produced by @hollowprpl

lyrics;
snow falls on the ground
its so cold, break me down until im nothing but a compound
are you satisfied now?
are you proud?
throw me in the lake so i wont be found

metal attached to my bones im machine
i dont wanna leave
even monsters are scared of me
because u dont wanna see
who the fuck woke me up from that bad dream
the first thing i see, why would u do this
its explained in the book you didn't read
its on the page about me

just leave me here to drown in the lake
i dont wanna wait
i'm lost in the cantrip of fate
i'm lost i dont know what to make
this is a dungeon you cant escape
this is a realm i didn't make
its filled with greed and hate
its all the same

snow falls on the ground
its so cold, break me down until im nothing but a compound
are you satisfied now?
are you proud?
throw me in the lake so i wont be found

i can't write a melody
everythings become tempting
wounds are healing
but nothings mending
im sick of pretending
im sick of no one helping
i cant do this on my own
but here i am again
doing it on my own
whats a king without his throne
whys the rope tied to tight
i can barely breathe 
i guess its my time to leave

satisfied now?

LYRICS:   
i miss it when she would text me 
even more when she goes to sleep
after every word she said she still don’t notice me
i haven’t heard a single a word maybe she’s over me
there’s no difference in the time i just hope its me
there’s no other way to find
you’re just hopeless b
too much smoke up in my eyes
its getting hard to see
wish i could freeze the time
just to help you see
that its a long way down
and i never look back
when i seen your face
man it gets me so attached
then i found out hard to never trust that
so it crossed my mind once and i never went back
so i take slow
im so tired of the lies
just take me home
i dont wanna be the one to let it go
but its best in mind
just to leave my ghost 
for the moment of time
i cant see whats wrong

hopeless (prod. pyctur)

one shot

star blood

I'm done

lyrics:
Yeah, yeah, so hard to tell. 
Why the fuck you sell your memories 
for fake jeans, for fake tea, for a fake replacement me 
Take it, take it back. 
Take it, take it back. 
Take it, take it back. 
Fake love, fake so bad. 
Fake love, fake so sad. 
Fake birth, bitch ass. 
Come on, so sad. 
Come on, so sad.

Hittin' your phone all day long, God. 
I'm in dialtone hell, feel my soul lost. 
Why the fuck you can't tell when I'm breaking? 
I pray and beg and beg and suffocate. 
Fake bitches that wanna cry break. 
Shameful hate is recreational hey. 
I'm glad that ain't my own fate. 
Can't really express feelings deeply. 
So I keep inside and hide, hoping I die. 
Ruined relationships, no one by my side. 
So I go and hide and hide away, no, not today. 
No, cause the drugs don't pay, it won't show. 
I won't let it, the hurt, crash, and perseverance though. 
Go get it, I don't know where to start, where to go. 
Where's my head at? I wanna blow, wanna blow it all out. 
My head's filled with doubt. 
Yeah, my head's filled with doubt. 
Can't get out this cloud. Can't get out this cloud. 
What you doin' to me now? 
Every fuckin' pick that I take. 
Every fuckin' mistake that I make. 
Every fuckin' smile that I fake.
Questioning every step that I take. 
Every fuckin' pic that I take. 
Every fuckin' mistake that I make.
Every fuckin' smile I fake. 
Looking at the old me, same me, new me. 
Glitching pics of old me with the TV.
Can't really express feelings deeply, 
so why the fuck you sell your memories? 
For fake dreams, for fake tea, for a fake replacement me.
Take it back, take it back, 
take it back, take it back. 
So sad, so sad. 
What you do to me? 
What you do to me? 
What you do  to me?

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(Prod. Wayside x Jolst)

Memories/Semi-Freestyle

i'll never forget you.

(prod. by secre x wraith)


never forget

Lyrics:

Puente:


Me soltaste en la noche sin decirme por qué
Me dejaste en pedazos, herido y ausente
Fuiste luz un momento, después indiferente
Y respiro recuerdos que matan mi mente

Verso:


Y no hay forma de hablarte sin volver a sangrar
Cada letra que escribo me vuelve a quebrar
Yo me di por completo sin nada que guardar
Y vos fuiste la herida que me hizo sangrar
Y no hay noche que pase sin verte en mi mente
Aunque duela pensarte, siempre estás presente
Me dejaste sin nada, siendo indiferente
Me quitaste la paz, me volví diferente
Y aunque quiera olvidarte, no logro escapar
De este ciclo eterno que me vuelve a atrapar
Y me quedo en silencio sin poder expresar
Todo el dolor que siento y que no puedo callar
Que no dejan mi pecho volver a respirar
Como el último “te amo” que aprendí a soltar


Puente:


Me soltaste en la noche sin decirme por qué
Me dejaste en pedazos, herido y ausente
Fuiste luz un momento, después indiferente
Y respiro recuerdos que matan mi mente

Verso:


Y no hay forma de hablarte sin volver a sangrar
Cada letra que escribo me vuelve a quebrar
Yo me di por completo sin nada que guardar
Y vos fuiste la herida que me hizo sangrar
Y no hay noche que pase sin verte en mi mente
Aunque duela pensarte, siempre estás presente
Me dejaste sin nada, siendo indiferente
Me quitaste la paz, me volví diferente
Y aunque quiera olvidarte, no logro escapar
De este ciclo eterno que me vuelve a atrapar
Y me quedo en silencio sin poder expresar
Todo el dolor que siento y que no puedo callar
Que no dejan mi pecho volver a respirar
Como el último “te amo” que aprendí a soltar

INDIFERENTE (prod. xenshel)

INDIFERENTE v2 (prod. xenshel)

i'd burn every letter if i could forget you.

(prod. secre x sorrow bringer)

talking to the ceiling

22 | songwriter, producer, engineer and vocalist

i make what i want my music isnt for everyone

email - m@scars.online

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