MS. MEDIOCRE

bird feeder

pour it out of me

don't feel like stoppin', feel like droppin' now, cause i'm on a roll
won't take it slow, no hesitation, baby, i'll lose control
i'm running purely on creative juices deep in my soul
no need to worry like i always do 'cause I'M ON FIRE

anticipation for creating, never felt so alive
i gotta love the things i do or else i couldn't survive
this burning in my hands is where the productivity thrives
i've got no time for breaks, make no mistakes 'cause I'M ON FIRE

i'm finally getting some work done, i don't wanna stop
i need to get it all out before i drop but 
temperature is rising,
expectations getting higher
and i'm peeling off my skin before
i realize that I'M ON FIRE

put me out, put me out before i burn out
how could this be the way that things would turn out
what a sick, twisted way for me to learn what ash is (ashes)
before i burn out

ashes, ashes
before i burn out

ashes, ashes
before i burn out

UP TO SNUFF! (I'm On Fire)

OK, time to mix things up a bit. "Remixing an original song by Atsuover that ISN'T FNF related?" I know, it's almost like I might be expanding my horizons or something (sarcasm fills the previous sentence). I really love the direction that Atsuover took with "Up to snuff", especially with the "burn out" themes around it. And so, before I get back into original work and other projects, I decided to make this remix, with inspiration from Zeroxx with their amazing “Making day” remix, so please check them out as well. It took a lot of trial and error to find the right synths to use, but I feel like I am happy with the result of the track. This will also be my FIRST time singing actual lyrics in one of my remixes, so I hope you guys don't judge me too harshly when I ask for some criticism. Enjoy!! (Do not use this remix in your videos without my consent, permission or credit linking back to the track on soundcloud.)





Lyrics:


Don't feel like stoppin', feel like droppin' now, cause i'm on a roll
Won't take it slow, no hesitation, baby, i'll lose control
I'm running purely on creative juices deep in my soul
No need to worry like i always do 'cause I'M ON FIRE

Anticipation for creating, never felt so alive
I gotta love the things i do or else i couldn't survive
This burning in my hands is where the productivity thrives
I've got no time for breaks, make no mistakes 'cause I'M ON FIRE

I'm finally getting some work done, i don't wanna stop
I need to get it all out before i drop but
Temperature is rising,
expectations getting higher
and I'm peeling off my skin before
I realize that I'M ON FIRE

Put me out, put me out before i burn out
How could this be the way that things would turn out
What a sick, twisted way for me to learn what ash is (ashes)
Before i burn out

Ashes, (Ashes)
before i burn out

Ashes, (Ashes)
Before i burn out

Up To Snuff (I'm On Fire) Remix - Original by Atsuover

i wish i was good enough for santa clause is comin
and i haven't been lovin myself 
this year has been a little rough i will say
and i just wanna feel the best i can on christmas day

i've been a fucking bitch to myself this year
i think it's finally time to spread some christmas cheer
i feel inspired
my heart and soul on fire
i'll try my best before i rest cause santa clause is drawing near

miss mediocre, sit on my lap
tell me all that you want so my elves can get your gift wrapped
miss mediocre, whisper in my ear
and tell me what you want this year

well, santa, i'll be real, i think i'm done with this bit
i'm 21 and counting, but i'm still a sucker for christmas shit
if your list was still relevant, bitch i'd be naughty
i've been a huge prick to myself and my body is weak
it's mental wellness i seek

oh, i miss all my friends that are back in my hometown
miss all the days when the snow would just fall down
big puffy jackets and freezing cold air
presents and gifts from the people that care but i'll
make the most of what's here today
quit longing the past cause i'll be okay

i'll be okay

i wish i was good enough for santa clause is comin
and i haven't been lovin myself 
this year has been a little rough i will say
and i just wanna feel the best i can on new year's day

i've been a fucking bitch to myself this year
i think it's finally time to spread that holiday cheer
i feel inspired
my heart and soul on fire
i'll try my best before i rest cause friends and family are here

GOOD ENOUGH FOR SANTA!

we went our separate ways some time ago
and i don't know if you remember me and

i don't think there's any way that i could know
with all the people that we've had to meet

now i'm thinking about you
wonderin' what you got going on cause
we spent time with eachother
but it's weird to think after all that - you're gone

it feels like something's missing
but clearly i'm not missing you

it's odd that you're existing
beyond the time when we once knew

but when i'm up at night
hoping you're alright
i'm not tryna go back in time

it feels like something's missing
but clearly i'm not missing you

the little things you gave me long ago
they make me wonder if you think of me and
all the hugs you gave when i was feeling low
it's something that i miss so easily but

now you're living your own life
you're very own rollercoaster ride
the time we spent is so fleeting
i'm just a portion of your whole timeline

oh

y'know

i kinda wish i didn't have to go

because the present keeps reminding me
the past is where i want to be
but no regrets is what i need
to keep the future bright
no matter where you are in life
i hope you're sleeping well at night
because there's no way of me knowing
if you're even still alive or if you
have some things to say

it feels like something's missing
but clearly i'm just missing you

it's sad that you're existing 
beyond the time when we once knew

and when i'm up at night
hoping you're alright
i'm just tryna go back in time

it feels like something's missing
but clearly i'm just missing you

ABSOLUTE TERRITORY (Remix/Cover)

atsuover