apathetic ft. xvi3rr

drank.

quik rush.

spawned in.

sober.

prod. crescenta
You know you know
You hurt my soul
And I don’t know if I can take this anymore
I fall to the floor I don’t wanna be ignored
But they think that i’m a- 

Person they can brush off
If you feel that way i’ll rush off
Cus i don’t got time for overthinking and shit
When you can fuck off
I’m tired of falling for these silly games
But I guess i’m always the one to blame
Meeting artists and now how they behave
Yea it’s fallen off and its so ashamed

And I be staying in my own lane
Cus i’m on my own shit anyway
I’m just tryna get thru better days
I might only stick to my next job

This may be a passion, hasn’t paid off
But I don’t wanna treat it like a lay off
Just wanna lay back be a real adult
Feel like cxltmoon I might join the cult yea

And I know this is nowhere near peak me
But this the only way you can peep me
Cus no one wanna hear me out
I don’t even know why they fucking keep me
In their fucking life
I don’t wanna come off as that weird guy
But when I need people not nearby
I just lay in my bed with a teared eye
And you know that I can’t even steer drive

You know you know
You hurt my soul
And I can’t take this anymore
I fall to the floor I don’t wanna be ignored
And I spent all day tryna call someone

Why do you like to talk to me indirectly?
I’m just tryna catch some z’s
Yea I wanna rest in peace yea
Or maybe I might want to literally yea
But you know I don’t wanna get to deep, uh

I don’t wanna put every single thought out there
But where the fuck does it belong then?
And maybe I just need to go and get fresh air
But JoshIGuess is stressed beyond this

You know you know
You hurt my soul
And I can’t take this anymore (And I don’t know if I can take this anymore)
I fall to the floor I don’t wanna be ignored

What am I to you?
I don’t got a clue
What am I to you?
I don’t got a clue
Before I go I gotta say one thing
I love you..

stressed beyond (crescenta)

I AM A DEER IN THE HEADLIGHTS, A LOST AND MISGUIDED FIGMENT THATS TRAPPED IN THIS WORLD SO FUCKED. I AM ALONE IN THIS GAME, AGAIN, LEAVE ME TO BE IN THESE WOODS WE CALL HOME.

KREEPAKVLT2K25
EMPATHYSREVENGE

Lyrics:

(høøk1/verse):
Need the right one, and i wont hurt myself
Yeah i carry heavy baggage underneath this belt
You can fight some, but know its not gon help
Cause the moment that youre done, lifes turned to hell

Im gone, I dont really wanna know what ive done
You spilled blood when the gun was drawn
Im in the woods all alone like fawns
i wont wait for you for that long

In this mess and i might break
I dont think i like being me
Hit the gas and i switch lanes
A car crash of anxiety

(verse2):
Yeah i know that its so hard to think about 
But maybe im the one thats in the way
This a cry for help and i cant stop it now
Im all alone again inside my fucked up brain

May i roam and ponder
Do i act like my father?
My halos dark, im somber
Not a good problem solver

All this and then i lost her 
All this and then i lost her

(høøk2):
Im gone, I dont really wanna know what ive done
You spilled blood when the gun was drawn
Im in the woods all alone like fawns
i wont wait for you for that long

i wont wait for you for that long
i wont wait for you for that long
i wont wait for you for that long

fawn (tiresss)

looks like i already did it myself
nobody loves me, i'm going to hell
nobody can blame you for running away
it's hard to be strong when you're never okay
i wasted my life on a pursuit of shit that i don't wanna have
you think that you know me, i promise you don't know the half
i been fighting alone and this shits getting bad
why?
left the room, it got too loud
why?
i get overstimulated when people around (hush)
why do you even care, i swear we do this all the time
i wanna keep it going but there's so much more to life
no one is filling my shoes
i don't think that you would survive
i don't even know who i am anymore
the floors getting cold
the blood in my veins is like 20 below
i told all my friends that something is wrong
they ask me what's wrong, i don't even know
i don't even know
to tell you the truth, i don't wanna go
but i hate being lied to, so leave me alone
i don't even like you, you're making this hard
is it that hard to wait?
is it that hard to
i think that you'll be okay, fuck
why do you even care, i swear we do this all the time
i wanna keep it going but there's so much more to
why do you even care, i swear we do this all the time
i wanna keep it going but there's so much more to life
i keep moving forward
ever since i started making this music
my life became a performance
good thing i'm a decent performer
i can't even look at myself in the mirror
i ask myself why and nobody can hear
with a gun in my hand and a tear in my eye
i'm begging for help, but it's too late to save me so don't even try
why?
left the room, it got too loud
why?
i get overstimulated when people around
why?
why?
why do you even care, i swear we do this all the time
i wanna keep it going but there's so much more to
why do you even care, i swear we do this all the time
i wanna keep it going but there's so much more to life

overstimulated (prod. hiraeth)

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