produced by scotty splash
mixed by Lxst Boy, XELFIY, & hero
mastered by Lxst Boy
@xelfiy
@not-a-fucking-hero
@scottysplash

-lyrics-
(Lxst Boy)
lets just go, go, go off the deep end
i dont know when we'll see it
rock the boat till we sinkin
break me apart keep the pieces
X2

(XELFIY)
woah, woah, woah
baby i think it’s time i
go, go, go
uh, drinking till i get slow 
i wanna hit you up but baby
i had already known 
what u gonna say
and i don’t wanna hear that, no
digits in my phone
baby leave me alone
gotta call the plug and get him over here
so i can get gone
i am big strong
i take this sip to boost me up
and then i get on
i don’t even fucking know her
she said she gon come over
but i ain’t even sober
i just hope she don’t notice
cause i don’t wanna get older
i should leave right now
before you even say a word
cause i know i’m gon get attached 
way too fast and get hurt
yeah i know i ain’t him
but i know that she’s hurt
and they’ll fuck it if it’s cringey
baby what could be worse
fuck it if i’m stingy
i’m jus tryna get more money
ion know why you love me
oh bae i’m tryna get the money

(hero)
yuh
look at that ugly brain
but look at that gorgeous face 
ion know how im liked so much
when there's so much more to hate
proportions skewed in two i had nothing left to say
everything exposed
and i guess she jus liked the taste
go go go go
ion see no other angles its jus forward u gotta
go go go go
i can't settle for a moment i jus gotta fuckin
go go go go
take a breather its the end for u 
so quick u gotta
go go go go
go go go go

(Lxst Boy)
lets just go, go, go off the deep end
i dont know when we'll see it
rock the boat till we sinkin
break me apart keep the pieces
X2

go! w/ xelfiy & hero (scotty splash)

lyrics ⬇️ <3

(me)
cold heart
long arms you can reach
restart although I don’t wanna repeat
it’s hard for you to see
you can hardly even believe 
but I been going through it
so you have been deceived 

there’s high waters where I’m coming from
no way out I need someone to come and cover him
don’t bleed out
no high hopes I’m always suffering 
so astound
yea this time I don’t need a single thing from your mouth

but they’re never proud and I been alone
you’re never around to see
i don’t like my town I don’t like my crowd
but I’m not allowed to leave
somebody please help me
I’ll give you my love and peace
I’ll listen to wind hit trees
theres no way that I can sleep

and just like the rain all my tears have been pouring
she used to just make me feel so damn important 
inside
i trusted ur love but u sold me some lies
keep holding my hand while we wait for the time to tick
trying to cross but u burning my bridge
self medicate ima roll up a spliff
so unaware of the shit that you did 
to me
and honestly it’s getting hard
but trying my best is what tore us apart
and each time i talk you dont care what i say
i think it’s my fault im the one with the blame
and im sorryyyyy
i’m sorrryyy i knew where this would go
(me)
put the lights out tell everybody to leave
when the price down I always spend all my money
i try to hide out
but everybody come an find me
like what’s to cry abt
Like baby look at what’s all wrong with me

(greenwood)
'u up?' at 3 but i black out at 2
lately it's more than 'im not in the mood'
know that i wish that i wanted it too

i fill this cup like im probably dead in a year by myself
it's entirely on what i said
but i hate that you lied to me, fuck

solid states turn to disarray
at the edge, do you feel the same?
off the ket i've been up for days
you're the best, baby never change

i saw your face on the way down
cover yourself as it fades out
i'd be ashamed if you stay now
cover yourself, would you stay out?

and i fuck it up like a prodigy
on my own shit, i just wish that you'd talk to me
i feel at home with my place as a prodical
i take these pills, im ok when i'm off of them

never this way, it just fits so improbable 
hear what you said in the dark in the hospital
black in my skin i feel bad when i'm falling in
ask what had changed, i break down
fucking all of it

this town is a burden w/ halfhearted & Greenwood (slashy)

can u just lie? w/ mookigang prod. boyfifty

(prod. Chill Sebs)

now you see I have a problem
but my mind tells me lies its so hard now, hate me
used to bake in the night, don't forget me
its so sad, but i cry and it breaks me

why is everything so blacked out
I cant even feel my heart, when you're gone now
soul partner, in the night, how did I allow
you to leave me all alone in my sorrows
I'm blinded baby

cant you see
that I love you
now its hard
to get by
without trusting you
(baby)
babe you're so special
now its hard to deny
I don't need you, with me

aches in my bones
cold in the night
heart all alone
you're not by my side

you're precious
sweet as diamonds and candy
I cant imagine you leaving

I'm drowning in our memories
echoes of your touch
sleeping here at night
while you're out having fun
connected like the stars and moon in the night
you're the only one who I love, that's right

baby you're my soul partner, everything
I see when I dream
phone calls, and videos, sent from you to me
every little text I get from you makes me think 
of the little things, you do and how much they mean to me

cant you see
that I love you
now its hard
to get by
without trusting you
(baby)
babe you're so special
now its hard to deny
I don't need you, with me

aches in my bones
cold in the night
heart all alone
you're not by my side

you're precious
sweet as diamonds and candy
I cant imagine you leaving

soul partner

produced by steezy prime & nate2timez

-lyrics-
(Lxst Boy)
When the cool wind blows right through your hair
I know you think the ghost of me is right there
It's been a few months, yes I'm aware
But this is for the best I swear
When the cool wind blows right through your hair
I know you think the ghost of me is right there
It's been a few months, yes I'm aware
But this is for the best I swear

Sunroof bathing me in moonlight
Long time, night drives feeling alright
Thinking bout you when you'd dance in that blue dress
Neon city, night time in the blue light
I wanted to know where did you go?
A girl I once loved now I don't even know
A face that used to light up suddenly cold
Memories made now suddenly froze
Ohhhhh

I thought I'd die inside your warmth

I guess we fell apart 
and then we didn't notice
Right from the start
You had hidden motives

(Rxseboy)
One dance in the sky
She gon fall in love at this height
But if I show my true self, I’m disliked
I’ve been fighting with the preconceived notion
That everybody’s gonna leave when my shit die
I’ve bit my tongue so much
That the blood's run dry
I didn't wanna doubt their perception
But I can tell that
I'm right this time

Now I’m a ghost but it hurts
Broken and cursed
Soul is dispersed through the holes in my shirt
Hear my voice
Echo through the Earth
While I sit by myself
All alone in a hearse
I’m a ghost but it hurts
Broken and cursed
Empty and bruised getting thrown to the curb
I can honestly say I was hopeful at first
Now I gotta move on 'cause I’m owed it for sure

(Lxst Boy)
When the cool wind blows right through your hair
I know you think the ghost of me is right there
It's been a few months, yes I'm aware
But this is for the best I swear

Ghost of Me (Rxseboy Remix)

Produced by Late Night Tones
additional production by Lxst Boy

-lyrics-
(Alright, here's what I got so far)
You said anyone could treat you better than I could ever
But it's whatever, I guess
You said you don't remember all of last November
Guess I wrote those letters in my head, yeah

The wind blows on this cold and lonely night
Gripping my chest, thinking I don't wanna die
Puncture my heart with your words when we fight
And I'm just bleeding out more with every single lie
Ask me why I stay, I don't know anymore
One hand holds the kerosene, the other holds the torch
(You are not the same person I fell in love with)
Don't recognize you anymore
One foot in and the other out the door

Treat you better than I could ever
But it's whatever, I guess
You said you don't remember all of last November
Guess I wrote those letters in my head, yeah

You said anyone could treat you better than I could ever
But it's whatever, I guess
You said you don't remember all of last November
Guess I wrote those letters in my head, yeah

You said anyone could treat you better than I could ever
But it's whatever, I guess
You said you don't remember all of last November
Guess I wrote those letters in my head, yeah

Treat you better than I could ever
But it's whatever, I guess
You said you don't remember all of last November
Guess I wrote those letters in my head, yeah

Treat You Better

cold (feat. lxst boy) [prod. red eyez]

prod. morgan

mixed and mastered by backyard beetle

verses (in order)
lil angle
backyard beetle
saint michael
cheesecurds

hold me down [ft. lil angle, backyard beetle, saint michael, and cheesecurds] (prod. morgan)

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stream: https://open.spotify.com/track/4d5T99Alz4yjtsK4rXZQMG?si=0ac39b124ca245e9

lyrics:

follow me out of my mind
if something so simple as passage of time
could rescind the blunders i've made in denial
i'd wait here forever to make things alright
i'm sure that you've noticed erosion in me to my core
how the hell am i sposed to be happy ignored?
guess i'm hoping that most weeks i'll end up at yours
poke my head in the door some more

because it's you that i bleed for
i like to think it means more
i never like to keep score
so tell me if you need more

because it's you that i scream for
it's you i feel diseased for
it's you i threw the key towards
got just what i wanted
yeah i got just what i wanted but
it's you that i scream for

hollowing inside and out
i guess nothing good is meant to stick around
i read what you said now i'm down
can't tell if i'm dead or my head's in the ground
knowing you can see me now is all that really keeps me honest
i've been retreating from the me i think you always wanted
i've been defeated and i think i need a recourse
i could be your resource

because it's you that i bleed for
i like to think it means more
i never like to keep score
so tell me if you need more

because it's you that i scream for
it's you i feel diseased for
it's you i threw the key towards
got just what i wanted
yeah i got just what i wanted but
it's you that i scream for

scream

prod. acey

stalkin me baby ill leave by the morning
you make me scared thers no point in ignoring
you every night, and leaving you afraid
i know that you never wanted it this way
talk to me

ill show you what you mean to me my darling
ill be honest
hold me in your arms

just please
call me back
ill be there
even if you needed some fresh air ill drive to you

ill be there in a second, dont you worry
i know youre hurting

my soul is on your body
my mind is yours, my heart is
attached to you my darling
my life is yours dont worry
oh i love you

happy as can, but girl youre hurting
youre strong i notice

im proud of you my darling
although i cry a lot its just cause i adore you
cant live without you

Oh Lord Jesus
help me and my precious
i trust in you i mean it
my love for her is seamless

just please
call me back
ill be there
even if you needed some fresh air ill drive to you

ill be there in a second, dont you worry
i know youre hurting

call me back


Lyrics:

I chase every shot with a memory
i get visions of you leaving taking everything
i hate holding onto things so desperately
i thought i'd let you know you're dead to me

i cant live like this 
i'm on a tight rope
i think i might choke

i can't live like this
can't fall asleep now
you know that i won't

i cant live like this 
i'm on a tight rope
i think i might choke

i can't live like this
can't fall asleep now
you know that i won't

i can bottle up my feelings no ones ever gonna guess
i keep putting on appearances i'm secretly depressed
i'm never who i wanna be, i know it's probably stress 
i like drinkin when i'm freakin out i hide that shit the best

i like takin shots, i can feel em when i walk
girls keep comin up to me i don't know how to talk
i'm dyin for companionship, i'm frequently replaced
i'm a living breathing person but i'm built by my mistakes

i cant live like this 
i'm on a tight rope
i think i might choke

i can't live like this
can't fall asleep now
you know that i won't

i cant live like this 
i'm on a tight rope
i think i might choke

i can't live like this
can't fall asleep now
you know that i won't

produced by sadeyes & Dakota Stewart

tight rope

never give up


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musician / graphic designer / audio engineer 

hold me down [ft. lil angle, backyard beetle, saint michael, and cheesecurds] (prod. morgan)

backyard beetle

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