as i let go of u

prod. https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCOe6LmMKrLmN-uKK5rx0Djg 

no one ever listens til their looking for a heartbeat

unfortunate story (Prod. ghøstpboy)

lyrics:

I could care less
about what you tell you friends
I could write this song like its just a trend
maybe this time i might let it end
i might let it end

Baby i might let you win
i cant pretend shit again
telling lies to all your friends
i see what you say to him
tell him what i did tonight
i dont wanna pretend that im right
i feel like you tell another lie to him
wear another crown on his head tonight
hold him tight
tell him that hell be just fine
i just wanna know if you lied

feelnum
i know that this is the end and
that you wanna be friends
but i just wish that the outcome
could be different
and all the shit that you talk
with all of your friends
i know you told me to be strong 
but i cant

i lie, you lie baby girl whats new?
you act like i cant be someone you
but im not over you
i know its overdue
but im not over you 
and everything that weve been through

icldcareless +feelnum (jolst)

prod. flesh

lyrics: 
your words on repeat inside my head
why can't i leave the world i left
i waste a week alone in bed and 
i curse all of the things i left unsaid
all of those lies that i regret
i flew too high in my defense

yeah i'm sure you'd let me bleed out on the fence
was breaking strings out of the tension i could do without the pressure
i worked myself to death i think i need a new obsession

face it, face it, too complacent, this a mirage
wasted, wasted, take my wake up, see the face of god
ace of spades it, kill my ego, just dry me out
wait up, wait up, can't shake this fear of missing out 
x2

just get the jump on it, jump out the mattress and go reach the summit, fuck it
how many times will you numb it? say i won't lie but i've already done it, love it
smothered myself with the numbers i watch as they they plummet, all of this so sudden
killing what's left of me, pushing and tugging, i don't got energy, not doing nothing

i check on my phone, no texts, how coincidental
lost my innocence i can't win this battle
yeah i miss my friends, no i still can't let go
only 21 but still i whip the rental
tryna grip my center, hell no
miss the days when i was gung-ho
steaming kettle, need to breathe a little
heart is so brittle, feel it get old, whoa

whoa, need to let it go, gotta protect my soul
gotta set the tone, how'd i get so cold?
whoa, need to let it go, gotta protect my soul
gotta set the tone, how'd i get so cold?
whoa, need to let it go, gotta protect my soul
gotta set the tone, how'd i make it here?
how do i say what's real? oh, what do i do to heal more?
what has got into me? not sure

face it, face it, too complacent, this a mirage
wasted, wasted, take my wake up, see the face of god
ace of spades it, kill my ego, just dry me out
wait up, wait up, can't shake this fear of missing out
x2

FOMO

antidepressants

https://soundcloud.com/burylilac
https://soundcloud.com/back2thapast
https://soundcloud.com/rejji3

question my self ft. lilac heart (2down, back2thapast)

@retronicotine on instagram </3

Video out now !!!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eYwN7rEfz9k

lyrics: https://genius.com/Retro-nicotine-be-loved-lyrics

Be Loved - Single

Be Loved

STREAM EVERYWHERE

Be Loved (Prod. InBloom) [Music Video Out Now]

mixed & mastered by @GRIMYBOI <3

artwork by https://instagram.com/dedgrl6?igshid=YmMyMTA2M2Y=

only one +d1v (prod. kiddtokio)

i guess we have no choice.
when the world comes to an end.
I wish we had another day.

I Wish We Had Another Day W/ sace6

i say fuck too much (prod. curtains)

artwork by : 
@mind.in.chains (IG)
https://www.facebook.com/louiexedge


heart so cold inside, 
i'm blacking out tonight
pictures on my bedside
incisions in my eyes.

heart so cold (heart cold), i don't really want to know you.
blacked out last night on your front porch.
so tell me why i always come back to you, so tell me why i always come back to you.

time again, never had a clue tell me what i'm supposed to do here.
lost in this life of pretend.
(room so full, but feeling vacant at the same time, close my eyes, but still see your face it's haunting my mind, yeah)
would you wake me when it's over cuz i never want to live through this again.

heart so cold (heart cold), i don't really want to know you.
blacked out last night on your front porch.
so tell me why i always come back to you, so tell me why i always come back to you.
so you can crush my dreams cuz you never believe in me,
my self esteem is so low its's so hard to see,
you were never on my mind, yeah.

tell me that it's fine
you were never on my mind
cross my heart & hope to die
pain just loves to live inside

cold (prod. nickisgonenow)

Chicago Techno Producer currently.

Find some of my old tunes as well ☘️

cold (prod. nickisgonenow)

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