A hazy, hard-hitting blend of distorted rage and drugged out emotion

rage

august

spinal

geeked up

Original song is one of my favs by Guardin!!!

Blue - Guardin Cover by ilykira

keep the score

will be out soon on services

prod https://www.youtube.com/@prodsphynx

FUTILITY (Prod Sphnyx)

I can not think about why
Youre all i need
The air i breathe 

Can you just tell me the truth 
For once
Its hard to stand 
in this house of leaves 

I saw your body decay 
Right in front of me

Now all these blistering welts
On my leg 
Start to heal 
And i forget
Your face 

spring has just escaped me 
now fall is approaching 
the year is almost over
and I’ve been choking
not one for religion
but I have been 
praying and hoping 
your body is a temple 
that I desecrated 
and left to rot for the vultures
so long ago

resting place of the old guard w Saint Lazare

[ghøst]
3, 4, 5 blunts yea that oughta do it
she know i been really goin thru it
its a switch in my mind & when it flip im makin movement
dumb bitch tellin lies she dont know that im not stupid
i guess she can fantasize 
she’ll adjust & get used to it
i cant stand for you to die
i been fucked up since last friday
you rlly wonder why? can u get the fuck out my face

i just wanna go
can you leave me lone
aint pickin up the phone 
i been on the road
baby i been busy
& they can talk but when im gone, they gon miss me

spent a while in the cold
thats why my teeth on froze
spent a while at my low’s 
but u aint even notice
but u seen i packed a bowl
of course u had to hold it
wtw just lmk
i think i need a moment
hol on lemme roll

i think im still in search for dem feelings i cant show
i just need some answers but i think i already know

[Luvparaphernalia]
where’s my real friends at?
i know im a wreck
i aint worried about a thing unless its goin down
i got some people on my team that im cuttin out
they say i do fent, they dumb as shit
bitch i got no problem tellin you how im livin
i been doin scripts thats where i got the fuckin drip
talkin on my name 
i got dat glock up on my hip
i ride for my bros
& they keep talkin shit like i forgot what i was told
i can make you miserable but i wont tell a soul
i switch my lo 
more than i switch up my clothes
she hit my phone
i hadda let it hit the tone

last friday (methboiswag)

I make music about what Love has given me.

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