produced by ryan kelly

lyrics;
i dont wanna fight the feelings but im falling apart
let people i called my friends get close 
just for all of them to use me for my big heart
said it 45 times i always try my best
but for fuck sake i always miss my mark

so im at the function ripping the cart
sparking a dart because fuck a vape
i liked it better when i was gonna drown in the lake
i liked this life better when i used to stay up late
playing games like fortnite and minecraft
now i havent seen my family in a fort knight
and I got diamonds like im in the mineshaft
sweat soaked sheets, i have these bad dreams
in a room full of smoke, scrappapers on the floor hallway filled with smoke, smoking on cookie, smoking on propane
just to try to numb my pain, it works but for how long. 

dont wanna fight

wrote this on my birthday and didnt get a chance to record it

produced by ryan kelly

lyrics;
i should just leave now
but i put my guard down
now look at these walls i put up fall down
i should just goto sleep now

girl im just grime & scum
so girl its another day im climbing out the sewers
and fuck everyone, did you really think id do that to her?
fucking with my head now im breaking down
i know i'm not the one girl i'm jus taking my turn
i told u i wasnt interested but than i was the one that started to flirt
play this game again, its stupid but i guess im falling for her
playing this game really does make my head hurt

i got my feelings hurt
so i'm gonna break down again
its all because shes leaving again
i let her and she played with my head again
now  im dying again
oh fuck i said again like 5 times
i'm repeating it 
because its easier than thinking about whats happening
its my birthday and i dont wanna fight
i took these shrooms to feel alright
yall fucked wit my head n killed my mind
and now im not feeling alright
2025 is the year i die
can u change my mind before i take my life
its 11pm at night
and im sitting here crying in the mic

girl im just grime & scum
so girl its another day im climbing out the sewers
and fuck everyone, did you really think id do that to her?
fucking with my head now im breaking down
i know i'm not the one girl i'm jus taking my turn
i told u i wasnt interested but than i was the one that started to flirt
play this game again, its stupid but i guess im falling for her
playing this game really does make my head hurt



11pm

produced by rainydays

lyrics;
woke up in a cold sweat from my nightmares
waiting for god to answer my prayers
but im already hellbound 
im a corpse in this graveyard
i burned down the whole town
watch the flames burn
where is your god at now
im jus a demon thats sent from hell


crawling out the sewers
his face turned bluer
is he dead,??
Something couldnt be so truer
i'm just a acid spewer
pick up the controller
play the game
take my chain 
rip it off my neck
why do i need it when im dead
angel glow shines down
how the fuck am i alive, i think i need a sec
the demons shoot there fire balls
but i try to deflect
counter spell and counter attack




corpse

Lyrics:








Empiezo a caer
Voy a fallecer
Ya no te quiero ver
No me haces sentir 
Como antes joder
Tienes que entender
Que no te amo joder
Los cortes en mi piel
Ahora los puedes ver
Como me haces sentir
El dolor in my brain
No me siento bien
Paso de 0 a 100
Extasis in my chez
I dont know what u say, I dont know

I feel pain in my brain
i can see the rain
With blood in my place
I don't wanna die
And my head's telling lies
I just wanna feel alive
i hope that u know
these scars in so deep
And cut on the wrist
And blood on the knife
I just wanna feel alive

I JUST WANNA FEEL ALIVE v2

spinal

geeked up

Crawling ft. Six (prod. Klimlords x polar beats)

spaceman (nico north)

keep the score

I can not think about why
Youre all i need
The air i breathe 

Can you just tell me the truth 
For once
Its hard to stand 
in this house of leaves 

I saw your body decay 
Right in front of me

Now all these blistering welts
On my leg 
Start to heal 
And i forget
Your face 

spring has just escaped me 
now fall is approaching 
the year is almost over
and I’ve been choking
not one for religion
but I have been 
praying and hoping 
your body is a temple 
that I desecrated 
and left to rot for the vultures
so long ago

resting place of the old guard w Saint Lazare

[ghøst]
3, 4, 5 blunts yea that oughta do it
she know i been really goin thru it
its a switch in my mind & when it flip im makin movement
dumb bitch tellin lies she dont know that im not stupid
i guess she can fantasize 
she’ll adjust & get used to it
i cant stand for you to die
i been fucked up since last friday
you rlly wonder why? can u get the fuck out my face

i just wanna go
can you leave me lone
aint pickin up the phone 
i been on the road
baby i been busy
& they can talk but when im gone, they gon miss me

spent a while in the cold
thats why my teeth on froze
spent a while at my low’s 
but u aint even notice
but u seen i packed a bowl
of course u had to hold it
wtw just lmk
i think i need a moment
hol on lemme roll

i think im still in search for dem feelings i cant show
i just need some answers but i think i already know

[Luvparaphernalia]
where’s my real friends at?
i know im a wreck
i aint worried about a thing unless its goin down
i got some people on my team that im cuttin out
they say i do fent, they dumb as shit
bitch i got no problem tellin you how im livin
i been doin scripts thats where i got the fuckin drip
talkin on my name 
i got dat glock up on my hip
i ride for my bros
& they keep talkin shit like i forgot what i was told
i can make you miserable but i wont tell a soul
i switch my lo 
more than i switch up my clothes
she hit my phone
i hadda let it hit the tone

last friday (methboiswag)

LYRICS:

I feel like I fast-forward to the worst part 
Drifting wood forget your bridges I just burn it down
And now I got a feeling we won’t ever work out
And I got your favorite incense on the desk now 
How we close, and you not even in the same town?
Go to bed, I close my eyes and I see space now 
I'm not going to your party can you calm down?
It’s 2AM so please don’t do this to me right now 

Explain how, if you know me you can read all of my thoughts so well
You so independent but you asking me for help?
I can’t stand it I was left alone to walk, oh well
You can walk right on your own cause you know that I will 
I sit up in my room and make a new song
Hours of my labor just to leave, my intro too long
I’m pushin' weight up in this gym and I get too strong
But it won’t really make a difference when my mind's gone

Can you tell, that my effort do not match What's in my pockets
She trippin' so i told her stop it
I took all my numbers, and I blocked it 
Forget the road, forget the bridges, imma go out with my pilot

You got my heart outside my chest, it’s not for boxing 
I put 30 karat diamonds stuff em' in my pockets
I'd walk seven miles just for you to call me toxic
She tell me she loves me and I'm breaking down regardless
Pull up to the place and I get treated like a target
One foot in the snow, I put my hands up like I'm guarding
I got thirty projects and i bargain them for profit
I got thirty projects and i bargain them for profit

I feel like I fast-forward to the worst part 
Drifting wood forget your bridges I just burn it down
And now I got a feeling we won’t ever work out
And I got your favorite incense on the desk now 
How we close, and you not even in the same town?
Go to bed, I close my eyes and I see space now 
I'm not going to your party can you calm down?
It’s 2AM so please don’t do this to me right now 

Explain how, if you know me you can read all of my thoughts so well
You so independent but you asking me for help?

BURNING BRIDGES

overstimulated

22 | songwriter, producer, engineer and vocalist

i make what i want my music isnt for everyone

email - m@scars.online

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