running into an ocean of feelings🌊

cover by: Vida Iglicar
written & produced by: Anja Kotar
guitar and bass by: Victor Balconi
strings by: Yoed Nir
drums by: Chris Hill
mixed & mastered by: Noah Taylor

At the Bookstore

Diver

Diver (sped up)

Samples voices : « The Drum » (Kristin Carpenter).

BABY WON’T YOU LET ME.wav

Just A Song

/// MIDLIFE CRISIS 4.20.24
PRODUCTION © Sampo Reinivaara Hall
LYRICS © Sampo Reinivaara Hall
© RAPFIERI 2024

TOUCHÉ - single

TOUCHÉ

damn :/
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I’ve forgiven everything 
I wish I could forget 
there’s no point to try 
you don’t wanna make amends 
Even if you did 
I can’t trust you again 
I think we both know how this ends 

Because It’s not as easy as they said it was 
I’m stronger now, but I still feel like giving up 
I could end it all, i don’t give a fuck 
(I just hate how)
I just hate how this is how I ended up 

well now there’s evidence 
That everything I knew was just a lie 
I don’t take medicine 
Cause last time I did it 
I almost died 
I’m a pessimist 
I don’t think there’s much left 
for me in this life 
And I believe that 
Nothing will get better if you don’t try 

I’m my biggest supporter 
everyone left me 
I’m not moving forward 
I wear a fake smile, pretend I’m ok  
But really I’m the biggest performer 
I pushed away all of my friends 
And my whole family ditched me 
There’s nobody left in my corner 
I don’t have any supporters 
No wonder I’m not moving forward

I know that you’re trying to talk 
but you’re way to hard to follow 
Lately life’s been hard 
And I stay up late 
Hope I’ll wake up tomorrow 
you said you don’t need me around 
It’s the hardest pill I’ve had to swallow 

I thought that if I thought positive 
I tried to stop it 
Then good things would come to me 
I stopped writing songs
Because they all just feel like eulogies 
I try my best 
But this shit isn’t working for me

well now there’s evidence 
That everything I knew was just a lie 
I don’t take medicine 
Cause last time I did it 
I almost died 
I’m a pessimist 
I don’t think there’s much left 
for me in this life 
And I believe that 
Nothing will get better 
(Things won’t get better if you don’t…) 
if you don’t try 

I’m my biggest supporter 
Everyone left me
I’m not moving forward 
I wear a fake smile, pretend I’m ok  
But really I hide it all like 
I’m the biggest performer 
I pushed away all of my friends 
And my whole family ditched me 
There’s nobody left in my corner
I don’t have any supporters 
No wonder I’m not moving forward 

(This shit is a fucking disaster 
I just want to know what’s after
I don't have any supporters
No wonder I'm not moving forward)

medicine (mndls1600)

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This mini album is about feelings. Some things I been through. Let it out to move on. Start a new chapter. Emotional tracks. About fears and things that know one else knows. About listen. To have someone to rely on. Someone who listens and understands.

Diver (sped up)

Anja Kotar

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