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never going back (ft. brody)

prod. me x soundcloud.com/cay2o

lyrics:

I been thinking bout us
I kno i’ll never get that trust again 
lucky me, but look what the fucks the point 
at war with the thought of avoidin the truth that i’m just a fuckin loser to you.
I suck at everything I do so don’t get it confused I get the disappointment in me

look at the bigger picture it’s a part of it
trust it only stays if your hearts in it
look I kno we’re not okay but life’s a bitch
hope that we feel better but it never ends

I was still lost when you found me don’t doubt.
just because I fucked up dont mean that im drownin 
under my own judgement came to that im nothin
tryin my best but it falls flat like always

I been passin time sleepin thru the day like 
nothin 
tryna fight the nerves, but they pull me in like quicksand 
im too insecure no I can’t be on a polaroid 
I hope u understand how I been doin hope ur proud of me

loser

spotify

[hero]

i hop in the shower with my clothes on
sing to myself till i burst a lung
i hop in the shower with my clothes on
yeah this warm water washes it away

[@navyxower]

yeah it washes it away, when im not doin so great
yeah you takin all ur drugs, just to wipe away ur pain
sit and cry about my feelings in the shower, so i stay
i think im loosin grip and yet, deaths scaring me away
its, visual all our lives just fade away
and all my tears, will wipe away
its all i want for you to stay, oh oh
yeah i hop right in the shower with my clothes on
thinkin every night what do i try, for
i wish i had you everynight to hold me on to giving grace
i wonder in three years, can u just look me in the face

[hero x @navyxower]

i hop in the shower with my clothes on
singing to myself am i best alone
i hop in the shower with my clothes on
yeah this warm water washes it away

[hero]

i hop in the shower with my clothes on
sing to myself till i burst a lung
i hop in the shower with my clothes on
yeah this warm water washes it away

shower thoughts (ft. navyxower) (boyfifty)

https://soundcloud.com/autumndropsdead
https://soundcloud.com/nate2timezz

lyrics:
livid..
why'd it get so tense?
tryna find the cause
just at what expense?

i feel my face is turning red
from the lack of having space
steady water i will tread
every step, i will retrace

still stuck on yesterday
it just turnt out that way

forever stuck in an eclipse
but love the feeling of the dark
twist my head and let it spin
like the grinding in my heart

still stuck on yesterday
it just turnt out that way

in motion, no i'm not the same
what i've chosen, was to leave the fray
so golden; but the sun betrayed
in search of yesterday

feelings fleeding fast
i've seen past the colors of this place
for what they truly say

i told my mind that night
save the pity
for every blemish on my chest confessed
that i am all but pretty

so listen here
this is all i have
let my stomach sear
it'll grow right back

but this'll be the one
could give a fuck bout if it's done

i feel my face is turning red
from the lack of having space
steady water i will tread
every step, i will retrace

still stuck on yesterday
it just turnt out that way

forever stuck in an eclipse
but love the feeling of the dark
twist my head and let it spin
like the grinding in my heart

still stuck on yesterday
it just turnt out that way

death is nearing tonight
give her my sight
into the tethered light

i feel my face is turning red
from the lack of having space
steady water i will tread
every step, i will retrace

still stuck on yesterday
it just turnt out that way

forever stuck in an eclipse
but love the feeling of the dark
twist my head and let it spin
like the grinding in my heart

still stuck on yesterday
it just turnt out that way

relapse; decay

SPOTIFY

autumndropsdead - relapse; decay (nate2timez)

sampled @marlasdreams for guitar :)

Lyrics:

take a minute start asking yourself
what are your worths if u don't have ur wealth
who are your friends i would call it to question
what are the kinds of stories they tell
i didn't know that we needed permission
i guess i've been used to plain fighting it out
i have met plenty of people in life
and enough had a hiss so i keep to myself

in due time you'll have seen it all
what happens then
personally i would hate every breath
if i spent my whole life locked inside of a shell

-

i refuse to ever fear you
through that trial i found my values
if i were more honest i'd be see through
spout more lie till you believe you
i refuse to ever fear you
through that trial i found my values
if i were more honest i'd be see through
spout more lie till you believe you

I REFUSE TO EVER FEAR YOU
THROUGH THAT TRIAL I FOUND MY VALUES
IF I WERE MORE HONEST I'D BE SEE THROUGH
SPOUT MORE LIE TILL YOU BELIEVE YOU

i refuse to ever fear you
through that trial i found my values
if i were more honest i'd be see through
spout more lie till you believe you
i refuse to ever fear you
through that trial i found my values
if i were more honest i'd be see through
spout more lie till you believe you

take a minute
take a minute
take a minute
take a minute
take a minute
take a minute
take a minute
take a minute

depersonalization

produced by king theta 

not sure if i like it but im posting it anyway

lyrics: 

why do i feel this way
like nobody knows that im real
afraid, that no one will miss me when im away
they talk about me like they know my name

tears come in tidal waves
alyssa she told me that im okay
ill miss her but im better off this way
im hurting these feelings i try to shake

stuck in my head tears on my bed
i take back everything i had said
stuck in my brain dont look the same
i fell for you over again

im not tryna throw shade but you told me you love me 
you told me you told me you told me
you wont leave you told me to trust you, you told me dont worry 
i worried i worried i worried i did

and now look at me 
just watch as i bleed
just watch as i fall
just watch as i crawl 

right back to you baby i know you dont care about me like you said that you did but i need you right now and i swear ill do better this time… this time

but im still learning
my heart is burning
our love is fading
and im still waiting for you

so come back 
it hurts so bad
my tears they wont last
but my bloods gone black

so why do i feel this way
like nobody knows that im real
afraid, that no one will miss me when im away

why do i feel this way
like nobody knows that im real
afraid, that no one will miss me when im away
they talk about me like they know my name

eliasz (king theta)

𝘪 𝘤𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘳𝘰𝘭 𝘮𝘦

lyrics:
I know I seem different, sit down u should listen 
I know I feel so distant, im not me I kno u wont miss this

i'm sorry, the chemicals are breakin me down slowly
I cant control me x2

I don't even know who I am
i'm aching 
its suffocating 

smoke some shit, hope i feel it
my chest to weak for these feelings
I start breathing heavier 
, i'm insecure, my life's a blur

fuck I wanna feel u on my lips, yea
I know hasn't been long but I still miss yuh 
u callin my phone u cant leave alone
I rlly like that, I cant lie 
yea I rlly cant fight that 

confused ab my life and where i'm goin now
I hope I make but sometimes I think don't kno how

“ look at the brightside” fuck that 
u don't even know me 
sayin shit like u rlly think we homies

i'm sorry, the chemicals are breakin me down slowly
I cant control me x3

chemicals

chemicals (prod.kamikaze)

ya i pull up in that jet 
you know what’s next 
i’m comin up wit my boys 
thas my set ya
couple souls in the room 
when i wreck ya
if you thinking ima act to impress
you bet ya 
told you i’m the one
thought you had the right aim
for the sun
no one had to write the time
for the end of mine
ima tell you why 

(don’t let time go by so easy, i’m barely hangin on)

we can go on for hours
the power lines 
the quiet times i had left behind
severed arms won’t take my hands
bleeding in a bathroom stall
blood all on my fingertips
i guess it’s so
won’t let go
of the promise you gave me
needing you lately

ya i pull up in that jet 
you know what’s next 
i’m comin up wit my boys 
thas my set ya
couple souls in the room 
when i wreck ya
if you thinking ima act to impress
you bet ya 
told you i’m the one
thought you had the right aim
for the sun
no one had to write the time
for the end of mine
ima tell you why 

i just got a rover skrt 
pull up all my haters hurt
say no words 
don’t call me a jerk
if you tell me to be there
you know that ima be there first 
it’s obvious that you’re tired of us
i don’t wanna fight 
i just wanted us to be alright
you said things would be the same
i been here trying
you were lying

(you can’t rewrite the things you said, they’re not unspoken)

ya i pull up in that jet 
you know what’s next 
i’m comin up wit my boys 
thas my set ya
couple souls in the room 
when i wreck ya
if you thinking ima act to impress
you bet ya 
told you i’m the one
thought you had the right aim
for the sun
no one had to write the time
for the end of mine
ima tell you why

end of mine (prod. pretty boy ron x nick cassidy)

produced by: @yunnygoldz
featuring: @lilskeleskrrt

lyrics:

// flowrs // 

it’s so degrading 
the way you say that
you know what you want,
and you don’t want to love me

you’re so persuading,
i fuckin hate it
when you say those things
that you know 
fucking cut me 

our love is fading
and you’re evading
all these cloudy thoughts 
cus you’re so fucking lucky

just fucking say it
can’t catch a wave
so i’ll just stay afloat
cus you’re swimming above me 

fuck you,
fuck him 
fuck everything,
every thought,
don’t wanna ever think you’re fine,
i know i’m not 
tell me does he 
love you
the same way that you
loved me
i hope you fucking die 
i swear to god
i’ll kill you with my own two hands
you went too far 

but i’m here
and you’re there 
and you tell me 
that it’ll be okay 
you’re a tumour 
i can’t see you
but you kill me more
every single day 

// skele // 

it’s so frustrating 
how you push me away 
then you’re pulling me back by the end of the day 
it’s so annoying 
how u say that u need me 
then act like u hate me 
i’m tired of waiting 

so why u got act all mad for 
tell me that ur needing more 
why u gotta slam the car door 
n now ur taking off my shirt on your floor 
but i’m here 
and you’re there 
and you tell me that it’ll be okay
i don’t care

// flowrs //

but i’m here
and you’re there 
and you tell me 
that it’ll be okay 
you’re a tumour 
i can’t see you
but you kill me more
every single day

tumour w/ skele

Featured Artist: https://soundcloud.com/itsyungvan

Prod/Mix/Master: Me

Lyrics:

She called me the other night
Says crying that shes fucking up her life
Says that she doesnt know what she wanna do
I said "girl, Im here for u"

Fast forward, 2 years, now we strangers
She found another one, he be lifting weights yea
Deleted number, thats what I am
I aint even mad, but she could explain

But still, I was never mad tho
I felt like I should but I didnt really care so
I lived my life, like she didnt exist
She may hit me up but I never miss

So yea, lets go even further
One night, phone rings but there is no name, oh
I dont even know if I wanna pick it up
3am, rejected, go back to bed

She broke my soul
She had it all
Left me with none
Feelings, now she dont even hit my phone
x4

You callled me drunk last night
told me that you’re thinking about leaving him
I guess he seems alright
but I don’t really see what you see in him
Left me for some no name who peaked in higschool 
playing home games
but now you text me acting so lame always talking bout the old days
Playing on my heart strings like a, ukalale 
only want me when you’re lonely cause you never text me daily
The only thing I fear is that you’ll leave me all allone again
Do you really mean it whhen you say you want to try again?
All my friends are telling me you’re bad for me but I don’t care
what’s the point of all the memories, if you’re not here

She broke my soul
She had it all
Left me with none
Feelings, now she dont even hit my phone
x2

Spotify/iTunes

She Don't Even Hit My Phone (feat. Yung Van)

Safe's Song

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song every 1-2 weeks
beat every week

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@timeless-archive
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depersonalization

hero

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