on the wrong side of heaven, on the right side of hell

choker [prod.killvein] video link in bio

HEART//BREAK CLOUDS* RE

madeforme

VIOLENCE?! (prod. Deadboy Grim/ Maezi666)

Hangin out the dungeon
Cuz I want some peace to me 
Pull up west I pull up east
Man I want the biggest piece 
I told her I don’t want you 
No heart feeling, virtue
If you need someone to talk to bitch I won’t be here for you
Cuz I’m out her swinging blades and slangin chains
We at Brixx we banging things
On the street we switchin lanes
In the heat we gonna 
We gonna let the blood rain
Tryin hard so they can change 
Knock a nigga down the street 
NC-18 be the gang

Rock rock rock
Sunset on the dock x4

Mountains peaks
Snow sneepin through ya feet
Ash trays in the heap
Summers over fuck the heat
The trees they callin to me
Woah 
They wanna tell me how to go
I wanna tell em what I know
Are they gon see me as their bro
I wanna tell em how to move
She wanna buy a pair shoes
There’s nothing else that I can lose
I tell myself when I go through it
Always pursuit it
Never go forfeit 
We all go through shit
The only answer is to go do it

Dungeon (prod. SUZUKKI)

https://youtu.be/8VS4jN5PA8U?si=1w9h3VcxqLnv4mH_

COPE

STARTED

21 now :(
soundcloud.com/oilcolor
vocal mix soundcloud.com/iamrellim


hours spent 
sleeping in
day dreaming 
stay dreaming
I’m on a stage
bruised and bleeding
the crowd won’t stop cheering
i wake up ears still ringing
no one shows the love 
i once was striving for
grew so bitter 
i don’t want shit
not no more
genuine folks
who’s passions endless
few and far 
still here searching
but i think
im uncompared 
but no one knows yet
give it time
shit will grow 
slow and steady 
you know that 
just way off in the back
everything you never wanted 
to show
you bring that shit out
the only way you know
never thought id say 
shit like this before

lets face it
lets just face it
I’m always full of shit
you always knew this
theres nothing new about it

I’m always full of shit
theres nothing new about it
I’m always full of something
and its full of 
regret and doubt
its full of shit
that i don’t wanna 
fucking talk about
its full of all the fucking memories 
that i try to drown out
i drown this shit out
cause you know how i feel
about it
you try to talk to me still
i always humor it a little
but you always
push your boundaries 
I’m trying to 
forget you
i just want to
fucking go and 
forget you
how am i supposed 
to forget
someone who
never lets up
every thing 
that you say to me
i don’t know
to respond
theres something
in your voice
that tells me 
you will never 
move on
atleast  not
for a bit
im full of shit
i never have either
you could 
move 
another 
person
out of your life
but make sure
you try to have 
someone to fall back on
because this bullshit
you are spewing to me 
I’ve heard it all before 
and I’m done

once striving for (prod oilcolor)

nothing,nowhere. - i need you (ig snippet)

mix/master/art by me

i’m sorry
stop please
i’m tearing out my seams again
don’t want this
always
you blame it all on me she said 
won’t you come inside
stay for another night 
you can leave when the daylight comes
but i don’t wanna be awake 
no

i don’t wanna be awake 
no 
i took my time & didn't know it would be wasted
i don't know why i even thought that i could change her
maybe if we try a little longer we could make it work

tell a story to me straight up from the pages 
another monster that you made up in the basement
only way to fight against your fear is just to face it 
so try to hide or only crawl under the blanket 

i guess that you were only faking
i think you knew it all along but couldn't say it
the feeling i could never shake it
it's like you caught the scent of blood & tried to drain it

but i won't let my self be cast aside
it took a while before i finally could make it out
i know i left my back turned to your knife
it's taken all i had inside to get this blade removed
(& now it's time i turn around to put it back in you)

Monster (prod. Sleye)

cover art by my frien elise!

posting lyrics later!!
 enjoy <3

Dungeon (prod. SUZUKKI)

Anizeitshla