where the fuck are my friends when i need them w/shiki xo, spookybands, & love jai

honestly i wasnt listening w/ heylog, abbot, polar (prod. vedh)

When I'm drunk don't piss me off
Please don't ask what's in my cup
Like what you heard from such and such
She's gonn' believe the thoughts I'm tellin' her
'Cause lightning strikes but once
I bite the gun
She says I'm not enough for her 

I don't know my worth
I never learn
Over the hedge not satisfied
I don't know my worth
I never learn
Over the hedge not satisfied 

When I'm high don't kill my buzz 
I thought she believed in us
I don't even care no more I'd probably bleed out on this rug
You a fantasy I dreamt of you a fading thought for sure 
And within this darkest bedroom I remember who you were 

When I'm drunk don't piss me off
Please don't ask what's in my cup
Like what you heard from such and such
She's gonn' believe the thoughts I'm tellin' her
'Cause lightning strikes but once
I bite the gun
She says I'm not enough for her 

I don't know my worth
I never learn
Over the hedge not satisfied
I don't know my worth
I never learn
Over the hedge not satisfied

spotify

over the hedge w/ jomie (p. yunny goldz)

produced by scotty splash
mixed by Lxst Boy, XELFIY, & hero
mastered by Lxst Boy
@xelfiy
@not-a-fucking-hero
@scottysplash

-lyrics-
(Lxst Boy)
lets just go, go, go off the deep end
i dont know when we'll see it
rock the boat till we sinkin
break me apart keep the pieces
X2

(XELFIY)
woah, woah, woah
baby i think it’s time i
go, go, go
uh, drinking till i get slow 
i wanna hit you up but baby
i had already known 
what u gonna say
and i don’t wanna hear that, no
digits in my phone
baby leave me alone
gotta call the plug and get him over here
so i can get gone
i am big strong
i take this sip to boost me up
and then i get on
i don’t even fucking know her
she said she gon come over
but i ain’t even sober
i just hope she don’t notice
cause i don’t wanna get older
i should leave right now
before you even say a word
cause i know i’m gon get attached 
way too fast and get hurt
yeah i know i ain’t him
but i know that she’s hurt
and they’ll fuck it if it’s cringey
baby what could be worse
fuck it if i’m stingy
i’m jus tryna get more money
ion know why you love me
oh bae i’m tryna get the money

(hero)
yuh
look at that ugly brain
but look at that gorgeous face 
ion know how im liked so much
when there's so much more to hate
proportions skewed in two i had nothing left to say
everything exposed
and i guess she jus liked the taste
go go go go
ion see no other angles its jus forward u gotta
go go go go
i can't settle for a moment i jus gotta fuckin
go go go go
take a breather its the end for u 
so quick u gotta
go go go go
go go go go

(Lxst Boy)
lets just go, go, go off the deep end
i dont know when we'll see it
rock the boat till we sinkin
break me apart keep the pieces
X2

go! w/ xelfiy & hero (scotty splash)

Lyric video: 
https://youtu.be/4k41OPAUESQ

produced by @citrusgastank
mix & mastered by hecctorr
cover art by @supachefm

hitch (prod. citrusgastank)

produced by Lxst Boy and splashgvng 
mixed and mastered by Lxst Boy
@splashgvng

-lyrics-
in the dark I'm afraid
that no one will save me
I cannot see you
the walls are closing
in on me
baby can u hear me?
i am still breathing 
the walls are closing

I'm on my own
yeah I might suffocate
I don't wanna die now
I just need a break
I will never settle down
I live with no reason
I volunteer
to continue breathing

(good luck trying to guess what I'm saying here lol)

yeah I'm insane
get stuck up in my brain
I thought it was over
but I will never change
I will stay the same
even though its not okay
I'm a lost boy
I will never find my way

in the dark I'm afraid
that no one will save me
I cannot see you
the walls are closing
in on me
baby can u hear me?
i am still breathing 
the walls are closing

I'm on my own
yeah I might suffocate
I don't wanna die now
I just need a break
I will never settle down
I live with no reason
I volunteer
to continue breathing

if my bedroom walls could tell our stories (lxst boy x splashgvng)

produced by boyfifty 
mixed and mastered by Lxst Boy

official music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iJ7YnhvysdI&feature=youtu.be

-lyrics-
whatever you say tonight 
i don’t really care what’s on your mind
staying up late trying to burn the night
i live in your walls i’m a poltergeist 
i got lxst on the way
to the house in the woods from my memory 
all my friends are dead to me
repeat what you had said to me

take back what i said, im a mess
i don’t wanna die
but in my head it made sense
to try to chase the meteorites 
i got pains in my chest
on these stormy late nights
i got cold when you left
now i’m coming back to life

riptides are throwing me around
hold tight, just seconds from the ground
i got something to say, bae just hear me out
but you’ll just run away i’m used to it by now

(woahh oh ohhh)
 
i won’t respond when you say my name
i’m out of time, no i can’t think straight
i’m probably out of touch with my inner state
i am boring, yeah i get it, none of my songs are great
i won’t respond to anything you say
feel that i should pack up and run away
cause if you felt emotion, you would do the same
now i get it, no, lemme get this straight

riptides are throwing me around
hold tight, just seconds from the ground
i got something to say, bae just hear me out
but you’ll just run away i’m used to it by now

take back what i said, im a mess
i don’t wanna die
but in my head it made sense
to try to chase the meteorites 
i got pains in my chest
on these stormy late nights
i got cold when you left
now i’m coming back to life

riptides are throwing me around
hold tight, just seconds from the ground
i got something to say, bae just hear me out
but you’ll just run away i’m used to it by now

(but you’ll just run away i’m used to it by now)

Music Video!!

riptides (boyfifty)

vocals by supachefm & @iluvjomie
mixed and mastered by @polearm

empathize w/ jomie (spiderhead x baker)

Love Myself (feat. Lxst Boy) (prod. cxrter)

produced by trxxshed
mixed and mastered by lxst boy
nonprofit :)

november, Pt. 2 w/ Trxxshed

prod. by LEVI
presented by static.

lyrics:

please whisper me to sleep
just don't let me go
just don't let me go (2x)

i can't believe that
you don't wanna see me
i hope that you know that i care
cause i have these demons
they're talking to me
and they tell me i'm better of dead
loving you kills me
it hurts, i feel blinded
i can't get you out of my head
i wish that you told me
why you always leaving me here all alone
i feel dead inside

can we go home now?
can we please go home now?
can we please just slow down?
can we please just slow down?
(slow down)

cause i did everything for you
and you did nothing for me
no you did nothing for me
but i did everything for you

i fell in love with the thought of you
and i tell you lies but you know the truth
i get so frustrated
i hope you know
in the coldest night
can you hold me close
you were my only one
now i fall apart
in your eyes i see
all the shining stars
and the storm will go
and we will be okay
and i wish you could stay
but its way too late

i can't believe that
you don't wanna see me
i hope that you know that i care
cause i have these demons
they're talking to me
and they tell me im better of dead
loving you kills me
it hurts , i feel blinded
i can't get you out of my head
i wish that you told me
why you always leaving me here all alone
i feel dead inside

can we go home now?
can we please go home now?
can we please just slow down?
can we please just slow down?
(slow down)

cause i did everything for you
and you did nothing for me
no you did nothing for me
but i did everything for you

whisper me to sleep

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go! w/ xelfiy & hero (scotty splash)

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