Based

Tired of You

my head
is all over the place
its not getting better

i cant
seem to make a change
ill be like this forever

23
whole years i
feel retarded all the time

any longer im confined
im gonna lose my god damn mind

staring at the words again 
i cant make sense of anything 
all i see is static in my brain 
need a way to end the pain
id give the whole world to be
a normal boy eventually
instead im rotting to the core
i cant take it anymore

breakdowns
from anxiety 
i hate being alone

wasting all 
my energy 
staring at my phone

cant focus
for 2 minutes
even if i try

yet another day goes by 
and im still here but i wanna die

staring at the words again 
i cant make sense of anything 
all i see is static in my brain 
need a way to end the pain
id give the whole world to be
a normal boy eventually
instead im rotting to the core
i cant take it anymore

out to lunch

Sitting in my room
There's nothing that I can do
Wasting away
So far away
From the good days

I'm always feeling like

Everything's wrong
I felt this way for so long
Nothing goes right
And I hate my life
Everything's wrong
I felt this way for so long
There used to be brighter days

Save me
I'm drowning
Arms reaching up but you still are doubting
Save me
From myself
I'm alone
And I've gone through hell

Everything's Wrong

There is No Hope Now

E, g#, A, g#

I’m out the door in the ford like it’s my 6 4
To the convenience store to get some 40s and more
Maybe some swisher sweets we can meet at the creek
We can take out our guns drive byes and hit and runs

Drinking lean with boys they will kill you for fun
Bunch of hoodlum Degenerates we got a taste for blood
Let me catch you talking shit and I’ll treat you like a bitch
Make you eat that fuckin curb block me again you fuckin nerd

Chorus
E, G#, A, Am
I don’t want to be a bad guy
Sick and tired of being that guy
Someone gotta be the bad guy 
I guess I’ve got to be that guy

Smoke

Gloomer (Fried By Fluoride) - Wasted (rare)

I know im fucking stupid
Dont care that im this clueless
Dont need no math or science 
All that is fucking bullshit

Uneducated

Won't read a book for ages
Dont care about big questions 
Just wanna in bed and 
Jerk off until the day ends 

Uneducated

Uneducated

Owen Adamcik - watch me bleed

Got something in my pants
Its shaped just like a gun
Ill turn it on myself
When i fuck my future up
The internet
Has made me stupid
The internet
Stunted my growth or something
The internet
Made me laugh at bullshit
The internet
Made me a fucking husk
I got something in my head
Its shaped just like my life
Ive warped it all to hell
Cus ive learned just way too much
Got something in my hand
Looks just like my cock
Ill piss you all away
Just like ill piss away the clock
Youre not even real to me
I cant justify my rage against
The internet
Has fucked me sideways
The internet
Made me stupid pilled
The internet
Made me laugh at bullshit
The internet
Made me a fucking husk

Yeah, Im Fucked

Cry my eyes out

id like to ride my skateboard
but i cant its fucking cold outside
i hate the fucking winter time

id like to ride my skateboard
but i cant its fucking cold outside 
i hate the fucking winter time

why cant you see
it was meant to be
leave me alone in my misery

id like to build a snowman
but i cant its fucking hot outside 
i hate the fucking summer time

id like to build a snowman
but i cant its fucking hot outside
i hate the fucking summer time

why cant you see
it was meant to be
leave me alone in my misery

skatebored

i have anger issues
and i am anxious all the time
wish that somebody told me 
that everything is gonna be fine

i dont recognize my
face when im staring in the mirror
dont know what the hell is happening
my hearts constantly full of fear

its so
i dont know
i dont know

energy drinks to stay awake
but then i cannot sleep at night
and then i toss and turn and my
minds always putting up a fight

i have anger issues
and getting help is what i need
but instead of going to therapy
i punch my wall until i bleed

its so
i dont know
i dont know

anger issues

Remains
Im tired of life
Im tired of my wife
I know your lies
I have a suprise

You’re cheating on your love
Is he what you think of
I want him dead
Im going to blow his head

Oh I know baby what your doing to me
Do you think I’m blind to not see 
Im tired of you and your stupid you
Breaking your skulls will bring me so much joy

My dear, my heart
Im gonna take you apart
I walk into your room
I’ll take you both to your doom

I grab my gun
I thought I was your one
I blow his face
He wanted to see the grace

I blow out your it brains
I chop up your remains
That’s what you get
For making me upset

I bury your corpse
Im sorry it took this course
The next day
I’ll leave this fucking place

Remains

Practicing self destruction
I can barely function
I fucked my whole life up
I think that my times up
Theres no coming back now
Everyone is sad now, sad now

Times up i know that my life sucks
Nothing worth saving I am barely living
Waging and praying just to end it
You wish i was dead now dead now

Ill be dead by 30
Im crashing and burning
Wasting my time because it is all worthless, worthless
Ill be fucking dead by 30, 30

Useless this why I choose this
Maybe im just stupid dumb and clueless
Houston can you read me can you even hear me
Do you even need me Need me

Chemicals in my brain
I am not the same
I watched too much youtube
I ate too much junkfood
Had too many vaccines
Now something is wrong me, wrong with me

Ill be dead by 30
Im crashing and burning
Wasting my time because it is all worthless, worthless
Ill be fucking dead by 30, 30

Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Im crashing and burning
Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Lifes fucking worthless

Dead By 30 (feat. UhOhSlater)

late for my class again
dont care about the shit that im learning
and all the kids here are so uptight
picking fights thinking that theyre so fucking bright

smoking weed binge drinking
so degenerate what are they thinking
its all a big waste of time i hate this place
they need a kick in the face

sick of all these college cunts
i hate their fucking guts
sick of all these college cunts
i hate their fucking guts

late night go out
try to see what the night life is all about
its all stupid drunk ass kids picking fights
trying to get girls to suck their dicks

its just a big adult day care
paid for by their parents its unfair
no one really wants to be here
wasting their time for a shitty career

sick of all these college cunts
i hate their fucking guts
sick of all these college cunts
i hate their fucking guts

College Cunts

you could be my girlfriend
if you wanted to
we can be happy together but it’s up to you

you could’ve been my lover
you could’ve been my wife
instead you stabbed in my the back of my heart with a knife

i still have your picture
it reminds me of you
i feel so hopeless and i really don’t know what to do

want to sleep forever
stick my head in the ground
because life’s not worth living without you around 

try to forget but it’s so hard for me to do
i don’t know why but i am still in love with you
i cannot sleep cuz i see you when i close my eyes
and now you’re gone cuz i’ve told one too many lies

you could be my girlfriend 
if you wanted to
i think of what i’d change if i knew it meant losing you

all the memories had
over many years
then you said those final words that i always feared

when i see you with him
it makes me want to die
i’m still in love with you and i don’t know why 

so i guess i’ll be here
in my room all alone
hoping one day i see a message from you on my phone

try to forget but it’s so hard for me to do
i don’t know why but i’m still in love with you
i cannot sleep cuz i see you when i close my eyes
and now you’re gone cuz i’ve told one too many lies

missing you

be nice to yourself

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missing you

anhero

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