i’m on my couch again i think i fucked up 
i made my loved ones cry now i’m looking for drugs 
I wanna take the pills till i don’t know myself 
and if i OD then i’ll see you in hell

ima feel what my drugs want me to feel
woke up w no appetite another missed meal 

i’m alone alone 
in my room i’m i love with crying at home 
they say they care for be but i wish they were lying 
becasue when i take my drugs i’ll be dreaming of dying
and yeah i made my momma cry 
it won’t be the last time 
and My family really loves wish they didn’t cuz i’m ready to die……x2

Crying At Home

[lyrics]
don’t worry 
i’m fine 
i tried to kill myself last night 
woke up 
why am i still alive 
i take so much
fill my body up w toxins 
till i’m 
feelin nauseous 
i feel so weak, my bones exhausted 
n ion wanna b happy 
ion want help, fuck therapy 
shawty talkin bout my drug use lately 
but fuck u, u the reason that i hate me 
why everybody always tryna fuc wit me 
i jus wanna die, got the goth shawtys loving on me 
n she jus wanna fuck cuz she know i’m lonely 
ion need help fuckin myself 
skinny kid rib cage showin, coughing up my lungs 
i ain’t worried bout a thing 
if u wanna kill urself then come n fw me 
if u tryna die i can sell that shit for free

@nohopeshawty
@jacc_ak

why am i still alive

why am i still alive (prod. thersx)

chromey https://soundcloud.com/user-686057571

BURN A BRIDGE - GUTS X CHROMEHEART (PROD FLOWER)

go n fuck me up (prod. thersx)

Last Night (prod. thersx)

Paininmyheart 
Days we fell apart
And you were standing right there 
And i was in my nightmare 
And thats ok its not fair 
Its only you when i stare 
Another day i dont care 
I popped a xan and im there 

PainInMyHeart
Days we fell apart 

And You were standing right there
And i was in my nightmare
And thats ok its not fair 
its only you when i stare
another day i dont care 
i popped a xan and im there

days we fell apart and 

you were standing right there 
And i was in my nightmare 
and thats ok

paininmyheart
days we fell apart
 And You were standing right there
And i was in my nightmare

its only you when i stare
another day i dont care 
i popped a xan and im there

paininmyheart
days we fell apart and 

you were standing right there 
And i was in my nightmare 
and thats ok its not fair
its only you when i stare 
antoher day i dont care 
i popped a xan and im there

i love you nicole <333

paininmyheart [prod. elisxxv]

@howruguts
@diverseffa
@black.candle.cult

Cover art by @tamagork

BLACK LUNG NIGHTS -<3GUTS x DIVERSE

prod.eightrex
@neurofantasia on  ig
@fantasies on spotify

spun

I ain’t Tryna rott in traps so I rap every day 
get up out the cycle before you make yo life a throw away

BURN A BRIDGE - GUTS X CHROMEHEART (PROD FLOWER)

<3guts