Hope your feeling a little better bro. I know all too well what anxiety is like

my goat is back!! much love ouse. hope youre well

Let’s go bro, stay safe. Take your time❤️

good to see an annar post <3 great as usual

4fri

[lyrics]

NOAH THOMAS
aw yeah cypher song, take one breath i know you’re breathing me in, when I’m a thousand miles away how could you still think of him?, you’re on the train home thinking about what y’all could’ve been, when i was right here all along, just kept making amends

SPOOKYBANDS
baby hang on, i’ve been good as far as you know, we don’t need to make problems, i cant love you right now girl, yeah i can fix up that front door that you complain about, you say you can feel a draft still, i dont need you getting colder

SACE6
and I’m still holding on, for it to be the same, if i’m still going on, don’t ask me to stay, i’m so sick of writing paragraphs, no need to cry it wouldn’t last, anyways, anyways

HAMILTON
and i’m so sick of feeling like this, woke up and my body feeling lifeless, i’m at the bottom of the bottle can you pick me up, i’m so sick of feeling this stuck in my head, every single day, memories of you start to fade away and turn gray, as i turn a new page, i’m just another dog trying to break my cage 

KENNY ORLANDO
and if i said that i moved on then you know i’d be lying, how do i put something i love so damn much behind me, i’m stuck in hiding, but let it find me, how do you move on? you do it blindly

KILLMESUMDAY
this time you can lose my number, i don’t know why this happens to me, time flies she still wears my sweater, thats the closest that she’ll get to me, my heart hurts cause i still remember all the lies that you fed to me, we can’t talk you’re always pulling me under, i can’t let you get the best of me

EZRA
you’re far away and i hate you, you won’t find another me i hope it breaks you up, was it a mistake to let you live a dream i hope life f***ing wakes you up, I-95 i’m driving all alone and i’m driving drunk, just stay alive, i’m trying, your heartless words don’t help me much

LOVE JAI
if i'm a piece of your puzzle i just won't ever fit, i feel like some people hate me and they just won't admit, i live up to your expectations i'm a piece of s**t, i got a target on my head and it's hit or miss, don't pay no mind heart intertwined and my hands are tied, i can feel the pressure from all angles I’m not switching sides congratulations your wish is true don’t act so surprised, wont say a word about it and i don’t even know why 

KENNEDYXOXO
it’s like i want what i cant have, i’m so self destructive i suggest that you stand back and you’ll be okay, tough love isn’t that bad, is that sad, now that this is over i wonder who got the last laugh, and its over with i told you i was never okay, you told me to get over it like “oh you don’t say”, i’d be colder and emotionless i dug my own grave, now it’s time for you to leave me here before its too late

JOMIE
when will you care cause i doubt you ever did, yeah we close to the finale hope you had fun cause i did, i feel like robin since my pretty b***h look  to go shopping, anything for her by any means, so run your pockets, vroom vroom got one speed i’m zooming, told her if she got another option she should choose it, why you looking At my face you think that funny s**t amusing, you stay at your momma’s place then make fun of my music, what the f**k you doing, its getting harder to be the bigger person, it’s only a loss if you find you didn’t leaRn s**t, i know i’ve won when i write my name in cursive on your girlfriends lips she says that i’ve earned it

aw yeah cypher song ft. spookybands, hamilton, Love Jai, Ezra, & Jomie

just pull me away
just somewhere to stay
i know where you've been before
just soften to me
if they find out
i know a place
what could i even say?

breathe through the worst parts, i'm told that it's not fair
i've been so focused on something that's not there
voice down my essence, it's clearer than you said
knew that you'd find me and put it all to rest
said so much but you still don't know me
outside on the road i slowly, get back to the place so coldy
don't ask, don't speak what you know please
just been turning away

when you're turning the page
i know what it takes
you said that you're better
i'm feeling the same
it's all dead
the morning hasn't come yet

when you're cursing your name 
and the steps that you take
a year tryna move on
i'm standing in place
it's all dead
the morning hasn't come yet

just pull me away
just somewhere to stay
i know where you've been before
just soften to me
if they find out
i know a place
what could i even say?

Keep in Touch

with @chakkyy

lyrics:

Staring at the neon sign
Staring, I’m just wasting time
Is that how I’ll look backstage
Always got the same game face
Standing there I know you’ll wanna
Wanna see a little closer
But all you're seeing is a poster

I know
You just want me to put on a show
If the lights dim then where will I go
You don’t want me, you want the control
Well now
Never notice when I’m not around
Only saying I’m loving the sound
Only here when you’re part of the crowd

Couldn’t remember what you told me
When you tried to hide it
Taking apart the words I painted
Said that you don’t mind ‘em
Finally found something to hold me
But you’d never buy it
It’s a world you’ve never known
Everywhere I went they tried to sell me wisdom
Everybody tryna be a sage, saying stop
Thinking about all of these questions
Will you hear me when the mic’s on
Will you hear me at all

I know
You just want me to put on a show
If the lights dim then where will I go
You don’t want me, you want the control
Well now
Never notice when I’m not around
Only saying I’m loving the sound
Only here when you’re part of the crowd

Where are those walls you built for me
Not one to dwell on subtlety
Look back, face facts
Fuck decency
I know you always wanna hear me say
You said your grace, you paved the way
That your applause might save the day

I know
You just want me to put on a show
If the lights dim then where will I go
You don’t want me, you want the control
Well now
Never notice when I’m not around
Only saying I’m loving the sound
Only here when you’re part of the crowd

SPOTIFY + APPLE

applause

produced by - Jacob Vallen

brain, dust
silence 
mourge sounds
deafing
heart break
so scared to see all the love fade
Wisconsin is nothing like back, then

holding your hand
the sun set again
my whole life is a dream, with you there right next  to me
and my words cant repair
all the love that has failed
but im glad that we're here once again

id spend my months
getting fit for your love
i know
life is unbearable, but id stand so still 
with your arm wrapped in mine
the time seems to fly
but id spend every second with you

every bump i seem to pass, leaves me second to last
challenges surround me, its so damn embarrassing
but id plan to jump
the sound of your love
fills me up to the brim like a drug

spend every second with you

prod. morgan

mixed and mastered by backyard beetle

verses (in order)
lil angle
backyard beetle
saint michael
cheesecurds

hold me down [ft. lil angle, backyard beetle, saint michael, and cheesecurds] (prod. morgan)

With Rob As My Witness

With Rob As My Witness (Sped Up)

Other Songs

jomie & kid ess - was ghost in the ballroom (prod. skinny atlas)(acoustic)

sick&tired! w/ guardin + sewerperson (noah thomas + jolst)

parking lot demo

rebuild or rot

heal me

prod by stezzyxl and hvct
(mostly hvci song tbh, he don’t got a sc n don’t rlly wanna be tagged, i tried to get him to drop music but he just don’t wanna force it rn :(

lyrics:

@xav0id
l-l-loading...
u broke it... again...
uh my heart’s not a server u can crash...

@hvci
i’m a pixelated prince in a broken arcade
zero bars no signal just static n shade
got a firewall heart but u hacked thru the frame
crash log got ur name printed insane

late night texts glitchin in my head
“i luv u” 404 thats dead
press x to heal but screen stay red
can’t reboot this love so instead

data’s corrupted feelings eruptin
every "4ever" got a timer function
spiralin out in some neon concussion
can’t debug when ur code self destructin

@icantsleeplol w/ @hvci
i’m on a sugar crash, breakin like glass
u ghost like a popup, gone in a flash
hyperdrive heart but it’s runnin on ash
love.exe error lol it’ll never last

spin me like vinyl, glitch me apart
drop ur candy coated lies wrapped up in art
u my highscore, my virus, my spark
but this game end w a broken heart

@icantsleeplol
u talk in caps lock feel in lowercase
digital kisses but they dont translate
dm dreams on a red eye haze
but signal fades when feelings ain’t safe

@hvci
real lifes blurry, pixels arent clean
u was sugar sweet now u saccharine
cyberpunk love in a dopamine scene
but now u logged off, out of my screen

@icantsleeplol w/ @hvci
can’t ctrl z the pain i felt
can’t mute the sound of someone else
just me and the static, the loops, the melt
replayin what we never dealt

@hvci
u said forever but u froze
re-re-restart?? i dont know
broken bytes crashin slow
glitch in my soul, overflow woah

@icantsleeplol w/ @hvci
i’m on a sugar crash, breakin like glass
u ghost like a popup, gone in a flash
hyperdrive heart but it’s runnin on ash
love.exe error lol, it will never last

u can spin me like vinyl, glitch me apart
candy coated lies wrapped up as art
u are my highscore, my virus, my spark
but this game ends with a broken heart

@hvci
u were never real... just a render

@xav0id
u were never real

love.exe w/hvci & xav0id

Ground control to President Musk

hate the cold, love the dark
Club hopping: LA NYC London Paris Berlin Vienna Praha Moscow Tokyo

parking lot demo

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