Jeepp X ripnovember - ghost

Killing Me ∞prod. sxzu∞

+++LYRICS+++

You feel like Percocet,
curled all up in my bed.
pour your salt in my wound,
cause you know next day i'll forget.

and you'll be back in my room.
It feels like you're my only friend.
It feel like you're my only end.

Ay, you feel Percocet.
Ay, you feel Percocet.

You feel like Percocet,
and hurt like a knife in my gut.
The next day i'll be back again.
This shit won't add up,
Like how'd you get so far away?
I just want you here.
Come around.
I'll take you every single day till i die.
I break down, Life without you faker than lies
that i...

tell you to not be sad.
Like "No, I'm not fucked up"
and "I'm not tryna run outta luck"
"I get tired too quick"
Heh... "get me outta this place"
"I didn't mean to be this sad"
"We never ask for this"
"I can't wait for you to take me back"
Cause you're my Percocet
It's crazy what i do for a friend,
curled up on my bed,
cause you know I'll forget 
what you did last night...
So i pour salt on your wounds,
you're the one who came back to my room.

You know what you did.
You're my Percocet, 
curled all up in my bed.
Pour your salt in my wound,
cause you know next day I'll forget.

+++LYRICS+++
i started buying them fat RP's from one of the line cooks at the Nordy.
Me n tha boys didn't pay the water bill and MATA's friend came to visit.
I go downstairs and see this girl named Casey.
She was so pretty, and i really like her voice and accent.
she needed to pee but you know how tf u finna b THAT pretty and not flush your pee in a house fulla niggas. It's unclassy, but I didn't want her to leave so soon. (it was late as hell) 
So my dumbass grabs a bucket and jumps the fence to steal the neighbors poolwater and I get to look at her for a little longer.
I enjoyed being myself around her. (a crazy, drug binging, sleep deprived kleptomaniac.)
We talk on instagram (i like her handle it was @heartbreakcasee it's so me)
and I end at a hotel with her. She teaches me that I have anxiety, but at that time I didn't understand she was only trying to help me fix myself which no other human has ever done.
The lunacy I was in from the percs made it so sometimes her help came off as her not liking me.
So I was flipping back and forth and me being insecure and broke on top of her being a little older than me did not help.
I ended up choosing the pills and cutting her off.
I love her with all of my heart because she kept hacking at me even after realizing how stubbornly my illness was embedded into me.
Casey doesn't know I'm just now starting that journal she wanted me to get us to go on like self help journeys together.
I was an asshole to her when she wanted to come see me as i started dating Aliza.
I regret that.

*+oxytocin+* (You feel like percocet)

prod by me
piano sample is a guy in a tiktok video playing on a cruise ship or something if you know what the song is like the chords lmk

today rises strange

CANT GO [PROD+ EFTON]

SLEEP (prod. Willie G)

<3guts x chromeyy x wavylouii
prod guts
lana sample

PAINT

sk3lly - kick me when im down prod. floorish

Hello everyone, and welcome to DKODA: The Soul'd Out Show (Vol. I - IV)!  This is without a doubt my most ambitious project to date - a 4 part audio experience, where the 4 Volumes of music are split into 4 Acts - like a music themed audio play, presented to a live audience on stage. I wanted to tell a story about unrequited love, heartbreak, loneliness, elation, hope, grief  & despair. Further themes of true love, passion & desire finally intertwine with peace, togetherness & freedom. The protagonist's story is told in audio form using the lyrics and emotions in the samples of the music selected and used. I hope you enjoy the 'event'!

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