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guard yourself inside your walls
due to things that i could tell
now you think that life is hard
drop the cage and draw the bars
to make your life much easier
spread your wings and fly away
ready for your destiny
i dreamed of the words to say
words i thought i'd never say
i see the world through ancient eyes
power cords and cable ties
sometimes it's hard to stay alive
i pray my world will stabilize
even if i don't believe in all the lies
guard your eyes and hide your knowledge
don't upset the higher powers
living takes a long time
repetitions abound
people come from up and down
all i see are things i want
things i want i'll never have
rope me in with something bad
take me down the sunken path
i know that i'll never come back

you see the world through white lies
you'll never go back
you'll never know how it feels
to let your heart win
you break me down to the core
like i've never felt before
give me a piece of yourself
and i'll turn it into whole

guard yourself inside your walls
from the things you fear the most
things that only i could tell
all your scars you hide them well
to make sure no one sees at all
you will never open up
you will always hide yourself
because you're scared of what you see
your heart's filled with entropy
so you're scared to look inside
open up your doors
and let the light in
shone bright through the silence
you're somewhere always hiding
in the dark keeping quiet
keeping secrets from me
everyone has a dark side
that no one wants them to see
ooo i feel the tremors lately
the world has changed around me
i feel the cage around me
ooo the world has taken from me
known many people like me
i put this down in writing as

you see the world through white lies
you'll never go back
you'll never know how it feels
to let your heart win
you break me down to the core
like i've never felt before
give me a piece of yourself
and i'll turn it into whole

caged birds should be freed (prod.kuru)

closure (shlain)

yeah this is my bargaining power i hope you won't regret it
i got enough in my life to maybe offset it
i got some issues and problems yeah it's enough said
you say you're proud of me okay whatever you say
i'm not proud of the fact i'm not where i need to be
i'm fenced in in all corners and it is killing me
i'd rather fall into fantasy and the make believe
even i know (even i know it as)
physically feeling confident
socially low on batteries
taking a lot up out of me
mom and dad are you proud of me
know you expect a lot out of me
this world's taken so much out of me
i'm suffering through it happily
i'm smiling through all of the pain
okay it's whatever you say
don't trust the words you say
you use your words loosely
it has no effect on me
you're starting to lose me
got no problem choosing
you don't want to choose for me then okay it's fine
got no problem leaving you at the drop of a dime
emotions ain't getting past me implicit denied
got no problem waiting it's just the passage of time
i'm leaving you at a distance and keeping you
ten feet away from me
six feet in the deep
just how it needs to be
your weak mentality
appears that simply
this hole was made for me
look at you dismissively
knowing what's best for me now
nothing here left to see now
everyone here can leave now
everyone leave the stage production
i know who to be now
now know who not to be around
not sure who i can speak around
glancing over both shoulders
i'm always taking a peek around
don't want no one to see me now
everyone always saw me down
judgemental laughter and whispers when i am not around
but when i'm visible they won't even emit a sound
i just pray to god the next day it will not be a hard day
and suffer like always
the weight of the world crushing me like always
admit it i'm spiraling
no sense in denying it
but i keep full control of my life with an iron fist


bargaining power (prod.soma & digipak)

produced by @bothhappyandsad @overoveroverover @lullaby @seoulisms
vocals & lyrics from @h3artch3rades

from " art project "
cover by @evjq

wish i was free ft. h3artch3rades

Produced, written, recorded, mixed, by mental
Cover art by oddyssi

Lyrics:

Can't get up, you keep me safe
You could take back every word you said but
Feelings can't just be erased
I tried, you can't be replaced
It's too much I can't explain
Took my heart, you replaced it with your name
You're the reason that I wake
You're the reason that I stay
I can't lose you, not again

You and me were supposed to be forever
I know that nothing lasts but
You and me were supposed to be forever
I know that nothing lasts but
You and me were supposed to be forever
I know that nothing lasts but
You and me were supposed to be forever
I know that nothing lasts but
You and me were supposed to be forever
I know that nothing lasts but
You and me were supposed to be forever

(You were both,
Burning cold, freezing warm
Tell me and I'll never go
Never known anyone like you before
I'll sleep on the floor
I don't want to be alone)

I wish I could see you on the street without feeling sick
But I can't look at you without falling half in love with your eyelashes
I can't look at you without wishing you were stretching your hand back for mine

You and me were supposed to be forever
I know that nothing lasts but
You and me were supposed to be forever
I know that nothing lasts but
You and me were supposed to be forever
I know that nothing lasts but
You and me were supposed to be forever
I know that nothing lasts but
You and me were supposed to be forever
I know that nothing lasts but
You and me were supposed to be forever

for a kiss

gravity

@pw4prez @arid @huntyomg @remedysnuts

i cant get away from the mess that i created
replaying in my head all day n i cant take it
your touch, your smell all these things i miss ab u
fall deep in hell really start to hate myself
againn
at this point it doesnt matter 
heartrate getting faster 
tell me whenn
when ur ready for me
yk i cant be perfect

@pw4prez 
she said i cant be perfect
baby can u tell me im worth it
we in the SUV , swervin
me and rico in the cut like a surgeon
i cant do no wrong
put the pain in my palm
even when im gone, she gon be singing my songs
i cant go with u, i cant fw u 
its a remedy, when you're with me i can't lose:)

@arid
yea would u love me with ur eyes closed
reaching still not breathing
on the edge saying that u would take it slow
i dont think i wanna feel it now
all my wounds here they got deeper how
on the right hand i wanna see u now
walk another mile just to see u cowl
left it all behind like a hand me down

i cant get away from the mess that i created
replaying in my head all day n i cant take it
your touch, your smell all these things i miss ab u
fall deep in hell really start to hate myself
againn
at this point it doesnt matter 
heartrate getting faster 
tell me whenn
when ur ready for me
yk i cant be perfect

imperfect +sochi & arid (sochi x hunty)

prod& mix @shrinex <3 <3
ib alyorra

lyrics,,
yeah im done waiting
i lost all of my patience
you wouldnt understand, its way 2 complicated
im so tired, im so frustrated
every single moment feels so tainted

id walk a thousand miles to go back to the place
where we met for the first time
where I heard your voice and you heard mine
told myself id be just fine..
i feel so numb I cant even cry
i said im so different, not like that other guy
if he talking down im finna send him 2 the skyy
im falling apart, yeah cant u see the signs

you couldn’t walk a day in my shoes you gon trip
your hands on my shoulders my hands on your hips
why you talking down bro, you really aint on shit
if he got a problem, ima shoot, i won’t miss..

lead me astray, yeah you lead me amiss
I really cant do it, yeah I cant do this
who would've known it would feel like this?

look on the brightside (shrinemaiden)

six seven eight missed calls hanging in my phone
and i'm paralyzed thinking about what they could want
dragging my name through the dirt wasn't enough
six seven eight missed calls hanging in my phone
and i'm paralyzed thinking about what they could want
dragging my name through the dirt wasn't enough

i see monsters in the walls and the side of my bed
meet them in the eyes whenever i'm laying my head
paralyzed with fear knowing that i'm not enough
scary monsters hiding inside of the walls
in the mouth of a home that could swallow me whole
fitting my leg through the hole like it was made for me
and if you didn't see it you wouldn't believe it happened
in the belly of the beast anything could happen
it's the worst case scenario if you're afraid of what you're meant to be

darkness in my heart i can't abide by
watching from darkness sitting on the sidelines
these walls are all alive thinking like a hive mind
consuming all of me yes i know
if i'm a lost cause then i won't go
was it the right call i'll never know
and was it easier than just letting go
if it's a world away i will not go
not settlement
auspicious handling
propitious to the outcome
consolidate the feelings in your past 'til they're welcome
congratulations you can handle it like everyone
but do you really think that you're done
six seven eight missed calls hanging in my phone
and i'm paralyzed thinking about every single one
pulling myself through the hole like it was made for me

i see monsters in the walls and the side of my bed
meet them in the eyes whenever i'm laying my head
paralyzed with fear knowing that i'm not enough
scary monsters hiding inside of the walls
in the mouth of a home that could swallow me whole
fitting my leg through the hole like it was made for me
and if you didn't see it you wouldn't believe it happened
in the belly of the beast anything could happen
it's the worst case scenario if you're afraid of what you're meant to be

afraid of monsters (prod.heroz)

prod me art by me
@3six03six03six0


lyrics:
coulda said i tried but thats a lie
wanna open up but its a lot
and it just hurts when ur not on my mind
and I wanna help but it just takes some time
can we try again just one more time
at the end of the day I wanna make u mine
cuz I lose my shit when u just say ur fine
I know I'm never gonna make it right

I cant let you go and ruin ur life
you're so special
tell me when the flag is white
feels so dirty 
tell me where u go when it gets night
are you ready for the time of ur life 
x2


made march 8th

white flag

2muchSwag

Sous.(Prod.by Klaitun)

#artproject
dc @bothhappyandsad
likes are my prod credits

wish i was free ft. h3artch3rades

wallflower

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