title track off a super long project i'm making currently

kaleidoscope.

kaleidoscope. [+ yungspoiler]

some1likeyou (prod. ZBeats)

repugnant

Soulfade - Repugnant [+ saint mike]

lyrics:
cr-
smoking blunts she said that she loves me now
inspiration taken from all of my best pals
hit my line tell me come over to her house
i cant take the pain i might just kill myself now
smoking blunts she said that she loves me now
inspiration taken from all of my best pals
hit my line tell me come over to her house
i cant take the pain i might just kill myself now

counterfeit-
(I cant take the pain
Im going insane
I might just decay
Take me all away)

I'm all alone im my room
I can't forget your name
Subside
The comets pass
I'm wishing for a change
My body's cut
My flesh is torn
My head is feeling strange
You're narcissist
Emotionless
God I hate your face
I loved you then
I hate you now
Why'd you have to change
I quit that shit
I slit my wrist
Call me counterfeit

(Fake love
Obessions
The words I said
I never meant)

drama + counterfeitboy (prod. notafuckinghero)

prod. Nobel Beat


Lyrics:

always starts the same when I meet someone new
I fall for the tricks I dunno what to do
show me love then they take it away
then I choose should I die should i stay

fuck it do you want me or should I keep my distance
romance and depression they are almost coexistent
I cannot do it both I will blow through my pistons
I will melt my brain and I'll choose nonexistence

basically my wrist does it shine does it drip
was it cold on my wrist touching neck when we kissed
or wounded by my guilt it exists cause i missed
all the chances now I'm pissed and also egoist

and I feel this life isn't really fucking worth it
pain and suffering they keep on burning through me
I just wanna smile without it being fake
I find it hard to even stay awake

I just wanna drown in a nearby lake
I just wanna give I never wanna take
don't show me love cuz I'll think it's fake
its always been true why now I'd escape

stop blaming me cuz you made the move
you spread your arms hoping I'd approve
then you cried cuz the other dudes disapproved
while I sat next to you comforting like a fool

and we've both been through shit yeah cause you told me
then you flirted came up close just to hold me
you said if I didn't drink you would scold me
and then you fell asleep so I carried you slowly

I put you into bed I was there when you threw up
worried you would drown cared for you like a grown-up
then you fell asleep so I kind of just froze-up
sat on my phone checking if you'd throw up

I don't wanna meet and I don't wanna know
accepting my defeat and my place below
bury me alone cuz my friends won't show
I will greet the devil like a friend I know

I lost my hope almost 5 years ago
yes it is summer but I see snow
it's so cold like a 10 below
loving that would save me but you don't know

Someone New

Lyrics:

so im wasting all my time 
i dont even wanna rhyme 
guess ill lie just like in bed
lets keep it at one thirty five

and i said i got no hope no thoughts nothings divine
know my hopes are fuckin burnin eventually i will die 


see my seritonin rotting away its in a vat
consumin energy serentity havin these heart attacks
pondering my will to live in this room up where ive sat
10 more days im in this cage something good to come out of that    

everyday is getting difficult hours are going by
astrology a certificate just for watching stars align
melatonin a shonen im in the middle of the night
bringing chaos to an argument im boutta start a fight

talking shit to myself put me to the test
im not wrong im nothing less
so im screaming at the wall that im such a pest  
watching as i fall but as i rest

fuckrest

prod: @not-a-fucking-hero
everything else: me

notes ://
i ask for a moment’s indulgence to sit by my side
ill drop all my plans thats in my hands, ill finish afterwards
my heart cannot ever catch a break or even respite 
i am always lied to by my friends, i believe every word

paranoia leaking from my head and crawls in my eyes
im seeing things that completely stop my sleeping every damn night
i know that i will lose so i will not attempt to try to fight
everyone is always telling me to try out their advice
screaming out, you’re running out
fog becoming clear
she just wants to take away everything i hold dear
they gave me a warning that she would bring me terror
my head’s just to hard for me to listen or consider

now i think its time to sit quietly, and face to face
 

mental anguish 
that u created
mental anguish 
that u created

mental anguish prod. hero

i fucked up, i know that. (prod. jasco)

lyrics
~~~~~~~~~
Quicksand oh I’m falling
Can you hold my hand please
I just don’t wanna be
20 feet underneath

Quicksand oh I’m sinking
Oh I can hardly breathe
Due to this anxiety 
That’s always haunting me

I’ve been feeling okay
Well I admit that’s a lie
In no way have I been fine
I spend all my days writing these rhymes
Upon all the lines on my scars

Fall in love
And then fall apart and then
Build me up and
Knock down my cards 
Block out the sound 
Of my beating heart
Clog it and drown the remaining shards

Cause in my mind
It’s pretty damn chaotic 
It’s filled with toxic waste
Cause that’s where I deposit
All the bad thoughts
I caught 
Won’t stop
They’re like rainfall
And it’s all my fault

Oh I’m dealing with vertigo
My vision is blurred as I walk this tightrope
And at the end of it's a slither of hope
I know I won’t make it so it’s time I let go

quicksand

quicksand (prod. sadlilwhiteboy)

Lil peep - Tears (Cover)

Lil peep - tears (Cover)

Rojaltivapaa Rock, Telehealth, TRANCE, idm , harmony, Therefore, Waiting, T-Model Ford, Kungs, Billieeilish, Phonktypebeat, Regine Russo, Telluride, Santaclaus, Ross, Gabryell, /Bem, Jbalvin, Freemusictracks, Free Stock Music, Instrumental Music,, Copyright, The Rich The , Tinytinaswonderland, Nux J, Luc, Australian Anthem, Facebook Gaming, Rap Beat,  Instrumental Edm, Mitchell Davis, Grever, Treepside, ياسنسن, Nifb, Facas,, Dramaticbackgroundmusic, TalesofArise

Scared_Artist background loop 👾🤖👽 FREE DOWNLOAD ❤️❤️❤️

LYRICS: 
I don't really got nothing to lose
I done been on my own way too long
Hard to keep saying I miss you
Hard to except that you're gone

Like we're not gonna talk about it?
What's there to talk about?
You was fucking with somebody else
Never seemed to care how I felt
Bitch I fell

I've been trying to make this shit worth it
Everything inside of me is fucking hurting
I've been running in circles
And I've been jumping your hurtles
I feel like I'm the only one that's putting work in

Good appearance don't make a good person
Flex the gram, Stuntin like you're perfect
Keep on hitting me up
And now I don't give a fuck
Cause everything about us is one sided love

One sided one sided love
One sided love
One sided love
One sided one sided love

I'm good at burning bridges
I'm used to this
Covered in gasoline
Drop a match and dip
Watch me burn
Need you like smoking my lungs
Soak it up
All your tears stream down like scars in my arm

Now your gone
I want you to know what you've lost
I want you to know it's not enough
Watch me burn
Nothings ever good enough
I want you to know what you've lost

One Sided <3 (po9t X Mookigang)

Phantom Form

Soulfade - Phantom Form (prod. Metlast)

I wanted to do my own version of this song due to its meaning to me. I found this song in 2016 shortly after its release and it was the first song that exposed me to this type of music, music that changed my life and molded me to who I am. Not to also mention this song and numerous others by killedmyself kept me alive and going from 2016 to 2018. This is a thank you and a dedication track to the producer. Again, thank you. Your music means so much to people that you don't even know. 

killedmyself
Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/killedmyself
Twitter: https://twitter.com/yngkms

$oma
Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/lonelykidsoma
Twitter: https://twitter.com/LonelySoma


Lyrics:
It’s one thing to say that you’ll stay 
But baby I think we happened too late 
Maybe one day you’ll be mine but I don’t think that day is today 

Waking up too late, my heart pounds from the demons that chase 
No one ever asks if im okay 
Staying up too much, wonder why im always so baked 
It’s for my own sake, it’s just so I can feel safe 
Im just hoping you relate, lately I don’t wanna feel this hate 
My mind is a mess, on my shoulders filled with stress 
My back carry’s all the weight while I wonder why I have to awake 
Leave if you want cuz I won’t beg you to stay 
I still can’t get no rest, even with all this weed in my chest
I feel so stressed, but all of these feelings get suppressed 

It’s one thing to say that you’ll stay 
But baby I think we happened too late 
Maybe one day you’ll be mine but I don’t think that day is today 

I’m giving confessions, all these late night therapy sessions 
Airing out all my imperfections, I don’t recognize my own reflection

So tell me if you understand how I feel 
Lately I don’t know if I’m real 
Sometimes I get stuck in my mind 
Write a song just to escape the dread 
Reminisce on all the things you said 
All I feel is like I’m better off dead 
My way is drinking the day away 
Drown the fucking pain away 
Demons in my brain, 4 years and I still feel the same 
Yeah I still feel the same 
Yeah I still feel this pain

street lights (prod. killedmyself)

make u proud w/witch hotel (lonelyprinze)

2018 (lost song)

yea yuh (x100 idk lol)

guitar strings pluck like my heartbeat
you clipped them like they were heartstrings
wasnt hard, i replaced you easily
i say that but shes so much better 4 me

runnin' up
taking drugs just so I cope
taking shots
cracking jokes so Im not alone
spreadin lies
waste my time, dumb fuckn hoe
hate my life
sometimes i think im better on my own (x2)

started with the blizzidy
i remember it vididly
it was clearly 3 in the morning
roman candle war like we were infantry
nothing that we did was boring

i woke up feeling last nights high
but the mornin sesh got us baked
extendo to the face
red roof doin lines 
goin young livin pace

felt like that I fucked my life up
these nights no fights when i light up
end a life if you try to fuck with my stuff
stay mad you tryna be just like us

runnin' up
taking drugs just so I cope
taking shots
cracking jokes so Im not alone
spreadin lies
waste my time, dumb fuckn hoe
hate my life
sometimes i think im better on my own (x2)

yea so I switched up!
and now my banks up
im doing so much better without that fake love
had one foot in the grave
and now im livin up!
dumb bitch had me down but now im glowin up

pop another pill
yea i dont remember last week
something on your mind again
i dont remember asking
got my drink and my blunt
I call it multitasking
and everytime that I fuck
i leave that bitch gasping >;)

s/o to lavie 
that man always got my back
s/o to Jordan ik u always got that gas
and to my man ders, lutte and og what a match!
doin crimes spittin fire i hope that this lasts

and to the one who got my heart
im a mess, you knew it from the start
I cant wait for the day youre on my arm
but until then ...  hah

runnin' up
taking drugs just so I cope
taking shots
cracking jokes so Im not alone
spreadin lies
waste my time, dumb fuckn hoe
hate my life
sometimes i think im better on my own (x2)

runnin' up (ft. XLUTTEX) (prod. dercept)

solareclipse is:
@soulfadexo
@yung-shadow1
@slaughter-tone-records
@sadboigoyard
@lxstboymusic

Founder of:
@ghxstcollective, @solareclipsewav

Associating with:
@timeless-archive, @333collective

IS IT ME OR IS IT PROMETHAZINE?!

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