empty bedrooms ft. NORUE (prod.thersx)

ENDMYLIFE

GIVE IN

lyrics: i was trying to
find my way home 
but all i found was 
a brand new hoe
i wanted to go home 
but u turned off ur location 
whenever i’m with you 
my negative thoughts go on vacation 

where’s home? 
where’d you go? 
i want to know 
where’d you go? 

u make me feel like i was gonna be fine 
but i hate how i think all the time 
but now i’m hiding my mind 
hiding my ways
hiding in place 
i can’t stand 
myself no more 

can u free me? 
or will u shut the door 

will u shut the door

will u shut the door 
in my face 

please don’t let my memory get erased 
and i pray that you’ll be back any day 
so i stay in the same fucking place from that day 
that you left me
please don’t leave me 
you’re the only one i want right now 
we can escape this town 
so please when you come around 
make sure to take me with you

shut the door (prod. grayskies)

prod by me
the oooo sound is a teen suicide sample
recorded in 2022 I think just dug up the project file and remixed

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truly feel like i’m nothing \(•0•)/

lyrix

u hurt me i hurt myself 
now u deserve a spot in hell
u can go n tell ur friends 
that u deserted me again 

i bet ull make em all proud 
ur actions speak clear and loud
i got nobody around 
no one to muffle the sound 
i’m fucking sick of myself
i rlly think im unwell
but i am too sick to tell 
man who cares

i thought we had something gr8 
i didn’t see this shit comin 
n how u threw me away 
made me feel like im nothing 
even if there was hate 
ud still act like it was something 
so rlly i wanna kno 
why tf we’re u bluffin

i truly feel like im nothing 👏👏
i truly feel like im nothing 👏👏
i truly feel like im nothing 👏👏
i’m nothing im nothing at all👏👏

u hurt me i hurt myself (prod. peril)

u said u loved me 
but i dont know now
how does it fall so 
far down
i woke up screamin for help 
but no one 
hears me
girl u dont know how long
ive been here
i wont stall 
ill just do it
and get tha fuck on 
cuz that’s what u want

what u want

prod by me

fuckin losers
I think we see eye to eye
been a user
cmon bby step inside
bronchospasm won't do at all
closing of the throat need albuterol
lowlight
lowlight

machine experiment...

Lyrics: Shit had me shocked 
When I saw you in a telegram 
But it reminded me how beautiful ur body is, goddamn 
Now I’m checking all my socials just to see a bit of fucking track 
But you regretted your choices so I pray that it’s fucking facts 

Same face different choice 
That’s what I fucking live for 
Mad shade, pure respect 
That’s I fucking love for 

I just really gotta be so honest 
I hope you heard the song “kept my promise” 
You keep on landing in my fucking dreams 
And I don’t ever wanna be off it 

I want to sleep longer 
Just to feel your conscience 
I just want to breathe longer to 
One day feel your presence 
But I want to die sooner 
So you can feel your haunted 
I just wish I see you tryna do the fucking same thing

different choice (prod. rosefromthepain)

nonsense i thought of

With "Do You Remember", Esplanada delivers taut, in-your-face rock. Sharp riffs, a driving bass, and relentless drums push the track forward like a race against time, never easing up. A pure burst of energy that confirms the most powerful side of Esplanada’s second album.

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