nowhere, all day I just wait
Maybe its my fault for feeding my hate

Its been years since I sealed my fate
Alone on my screen and I wanna hate
Hate everyone and hate everything
I cant let go of it, ill just keep at nothing 

Ooooo Im a rat in a cage
Ooooo Alone with my rage
Ooooo I dont wanna be happy
I just wanna be free

Its been years since I felt okay
Alone in my room and I wait all day
Wait for nothing and wait to age
I doubt there'll ever be better days

Ooooo Im a rat in a cage
Ooooo Alone with my rage
Ooooo I dont wanna be happy
I just wanna be free

Ooooo Im a rat in a cage
Ooooo Seething all dayy
Ooooo Feeding my hate
Ooooo Cluctching my rage

Ooooo Im a rat in a cage
Ooooo Alone with my rage
Ooooo I dont wanna be happy
I just wanna be free

Hatefuel

Bummed Out

nevermind

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dopamine (prod. hard christ)

Should've known right when I saw you
Been sending nudes since the start of high school
But I liked your hair, thought that you looked cool
But now I know that there's no fucking hope
I remember when my friend showed me
He pulled up your nudes on his iphone screen
I wanted to die, I wanted to scream
And in that moment I knew there was no fucking hope

The girl I like is the village whore
Now I don't want her anymore
The girl I like is the village whore
And I've never wanted to kill myself more

Been heartbroken for about six months
I really wish you weren't a dumb slut
We could've done cool things and had a lot of fun
But you went and crushed all my fucking hopes
You do dumb shit and fuck a lot of guys
Everytime I think about it I wanna cry
Wanna crash my car into a tree and fucking die
And every day I think I want to commit suicide

The girl I like is the village whore
Now I don't want her anymore
The girl I like is the village whore
And I've never wanted to kill myself more

Village Whore

check out the music video: https://youtu.be/xdtPFrAmgms (by @somatv)

i like to spend all my time on the computer
i like to be an online account user

i like to watch funny videos online
i like to laugh and joke with online friends all the time

i have a discord, i am always on there
i haven't left my house in almost a year

there's so many things i'd rather do than this
but i don't know how to interact in real life
no matter where i go it's always the same thing
nobody understands i need some help
i'm a com, com, cum
computer loser

zoomers listen to my songs on soundcloud dot com
they're very sad and lonely lonely just like me

spent 1500 dollars on a computer
just to play some games every now and then

i have no life at all i'm a neet
and if it weren't for my family i'd live on a street

there's so many things i'd rather do than this
but i don't know how to interact in real life
no matter where i go it's always the same thing
nobody understands i need some help
i'm a com, com, cum
computer loser

Computer Loser

you could be my girlfriend
if you wanted to
we can be happy together but it’s up to you

you could’ve been my lover
you could’ve been my wife
instead you stabbed in my the back of my heart with a knife

i still have your picture
it reminds me of you
i feel so hopeless and i really don’t know what to do

want to sleep forever
stick my head in the ground
because life’s not worth living without you around 

try to forget but it’s so hard for me to do
i don’t know why but i am still in love with you
i cannot sleep cuz i see you when i close my eyes
and now you’re gone cuz i’ve told one too many lies

you could be my girlfriend 
if you wanted to
i think of what i’d change if i knew it meant losing you

all the memories had
over many years
then you said those final words that i always feared

when i see you with him
it makes me want to die
i’m still in love with you and i don’t know why 

so i guess i’ll be here
in my room all alone
hoping one day i see a message from you on my phone

try to forget but it’s so hard for me to do
i don’t know why but i’m still in love with you
i cannot sleep cuz i see you when i close my eyes
and now you’re gone cuz i’ve told one too many lies

missing you

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missing you

anhero

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