Life's A Nightmare!! (Lilidentitycrisis)

made this on 8gs of shrooms 

prod hollowprpl x ryankelly

lyrics;
she added me back yesterday
oh boy what could it be
why do u think ill play ur game
nothings changed
your still the same, im the same
smoking all night
this shit my novocaine
i feel it in my veins

i cant feel my face
all the shit im 
jus numb the pain
3 pills to the brain
im still the same
said id change
but thats far way
i lost my path
i lost my way
maybe im the one playing my own sick game
maybe i should take the blame
but thats why life is ruthless
call it fate
2025 i hate everything i make 
2026 ill try my best 
but everythings the same
im slowly fading away

she added me back yesterday
oh boy what could it be
why do u think ill play ur game
nothings changed
your still the same, im the same
smoking all night
this shit my novocaine
i feel it in my veins

i jus faced 2 blunts
while i got liquor in my cup
im slumped as fuck
it feels like yesterday
but i lost track of time
and its already Friday
i started Wednesday 
i lost my self for the past week
it might not seem that deep
but all that lost time
what was i doing
wasting away to nothing 

she added me back yesterday
oh boy what could it be
why do u think ill play ur game
nothings changed
your still the same, im the same
smoking all night
this shit my novocaine
i feel it in my veins

novocaine


lyrics
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hit me up
i can make time i ain’t in a rush
four or five drinks as a little crutch
said the wrong things i’m a little much
i think it’s time i lay this shit to rest
my path is paved out perfectly
and somehow i’m sat here feeling less

and my feet pick up and they go on their own
down this road that i’m walking alone
and the weight of my words
gonna stray with the birds
but the vultures all prey in the dark
the fabric will fray from the cuff
what you grasp isn’t nearly enough
and i’ll likely repair
guess i won’t be scared
next time that they rip me apart

another night drive
california
though the windows
of the courtyard
caught me sleeping
head to pillow
while you’re weeping
like a willow
a test subject
for some deep lore
drain my body
from it’s cheap core
lack of substance
what i’m here for
tape on my lips
i won’t talk more

hmu (prod. neverforever)

(prod.knkr)

this is another witch's tale.

i still sleep with the lights on
trauma got me wired wrong
every shadow feels like something
every quiet feels to loud

i don't trust the calm
never learned how
but you breathe next to me
and the fear backs down
you make the monsters quiet 
even when my head's a riot

you don't fix the damage 
but you sit with me inside it
you make the monsters quiet
and i don't shake like i use to
you don't save me but you stay
and somehow that's enough too
somehow that's enough too

i wake up scared 
that you'll leave before 
i open my eyes
i hate the way i need you
then push you out of my life

im sorry for the moods
im sorry for the rage
im sorry for the versions of me 
i haven't tamed

i ruin things i love
but im trying not to break this
i know i get destructive
when the panic hits the surface
i ruin things i love
but i swear i wanna stay
I'm fighting all the instincts
that tell me to run away

im a storm, your the quiet
but you still show up 
when im violent
with my feelings
with my fear
im trying baby

cant you see im trying here
to be a better person

you make the monsters quiet

you make the monsters quiet (prod. knkr)

(prod. sorrow bringer)

this is another witch's tale.

i use to live in ruins
cold walls and heavy air
but loving you felt different
like someone opened windows there

i didn't know i could be soft
i thought my heart was set in stone
(was set in stone)
i don't recognize my heart
but in a good way
it beats a little calmer
ever since you choose to stay
these bruises don't feel permanent
the night isn't so dark

i don't recognize my heart 
but i think i like the change
i use to hate my reflection
but now I'm learning who i am
and every time you say you love me
i believe it just a little more

i don't recognize my heart
but maybe that's the point
maybe healing wasn't losing me
it was finding my voice

dont recongize my heart (sorrow bringer)

(prod. koilake)

this is another witch's tale.

ive been making vows in silence
to the parts of me i lost
promising the broken pieces 
that i hold on through the cost

im learning how to love myself
like i deserve a place to stay
and every step i take feels like
im choosing me in a new way
the past tried to claim me
but im not owned by that pain
i slipped a ring on my healing
now i carry my own name
im engaged to my healing
(my healing)

to the growth i use to fear
to the softness im discovering
in the mirror year by year
im engaged to my healing
to the person i almost lost
and ill never them stranded
no matter what it cost
this love is slow but honest
this time i choose myself

im engaged to my healing
to a life that finally felt like help

engaged to my healing (koilake)

(prod. lonecrow)

witch's tale.

i use to sleep with heartbreaks
stitched into my skin

every room felt temporary
every move felt like the end
but then i found a quiet
i never knew existed
a place where I'm not hurting

a love i never pictured
i look at where I'm standing
and where i could have been
and it hits me like a sunrise

I'm still here.
I'm still here.

i never thought I'd get here
to this version of my life
where the storms don't shake me
and i don't wanna say
goodbye

i never thought I'd get here
with a ring and a steady heart
with a future that feels gentle
and a person that never falls apart

i never thought I'd get here
but damn, I'm glad i did
(I'm glad i did)

never thought i'd get here (lonecrow)

tommy x @sewerperson reunion

Booted up don’t take no shit from no one
I can’t cuff the bitch she going 
If I get paper I’m gone show it yeah
I’m not just gone up for none
Bro got spooked and tried to run 
They put that beam on his body
That’s why I can’t show no love to anybody 
If I’m tired tired
Tell me if you’d stay for a while
I don’t wanna let you go
And I don’t wanna leave you yet


I dont wanna leave you tired
Tired
Lately I been wired
I jam up this fronto im not getting any higher
Blood line out the forgiatos I put on the tires
Fire fire
Baby im on fire
I roll up this 3.5 im floating in this vacuum
There’s just all these hormones in the air im tryna pipe sum
Baby bend that back and look at my face it make me feel sum
Im fine pouring this drank up till the rest those fucking pills come

Booted up don’t take no shit from no one
I can’t cuff the bitch she going 
If I get paper I’m gone show it yeah
I’m not just gone up for none
Bro got spooked and tried to run 
They put that beam on his body
That’s why I can’t show no love to anybody 

Yea oh Alright
Its just me and my dawgs in this function and we spiked
I blew thru his fucking skull I dont need a green light
Hit this peace pipe yea
Me and my guys in here we drugged up bad and mean right now

TIRED ft. SEWERPERSON

Lyrics:

So hold me while I'm still here, still here
I won't be for long
Hold me while I'm still warm, still warm
Before the song stops

We haven't spoken in like a year; it's clear that you're done with me
I'm still stuck in this fear, I'm here, tryna numb the pieces (I'm scared
That you left behind, my mind, it's finding thirteen reasons
Why I'm still alive, survive, and I'll get through this (Reasons why)
I'm tryna keep on top of my thoughts, they always drift to you
I don't know what you saw, you're gone, I'm always missing you (Don't know)
Can't get you out my mind, I'm fine if I can get to you
Still learning how to cry, I lie to keep me on the move (My mind)
I tend to ask why you lied when you told the truth
I'll never know, that's fine, I'm fine, still holding onto you (You lied)
I'm scrolling through my phone, alone, I find old pics of you
I'll keep them 'til I'm old, I'll grow, I'll always think of you (My phone, alone)

So hold me while I'm still here, still here
I won't be for long
Hold me while I'm still warm, still warm
Before the song stops

I've cried way too many tears
I'm still facing too many fears
I'm still wasting my time on you
I am still crying over you
Please get out of my fucking mind
I'm so lost without you in my life
I'm still missing your voice, old friend
I'm not sleeping tonight, again
The years we shared, I won't forget
The time well spent, it was the perfect gift
I'm not done writing my book
But I wanna turn back and take another look

So hold me while I'm still here, still here (Still here)
I won't be for long (For long)
Hold me while I'm still warm, still warm (Still warm)
Before the song stops

While I'm Still Here (Prod. boyfifty)

you're listening to another witch's tail.

call me a witch vampire
i can manifest your love 
(your love)
or i can sink my teeth 
into your skin (your skin)
but no you're not running away
(you're not running away)
you're not escaping
i got you in a trans
(you're mine)

ima get your name tatted on my neck
(witch's tail)
yeah i promise that
just let me sink my teeth 
into your skin
i call em my love bites
(little love bites)

the harder i bite
 the more love i give
so dont be afraid 
when you wake up my too
my love bites

my love bites
(little love bites)
my little love bites

i just wanna show you love
i dont have any other way
to show my love to you
so i sink my teeth 
into your skin
little love bites

i just wanna show you my love.

little love bites (prod. lostangel.)

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