Lyrics:

[hero]

look at her waistline
she's beautiful in the nightlight
her guy's talkin bout star signs
she's festered into my eyebrights
if my friends call me i'll make time
i lose hope on this friday night
when she calls me xpect another fight
yet we make it work
i been toking seratonin with the vocals that i mix
i been sippin on the tonics
i been mixing w the gin
i don't care to argue till u put me on the fuckin face time
late night
it's been a long night

had a 10 hour shift
and i'm sitting on the front porch
watching cars pass counting colors till i contort
into a body of puddle rubble of blood and guts on the side
digging deep under here to find my lust to die
i can't find them under here must've left em w/ my keys
but i think i left those with the supermarket's cheese
everything's going wrong with this song at the moment
there's a lot more going on behind the vocals

yet we make it work
yet we make it work
yet we make it work
yet we make it work
yet we make it work
yet we make it work
yet we make it work

[Yokai Dreams]

Look so pretty in the moonlight
Days get shitty in the real life
Glass from my mirror seems to show an empty hole of a man once thought to have a good life
Cup full of rain and a heart full of hurt
Dont know how but we make it work
Feel so disgraced with these stains on my shirt
Carry me away in the back of a hearse

[Slowed]

Look so pretty in the moonlight
Days get shitty in the real life
Glass from my mirror seems to show an empty hole of a man once thought to have a good life

yet (ft. yokai dreams) (whiteravenn)

Lyrics:

my god and she's a feast
man her eyes her nose her teeth
they're drawing me in and i'm not able to reach
god i think she's a leech to my heart and my lifeforce
i just need some1 to show me what i fight for
oh she's so sweet
makes me feel complete
and when i'm on my lows yes she is there to greet
she just puts me on a throne and i'm saving her a seat
and that's how the story goes treat her like my princess peach

oh she's so sweet
makes me feel complete
and when i'm on my lows yes she is there to greet
and no matter how it blows know i'm saving her a seat
and i think i love her so, so no i won't concede
oh she's so sweet
keeps me on my feet
and when i'm on my lows yes she is there to greet
and no matter how it blows know i'm saving her a seat
and i think i love her so, so no i won't concede

can't you see i'm interested
don't care bout our differences
we're perfect for finishing
each other's cheese sandwiches
fuck you
i don't really care about the forecast
see her
nothing's gonna stop me short a plane crash
secrets
sit inside the notebook in a bay stash
hanging w the evidence
they fuckin tell me torch it

oh she's so sweet
makes me feel complete
and when i'm on my lows yes she is there to greet
and no matter how it blows know i'm saving her a seat
and i think i love her so, so no i won't concede
oh she's so sweet
keeps me on my feet
and when i'm on my lows yes she is there to greet
and no matter how it blows know i'm saving her a seat
and i think i love her so, so no i won't concede

oooo oooo
a da da da da
okok
a da da da da
a da da da da
woah oh
a da da da da
da da da da

so so so sweet (splashgvng x jang0)

Lyrics:

[hero]

i could hear the wall talk this whole time
i could see the ghosts i know i'm
going mental might as well waste the downtime
and i know by will i'm stepping on a landmine

i don't talk to strangers
i don't even talk to me
waste away online
as these bugs invade my sink
sing into my microphone
and people try to leech
holes n shit called cavities waste away my teeth 
toxin from the wind just
makes it hard to breathe
it was carried from the power plant that failed back in 03
and it gave because the thing was empty of its employees 
cause they were tired of the boss that ruled their 7 seas

[cyzun]

I keep on sippin on moonshine
Hoping that I fucking flatline
I’m still Alive that’s a bad sign
Lie to my peers and say I’m fine 
If I keep retaining my thoughts
Sooner or later I will end it all 
I am a failure it’s nobodies fault
I jumped on the landmine and made it go off

You think I’m fine cause I never say shit 
Dont try cause your time will be wasted
rather sit alone in a home that is vacant
Thinking bout the noose in the basement 
I'm standing in the middle of a dark room 
Sick and tired wondering will it end soon
Serotonin hurry up I need you 
Cause I’m barely hanging on like a loose screw

[emptychest]

i think im wasting my time
fuck ur tears ion got none left to cry
got no hope but ill still give it a try
swear to god ill never work a 9 to five
five o five in the middle of the night
ion wanna fuckin die but it seems so right
buckle down or ur gonna end up dead
spend ur whole damn summer lying in ur fuckin bed
soundcloud revenue aint gon pay the rent
voices in ur head aint real js stop being depressed
yeah thats what they tell me and ion like it
and thats what they tell me imma bite it
yeah its all fun and games till its all over 
and i pull the mf-

[hero]

i could hear the wall talk this whole time
i could see the ghosts i know i'm
going mental might as well waste the downtime
and i know by will i'm stepping on a landmine
i could hear the wall talk this whole time
i could see the ghosts i know i'm
going mental might as well waste the downtime
and i know by will i'm stepping on a landmine

landmine (w/ cyzun x emptychest) (whiteravenn)

this song has the heaviest backstory to it imaginable lmao

Lyrics:

late night drive
but i swear somethings off
i heard things
of people i never should 

i see you met the janitor
who never found his way
he's been fucking suicidal since 3 years ago today
and you might know him 
from the potions that he lives on and creates
take one look at him
oh god 
do u think he deserved his fate
and this place has got some issues he just half the time gets paid
and he solves the others problems with no 'please' or fucking 'thanks'
he'll be stuck here cleaning messes    
from july to next years may
but he don't mind his problems weighty enough for theirs to let him wade
 
-

these are not english words i 
can't think so 
a da da dee di
i'm stressed the fuck outta my mind
whole life broke down overnight
don't make the same mistake as me 
you must take sides they both fucking scream
i gave my answer through gritted teeth
i hope my words can bring us to peace oh
hope i can bring us to peace oh
 
hope i can bring us to peace oh
i know all that we could be oh
hope i can bring us to peace oh
i'd show all that we could be
i hope my words can bring us to peace oh

janitor

If ur suicidal please reach out and talk to someone
me if you need to

Lyrics:

why
you offer so much to our lives
they’ll all wish they could take your place
or remember your face
or feel guilty cause i
tried
man
that’s pretty selfish of you
to waste your whole life when there’s others still counting their days and still clinging to

i would drop anything everything
to see you still breathing
i learned some lessons from life
that gave it real meaning
so please don't you end it
tleast can we talk if you end it
i'm really scared to forget
our history gone in an instant oh

our history gone in an instant
and i'm really scared to forget you
our history gone in an instant
our history gone in an instant
i'm really scared to forget you

ally

Lyrics:

i been losing train of thought 
i don't know how
but i can write another sad song somehow
force some words onto the paper 
get a song out
i can't think of any topics as of right now
i've been talking to myself every night now
these conversations getting so damn dry now
driving laps around this shit old small town
burn out of gas 
i won't call i think i'll lie down

burn out of gas 
i won't call i think i'll lie down
burn out of gas 
i won't call i think i'll lie down
burn out of gas 
i won't call i think i'll lie down
burn out of gas 
i won't call i think i'll lie down

i been losing train of thought 
i don't know how
but i can write another sad song somehow
force some words onto the paper 
get a song out
i can't think of any topics as of right now
i've been talking to myself every night now
these conversations getting so damn dry now
driving laps around this shit old small town
burn out of gas 
i won't call i think i'll lie down

burn out of gas 
i won't call i think i'll lie down
burn out of gas 
i won't call i think i'll lie down
burn out of gas 
i won't call i think i'll lie down
burn out of gas 
i won't call i think i'll lie down
burn out of gas 
i won't call i think i'll lie down
burn out of gas 
i won't call i think i'll lie down
burn out of gas 
i won't call i think i'll lie down

burn out of gas 
i won't call i think i'll lie down

burn out of gas 
i won't call i think i'll lie down
burn out of gas 
i won't call i think i'll lie down

villain

My account may get taken down, if you care to stay in touch when/if it does instgram - @not.a.fucking.hero
or discord link in bio

Lyrics:

Ive been walking paths i fucking hate that i still take
cause the grass is never greener
and the air asphyxiates 
i just need a way up out of here by car or fucking plane
id walk two hundred miles just to get out of my state

30 days in a month but it feels like fuckin 5
i'm not much for music theory 
studying 
i'd rather die
static flows and finding rhythms
changing words up on the fly
i wish i could do that perfectly
but im not gon waste my time
in a monotonish voice ill scream my thoughts out to the sky
itll send back waves and pulses common sense might just defy
and i'll hear em anyway cause im not earthly or alive
if life don't change up drastic 
i might snap with suicide

i can hear every key you sing thru microphone
even when its just ur screaming i breathe every note
i still feel the pain ur words that sear me take their toll
it hits me harder than anybody else could ever know

oh u cut ur fucking wrists
i don't fucking give a shit
i've tried to help you every night for fucking years now
so get attention dopamine from someone else now
if empathy is all u fuckin want from me
then ill block you everywhere 
n maybe i can rest in peace
im a fixer of your problems 
not a vent for minor things
and it pisses me right off that this is one way therapy

i think u know everything i would say
if i confronted you right now but i can't articulate
under pressure under influence but there's hella shit to say
but im sure u say those things yourself so this song goes out in vain

might get terminated, i'm going back to bed

Lyrics:

I just need to break down
dont make me do it out here
yea i cry ugly i swear
its not for ur eye i rip and tear
i used to follow certain morals
and never asked why first
does she give u mercy
when u beg her that it hurts

do no harm yea she preaches 
while she looks me in the eyes
and her pupils dialate 
as we read eachothers minds
memories flood back thru an air filled brain
she's the only one aware when she dish out pain
she wants to
bash me with a pipe wrench
wreak out fucking havoc
and i promise she would if we weren't at this party

yet the kiss comes easily
and the clothes follow and she's feeling me
yet the kiss comes easily
and the clothes follow and she's feeling me
she could never concentrate thru her rolled back eyes
physicalities distract us from our lust to die

i told her xpect the worst n u cant get hurt
but she’s an optimist and only heeds signs from the earth
u shouldve listened and detached urself as i do 
i'm not an oracle but i know how to survive here
on this foreign planet
and if i'm left here unattended i might cause some damage
they shoulda known i wasn't human when their virus didn't phase me
shoulda seen how i don't click with human beings as of lately

I just need to break down
dont make me do it out here
yea i cry ugly i swear
its not for ur eye i rip and tear
i used to follow certain morals
and never asked why first
does she give u mercy
when u beg her that it hurts

I just need to break down
dont make me do it out here
yea i cry ugly i swear
its not for ur eye i rip and tear
i used to follow certain morals
and never asked why first
does she give u mercy
when u beg her that it hurts

parking lot breakdown (branwen)

Lyrics:

could we define this differently
i had my work cut out for me
what are we
its a simple question 
with a complex answer
and that's just how my luck would have it
no i can't hardly stand it
it's tough when u ask her with a gun to her brain
i don't think u'll get the answer that u want

dont talk or even stand there and try to relate
you couldnt get me if we swapped and u saw thru my brain
it’s never my turn to talk when she’s got shit to say
and i can’t listen to this anymore its causing damage to my brain
dont talk or even stand there and try to relate
you couldnt get me if we swapped and u saw thru my brain
it’s never my turn to talk when she’s got shit to say
and i can’t listen to this anymore its causing damage to my brain
x2

as she moans anothers name with a passion in my bed
and i'd like to take it further 
but she'd like with him instead
and it's 12:24 and i'm tryna hit my friends
sorry i can't pick up right now
i crank the sound up and blast her out my eardrums yea
her lips amusing so i'm laughing and she pissed off yea
is 100 decibles enough to kill my cortex yea
i don't think i ever needed u around for that

for that
f for that
f f f for that
what are we
what are we
could you tell me
what are we
what are we
could you tell me
could you tell me

dont talk or even stand there and try to relate
you couldnt get me if we swapped and u saw thru my brain
it’s never my turn to talk when she’s got shit to say
and i can’t listen to this anymore its causing damage to my brain
dont talk or even stand there and try to relate
you couldnt get me if we swapped and u saw thru my brain
it’s never my turn to talk when she’s got shit to say
and i can’t listen to this anymore its causing damage to my brain

what are we (yokai dreams)

Lyrics:

she's not so beautiful 
watching from this far away
shes not so beautiful 
viewing from the station in space
rip reserves from my soul to find ounces of strength
as i try to hold ground for my friends i can say
that i tried but the question's 
can u say the same
as she asks my forgiveness my body goes tame
and i melt as a puddle that forms to the lake
true colors aren't colors till forced out the gray
from my head to my heart to my soul to my brain
my nerves start to die
yet my costume still aches
my mind starts to rot and my eyes start to glaze
and even through all this the skin suit remains

the skin suit remains
the skin suit remains
the skin suit remains
the skin suit remains

-

she's not so beautiful 
watching from this far away
shes not so beautiful 
viewing from the station in space
rip reserves from my soul to find ounces of strength
as i try to hold ground for my friends i can say
that i tried but the question's 
can u say the same
as she asks my forgiveness my body goes tame
and i melt as a puddle that forms to the lake
true colors aren't colors till forced out the gray
from my head to my heart to my soul to my brain
my nerves start to die
yet my costume still aches
my mind starts to rot and my eyes start to glaze
and even through all this the skin suit remains

true colors (canyouseetheghost)

Lyrics:

everything gets better if you let yourself believe
ignore the facts
and maybe it'll get easier to breathe 
ignore the signs it's easier to be a fucking sheep
ur in their sights but they won't kill u they jus wanna hear ur screams
remember why we're fighting in the first place
it's getting violent finally and i taste blood
i can't tell if it's mine or not
i couldn't care if it's mine or not
i've had no meal in like 4 days
i'm unsure now if i need that to survive
and i guess that's my own fault
but still i'll blame it on you or try

its just a song
yea i know
but this is everything i'd say
to enlighten
any listener who wants 2 know my state
guess it wasn't that important 
hold my urge to fuck ur face
love sounds rlly nice until u get a fuckin taste
how she not around and she got me this fucked
i just made a good decision and i'm not even drunk
we all got a breaking point and mine's jus down the rung
think u better bite ur tongue 
oh no really 
bite ur tongue

if my blood stains up the carpet 
will it wash out all the same
i read a passage from the dead and they're offended i relate
we're wasting time 
get the point 
through your barely human brain
if you like a bit of comfort
ill be everything you hate
go back in time preserve your words
in undisturbed till fired clay
but only if you mean it 
cause meant words will read the same
one thousand years from now i'll be just another voided name
you'll come across it by coincidence and skip over my page

just another song (canyouseetheghost)

prod. canyouseetheghost x hero <3

Lyrics:

someday
it will be someday
and if i die after you i'll kill you one day
one day
maybe one day
shit'll work out
and life'll hit the right way
you'll lose me someday
it will be someday
and if i die after you i'll kill you one day
one day
maybe one day
shit'll work out
and life'll hit the right way

i'll explain to you
i'll explain to you
i'll explain to you
i'll explain to you

v: yea i have a question

h: no no no

v: i just kinda
it's so hard to get into somebody elses head
shit you might as well only have 4 of your senses 
fuck
or even 3

h: its art
its not music
at least that's how i see it
it's just me in an .mp3 file or .wav or whatever

h: i really don't think you could hurt me
even if you tried i don't think you could
you wouldn't be
you wouldn't be the first person to treat me like this
but i will make sure you're the last

(hero - lust snippet - unreleased as of right now)

unnamed2

Lyrics:

i read minds
she's no exception
it's much worse knowing her intentions
god this can't be real it festers
i'm not at peace i've still got questions
i read minds she's no exception
it's much worse knowing her intentions
god this can't be real it festers
i'm not at peace i've still got questions

did you see a thing in me
how you gonna pull away when you had took the lead
was it fun to be a tease
realizing i can safely say it wasn't fun for me
know im not entitled to my dream
but the least i would've wished for was a chance for us to see
7 years down the drain made me puke into the sheets
if you don't wanna hear it then stop listening to me
you get to know everything that you had put me through
i didn't wanna hate you even now not sure i do
i'd rather trust your actions than your words i hope they aren't true
cause honest i don't think i'd willingly stop loving you
THATS WHY I CUT U OFF :(

i read minds
she's no exception
it's much worse
knowing her intentions
god this can't be real it festers
I'M NOT AT PEACE
I'VE STILL GOT QUESTIONS

i read minds
she's no exception
it's much worse knowing her intentions
god this can't be real it festers
i'm not at peace i've still got questions
i read minds she's no exception
it's much worse knowing her intentions
god this can't be real it festers
i'm not at peace i've still got questions

angela (colcaine)

i might have just lost all of my projects so fuck it i dont care take this

Lyrics: 

I say ily and you shut me down
I can't tell you why I still reach out
and i wanna kill it all this sunday
but next week i reach out and we do this shit again
ok that’s more than a little skin
what 
you want me to deal with this?
i think 
that you should put your clothes back on
i think 
the term for this is long past gone

i think that you should put your clothes back on
i think the time for this is long past gone
i think that you should put your clothes back on
i think the term for this is 
long past 
long past gone
i think i wish u'd put your clothes back on
i think the time for this is long past gone
if it's me you butcher close that door
oh tar face it's a bloodfest
was this wrong

i think that you should put your clothes back on
i think the time for this is long past gone
i think that you should put your clothes back on
i think the term for this is
long past 
long past gone

what's that song
what's that song
long past gone
long past
long past gone

uncensored

i could never be your hero

Lyrics:

what happened to love 4 the rest of our lives
fucking flipping the puzzle when the pieces fit fine
i always knew it'd be us against the world but
i jus thought it'd be us
n not me then you

is it maybe the lifestyle i chose
could it be 
well we'll never have known
and the reason won't present itself
so i hope he treats you right 
whatever stranger you fuck with
cause somehow i'm not 

someone 
that somebody's daughter 
should see for the rest of her life 
cause i do b4 i think
and i'd travel the world just to do this with you
but i don't
and i write 
every song about you
you
you
you
or who you could've been

kill yourself its not so bad here
the afterlife is cozy
i'm talking from the grave
as a man who lived life lonely
i've learned so much about me from deep in the drift
i jus looked a bit inside and found a spine in me too
found a spine in me too
ay 
i found a spine in me too
ay
babe im built just like you
ay
the dead still clicking their shoes
we took the afterlife
i'm fucking up ur god with my dudes

i'm not
someone 
that somebody's daughter 
should see for the rest of her life 
cause i do b4 i think
and i'd travel the world just to do this with you
but i don't
and i write 
every song about

villain pt. II

throwaway of ours that'd prolly have never seen the light if we didn't post it LMFAO

Lyrics:

[emptychest]

never rly know what i want or what i need, i always complain
and if i got a fuckin problem, i wont ever solve it
tell me u need me
tell me u need me
tell me u need me
tell me u need MAE-EY-YEAAA

[hero]

yea tell me u need mE
i need some reassurance
with a straight face say your words aren't alluring
the evidence i need i'm having trouble procuring
despite all the witnesses i
aAaAaA

i can't say it for certain
no matter how many people i ask i'm a servant to you
killing u would be such suicide
card castle come down
wah ooh i 

and time files so damn fast in this place
and they're fucking on my trail and i think that this is it
oh god

tell me u need me more than anything
tell me u need me more than there are trees
tell me u need me
tell me u need me
tell me u need me

[emptychest]

never rly know what i want or what i need, i always complain
and if i got a fuckin problem, i wont ever solve it
tell me u need me
tell me u need me
tell me u need me
never rly know what i want or what i need
i always complain
and if i got a fuckin problem
i wont ever solve it
tell me u need me
tell me u need me
tell me u need me
tell me u need MAE-EY-YEAAAH

tell me u need me w/ emptychest (boyfifty)

i guess its jus sex stuff now :/

Lyrics:

she can't be the person you want her to be
and i can't be the person you need me to be
im still the same kid that you met at 13
she'll have a person jus any but me
could you whisper sweet nothings and put me at peace
your breath on my ear fills my heart n my cheeks
we never go where we're needed 2 be
oh we never go when we're needed 2 be  
lil busy passed out
on the riptide
sweep me away drag me out towards the moonlight
its pretty out here

ok

i like the view from my oakwood casket
she liquidates my confidence
with her honest kiss
think she wants me still
this motions overkill
yea we can do the same thing that's fine alright no stop

oh oh oh oh
wut was i saying again

hey nice to meet you
oh are you heading that way too
i tried my best to wait on you
but that got tedious so
i went inside cause the vibe 2 cold
i've seen the bodies in the open snow
fitted up with snowpants and neon coats
a second more would've sealed her hold

sealed her hold
sealed her hold
sealed her hold
yuh woulda sealed her hold
woulda
sealed her hold
sealed her hold

sexsexsex (eric godlow)

i hope you feel this as much as i do
prod ford. or drowsy not sure which one to put

Lyrics:

hold on
could you help me home
let me know
give me hope
how long
you couldn't help me i'm too gone
how long
how long

i need a change right now
could someone fuckin notice
in jus a couple days
went thru a couple pounds of potent
its generic as fuck but i'm really on my own
SHIT
that's jus the show biz is what they say
is what they say
is what they say

is what they say
is what they say
is what they say

i hate the deity above me
if there is one
fuck how hard i have 2 fight
till i'm someone
oh i hear connections nice
at least they tell me
she stomp on my neck n somehow
she can tell me

HOLD ON
COULD YOU HELP ME HOME
LET ME KNOW
GIVE ME HOPE
HOW LONG
YOU COULDN'T HELP ME I'M TOO GONE
HOW LONG
HOW LONG
HOLD ON
COULD YOU HELP ME HOME
LET ME KNOW
GIVE ME HOPE
HOW LONG
YOU COULDN'T HELP ME I'M TOO GONE
HOW LONG
HOW LONG

torture

“take a shower"
"eat ur fill"
"yea drink more water"
"save yourself"

why would i
condemn myself
to a planet i hate more than hell

it's dark as shit it's 4:05
this song is morbid so am i
a warning to you if i speak ur mind
it won't get better
no not in time

i could've slept 
in bed
inside
instead i wrote a lullaby
for emo girls
n broken guys
but not 4 u
no sever ties

“i've known u think bout suicide”
“i'm just obsessed with trying mine”
“a painless way to take my life”
“answers those i couldn't find”

but i'll let u know
let u know
let u know
let u know
i'll let u know
let u know
let u know
i'll let u know
let u know
let u know
i'll let u know
let u know
if i find em

-

v: no humans dont make any fucking sense

v: yknow it never gets any easier
sometimes we're just
meant to lose people.

h: i mean sometimes
sometimes there's jus something you can do about it
and you just wanna 
intervene.
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̸̞̠͊̚_̴̀̍̚̕͜͝͠_̴̨̛͍̣̰̘̠͙͓͇̐̌̓͛-̷̨̘̗̪̙͎̭̯́̊_̴̻̜̟̲̞̝̥̂͊̓͝-̸͈̫̤̞̝͊̋̀͆̃̿͒̒͒ͅ-̴̭͛͆-̸̢̡̩̞͓͉͖̩̮̍͜-̵̨̨͎̱̙̥͖̖̈́̑̀͛̋̚͝-̵̡̗̥̠̳̱̂͊̓͊̏̓͌̚͠-̸̼̘̻̻̫̰͕̦̣̰͍̞͊̑̇̚͠-̷̹̪͍̈́́́͒̊̚-̸̮̘̖̘̫͐̾-̴̼̒̀̈́̕_̴̲͕̫̩̋_̴̨̣͖͖̱̝͎͇̯͙̰̌̉̄͑̓̀̇͑_̵̡̛͚̣͔̪̠̭̦̩͕͓̌͐̓̅̿̒-̶̺̽-̶̹̠͚͖́̑͐͗̇͑͗̏̉̕͘͠͝_̴̯̳̲̝̺̯̣̋̏_̴͚̑̊̀̃̆͗-̸̨̱̦̤͇̝͌͛͝-̴̰͖͈͙͇̖͖͈̞̜́̇̇̄͛͒̃͌́̄͒͠͠-̵̦͓̳̣̱͕̝̺̊̀́̈͗͜_̶̢̱̪͕͚̦͕̋͒̒̊́͛͑̚͘
̸̯̝̖͈͊̈́̓͋̈́̌̂͛̑͋̇-̷̥̗̺͈͓͊͛͛_̶̨͔̗̭̤̭̙̥͍̳̗̑̀̕͝_̴̡̛̞͚͎̰̯̰̼͇̹̑͂̏́͘͜͠ͅͅ-̶̧̦̥̝̥͇̺͖͇̝̟̦̃͌̉͆̅͜_̸̟̎̅-̵̬̜̠̜͍̄̔͐̓͝_̴̡̳̙͑̀̋͛͆̒͊̂͑_̶̨̗͕̩͚̀̃̔-̶̤̲̹̖̻̉͋̅́̊̉̓̽̓̈̊̚-̵̣̘̯̼̝͍̹̣͓̫̰̜͚͑̓̔͌͛̑̈̊͐̀͑̕_̴̪̪̤̝̙̳̓͂-̶̨̱̜̺̞̞͛̈͐͑́̿͆̽́̇̈́̾̚-̷̛̛̞̦̖̪͎͇͔͇̣́̀̅̂͊̓̇͋̈́͜ͅ_̵̡̨̞̭̼͖̫̰̱͔͕̯̫̄̇̓̔͒̆̂̿̀͆͘̚͠-̴̭͚̩̜̪̥̠͜͜͝_̸͎̏͋͛̈́̉̓͛͐͂̔̚̕͠ͅͅͅ_̶̘̼̦̺͇̜͚̖͔̓̌͆͆͑͊̈́̿͂͝͝-̷̨̨̯̼̹̜̤̙̜̖͍̪̌̌̃-̶̡̛̫͇̼̤̤͇̞͕͕̖̫͑͊̐̓̈́̄͋̊̎̚͠ͅ-̵͖̳̖͙̈͊̃̽̎_̴͈͊̂̈́̑-̶̮͚̺̪̘͉͈͖̐̀̀́̃̈̽̚͝ͅͅ_̶̨̦͓̱̪͌́̓̈̃́̈͌̔̕
̷̛̛̼̥͙͇̙̦̻̙͕̳̜̝̾̾̇̔̿_̴̖̰̝̞̳͔̥̖͕́́̀_̴̧̨͚̙̰͖̳͖̏̉͝-̷̡̢̻͓̫̘͓̞̼͖̩͔̭̽̐̄̉̄͊͋̈́͒_̷̞̞̱͈̜͇̤͍̤̯̤̻̍̈́͒̌̆̍̌-̴̛̟̠̒̆̽̏̍̐̓̄̓-̷̜̯̺͇̺̯̘̍͘-̴̠͇̥͚̇̄͗̑̋̓̓-̷̧̨̛̩̦̫̠͕͉̤̥̠̙̘̾̐̿̓̄̒̓͆͆͘̕-̴̠̲͎͂̅̌͂̀̾̅̏͝-̴̼̪̥͎̭̪̠͖̰͒̉͌̉̇̑̃͘͘ͅ-̵̱͔͌͗̕͝-̶̡̤͓̯̣͉̟̐͑͋̂͊́̄̀̊̆̀͜͝ͅ-̵̡̨̧̧̡̖̭̼̥̹̫̂̋̂̀̎̚̚͝_̸̛͍̹̯̲̰̄̌̔͛̈́̒́_̵͍̪̯̦̱͇̘̆̇͜_̴̡̡̳̯̘̖͂̑́̓́͂̈́̎̓ͅ-̸̥̣̝̥̩̦̳̼͕̩̄̎̂̍̚̕̚-̸̠̻͈̠̦̫̬̦̮͙̤̻̓͌͋̂͒̓ͅ_̵̧̛̜͕̉̊̉̽͋͌̀̉̉͗̆_̵̨̨̛̯̬̻̬̠̜̻̳͍̈́́̊̀̍̏̎̀-̶̨̧̹̞̰̱̰̩̎̾̓̑̽͛̇͘̚͝-̴̻̋̃̓͋͌̄͝-̷͎̹̩͉̬̰̝́͐͛͆̅̽̅_̴̨̙̮͙͈̥̻͎̭̮̼̄̐̿̊̚͠
̷̦͚̙̗̹͕̄̀͊̔̉̏̃̾̍́̚-̶̧̳̥̆́̈́̊̈̀͑̎͑́͘_̵̢̢̱̮̗͕̤̪͔̥͕̬̙̒̏̀͒́͌̉̑̏̌̕̕͠_̶̣̻̠͇̤̂͐̀̈́̉ͅͅ-̸̨̧̜͉͕̠̖̺̺̪̃͒̂̌̕͠͝_̴͍̩̩̣̲̦̮̓͊̿̈́ͅ-̴̧̢̯̲̖̰̯͗̇̎̍̔̑̅͑̔̽̕̚_̶̠͔̯̑͆̀̃͊ͅ_̸̳͈́͐́̐̔̊͛͂̉-̶̨̳̜͓̈́͐̔̄̍́̌̏͘-̷̛͓̹̲̪̝̥̥̿̈́̎̏̿͂̅̆͛̍̚͝_̶̨̢̪̙͙̬̟̼̺͈̻̗͋̐̓͠͝͝-̶̨͉̻͑̋͛̆̂͋́͐̾-̶̧̺̞̼̓́͋̔̀͑̈́̄̍͒̑_̴̢̝͓̜̩̦̺̺̦̰̠͚̎̔͊̄͛̓-̴̲̼̮̺͔̣͌͌͜_̶̜̼̑̍̍͆̍̓͑̇̒̄_̷͈̾̆̇̓͊̋͋͠-̶̨̱̦͇̻̪̠̳̟͊-̴̡͚̠̰͓̝̆͌͐̀̆͛̃-̸͍̹͈̘̥̖̭͈͎̗̘͛̈́̀̋_̸̨̝̝̖͍͉͎́̕-̸̛̩̥̹̝̗̄̀͑͗̅̎̿͐́́̚_̵̩̆̀̀̎̃͐̃̐͝
̶̹͚͈͝_̸̛̛̲̤͚̲̪͓͖́̅̓̈́̌̐͘̕_̸̛̻͖̾̈̿̑̂̓̄-̵̦̘͍͓̩͎̠̟̮͍͕̕ͅ_̴̢̨̥̫̞̜̝̱͓̖̹͋̿͐̓͗̄͑͋̃̈ͅͅ-̸̢̲͔̥̣̩̱͇̞̥̃̀͋͂͗͋̑̿̾̆͋̿͝-̴͚̳͎͚̜̞̼̻̌͆̈́̑̌̈́̏̀͠-̶̲͒͌͂͗͗̃̀-̴̡̘̹̫̱͕̯̱͔̯̪͆͂͐̓-̵̡̻̙͔̞̤̯͖̫͖̽̐̃̅-̸̡̡̖̗̬̟͓͈̠͚͌-̵̢̛̠̻̱͎͌̌̇̐̽̈̆͜-̴̨̝͕̩̠̩͎̰͇̔͋̀̌̅͜-̶̧̥̤͙̥͈̺̩̤͂͑͋͗_̴̨͍̲̜̼̼̫̘̱͇͐̑͒̽͒̎͑̈̐̋̚̚_̷̺̞̒̈́̐͂̈́̇_̸̡͖̣̬̱̩͚̙̑͒̊̈͂͒͗́-̸̢̘̟͈̜̪̋͂̍̅͂̈́̓̑͗͒̓́̈͜-̶̢̳̏̈́̈́̾̎̍̊̕_̵̡̟͕̥̩̲͍̱̺̀̌_̶̠̤̺͉̻̖̤̦̈́̂̈́̚-̶̙̠̗̐̀̀͒-̵͖̹̗͖͈͑͛̒͗̊̆̄͆͝-̶̨̬̲̯͉̩̼̖̥̩͓̅̿̅̋_̷̛̛͇̱̝̳͔̑͌̽̔̈́̌̀

lullaby

[hero]

i hop in the shower with my clothes on
sing to myself till i burst a lung
i hop in the shower with my clothes on
yeah this warm water washes it away

[@navyxower]

yeah it washes it away, when im not doin so great
yeah you takin all ur drugs, just to wipe away ur pain
sit and cry about my feelings in the shower, so i stay
i think im loosin grip and yet, deaths scaring me away
its, visual all our lives just fade away
and all my tears, will wipe away
its all i want for you to stay, oh oh
yeah i hop right in the shower with my clothes on
thinkin every night what do i try, for
i wish i had you everynight to hold me on to giving grace
i wonder in three years, can u just look me in the face

[hero x @navyxower]

i hop in the shower with my clothes on
singing to myself am i best alone
i hop in the shower with my clothes on
yeah this warm water washes it away

[hero]

i hop in the shower with my clothes on
sing to myself till i burst a lung
i hop in the shower with my clothes on
yeah this warm water washes it away

shower thoughts (ft. navyxower) (boyfifty)

Lyrics

clocked out on this evergreen bed
and i been questioning for hours why we'd end up a mess
and after all this time
i do not agree
but it's you who needs convincing
yea it's never been me no
bong rips, drugs, money, and sex
got my values hella screwed but i'd do it again
yea
been passed out at the foot of my bed
i'm boutta tear my brain up out of me to get out my head yea

-

u can use me any way you deem
it's ok i been thru it all this year
i'll never take ur shoulder
i do not need to lean on you
think i would cry
but i just can't cry
even evisioning a kiss in the streetlight
that i know could never come uhhuh
but still i make her c- uhhuh

i've been talking all my friends down
but i won't open up myself
don't fucking care about me
i mean i couldn't care less about myself
oh oh
it's a weird fucking feeling
recieving shit you've been giving for a living
i'm never used to human kindness
and my actions show it
it's best to end it all in violence
b4 she rip the treaty open

clocked out on this evergreen bed
and i been questioning for hours why we'd end up a mess
and after all this time
i do not agree
but it's you who needs convincing
yea it's never been me no
bong rips, drugs, money, and sex
got my values hella screwed but i'd do it again
yea
been passed out at the foot of my bed
i'm boutta tear my brain up out of me to get out my head yea
clocked out on this evergreen bed
and i been questioning for hours why we'd end up a mess
and after all this time
i do not agree
but it's you who needs convincing
yea it's never been me no
bong rips, drugs, money, and sex
got my values hella screwed but i'd do it again
yea
been passed out at the foot of my bed
i'm boutta tear my brain up out of me to get out my head yea

red flag (riddiman x oldboyy)

treading water got too difficult
i don't click with residuals
from straight out of their cubicles
there's something strangely beautiful
bout living here in this filth
after all the imitators are done and dusted
he still maybe might live
treading water got too difficult
i don't click with residuals
from straight out of their cubicles
there's something strangely beautiful
bout living here in this filth
after all the imitators are done and dusted
he still maybe might live

every song
that u get
is a piece
of my health
puppet strings control me
so for them make something else
she could kill me yet again
and this corpse would only sputter
this hope turns to
waiting for the waves to pull me under

treading water got too difficult
i don't click with residuals
from straight out of their cubicles
there's something strangely beautiful
bout living here in this filth
after all the imitators are done and dusted
he still maybe might live
treading water got too difficult
i don't click with residuals
from straight out of their cubicles
there's something strangely beautiful
bout living here in this filth
after all the imitators are done and dusted
he still maybe might live

i simply need someone's affection
but we could have phone sex
she says without idling
we store
idealized versions of eachother
in our heads
in our heads

i simply need someone's affection
but we could have phone sex
she says without idling
we store
idealized versions of eachother
in our heads
in our heads

treading water got too difficult
i don't click with residuals
from straight out of their cubicles
there's something strangely beautiful
bout living here in this filth
after all the imitators are done and dusted
he still maybe might live
treading water got too difficult
i don't click with residuals
from straight out of their cubicles
there's something strangely beautiful
bout living here in this filth
after all the imitators are done and dusted
he still maybe might live

residuals (afterlife x jolst)

prod. boyfifty x hero

Lyrics:

my friend jus pour out ur heart
u’ll see nothing for it
i don't feel like getting personal
when its unimportant
just dig ur heart right out the fire
i hope u find the courage
who'm i hanging with
when all of my guys r happy corpses
it took a while 
but i accustomed well to the voices
they speak of times i hate to hear 
while they divert my choices
they give me company 
while humans plot to destroy us
they fill my heart 
while this woman feasts on vital organs

it gets lonely citywatching from the satellites
i wish that u were here to join me cause it's really nice
our planet's pretty 
clothed in foliage and powerlines
i'd rather not touch back to ground n experience life
come to my place
please i'll clear the driveway
she said 
"fuck the high way, bitch i'll do it my way"
she's a mind eater 
don't confuse her with a soul reader
but ur so beautiful i'd love to lose my mind tonight 

my friend jus pour out ur heart
u’ll see nothing for it
i don't feel like getting personal
when its unimportant
just dig ur heart right out the fire
i hope u find the courage
who'm i hanging with
when all of my guys r happy corpses

come to my place
please i'll clear the driveway
she said 
"fuck the high way, bitch i'll do it my way"
she's a mind eater 
don't confuse her with a soul reader
but ur so beautiful i'd love to lose my mind tonight

-

come to my place
please i'll clear the driveway
she said 
"fuck the high way, bitch i'll do it my way"
she's a mind eater 
don't confuse her with a soul reader
but ur so beautiful i'd love to lose my mind tonight

lose my mind 2nite (x8)

citygazing

an old song, nothing special lyrically but i really wanted to get it out before i never wanted to post it at all. luv u

Lyrics:

when lust takes over
I could’ve told her
I would’ve told her
I should’ve told her no
she bites her lip
as i scream and kick
and she lives for it
and she’ll fucking tell you so

when lust takes over
I could’ve told her
I would’ve told her
I should’ve told her no
she bites her lip
as i scream and kick
and she lives for it
and she’ll fucking tell you so

oh succubus
i remember the affection and the fleeting kiss
every year or so we fuck and then ur gone again
and i think too hard about u
what kinda life is this
oh
they told me so
its mid december
and im reminiscing aprils low
she's still horrible for me so why can't i just go
ive lived everything ur going thru and now i know

when lust takes over
I could’ve told her
I would’ve told her
I should’ve told her no
she bites her lip
as i scream and kick
and she lives for it
and she’ll fucking tell you so

when lust takes over
I could’ve told her
I would’ve told her
I should’ve told her no
she bites her lip
as i scream and kick
and she lives for it
and she’ll fucking tell you so

lust (pekarot x back2thepast)

back to weekly songs soon i promise.
its a new era

prod. sorrowbringer x me <3

lyrics:

try to impress but it comes out fuckin gibberish
torch me to bits as the reputation settles in
mediate the confilct intimidate the cheiftans heir
this human form my disguise and i'm shedding skin
fighting tooth nail claw and i won't let em in
run me out the town i'll come back with an army
we'll tear ur men to bits roast ur offspring with a charring
the grass will dye red by the end of the night here

unless u stop hunting me
i wait here for your concede
i stakeout with 9 slugs in me
i chose truth n i was wrong to
but still i breathe
i've been up all night plus a day and a half
i still worry for my kind now that u lash out like that
it seem clear to me ur people xenophobic
i had trusted u but it's clear to me that is over

my friends won't leave their caves cause of u and it breaks me
so all that i can do is rid ur people from our place here
ur buddy shot me nine times what u gotta say to that
i'm gonna murder all your people i don't care if they our friends
get out my way i got buisness to do on ur village
there's a couple hundred people that i really gotta see
they got appointments to get their heads lopped off at this moment

-

try to impress but it comes out fuckin gibberish
torch me to bits as the reputation settles in
mediate the confilct intimidate the cheiftans heir
this human form my disguise and i'm shedding skin
fighting tooth nail claw and i won't let em in
run me out the town i'll come back with an army
we'll tear ur men to bits roast ur offspring with a charring
the grass will dye red by the end of the night here

unless u stop hunting me
i wait here for your concede
i stakeout with 9 slugs in me
i chose truth n i was wrong
but still i breathe

revenge

i'll be the first to admit this one is rlly weird
song i was originally gonna post for my birthday but then just didn't :')
hope u enjoy it

lyrics:

rip me apart
tear me a new one
gashes n scars from all of the old ones
birthmarks show my alignment
i couldn't betray it's not in my wiring
posessed by a spirit u know what i saw
hundreds of symbols engraved on my walls
if i'd said a thing i'd be in asylum
i should've screamed but i didn't mind it

i didn't mind it
i didn't mind it
i didn't mind it
i didn't mind it

sat in front of my mic started seeing thru walls
some kind of emblem appeared on my palms
recent nights i dont know who to call
i'm losing my mind i think once and for all
my frie̴̔nds all tell m̶̮̍e to get a gr̵ip
i̷͓̊ frä̴̰́n̸k̵ly don't g̴ive̶͈͆ a single sh̴it
̷̦͛t̵́͜h̵̟͠e vō̵̖i̴̮͑c̸̬̚e g̸̞̾ets loud i̸̲̗̒̐n m̴̡̎y̴̬̅ hḙ̷͝a̴̮͠d aga̴̠̚i̷̞͂n̵̩̔
t̴̿́o t̴̡̖͕̥̃h̴̩̖̒e p̶̐̓ǫ̴̱̘̀̀͠i̷̦͂̌̈n̷͖̪͈̯̓̂t i th̷i̵͕͗͐n̵̹̓k st̷͉̞͛͂r̸͗ang̵̤̒͗é̵͘rs r̵̨̜̣̣͐̏̚ h̵̛̜̝͊̉̓͐̓͝eȧ̶̻ring it
ƚ̴̧̤̠̃̈͒เ̷̧̦͘͘ ̴̯̽́ǫ̵̤̚ᴎ̸͂̌͊เ̶̧͓̥̹̀͋̊͝ɿ̴̨̤̝̠̓ɒ̴̉ɘ̵̨̫̰̋ʜ̷͑͘ ̶̦̀̀̕ɿ̵̗͔͔̌̑ ̷̢̲̼͇̋ꙅ̴̎͋ɿ̵̼̤̦̀̒͜ɘ̷̢͖̋̃͘ǭ̶̬̜̼̩̿͂ᴎ̵ɒ̸͖̇̉͐ɿ̶̝͙̆ƚ̶̧̄͋͝ꙅ̸̲͙̟͌̒ ̵̭̦̎ʞ̶͓͙̿͒͠ᴎ̵̼̻̙̺̂เ̸̣̬̺͕͊͆͆͛ʜ̵̘̯̀̃̀̀ƚ ̶͖́͠เ̶͍͖͙̯̂̈ ̷̯͎͋̽͗̎ƚ̴͍̹̯̲́̎̓ᴎ̴̧̡̝͚̈͌เ̴̟͍̍͆͜͠๏̷̺̪̮̊̆̄͑ợ̷͇͑̋ ̵̪̗̠̍͆̈́͝ɘ̸̡̱͔̠͌̂͝ʜ̵̳̦̻̪͗͛̆̅ƚ̶̰̠̗͗́̆͝ ̵̳̥̺̘̄͐๏̴͇́̽̅ƚ̷͑̀͆͝
̶̡̞͆ᴎ̸̝̘̾เ̷̰̩̮́̕ɒ̵̪̫̝͊̈́ǫ̷̛͙̞̝̗̂̕͘ɒ̷̯͈̉͊ ̴̯̥͇͛๔̶̘͒ɒ̶̞̒̽̂̕ɘ̸̥̔͊ʜ̵̢̛̣͈̽̑ ̶͔̋̑̌ʏ̶̜̌๓̴̜̲͉̱̄̎͒͝ ̸̲̻̦̓́ᴎ̸̥̝̲̃เ̸̾͝ ̵̨̨͉͑̕๔̴̙͇̯̟̍ย̷̞̦̐̆̽̈๏̵̯̥̲̍̾̾|̴͍̻͙͕͛̾̚ ̸͓̗̈́ꙅ̵̹̲̫̀͋͘ƚ̶̻̀̔ɘ̷͚̤̦͚̅̎͐̊ǫ̴͉̰̻̜͛̓̑͐ ̷̙͇̋ɘ̵̤̜̞̍͜ɔ̵̧̡̠͐͜เ̴̲̻̤́̒͝͝๏̸̛̮ש̴̨̛͕̾̽͝ͅ ̷̢̪͒̈́ɘ̸̳̖̆͑̒̉ʜ̶̢̩͇͋͝ƚ̷̗̲͐͌̆͐
̸̢̜͇͐ƚ̸̢̉เ̸̮̱̈́̄ʜ̷̖̟̬̭͑ꙅ̵̙̎͛͐͠ ̴̱̿̈́̈́ɘ̷̧̹͓̑͘ͅ|̴̩̣̱̇͒͋͜ǫ̵̲̫͐ᴎ̵̭̿̕เ̴̩͚̆͆͂͠ͅꙅ̶͕̰̩͋̌̚ ̸̹̚ɒ̷͕̎̀́̀ ̸̧̧̲͒̍̈́̃ɘ̶̢̺̥̌͊̚ͅש̴̜͇͗เ̵̧͔̼̀ǫ̶͖͖̂̚ ̵͙͒͘ƚ̴̤̼͂̎͘͝'̴̲̔̍̋ᴎ̴̨̲͂̌๏̶̖̲̣̗͊๔̸̫̱͕̤̈́ ̵̟̋̉́͠ʏ̵̦̈|̴̫̱͎̘͋̇͐̋ʞ̷͈̻̳͎͛́̕̕ᴎ̸̙͖̋ͅɒ̶̰̙͖̇͘͝ɿ̷̮̽Ꮈ̷̘̖̎̂ ̷̦̏̔̈́̿เ̵̠̪̐͜
̶̛͇̍̔̚ǫ̷̛̛̣͎̓͊͋เ̴̰͐ɿ̶͍̪͕̝́ǫ̵͉̅ ̸͓̝͛ɒ̴̛͉͙͗̉ ̸̯̻͌̄̊̕ƚ̴̙̞̇̋ͅɘ̸̪͈͕͊̕ǫ̵͖̠̗̓̋́ ̷́͌̔͜๏̴̨̢̮̬̑͗ƚ̶̲̱͉̃̃ ̷̧̟̐ɘ̷̢͙̰͎͋͝๓̷̢̣̩̕͝ ̵͍̲̏̈͠|̴̪̹̰̂̋̊͠|̴̬̤̻̈́̄ɘ̴̤̩̺̋̋̀͝ƚ̷̪̲̦͓͌̈̍͌ ̷̣̍̒̾|̴̞̭̀|̶̤̣̂̚ɒ̵̨͍͎̿̒̋ ̵̮͛̕ꙅ̵͕͆̓̏̆๔̶͓͒̇ᴎ̷̱͔̀ɘ̵̬̊͊͝เ̷̛̟̥̻ɿ̷̲̲̓́͌͌͜Ꮈ̶̟͇̬̈́͌͘ ̷̧̢̨̎̈́̓̍ʏ̶̟̩̪̿̚๓̷̼͓̳͓͂
̵̣̭͊͒|̷̫̜̯̞̈́͒|̴̩̰̥̙̏͊̚̕ɒ̵̼̅̕ ̵̢̱̜̒̽̀̕͜ɿ̷͇̻͔̺͒๏̷̖̫̩͉͛Ꮈ̸̰́͊̍ ̸͍̫̍๔̶̝̦̉̽ᴎ̸̠̩̲̆̄͆ɒ̶̰́͆͝ ̶͖́̊̇͜͠ɘ̸̩͋̄̊ɔ̷̪͎̼̋̀ᴎ̸̼͒̐̀๏̷̜̎ ̶̲͆͗̓ʞ̷̝̘͐͜ᴎ̵͝ͅเ̸̞̱̺͒͆ʜ̴̨̢͓͑ƚ̷̞̯͋̄̂̕ ̸̻̾͒เ̵̨͓̮͈̀͆͊͂ ̴̙̒̌͋͘๔̴̨͙̰͒̅ᴎ̴̢̟̫̈͐̏̒เ̶͉͎͐̇̆̚๓̶̧͕̜̅͛ ̷̛̥͈̽ʏ̵̦̿̔๓̶͚̬̍̑̓͊ ̴̢̠͎͋̚ǫ̷̖̍̚͜ᴎ̶̞͉̃̽̋เ̷̨̼̦͒̀͝ꙅ̴̠̋̎͝๏̵͍́|̸͎̮̘̪͆ ̴͔̆̋̊̔๓̶̭̯͊̒'̷̼̜̤͕̀̀̉̚เ̵̱̉̾̊̋
̷̛̳̊̆͑|̷̢̗͎͑̐͆͊|̵̩̓͛̕ɒ̷̬͈̊̀͛͘ɔ̸̥̙̟̌ ̵̭̠͗๏̸̼͍̼͂ƚ̶̬̦̤̳̋͝ ̵̱̞̽̏̕๏̸͔͖̮́͂ʜ̵͕̃̇̎̚ฬ̶̤̑̑̓ ̸̬̌̈́̕ฬ̵̢̺͍̽̏͝๏̸̤̩̠͝ᴎ̴͇̐̃́̕ʞ̵͓͈̭̿ ̴̘̰̹̫̍͂ƚ̵̞͖̉͐ᴎ̸̢͉̣͑๏̸̯̳̣͙͒̉͝๔̶̢̺̜̗͌̆̀͝ ̷̠̩̲̠̾͘เ̴͖̠̟͕̉̑͐͆ ̷̫̉̓ꙅ̴͓̞͙̾͗͠ƚ̵̛͈̱͊͘ʜ̸̧̤̲̊̾ǫ̵̡̫͒͒̎͜͜เ̷̮̳̽͆͝͠ᴎ̶̛̯̘ ̴̩́͐͝ͅͅƚ̴̟̣̳̹̇ᴎ̶̛͍̜̭̃͜ɘ̸̡̣͗̊ɔ̷̰̟̜̽͘ɘ̷̢̲̹̣̊͝ɿ̸̎͜
̷̮̞͋̃̊̒ꙅ̷̳̘̾͋͝͝๓̷̧͖͋͑̌͘|̵̦̥̯̀̾ɒ̷̰̯͑͌̈́͝ợ̷͖̈́ ̴̠̑͌̾͒ʏ̸͚̙̤͝๓̴̱̖̳͕͐̃̑͝ ̵͚̔̄̉͘ᴎ̶̱̤͚͑͝ͅ๏̷̧͍̯̀̾ ̸̢͙̐͠๔̶̭̿̆ɘ̴̥͍̩̈̀́̕ͅɿ̴̘̈́͌́̚ɒ̵̤̐ͅɘ̶̜̺̭̅̕ợ̴̣͉̠͊́ợ̷̢̤̣̖͊͒͊ɒ̵̘̜͔̀̈̌ ̸̢͉͖̬̍๓̷͍̱͊̈́̂͆ɘ̵̨̺͕͊͋|̴͈̒̍̒๔̶̣̓̑̔͆๓̴̮̰̠̤͛̐ɘ̶̞͎̼̦́̀͘ ̶̳͌͌Ꮈ̵̨̟͠๏̵̢̫͖̓̆̐̒ ̵̼̘̌̐͜๔̵͙͖͑̋̀̌ᴎ̷̳̲͖̀̊͂เ̸̹͚͉̉ʞ̷͖̗̳͔̎ ̶̖͉̔ͅɘ̶̓͆͐ͅ๓̵̗͍̳̓̓͠๏̶̡̫͋̐̌̔ꙅ̸̗̅͆̕͜
̸̢̳͒ꙅ̴̗̯̈́̃|̶̡̯͊̉͘|̷͙̖̬̔̕ɒ̶̺̟͙̀͒̐͝ฬ̷̳̒͒̄̔ ̷̨̰̒ย̵̡͔̈͘ɿ̷͈̄̓̈́͜͠ʜ̷̧̘͇́ƚ̶̰̗̘͒̈́̏͝ ̶͖̭͆̓͠ǫ̸̤̝̼̈ᴎ̷̼́เ̵̺̬̋̕ͅɘ̴̨̟̝͊̅ɘ̸̫̦̇͒͂̅ꙅ̸̬̭̉̍̇̈ ̴̨̜͗̅๔̷͓͖̌̄͛́ɘ̴͍͍͔̋ƚ̸̢̞̘̮̿̉̄͊ɿ̵̦̰̏̚͝ɒ̵͍̗̋͝ƚ̶̝̭͔̓̓ꙅ̵̭̦̭̱͐͝ ̸̰̱͔͍̈́̌ɔ̶̙̳̒̌͠เ̸̪̤̦̞̚๓̸̤͎͖̐ ̵̡̳̱͗͂̈́̎ʏ̵͚͉̿̽͘͝๓̴̨̙́̉̓͌ ̶͎̩̜͊̇̕Ꮈ̷̨̈́̊๏̴̳̺̎̉̄̓ ̴̺͍̀͜͜ƚ̸̭̘͈̝͗ᴎ̷͓̙̃͂̉๏̴̢̛̯̞̙̊͗ɿ̶̛͙̮͇̽̿̉Ꮈ̶͓͙̩̔̒̏̐ ̶̡̤͗ᴎ̷̯̘̒̀́เ̶̜̼̟͐ ̵̣̭̜̽͑ƚ̵̭̺̒ɒ̶̼̞̫̠̋̍ꙅ̶͚̖̤̖̏̾̕

prophecy (canyouseetheghost)

sampled @marlasdreams for guitar :)

Lyrics:

take a minute start asking yourself
what are your worths if u don't have ur wealth
who are your friends i would call it to question
what are the kinds of stories they tell
i didn't know that we needed permission
i guess i've been used to plain fighting it out
i have met plenty of people in life
and enough had a hiss so i keep to myself

in due time you'll have seen it all
what happens then
personally i would hate every breath
if i spent my whole life locked inside of a shell

-

i refuse to ever fear you
through that trial i found my values
if i were more honest i'd be see through
spout more lie till you believe you
i refuse to ever fear you
through that trial i found my values
if i were more honest i'd be see through
spout more lie till you believe you

I REFUSE TO EVER FEAR YOU
THROUGH THAT TRIAL I FOUND MY VALUES
IF I WERE MORE HONEST I'D BE SEE THROUGH
SPOUT MORE LIE TILL YOU BELIEVE YOU

i refuse to ever fear you
through that trial i found my values
if i were more honest i'd be see through
spout more lie till you believe you
i refuse to ever fear you
through that trial i found my values
if i were more honest i'd be see through
spout more lie till you believe you

take a minute
take a minute
take a minute
take a minute
take a minute
take a minute
take a minute
take a minute

depersonalization

𝙥𝙡𝙪𝙣𝙜𝙚 𝙞𝙣𝙩𝙤 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙜𝙧𝙤𝙪𝙣𝙙 𝙞𝙩'𝙨 𝙜𝙤𝙣𝙣𝙖 𝙗𝙚 𝙖 𝙗𝙖𝙙 𝙩𝙞𝙢𝙚

Mixed by weepings ( went off broo <3 )

Lyrics:

[hero]

I might take a fuckin nosedive
plunge into the ground it's gonna be a bad time
maybe impact with a skylight
i'm alive and a survivor in the crash site aye

[weepings]

I might take a lil nose dive
coke drippin down my throat
blow smoke 
out of the window
puffin that indo
everyday I decay
lately I've been low
playing nintendo switch
up all my flows
I know
soon baby you'll be a ghost

every damn call dial tone
I can see that you're home
why you ditching me
it's history
I'm missing your lips kissing me at night
alright I'm caught up in my mind
yes I'm seeing but I'm blind
my perception is confined woah

well I know I can't just show my feelings
I'm so high I've hit the ceiling
please don't cry ill be your healing
soul I know my mind is peeling

[hero]

I might take a fuckin nosedive
plunge into the ground it's gonna be a bad time
maybe impact with a skylight
i'm alive and a survivor in the crash site

nothing’s ever going right
hair over one eye like a pirate
i won’t fuckin sleep tonight
i don’t wanna see the light
damn man
and I haven't been okay
and things not looking great
drinking on a sunday
man i'm tryna find a way
make it through to the next day
and we're cycling, revolving through the motions better pray
above these altitudes my brain can't process
living with the shame
maybe it's for the best
my head it ain't been put on straight

like the shutter on a camera go click click click
the trigger on my head goes one two
maybe a hit or maybe a miss
still 17 with no first kiss
and i'm gonna go home nightmares tonight
said i was okay baby i lied
no one was there and no one could miss
something like this piece of shit

https://soundcloud.com/caspr/beer-pong-tourney-champs-2k20
produced by caspr

Nosedive w/ weepings [prod. caspr]

𝙢𝙖𝙮𝙗𝙚 𝙞𝙩'𝙨 𝙗𝙚𝙩𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝙞 𝙘𝙤𝙣𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙪𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙢𝙞𝙨𝙨

Lyrics:

[hero]

i'm feeling it lately
i'm tending to daydream
all these shots i wish i'd hit
maybe it's better i continue to miss
feel free to hate me
cause i do too
and i know me much less than i probably know you

so run run run
it's a loaded gun
pointing at my skull
i do this shit for fun
and i puff that green
anger another nun
write another song cause i'm feeling numb
run run run
it's a loaded gun
pointing at my skull
i do this shit for fun
and i puff that green
anger another nun
write another song cause i'm
(haha)

[weepings]

I've been grindin just to get out vicious cycles
I've been zoning crafting shit just like I'm michaels (yuh)
I know it's been hard but we will fight through (yuh)
pop out to the party I will find you there
~
take a shot of that vodka
babe you know I want ya
I've been steady sippin
singin lala yeah
I don't do this shit to get my guap up yeah
pull up to the function it's a pop up yeah
~
and I find myself taking the short path
my head on your lap
mental in war camp girl
imma stress and a mess cause you are my world

[hero]

so run run run
it's a loaded gun
pointing at my skull
i do this shit for fun
and i puff that green
anger another nun
write another song cause i'm feeling numb
run run run
it's a loaded gun
pointing at my skull
i do this shit for fun
and i puff that green
anger another nun
write another song cause i'm feeling numb

www.youtube.com/watch?v=xgV9jx7hvds
PRODUCED BY MATTHEW MAY

Run Ft. weepings [prod. matthew may]

𝙨𝙚𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙩𝙞𝙢𝙚 𝙙𝙤𝙬𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙧𝙤𝙖𝙙

Lyrics:

hey
hi
hello
thought i'd call you on my phone
yeah i'm on my way home
i'll see you sometime down the road
hey
hi
hello
thought i'd call you on my phone
yeah i'm on my way home
i'll see you sometime down the road
(ok like)
yeah k i'm ghosting but fuck you did it first
i'm tryna avoid you before i end up in a hearse
i know you'd never get it cause you're happy with his curse
don't think imma get it like when i gonna learn

my eating habits bad
watch me fuck my life
you got me had
in a couple nights
the people here think black and white
these heights we diving through this shite

and through this shit
you grab my hand
we power through without ritalin
i hope you're well chillin with your mans
cuddled up on the couch i'm not jealous and
like have fun
i don't really care no more, don't want you feel some
for me fucking dip from my life for my own good
blocking up emotions. i don't really wanna feel one
dropping all my friends and family and i don't need none

hey
hi
hello
thought i'd call you on my phone
yeah i'm on my way home
i'll see you sometime down the road
hey
hi
hello
thought i'd call you on my phone
yeah i'm on my way home
i'll see you sometime down the road

bye
ciao
so long
i won't see you on my lows
i don't need you to row my boat
just need my music and my flows
bye
ciao
so long
i won't see you on my lows
i don't need you to row my boat
just need my music and my flows

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xg5_cAa6f-U
PRODUCED BY YUNG FAIRY

been working on this a while I hope I did the beat justice

heyhihello (yung fairy)

hero#1234 on discord if u need a friend.
https://discord.gg/RU7YPvM3CC
song every 1-2 weeks
beat every week

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@timeless-archive
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hero

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