headphone

City Lights

bloody hands, and a tear drop
just a man, stolen life, stuck in vietnam
no sunrise, empty skies
dead friends, pretend like were the good guys
once again, i feel my heart stop
just a man, but for you ill make myself god
no sunrise, empty skies
wedding plans, dead groom and a corpse bride

swim along, dont get stuck in the loops
what the fuck you gonna do kid?
who are you? 
i never knew, just keep your cool
smoke a few, pray for new ways of view
face removed, pain excused
its all so draining too.
and they keep on blaming you

i wanna kill myself again
i wanna feel numb , getting lost in the binge
Im trying to hold on to a crumbling edge
i live for the fall like a leaf when its dead

vietnam (prod. yunny goldz)

'mike' produced by heylog

lyrics:
on this road alone dead bush rolling by
seeing stars shooting around but it's not even night
i can't even keep my legs under me even if i tried
voices say to rest my feet but it's all just a lie
man this struggle never ends even if i want it to
i barely can pretend cause it's not me or what i wanna do
and i'm not afraid of death but it's something i would never choose
and i wish that i knew less cause i'm tryna see the right of you
lurking in the shadows oh man i feel alive
i don't think that i am seeable, i might burn from the light
and i'm tired fighting battles with me, myself and i
cause i don't got any strategies or tactics in this mind
i keep putting people first but i need to be more selfish
and i need to know my worth cause right now i'm really helpless
and u said that you'd be here for me and i said, "k i doubt that"
next time don't promise anything if ur not gonna stick to it

i don't feel like playing games
i'm so mad that i could punch something
but i learned how to refrain
u said you've changed for the good
but honestly it feels the same
u said you've changed for the good
but honestly you feel the same
yeah u feel the same
i bottle it up keep it inside no out
let loose of all of me when ur not around

i guess u didn't even understand a word i said
i don't think that u deserve me, i think u deserve the best
i can barely by, sink into the deepest depths
in my mental, in my mind it's all coming to an end
sinking to the bottom yeah i get it, but what's up?
trying to stay positive but it's not working out
you know you'll never hurt me, i'm already numb
even if u tried, wish the best of luck
lurking in the shadows oh man i feel alive
i don't think that i am seeable, i might burn from the light
and i'm tired fighting battles with me, myself and i
cause i don't got any strategies or tactics in this mind
i keep putting people first but i need to be more selfish
and i need to know my worth cause right now i'm really helpless
and u said that you'd be here for me and i said, "k i doubt that"
next time don't promise anything if ur not gonna stick to it

spotify

mike

things with wings

phases

<3GUTS X INOURSEA - BABIES IN FRONT OF 7 ELEVEN SHARING A DRINK

idontthinkimfine (prod. Septfree)

Paranoid (prod. Septfree)

Stay Here (interlude)

corpse party

lyrics: everything is always for you now 
i could never do it for myself 
i don’t even want to go out 
because i know that i’ll be by myself 
i don’t even wanna go home 
because that’s where i feel most alone 
i don’t even wanna go though 
because i know that i’ll be alone 

i got airpods in my ears 
im blasting music way too loud 
baby girl where my peers? 
the ones that keep me sane, oh wow 
i could never see it clear 
i can never see past the clouds 
i just want to runaway 
because people love to open their mouth

always for you (prod. kaadota)

Romeo & Juliet

8TEEN

Lost My Touch

prod by me

im back from my job
im tired but baby its nothing
we took something fucked
and we turned turned it into something
do you know something I don't know
the eyes seem to dribble and melt like sun on the snow
was it something I said
and tell me what was that something
you smell on my breath
and I know im less than nothing

less than nothing,

FEATURING CHROMEYY X GUTS WRITTEN BY CHROME PROD BY GUTS

less than nothing,

<3guts