Instrumental with SDRUM rhythm section. My mood on July 4 2022 captured in watching fireworks drowned by storm over Madison, following two years of pandemic, violent protests, shootings and the Supreme F/U Court striking down RvW.

7/4/22

Main Street Killing Fields / Sick of It

9:30pm, 4th of July, 2022
Dark, passing thunderstorms
What I felt.

Feeling unsettled, uncelebratory, 
lonely, unfocused, 
anxious about the future of life, 
about this nation's state.

Feelings reflected in the low grinding clouds of dark storms crawling 
over the distant city skyline,
lighting bolts, cloud flashes, 
attacking, slashing,
murky rain squelching fireworks displays.

They tried, but who was watching anyway? The finale, doused somewhere in rain cloud, 
puny compared to nature's violent power, 
No f*cks given for our human world.

No f*ks given for our pathetic society, 
sick with self hatred, other-hatred, 
tearing itself apart 
because some sick mofos 
can't think for their hate and rage.

The sickness in the soul, 
fear and loathing the voice 
driving their insane self-dealt right 
to kill, destroy, tear down 
some other person's life. 
Not people. Objects. Targets. 

F*king amendment. Supreme f*kups.
Foolish desperate clinging to anachronistic words, historical flukes, 
to justify hate-filled headfuls 
of deluded imaginings already in place,
only needing an imprimatur, 
a holier, truer, better than thou fantasy 
from the mists of a different time.

So sick of what this Place has become
so sick of the killing, the mayhem, 
the apathy, the inaction.
Lying liars making excuses,
Accepting slaughter for sake of cash?

Sick of regression, 
spit-filled reactionaries 
hate your type of freedoms, 
their liberties don't feel complete
when you don't agree.
Sick of it.

930PM 4th Of July Stormy - Main St Killing Fields Instrumental 7 - 7-22

DR0000 0158

A transcendental sound journey into the inner depths...

Endless

Filtered 80's Tape - 25:06:2020

Appears on the 2020 compilation Raw and Obscure nr 1 by Sellout Tapes and Recordings

Orkney Dub

1986754

Joint cassette release of @Meticulous-Midgets and the St. Petersburg label @Kartaskvazhin

Дворы нашего детства / The yards of our childhood
https://meticulousmidgets.bandcamp.com/album/the-yards-of-our-childhood

More: http://stopcran.ru/blog/2020-11-11-204

Дворы нашего детства / The yards of our childhood

from: The yards of our childhood [live 9.06.2020] released in november 2020

GOD 61
Peter Ablinger
Orchesterstücke, 
excerpts
www.godrec.com

GOD 61 - Peter Ablinger - Orchesterstücke, excerpts

Ankhtifi & Wayne Scott 17-From Out Of The Mist

O.V.
https://soundcloud.com/user-548572485-894907690/rhythm-1

Arçon  de Nièze - L'Ereucline CB·3 (Paral·lel "Radio" Rmx)

O.V.  https://soundcloud.com/noirmoderne/espace-negatif

Noir Moderne - Espace Negatif (Senglar Space X Rmx)

This is  my page for sound experiments, some field recording , some modular synth noise, I would be delighted if anyone wants to rework,remix, or use anything in their recordings, just credit me or any of my collaborators in the title, contact me and I will send you the files.