MS. MEDIOCRE

Ms Mediocre (Vocal Cover)

bird feeder (arr.)

pour it out of me

i look away for a second and a year's gone by
and i realize how long i've been alive

back in the day, as a kid, i couldn't fathom how i'd
live a life before i killed the lights

but now im here

you'd think that i'd be over it by now but my
problems keep mutating
it's getting frustrating

reaching my goals was a mere mirage and
now im stuck here self-sabotaging
even though i'm where i thought i wouldn't be

you're so young, you're so grand
i'm not old, but i'm bland
if i could, i'd get a second chance and go back in time
i'd finally make a change
take away all my pain
and that way, i could at least be half as good as you today

it doesn't make any sense to be irrational with how i see
the gap between you & me

'cause some are born with a gift to be a natural but that doesn't mean
that we won't get there eventually

where would i be without these thoughts inside me?
wings spread in the limelight
flying toward some new heights but-
feels too heavy, but they're too light to kill me
even so, i'm where i thought i wouldn't be

you're so young, you're so grand
i'm not old, but i'm bland
if i could, i'd get a second chance and go back in time
i'd finally make a change
take away all my pain
and that way, i could at least be half as good as you today

PAST MY PRIME TIME

BGM | Saint Motel - A Good Song Never Dies

A Good YTPMV Never Dies

Compliments To The Chef || Spooky month episode 5 Credits

we went our separate ways some time ago
and i don't know if you remember me and

i don't think there's any way that i could know
with all the people that we've had to meet

now i'm thinking about you
wonderin' what you got going on cause
we spent time with eachother
but it's weird to think after all that - you're gone

it feels like something's missing
but clearly i'm not missing you

it's odd that you're existing
beyond the time when we once knew

but when i'm up at night
hoping you're alright
i'm not tryna go back in time

it feels like something's missing
but clearly i'm not missing you

the little things you gave me long ago
they make me wonder if you think of me and
all the hugs you gave when i was feeling low
it's something that i miss so easily but

now you're living your own life
you're very own rollercoaster ride
the time we spent is so fleeting
i'm just a portion of your whole timeline

oh

y'know

i kinda wish i didn't have to go

because the present keeps reminding me
the past is where i want to be
but no regrets is what i need
to keep the future bright
no matter where you are in life
i hope you're sleeping well at night
because there's no way of me knowing
if you're even still alive or if you
have some things to say

it feels like something's missing
but clearly i'm just missing you

it's sad that you're existing 
beyond the time when we once knew

and when i'm up at night
hoping you're alright
i'm just tryna go back in time

it feels like something's missing
but clearly i'm just missing you

pour it out of me

atsuover