xo willow - Stop Kissing In The Middle Of The Hallway

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=luq4iTL6TPc

going to a new sesh
hes gonna get a new trick
how much are u gonna risk for attention

were gonna jam a new record
and sing all night long 
and dance around till the moonlight passes

i dont wanna be loved anymore
x4

the whole worlds a dream
that i thought of in my head
and when i wake up
i wont be sad

I don't wanna be loved anymore

--lyrics--
bleed out all the sin
lips of death sing lullabies
enchanting
she's calling

misery
i love you
self loathing
consuming
agony
please don't hurt me

by the tree there's a bird
she eats the worm
feed off of pain
life so worthless
like an idiot
you make me feel stupid
oh oh oh oh oh

misery
i love you
self loathing
consuming
agony
please don't hurt me
filled with rot
make me something i'm not
the sun shines apon me
and it burns
i begged for your help
and you turned

i live in a continuous state of self loathing and insecurity

*lyrics*
and you try
just to be
a good person

god 
bless our souls
and save me
i’m sorry

save me from this hell
save me from this hell
save me from this hell
save 
me

i’m not perfect
but i wish i was
you never notice when i try
you never notice when i cry
i hope you notice when i die

i never asked to be born so why am i paying the price for your mistakes

lul

i’m too tired to think about it
call me an idiot
like you always
do

hallucinations of a savior
brutality is our human nature
why am i anxious when i breathe
don’t wake me up 
i dont wanna see

the stupid world they’ve made for me
i was born and kept in misery
i live in spite i hate my life
and nothing that i ever do ever goes right

i’m too tired to think about it
call me a idiot like you always do
i try my best
to do
my best
but i know
that i will fail
i try my best
to do
what’s best
but i know
i’ll fail

i’m sorry i’m such a letdown

somebody's fiending around the corner
dopamine.
i looked for too long and i
fell in love.
accidents happen again, the same mistakes
i'm losing my friends.

i know i'm worthless
i know to give up
you don't care
don't pretend
i hate myself
this is the end
lay down in a grave
i'm nothing
end my suffering.

diary

guitar by https://soundcloud.com/coralinejonesy

im not gonna tell what all of this loves for 
the cancer in your body is coming from the horror
x16

all consuming nature of light

thai body dump - embraced_into_you_demo.mp3

Swallowed By Your Words

zonedout - WEBCORE TRACK 541 (prod. phntmzn bR)


🌌 [CYBERLIFE.EXE] — a journey through neon lights, glitches, and digital melancholy.
Here, Synthwave nostalgia from the 80s collides with the cold pulse of Cyberwave, wrapped in the warm textures of Lo-Fi that soothe the noise of endless cities.

This is music for midnight streets, empty highways, and the glow of windows flickering in sync with your thoughts.
It’s where the past blends with the future, and emotions transform into digital code.

✨ Atmosphere:

neon synths glowing like city lights in the night;

deep bass, echoing like the heartbeat of a machine;

glitch effects dissolving reality into streams of data;

melancholic melodies leaving the aftertaste of nostalgia.

⚡ [CYBERLIFE.EXE] — more than music. It’s the soundtrack to a world where you choose: to be a wanderer in the neon haze or the hero of your own cyber story.

You can buy it

Alone in the dust

unsrs rock project
update: album will b released fully at some point

i live in a continuous state of self loathing and insecurity

anorexicfuneralparty