[lyrics]
don’t worry 
i’m fine 
i tried to kill myself last night 
woke up 
why am i still alive 
i take so much
fill my body up w toxins 
till i’m 
feelin nauseous 
i feel so weak, my bones exhausted 
n ion wanna b happy 
ion want help, fuck therapy 
shawty talkin bout my drug use lately 
but fuck u, u the reason that i hate me 
why everybody always tryna fuc wit me 
i jus wanna die, got the goth shawtys loving on me 
n she jus wanna fuck cuz she know i’m lonely 
ion need help fuckin myself 
skinny kid rib cage showin, coughing up my lungs 
i ain’t worried bout a thing 
if u wanna kill urself then come n fw me 
if u tryna die i can sell that shit for free

@nohopeshawty
@jacc_ak

why am i still alive

why am i still alive (prod. thersx)

4 pills (prod. NagaSIX)

Produced by Bengogh x Desolate
https://www.instagram.com/prodbengogh/
https://www.instagram.com/desolate_raps/
Featuring CARTER TOMORROW
https://www.instagram.com/cartertomorrow/

TELL ME I'M WRONG Feat. CARTER TOMORROW Prod. Bengogh x Desolate

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magnificent (prod. dj condolences)

look urself in tha mirror
u cant be serious 
i was happy for u then
i aint fuckin hearin this
i aint fuckin havin that
everythin i worked for 
fallin down & through tha cracks
everybody dat i loved
& the love i thought i had
is pointless now 
ima failure of a man
i dont know wht happened
or where it started 
but im back here
if that’s life
then i hate it

u cant be serious (prod. pyctur)

Nothingness

anywhen you say - cheel cover

<3guts

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