prod @kggn @ginsengxx

leave me alone
just like everyone else does
i cant feel my bones
i dont really care if i overdose

i dont feel home
wanna throw up its too much
but i cant go
ill look half dead when i show up

i dont wanna grow up
i just wanna die you keep me alive
i dont wanna fly home
really fucking hate saying goodbye

really dont hate me
i was sure i saw it in your eyes
really cant blame you
sorry im so hard to trust

ill let myself out
dont try to help me
want to erase you
want to erase me
cant se my feelings
nothing has meaning
love to stop breathing
high on the ceiling

push ill stop pulling
im gone im going
im always lower
theres nothing growing
whats wrong with knowing
but when the phone rings
and i see ur name
everythings glowing

half dead prod. kuru & ginseng

music video

disgust me (7evaa)

@ch2rms
@prodjayysoul
@pw4prez

[arid]
did it fall between my fingers
fall between my hands
I know my mind is getting real thinner
looking at my soles thinking what is my purpose
can u even tell me if its even worth it
(yeah its not worth it)
my mind is melting don't know if ill go far
tell me now don't wanna restart
u told me to come back I said we were done
left it all behind didn't wanna run

[ch2rms]
need her to show me what it takes 
i pop a perc i cant feel my taste 
my body hurts need a slower pace 
im not the best at leading the way 
cus i know that it hurts you 
i keep on trying hard just to deserve you
my secrets getting leaked i know that they hurt you
i cant deal with this no more no more no more no more 
i cant hear the fucking noise everything is too loud 
im at the party throwing up guts all over the floor 
if you got something to say im only miles away 
i got things to tell you soon i got trials in the way

go far w ch2rms prod jayysoul + sochi

produced by @bothhappyandsad @overoveroverover @lullaby @seoulisms
vocals & lyrics from @h3artch3rades

from " art project "
cover by @evjq

wish i was free ft. h3artch3rades

lookin at my face, ima cry now :,(
yeah I want it all, yeah it’s mine now
rlly had enough, i could die now x_x
will u be here when it dies down?
cuz i jus rlly need u right now!!
taking all these pills, now ima lie down
flying worldwide, yea u kno ima fly round
live for myself yea i cant be tied down
doin what i want, im nevr sorry
posted up wit jimmy n hiyori 
my life like a movie, tellin u a story
shooting at his guts man dis shit get gory
made 10 racks, finna make like 40
everybody fuck wit me like an orgy (ew)
i cant fuck wit u cuz u corny
i cant fuck wit u im sorry

suicide note (diegointhedark)

@decago @wintress13
next drop @ 900 followers then pushing for an ep at 1k...
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so ill be waiting right here,, right here
find my body leave my life here,, life here
when you leave me with nothing they,ll be dry tears
i came to u was struggling,, ur my one fear

leave me in the snow please
watch me fall apart
swear my bodys right here ,,,
but my mind is not
is this what u wanted cuz its all i got....
leave my body haunted,, let my body rot

when its all said,, and done 
will u take me along
i feel so ripped apart,,, but with  u i am one
try to trn the time back but my body so numb
i just miss you so bad girl 
ur all that i want  

(yeah im so afraid for this 2 end
watch me fall apart again..(

mybodyisrighthere (decago + wintress)

prod& mix @shrinex <3 <3
ib alyorra

lyrics,,
yeah im done waiting
i lost all of my patience
you wouldnt understand, its way 2 complicated
im so tired, im so frustrated
every single moment feels so tainted

id walk a thousand miles to go back to the place
where we met for the first time
where I heard your voice and you heard mine
told myself id be just fine..
i feel so numb I cant even cry
i said im so different, not like that other guy
if he talking down im finna send him 2 the skyy
im falling apart, yeah cant u see the signs

you couldn’t walk a day in my shoes you gon trip
your hands on my shoulders my hands on your hips
why you talking down bro, you really aint on shit
if he got a problem, ima shoot, i won’t miss..

lead me astray, yeah you lead me amiss
I really cant do it, yeah I cant do this
who would've known it would feel like this?

look on the brightside (shrinemaiden)

six seven eight missed calls hanging in my phone
and i'm paralyzed thinking about what they could want
dragging my name through the dirt wasn't enough
six seven eight missed calls hanging in my phone
and i'm paralyzed thinking about what they could want
dragging my name through the dirt wasn't enough

i see monsters in the walls and the side of my bed
meet them in the eyes whenever i'm laying my head
paralyzed with fear knowing that i'm not enough
scary monsters hiding inside of the walls
in the mouth of a home that could swallow me whole
fitting my leg through the hole like it was made for me
and if you didn't see it you wouldn't believe it happened
in the belly of the beast anything could happen
it's the worst case scenario if you're afraid of what you're meant to be

darkness in my heart i can't abide by
watching from darkness sitting on the sidelines
these walls are all alive thinking like a hive mind
consuming all of me yes i know
if i'm a lost cause then i won't go
was it the right call i'll never know
and was it easier than just letting go
if it's a world away i will not go
not settlement
auspicious handling
propitious to the outcome
consolidate the feelings in your past 'til they're welcome
congratulations you can handle it like everyone
but do you really think that you're done
six seven eight missed calls hanging in my phone
and i'm paralyzed thinking about every single one
pulling myself through the hole like it was made for me

i see monsters in the walls and the side of my bed
meet them in the eyes whenever i'm laying my head
paralyzed with fear knowing that i'm not enough
scary monsters hiding inside of the walls
in the mouth of a home that could swallow me whole
fitting my leg through the hole like it was made for me
and if you didn't see it you wouldn't believe it happened
in the belly of the beast anything could happen
it's the worst case scenario if you're afraid of what you're meant to be

afraid of monsters (prod.heroz)

I kno u trynna fix da ball melly 🏀
Walkd in hella gas Kno da room b smelly
Dis btc she on ma balmain N Ccg She actin friendly
Broken heart split perc yh dis btc she left me, loving u like mixin up dem drugs yk dis shi get
deadly
I js wanted u ta get ta know da best of me 
Put a spell on me u found ma secret recipe like plankton
Jak777 innis btc don get mistakenn
Cuz btc u best come bread rdy N If u not get yo shit taken
Fuk Bein captn save a hoe ion eevn wanna save da btc
Margiela blood splattered track laces
Pop3 xans took an extra mistook
Smartest nigga ina class was readin big books
Moonwalkn get ya shi took

Mud mud baby 30ct i 💖 Faroxy
I got btcs all on instagram yh dey peep ma story stalkn
So i get ta fukn blocknn Ya ya
Creepcity i got 37 on my body btc deze aint no fukn balmain

Yelln out i said fuk da workd  i threw 80 xanax in my body
Blacked out, slept off 4 four days hospital lobby
Broke me up, n tried ta split me up in half js like sum oxy
Woke up was js a dream n now i realize uan even wan me , uan even want me uan wan me nowwwww
Ngas hella 🐱 da way dey talk js like a cat Meow 🐾 
Since a kid ian liek shi yellin end meee 8 yrs later swagged out hell yh dey envy
Rmbr growin up my friends dey would count me out
So now i realize dat im comfortable all alone all by myself fuckin self

Yh i need sum fukn help x3
Cheetah print cougar thot way she give me mouth
Makatussin dirty cup u sippin kelp shakee
Idk how much longer i can go on someone help meehhh🤧🤧

Melly p cupkicking

CRASHØUT

@loverawr3 @basuragomi
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