the HIS&HER experience

the PRINCESS diaries

all of this i built into the ground
she asked me is it too late to turn around
all of this i built, i'll burn it down
all of this i'll build and burn it down
this bitch thinking that she can take anything she wants from me
bitch this is not a fucking love story
she take anything she want and leave nothing
nothing at all

(this bitch thinking that she can take anything she want)
(take it all)
(everything i built i'll burn it to the ground)
(she asked me is it too late to turn around)

i asked her if it's ok if we grew apart
but she just wanna take it all
and i won't ever have to know
what you'll do to the next poor soul
and i don't even wanna know
where that might lead or where it goes
(i don't even wanna know)

all of this i built into the ground
she asked me is it too late to turn around
all of this i built, i'll burn it down
all of this i'll build and burn it down
this bitch thinking that she can take anything she wants from me
bitch this is not a fucking love story
she take anything she want and leave nothing
nothing at all

this is not a love story (prod.tukaru)

please leave me under the cabinet
lost abandoned and forgotten
i'll keep in mind your promise
i'll make an effort next time
i'm not the hero of the story
please don't give me all the glory
it belongs to someone that's worthy
and you know i'm far from perfect
we know that this isn't working
fight over things unimportant
i know that you're more important
i wish you just thought the same
i wish no one was to blame
it feels like everything changed
you lay your head down in shame
as i throw mine on the blade

but hey now it's fine
we'll just talk around in circles
ignore every obstacle that's in our way
pretend that it's alright
and just go our separate ways
cuz that's life
it's no myth
it's no secret of the world
but i'll miss you that's for sure
or at least what i thought you were
and hey now it's fine
i'll just keep it moving forward
and know better than before

i wish i was someone you could look up to
i wish i was someone you could belong to
just push me to the side
don't even bat an eye
you know that i'll be alright
even if that was a lie
i wish i was someone you could look up to
i wish i was someone you could belong to
just push me to the side
don't even bat an eye
you know that i'll be alright
even if that was a lie

a hero you could look up to (prod.pr37)

ha ha ha let's get it ha ha ha
i wanna ride i wanna ride
i wanna ride i wanna ride
pretty scene rave girl
pretty scene rave girl
how'd she learn to move like that
i wanna ride i wanna ride
i wanna ride i wanna ride
that's my pretty scene rave girl
pretty scene rave girl
and how'd she learn how'd she learn how'd she
how'd she learn to move like that
that's my pretty scene rave girl
pretty scene rave girl
and how'd she learn how'd she learn how'd she
how'd she learn to move like that

you were born for this a masterpiece
so baby i can't stop fucking with you girl
the way you move your hips and lick your lips
makes me want to be someone inside your world
girl i can go and change positions
i can be the one to change your feelings
being around you's a dangerous feeling
lemme try and show you how i'm feeling
don't try and tell me you don't notice me
la da da da da da
la da da da da da
c'mon baby show me what you do
c'mon baby go and break the rules
c'mon baby

ha ha ha let's get it ha ha ha
i wanna ride i wanna ride
i wanna ride i wanna ride
pretty scene rave girl
pretty scene rave girl
how'd she learn to move like that
i wanna ride i wanna ride
i wanna ride i wanna ride
that's my pretty scene rave girl
pretty scene rave girl
and how'd she learn how'd she learn how'd she
how'd she learn to move like that
that's my pretty scene rave girl
pretty scene rave girl
and how'd she learn how'd she learn how'd she
how'd she learn to move like that

pr3tty sc3n3 rav3 girl (prod.fumiko)

yeah i'm feeling like a hole in my head
trying to go there one shot and i'm dead
should've known it was part of the plan
bigger picture
i can't miss her
i look at this like this is tragic
all around can you feel the magic
not only that can you feel the heartbreak
i can feel it coming at me both ways
only think about it in the worst ways
always think about you till you're home safe

was that the stars aligning
or were our worlds colliding
i feel your heart dividing
your world is so inviting
let me hop in and dive in
i feel like this could happen
it was the best times
was the worst times
won't be a next time
it's the last time
we had some good times
had some bad times
yeah i can't lie
no you can't deny

yeah i'm feeling like a hole in my head
trying to go there one shot and i'm dead
should've known it was part of the plan
bigger picture
i can't miss her
i look at this like this is tragic
all around can you feel the magic
not only that can you feel the heartbreak
i can feel it coming at me both ways
only think about it in the worst ways
always think about you till you're home safe

hole in my head *you're dead* (prod.negative.creeper & lino)

FT. @danikiyoko

h3artch3rades:

now it's getting serious
uneven relationships start to make me furious
how could you do it
you were with me for so long but you went around and blew it
you can never take it back
you can never take it back
you can never take it back
you can't take it back at all

this feeling i know
know it all too well
you remember everything different
my memory is not consistently
trying to fight it but it's killing me
now it's nothing but a memory that i don't know
and i can't figure out where did it go wrong
can't figure out where did it go wrong

now it's getting serious
uneven relationships start to make me furious
how could you do it
you were with me for so long but you went around and blew it
you can never take it back
you can never take it back
you can never take it back
you can't take it back at all

dani kiyoko:

aye like hold up yea
why you talking to me like you don't care
all that shit you said yeah it wasn't fair
you left a scar on me that i gotta just repair
you took a part of me so i'll never have to be there
you took a part of me so i never wanna play fair
yea way too deep i pull out
i'm feeling lost so i had to cool out
you did me bad so i took a new route
you say love me but i always feel a doubt

h3artch3rades:

you answered partially you know that this just ain't fair
played with emotions in my head it was a nightmare
want to love you but emotionally you're just not there
want to love you but i feel like you just don't care at all

now it's getting serious
uneven relationships start to make me furious
how could you do it
you were with me for so long but you went around and blew it
you can never take it back
you can never take it back
you can never take it back
you can't take it back at all

can't take back those things you said FT. dani kiyoko (prod.jayysoul)

how'd you like that
leave a part of me but i'm coming right back
writing's on the walls and you know it's all bad
like is it what you hoped for
is it what you hoped for
every part of me wishing for an encore
pain in my body yeah it struck a bad chord
entropy falling to a discord

hope these things that i say find you well
hope these things in my heart are for real
hope these things i say persist on the outside
do you harbor guilt for anything i said
you'd be the first to let me know if it's all in my head
i've been a stranger for too long
if i'm wrong i'd be the first one to admit that i'm wrong
downside is i'm not perfect
is it time to close the curtain
everything that i know hurts me down in my soul
can we do it
can we really make it through it
when i struggle to pursue it
like can i really do it

no promises that i can't keep
thoughts that i can't speak
nights where i can't sleep
it's over now

how'd you like that
leave a part of me but i'm coming right back
writing's on the walls and you know it's all bad
like is it what you hoped for
is it what you hoped for
every part of me wishing for an encore
pain in my body yeah it struck a bad chord
entropy falling to a discord

is it what you hoped for (prod.heroz, kirian, & tgwog)

in the right ways in the wrong ways we would
always talk about love through the grape vine
all the good times and the bad times we would
always talk about love and the opposite
you were upset i was upset too
everything around me comes back to you
i can handle it can you handle it too
everything around me comes back to you

i work on my determination
hate when we are separated
fill this hole my heart is aching
hate my guts you're so mistaken
everyone giving me the look around
everyone looking at me up and down
trying to hide it can't deny just what you see
what you're feeling on the inside everyday
you say you don't know how to do what you want
black spots unknown places in your heart
have pity on me if you want to
i only see it how it is when i want to
i hit you up to see what you've been up to
you've been doing find i've been doing fine too
i would call you mine if you called me mine too
that would be the perfect ending for us two

in the right ways in the wrong ways we would
always talk about love through the grape vine
all the good times and the bad times we would
always talk about love and the opposite
you were upset i was upset too
everything around me comes back to you
i can handle it can you handle it too
everything around me comes back to you

in the right ways in the wrong ways (prod.alt0, kirian, & warhart)

FT. @ch2rms

h3artch3rades:

same computer screen
everything's the same
nothing seems to change so
i think we can case close
i can barely sleep at night
i can barely stay alive
do you want me to stay alive
this is my day in the life
i can feel it day and night
inundate myself and i
feel it eating me alive
it's only me myself and i
i just need myself and i
i'm the only one i like
yeah that's one of my problems
know that you can't solve them
running out of options
my heart's open for auction
am i feeling better yet
let's just change the topic
don't want to have discussions
look in the mirror disgusted

feeling nauseous
i can't stand the toxic
situation that i'm in when i'm with you
you get under my skin when i'm with you

you blame me for things i never would do
you know i didn't do

feeling nauseous
i can't stand the toxic
situation that i'm in when i'm with you
you get under my skin when i'm with you

ch2rms:

feeling starstruck
i can't take it what's the point
haters on my timeline
i can see it i can see it more
shit is changing oh my god we not coming back
too many percs inside this bottle laced a heart attack
you wanted more than try for me
feeling super sorry for you because you cry for me
i ain't even have the tears why'd you lie to me
look me in my face and tell me that i'm fine please
it's too much to handle it's fine for me
you living like that oh it's so sad to see
oh what's the point if it's bad for me
she trying to say that she's sad for me

i've been changing FT. ch2rms (prod.soma & elxnce)

additional production by h3artch3rades

there wasn't too much to say
only thing that i could say
it's been a long time coming for me
god took one look and said you ain't where you supposed to be
another lost soul to keep the devil's men company
he stripped the halo and the wings from me yeah
trumpets and angels that were weeping over me
feeling the fires and the burning beneath (inside)
i heard the words that said you're right where you're supposed to be

i know the lord's keeping secrets from me
but know i'm trying to try to keep the devil away from me
i don't know what it was that's keeping me peace inside
but i can't keep going knowing i'll never go
through the fires and trials and tribulations
through the hardships, heartbreaks, and the hard things
pressing my skull against the wall until i'm blacking out
moving in silence but i just can't figure it out

trapped four walls and i'm closed in in silence
covered in clothes that hide signs of violence
nowhere to run to
nowhere to hide in
trapped in four corners of my mind don't tell nobody
what it was i experienced on the deep end
am i wrong for trying to find what i'm seeking
trying to hear the words i never heard before
trying to find out if i was even good for it

i know the lord's keeping secrets from me
but know i'm trying to try to keep the devil away from me
i don't know what it was that's keeping me peace inside
but i can't keep going knowing i'll never go
through the fires and trials and tribulations
through the hardships, heartbreaks, and the hard things
pressing my skull against the wall until i'm blacking out
moving in silence but i just can't

god took one look and said (prod.soma & dose)

guard yourself inside your walls
due to things that i could tell
now you think that life is hard
drop the cage and draw the bars
to make your life much easier
spread your wings and fly away
ready for your destiny
i dreamed of the words to say
words i thought i'd never say
i see the world through ancient eyes
power cords and cable ties
sometimes it's hard to stay alive
i pray my world will stabilize
even if i don't believe in all the lies
guard your eyes and hide your knowledge
don't upset the higher powers
living takes a long time
repetitions abound
people come from up and down
all i see are things i want
things i want i'll never have
rope me in with something bad
take me down the sunken path
i know that i'll never come back

you see the world through white lies
you'll never go back
you'll never know how it feels
to let your heart win
you break me down to the core
like i've never felt before
give me a piece of yourself
and i'll turn it into whole

guard yourself inside your walls
from the things you fear the most
things that only i could tell
all your scars you hide them well
to make sure no one sees at all
you will never open up
you will always hide yourself
because you're scared of what you see
your heart's filled with entropy
so you're scared to look inside
open up your doors
and let the light in
shone bright through the silence
you're somewhere always hiding
in the dark keeping quiet
keeping secrets from me
everyone has a dark side
that no one wants them to see
ooo i feel the tremors lately
the world has changed around me
i feel the cage around me
ooo the world has taken from me
known many people like me
i put this down in writing as

you see the world through white lies
you'll never go back
you'll never know how it feels
to let your heart win
you break me down to the core
like i've never felt before
give me a piece of yourself
and i'll turn it into whole

caged birds should be freed (prod.kuru)

okay i'm doing great
i'm doing better than probably anybody has ever seen
i got people lining up around the corner just to work with me
and people i talk to now treat me like a celebrity
everyone's trying to work with me now thinking i'm a hot commodity
it's a blessing really
everything in my life feels like it's destined for me
i stopped living in the past started living in the present lately
stopped carrying about what people thinks been good for my mental lately
when i'm in my head it's hard not to think about it
this way that way always in the worst ways
think about it often enough was fucking my headspace up
i'm cutting people quickly cutting the dead weight off
my actions speak louder than my words so i don't say much
i know my parents ain't that proud of me but i feel proud of me
i step out in some prada jeans i feel like i'm a prodigy
maison mihara yasuhiro always under my feet
i always keep my head in the clouds and nothing else under me
okay you know better than i know
i'll talk to you later i'm flying to a new time zone
all that glitter's not gold
balenciaga rhinestones
look like diamonds on me shining
make me feel i'm right at home
i'm only worried about things that i'll never get to do
never looked at me before but now i got something to prove
my only opinion is me i don't care if you approve
consistency quality only something i could do
ay ay ay ay
i just woke up thinking i'mma have a really good day
thanks for coming out to check my little life update
i'm just trying to make sure y'all are staying up to date
because my life is so interesting
and nothing is ever as it seems
i can't hold it inside to let you know this time
to get your life in order in order to get your life back
else karma comes around and gets you right back

all that glitters is rhinestones (prod.chrnic & neonn)

my past is darker and deeper than places every known
don't take that part of me out of me
where you can see it ooo hoo
even though my present and my future keep a hold of me
it takes a while to know yourself
i know my heart's got missing puzzle pieces
hoping you can fill the gaps
gaps in my maze-like memory making it hard to think
i can't breathe when they're around me

this way ain't the right way to speak from the heart
all the time and the energy you could keep for yourself
all the time that you're always 
trying to watch out what you say around me
keep your heart on solid grounding
keep it on-
aye, honest mistakes based off of bad decisions (based off bad decisions)
yeah, no wonder it takes a while to know
under the presence they feel about me
a thousand thoughts racing at me
i found out my thoughts are clouded
they're all trying to take me down
my feet and my arms are bound
weights on my feet sink me down
lost faith, that's a lost cause
and you got a lot of scars
that you cannot heal away
regrets and mistakes you made
still present in your life today
slowly draining your life away

my past is darker and deeper than places every known
don't take that part of me out of me
where you can see it ooo hoo
even though my present and my future keep a hold of me
it takes a while to know yourself
i know my heart's got missing puzzle pieces
hoping you can fill the gaps
gaps in my maze-like memory making it hard to think
i can't breathe when they're around me

puzzle box heart (prod.digipak & heroine)

six seven eight missed calls hanging in my phone
and i'm paralyzed thinking about what they could want
dragging my name through the dirt wasn't enough
six seven eight missed calls hanging in my phone
and i'm paralyzed thinking about what they could want
dragging my name through the dirt wasn't enough

i see monsters in the walls and the side of my bed
meet them in the eyes whenever i'm laying my head
paralyzed with fear knowing that i'm not enough
scary monsters hiding inside of the walls
in the mouth of a home that could swallow me whole
fitting my leg through the hole like it was made for me
and if you didn't see it you wouldn't believe it happened
in the belly of the beast anything could happen
it's the worst case scenario if you're afraid of what you're meant to be

darkness in my heart i can't abide by
watching from darkness sitting on the sidelines
these walls are all alive thinking like a hive mind
consuming all of me yes i know
if i'm a lost cause then i won't go
was it the right call i'll never know
and was it easier than just letting go
if it's a world away i will not go
not settlement
auspicious handling
propitious to the outcome
consolidate the feelings in your past 'til they're welcome
congratulations you can handle it like everyone
but do you really think that you're done
six seven eight missed calls hanging in my phone
and i'm paralyzed thinking about every single one
pulling myself through the hole like it was made for me

i see monsters in the walls and the side of my bed
meet them in the eyes whenever i'm laying my head
paralyzed with fear knowing that i'm not enough
scary monsters hiding inside of the walls
in the mouth of a home that could swallow me whole
fitting my leg through the hole like it was made for me
and if you didn't see it you wouldn't believe it happened
in the belly of the beast anything could happen
it's the worst case scenario if you're afraid of what you're meant to be

afraid of monsters (prod.heroz)

i want to make a difference
i'm trying to be different
all signs pointing to a bad outcome in the end
i'm far away from innocent
my life is filled with many sins
reaching out high and low
trying to walk the distance
always reaching my hand out where it's not needed
far away from being where i want to be when you're calling
i fell once again yeah i feel like i'm broken
but can't break or show emotions
sink deeper than the ocean
waves on the boat simply going through the motion
only hard times await
losing focus
constant emotion
only hards times that you seem to know so well

my life is in your hands so hold it close
the world is in my eyes so i'll look out

these better days
i know these better days
i know these better days were long coming for sure
in other words
i sense in other ways
i sense another way to pull me to the light
i'm wide awake
i will not fall asleep
won't fall for false dreams pulling me further away
the light of the day 
holding me far away from where i want to be 
sinking me into the night
i found a way to fight
so long i tried and tried
sinking like a stone down to the bottom
until i found away

sink deeper than the ocean
my life is in your hands so hold it close
so hold it close

i want to make a difference
i'm trying to be different
all signs pointing to a bad outcome in the end
i'm far away from innocent
my life is filled with many sins
reaching out high and low
trying to walk the distance
always reaching my hand out where it's not needed
far away from being where i want to be when you're calling
i fell once again yeah i feel like i'm broken
but can't break or show emotions
sink deeper than the ocean
waves on the boat simply going through the motion
only hard times await
losing focus
constant emotion
only hards times that you seem to know so well

sink deeper than the ocean (prod.kidu)

is anybody out there
waiting for me on the exhale
when i'm coming down from a bad feeling
in my heart that is beating
faster than ever
i can't remember
what it was
the speeding bullet made me nauseous to follow
travel the distance i can't replenish no
stop
the weight it takes on me
shackles on my feet
pulling my feet when i'm walking no
unpleasant thoughts of you
something left to prove
feeling my heart racing no

any minute now annihilation
took a hard beating
still my heart beating
will not stop bleeding
will i find meaning
feel the walls breaking
learned a hard lesson
where my heart's destined
trying to find something
that feels alright
a moment of weakness i can't let you see it's not easy
a moment of violence that left my so weak and depleted
my heart is a sickness
close guard my conviction
scars shrouded around
bane of existence
my only contingence
i'd rather stand my ground
afraid i might lose it
new scars and contusions
it's close to bleeding out
the world that i'm seeing
find hard to believe in anymore
i slowly leave behind
no sentimentals
no coincidentals
nothing that makes you think it's alright
you're seemingly confused
you seemingly want to
abuse my kindness

is anybody out there
waiting for me on the exhale
when i'm coming down from a bad feeling
in my heart that is beating
faster than ever
i can't remember
what it was
the speeding bullet made me nauseous to follow
travel the distance i can't replenish no
stop
the weight it takes on me
shackles on my feet
pulling my feet when i'm walking no
unpleasant thoughts of you
something left to prove
feeling my heart racing no

is anybody out there (prod.qweshhka & dose)

back to the regular
i smoke the gas pack
pussy it ain't regular
if your name isn't god
then i am not afraid of you
got whips that look like ufos
that's hovering in your area
here to embarrass you
your folks ain't beat your ass enough
so here i am to parent you
this flow is scary to these weak ass pussy rappers 
that ain't even got their barrings yet

you blew the bet
losing against me will have you right in debt
writing checks
out to me and my name know i pocket that
like thank you kindly please
i take that right away and put it right where i need
i pull off right away and drop the top so i start feeling a breeze
our worlds ain't wide away so why you hating on me
it's because you hate the fact you know you'll never be me
i push up stun away in a way that could only be me
i'm screeching rubber burning asphalt
shoes on your couch disrespect i'm an asshole
ain't leaving 'til i'm getting what i asked about
you wanna be me you could be my mascot
you want the worst of me
i'm riding this high 'til i die
giddy up pony
you think you'd last a round
i would recommend giving up on it
pushing away the dead weight
building muscle from it
four walls in here tell you lies
continuing to build off whatever i sacrifice
point to be made you know you cannot fucking symbolize
whatever you made out to be the fucking selling point
of what you wanted to be
you feel like burning what you wanted in the third degree
and now you're trying to sign off on it
pushing it off the bridge and trying to suck the air from it
but i can't let you know

get me back to the regular
i'm smoking gas pack 
pussy it's irregular
if your name isn't god
then i am not afraid of you
got whips that look like ufos
that's hovering in your area
here to embarrass you
your folks ain't beat your ass enough
so here i am to parent you

back to the regular (prod.elxnce & sydney runner)

yeah i don't feel regular
feel like i'm not from earth
moving in retrograde
but i still feel the same
when there's no one to blame
you look to shift the blame
even if it's allowed
how's that fair
yeah your heart's a parasite
much to your own delight
but will you sacrifice
what's meant to be there
you're not allowed to fight
you allow yourself to find
a different reason why you won't
yeah that isn't peace of mind
that's just a waste of time
all of those wasted nights
trapped in my own mind
can't afford luxuries
to have it stripped from me
pausing myself to think
how did it come to this

this time is the last time that it's stripped from me
this time trying to be someone that's strictly me
weights off of the worst parts that inhibit me
hold on to the moments that i could keep
closed guard all these new thoughts under lock and key
stay strong for a new dawn that's coming for me
break off of the old parts of my history
wondering how much more it'll take from me
i know these feelings eat you alive
i know they're too much to hide
and when our hearts drift away
from what we're too scared to say
what we're feeling inside
to try to keep us alive
we come together as one
to find the means to survive

yeah i don't feel regular
feel like i'm not from earth
moving in retrograde
but i still feel the same
when there's no one to blame
you look to shift the blame
even if it's allowed
how's that fair
yeah your heart's a parasite
much to your own delight
but will you sacrifice
what's meant to be there
you're not allowed to fight
you allow yourself to find
a different reason why you won't
yeah that isn't peace of mind
that's just a waste of time
all of those wasted nights
trapped in my own mind
can't afford luxuries
to have it stripped from me
pausing myself to think
how did it come to this

moving in retrograde (prod.toemuro)

brand new car the insides look like peanut butter tapioca
percocet and mix it with the cup until i'm belly over
mixing soda with the purple 'til the cup is spilling over
purple drink all on my purple jeans yeah bitch i'm never sober
two phones in my pocket one's an iphone one's a motorola
two glocks in my whip double the firepower rolling solo
shout out to desta
got my teeth fresher
i got new swag straight out the dresser
now i look fresher

call me professor
i'm here to test you
give me any flow that you got i do it better
you're no contestor
i'm riding solo
interior looks like a coca cola
lambo truck pulled up
exterior like dirty soda
i'm nice hold up
new drop came in i'm about to pour up
mix it with soda
drank too much now i'm about to throw up
you see this money come in it'll get you motivated
can't fuck with my high baby you know i'm hella faded
you can't be seen with me baby you know i'm hella famous
can't fuck with me you know i am not the one to play with
i'm rapping my ass off like i needed to pay rent

brand new car the insides look like peanut butter tapioca
percocet and mix it with the cup until i'm belly over
mixing soda with the purple 'til the cup is spilling over
purple drink all on my purple jeans yeah bitch i'm never sober
two phones in my pocket one's an iphone one's a motorola
two glocks in my whip double the firepower rolling solo
shout out to desta
got my teeth fresher
i got new swag straight out the dresser
now i look fresher

tapioca (prod.desta)

h3artch3rades:

you're so degraded
you're suffocated
your soul's decaying
but no one's outside waiting for you
you mean well don't you
but no one outside knows what it means to me
hold up wait a minute
words got my tongue tied
all wrong bad intentions
caught in a landslide
thoughts going through my mind
how could they know they're mine
no one outside knows what it means to me

it's going in one ear and it's out the other
and no one around seems to care for the other
when no one around is listening
every night i would pray
everyone else is trying to speak for the other
when nothing they're saying is holding that much relevance
although i know they mean you well
something only i could tell
puzzling circumstances 
that's so crazy
i can see the future like that's so raven
i finally found myself a new safe haven
where no one outside knows what it means to me

you're so degraded
you're suffocated
your soul's decaying
but no one's outside waiting for you
you mean well don't you
but no one outside knows what it means to me
hold up wait a minute
words got my tongue tied
all wrong bad intentions
caught in a landslide
thoughts going through my mind
how could they know they're mine
no one outside knows what it means to me

kumosai:

I’m tired of waiting
Still navigating
This trench you left here for me to fill
I don’t wanna be the one
Feels like a shot from a gun
Convinced myself you’re showing love, couldn’t be more wrong

You wan’ take apart the foundation holding us up
Is you gon’ play your part or not?
This shit is so dumb
Can’t shake the feeling you want nothing to do with me
But I’m tryin’ my best & I just wanted you to see

that's so raven FT. kumosai (prod.blxty, eli.yf, & skreer)

yeah this hoe gon' drive me up the wall
she not gon' do nothing 'bout it
this hoe blowing my high
but she don't give a fuck about it (uh)
brand new notches on my chain
that i just got from my jeweler (from my jeweler)
rags to riches baby
crown me the king like i'm the ruler (uh)
stupid gas pack in my lungs
fucking up my medulla
coughing i'm asthmatic
i body bag the gas and i toe tag it (i toe tag it)
fucking hazmat it
i pull it out the zippy
you know that scent is on my body (oh)
wide body the hell kitty
she all over my body
know she want a real man
so i had to oblige her
i put forgies all over the whip
and the doors suicidal
all of my cars all white
like a bad bitch on her bridal
yeah this art hoe at my crib she say she like the feng shui
okay stupid hoe whatever the fuck you say
i'm the party getting drunk off of d'usse
and fuck who you came with fuck what your dude say
i put dick in your stomach it giving you more life
more life more life
this hoe bad but she only get one night
one night one night
oh shit i ran out of all my meds
'bout to re-up 'bout to go to the medic
bitch i'm pulling up right now 
you better be ready (hoe better be ready)
my time is money 
you know i don't like to wait (yeah)
i pull up in that GLE baby
you know that's me baby
a honk honk beep and your passenger seat's ready to go

thugger flow freestyle (prod.meta & heroine)

you miss the love 'cause it's gone away
yet for a long time you were not there
there isn't that much more to say now
prove to me your love is true uh-huh oh
is your heart in the right location
now there's a hole in my heart supposed to be filled
it's unmistakably a weakness
we do it all the time 
but now it's time to let you know

too many moments at all the right times
had all the right ways to say that you wanted more
too many new twists and surprises
found in your life to catch yourself wide off guard
these new relationships you gain lead to a new foundation
new routes you take to get away is new salvation
new feelings ain't going away
look at what they did to me
you can find happiness too
don't be surprised when you see things in your life upside down 
that you couldn't turn right side up
untraceable artifacts in your heart that you'd never expect
that you'd never expect as you know

you miss the love 'cause it's gone away
yet for a long time you were not there
there isn't that much more to say now
prove to me your love is true uh-huh oh
is your heart in the right location
now there's a hole in my heart supposed to be filled
it's unmistakably a weakness
we do it all the time 
but now it's time to let you know

yeah something hard to believe
you felt that arrow in your heart and realized you could bleed
but you never thought that the feeling could make you concede
a point you never expected to make
how much more can a heart take
yeah i feel the weight on me shifting away
burdens on me lift away
my feelings for you one and the same
yeah of circumstantial evidence that i found inside
'til our worlds collide one in the same

you miss the love 'cause it's gone away
yet for a long time you were not there
there isn't that much more to say now
prove to me your love is true uh-huh oh
is your heart in the right location
now there's a hole in my heart supposed to be filled
it's unmistakably a weakness
we do it all the time 
but now it's time to let you know

love letters (prod.blxty)

h3artch3rades:

the rushing of currents and roaring waves
the smell of the sea not so far away
the white noise of water spreading the sands
returned to the water as fast as it can
it was a summer like just any other
so why does this one not feel as special as the other ones
maybe i'm just getting older but i thought that it would last forever
regardless of how i felt you know you felt it too
moments in your life that you never thought you'd lose
i thought that this would be a fairy tale ending
but instead it feels like

brick by brick you build it
'til it all crumbles down
inch by inch is taken
'til it looks like a mile
walk a mile back
to get right back to where you were then
walking in place
feels like you're going nowhere fast

alyorra:

Faster than the speed of light
Wind blowing through my hair as I
Feel the sun kissing on my skin
When life seemed alright
Can't control the way that I know I feel
But I wish it was how it was when you were here
Smell of the smoke in the air at night
A familiar voice telling me wrong from right
Innocent memories, it keeps us together
Familiar melodies, the sounds I remember
Emptiness, follows me when I think of you
I hope you're doing alright

h3artch3rades:

the smells and scents
the sights and sounds
the things implied
not said out loud
i thought that this would have a happier outcome
but instead it feels like
brick by brick you build it

'til it all crumbles down
inch by inch is taken
'til it looks like a mile
walk a mile back
to get right back to where you were then
walking in place
feels like you're going nowhere fast

summer's gone FT. alyorra (prod.tayo)

go on survive
that's the life we lead
one day i look around and start thinking is it all that i asked for
my mirror mirror
reveal reflections about myself i wish to truly see
and block the bad ones out and after that i swear i'll be alright yeah
problems that i acquire
cutting heads off the hydra
i take one down it grows right back in its place it's a nightmare
luckily all these feelings aren't original
so many people in this world that i take and i learn from
i want to be exceptional
someone you can't forget about yeah

i'm a pariah
probably expired
never know when to quit
never know when to retire
honestly i'm tired
hand to my heart i know
yeah there's a lot of things i claim to know but i don't know
yeah it's a new me
promises not met
it's a bad dream
i'll take that in my stead
it often amounts to nothing good about you
you lie to yourself but you know what you need

a fractured heart about you
there's nothing good about it
one day you'll look around and ask is it all that i asked for
my mirror mirror
reveal reflections about myself i wish to truly see
and block the bad ones out and after that i swear i'll be alright yeah
problems that i acquire
cutting heads off the hydra
i take one down it grows right back in its place it's a nightmare
luckily all these feelings aren't original
so many people in this world that i take and i learn from
i want to be exceptional
someone you can't forget about yeah

mirror mirror (prod.violet & meta)

h3artch3rades:

like watching birds fly and migrate
like where'd they go from here
the higher they soar
the smaller they appear to me
mocking the ground
curse the ones who cannot fly
you spread your wings
but didn't think they'd work at all
no trial and tribulate
all you do is capitulate
how you say to practice what you preach
but you have zero faith
arms spread in equal length
willing to accept my fate
always had an equal opportunity
but played it safe
forever be my great mistake
hardships lays in wait
brazenly accept responsibilities
that i should take
course correct and navigate
trying hard to keep it straight
scared of more than just the landing

lynu:

i guess i'll play the game again like i always do
i'll keep my composure but baby i know the truth
and i didn't see a light around here til i noticed you
been in the dark so long, i never seen the view
show me how to fly under your wings
show me what it's worth, show me what you think i really need
i been way too numb, you can't make me feel a single thing
but who knows, you might change everything
teach me how to feel again
show me where i should begin, again
teach me how to feel again
takes so much of me to not pretend

birds that can fly FT. lynu (prod.awe)

yeah don't want to be a b-side
i'll be happy if i'm beside you
don't worry if it ain't right
i'll be happy if you're okay
yeah on your terms i'm right
don't wait to decide
don't waste your time
on getting caught up
in all of the big possibilities
with you and i together
there's nothing else we need
all i really need is trust yeah
all i really need's longevitiy
all i really want is us yeah
all i really need is you and me

known you then
from the start
kept you there
in my heart
you're a once in a lifetime opportunity
never wanted something special
just wanted something equal
you get everything you asked for and more
just want something that'll last more
don't think that it's lost
you verify me
don't think that your worth
is something that you'll never see
i'm letting my loose lips sink this ship
if it's not going my way
i'm putting my faults behind myself
it's not who i want to be
what more could you ask for
what more could you ask for

yeah don't want to be a b-side
i'll be happy if i'm beside you
don't worry if it ain't right
i'll be happy if you're okay
yeah on your terms i'm right
don't wait to decide
don't waste your time
on getting caught up
in all of the big possibilities
with you and i together
there's nothing else we need
all i really need is trust yeah
all i really need's longevitiy
all i really want is us yeah
all i really need is you and me

beside / b-side (prod.glasear)

h3artch3rades:

two hundred MPH my dashboard 'bout to crash the fuck out
i reached a feaver pitch inside and then i blacked the fuck out
what works for you might not work for me and it's cool it's alright
i'm cooling in the back seat look up and my roof is starlight
cyberpunk yeah i'm going cyberpsycho
a situation where i'm getting money with my eyes closed
can't out perform me 'cause i put in work you know i'm all that
i push the whip i feel like batman 'cause my shit is all black
go go go go
go go go go
i feel like cyberpunk yeah i'm going cyberpsycho
and yeah i get this money yeah i do it with my eyes closed

seph: 

got that metal on me 
cyberpsycho 
yo swag played out
recycled
this tint so goddamn dark 
i’m better off keeping my eyes closed
fix up my broken heart
we goin thru like every trial 
if it ain’t work out from the start 
i can’t be in denial

take one more pill 
from out my cupboard 
then i black the fuck out 
change my demeanor 
almost everytime that you come around 
i see you everywhere i go
i’m tuning everything out
how could i ever let it go? 
that shit is weighing me down

tera:

cld:

I see you wherever I go
Want me to change, then girl let me know
Can I be the best, the one that you hold, yeah
I would take my time but you say you don't want that
Swap my heart for parts, turn my soul black
Learned my lesson once, won't run back 
I got too much time in my hands
Wanna work, pay cash in advance
Green thumb when I count these bands
Cream seats in the whip, I'm goin ghost
You talk too much, doin the most
Live my life the way that I chose
Can you go your own way?
I can't be there for you no more

uxie:

my bro lowkey act like kujo, he tryna spaz on everyone
i get one more its a hat trick, i get one more and its 1 & done
how could i move like you? mom can't lose her only son
codependency, i said i cant rely on no one
haaa, gotta get this on my own
wanna leave, yea you could go
wanna see me i go ghost, yeah
haaa, & i know it hurts u most
out in texas with my bros
girl if u want, you can take my soul

cyberpsycho FT. seph, tera, cld, & uxie (prod.2delegy & h3artch3rades)

h3artch3rades:

girl what you feel inside
you know it can be real
girl what you feel inside
you know it can all be real
love what you fell
i want you all
to myself yeah

i don't want to waste time
girl hit me on facetime
facetime (facetime)
facetime (facetime) oh
facetime (facetime) yea-yeah
facetime (facetime) yeah oh
facetime (facetime) oh-uh
facetime (facetime) oh-uh
i don't want to waste time
girl hit me on facetime

victxrw:

u know what i need, you and me, lets facetime
dont say your busy, im in the city, make time
cause u know how it goes when i think it through
how many things i gotta do for me to get to you

i know u got my number
would it hurt for you to call me
maybe just once in a while
cause i miss when we encounter
would you do anything for me?
maybe just once in a while i dont know

h3artch3rades:

girl what you feel inside
you know it can be real (yeah)
girl what you feel inside 
you know it can all be real (oh-uh-oh)
love what you fell
i want you all
to myself yeah (to myself)

i don't want to waste time
girl hit me on facetime
facetime (facetime)
facetime (facetime) oh
facetime (facetime) yea-yeah
facetime (facetime) yeah oh
facetime (facetime) oh-uh
facetime (facetime) oh-uh
i don't want to waste time
girl hit me on facetime

on1y:

I ain’t tryna waste time
I’m just tryna do better
seats expensive leather
know I’m finna pull up
lemme know if you want sum
baby girl you know I’m the one 
shit good when we having fun
I just wish this shit would last
girl you know that life be moving fast no time to look back
if a n** try to try you glock stuffed in my book bag 
you disappeared where you go?
I just wonder let me know

h3artch3rades:

i don't want to waste time
girl hit me on facetime
facetime (facetime)
facetime (facetime) oh
facetime (facetime) yea-yeah
facetime (facetime) yeah oh
facetime (facetime) oh-uh
facetime (facetime) oh-uh
i don't want to waste time
girl hit me on facetime

hit me on facetime FT. victxrw & on1y (prod.ilyajay & zukobain)

waiting
i can't fault you
i've been seeing you in my dreams
your hard work
finally paying off it seems
your honesty begging the question
of whatever happened to circumstance
believe me
i've got all the 
time and care i can afford 
to offer
no point in getting upset
when it's hard to
expect that from me (expect that from me)
in tragedy (in tragedy)

you're often giving it up
to do what you want
expect that you won't
start falling apart
meet me where i'm at
and not where you are
stuck here in this moment of silence
is all that we need

i've got a sick obsession
i see you in my dreams
maybe it's hard to tell you
what it is you mean to me
i know i'm often quiet
that's just a part of me
and yet i have this feeling
that this was meant to be
maybe it's just the silence
when we're heart beats away
i'm scared to close the distance
scared that you'll reject me
notice you're awfully quiet
is it because of me
i'm here to break the silence
and here to tell you that

regardless i'm moving astray
don't let the moment get away
moments my heart bled away
flowers grow out of my face
exhausting the moves i can make
laying my cards 'til there's nothing
nothing nothing

you're often giving it up
to do what you want
expect that you won't
start falling apart
meet me where i'm at
and not where you are
stuck here in this moment of silence
is all that we need

oh
oh yeah
oh
oh all that we need
uh-huh
uh uh
all that we need

i've had a dream about you (prod.soma)

can't make me wait for too long
we're closer to the edge
but we're running out of time (out of time)
takes a while to be yourself
takes a heart to know a heart
you can find a way to get away from me
i feel like were both distant and far
you think that we're miles apart from each other
and if i could only find a way to your heart

we're both distant and far (distant and far)
we're both distant and far (distant and far)
we're both distant and far (distant and far)

precipice building up 
shock to the system 
it makes you want to drop
build it up brick by brick
'til it all starts to fall apart
expressionlessly kissing on me
tugging on my collar
that's what you do do do

as i said can't wait for too long (for too long)
i'm trying to find out what your virtues are signaling
start setting a better precedent
course the writing's on the walls
and it won't fade away
no matter how many times i scrub and i scrape
there's a lingering chance it'll always be there
i'm at the precipice of this

precipice building up 
shock to the system 
it makes you want to drop
build it up brick by brick
'til it all starts to fall apart
expressionlessly kissing on me
tugging on my collar
that's what you do do do

distant and far (prod.exo & h3artch3rades)

don't miss your long await
you're out here looking for something that you left up to fate

don't tell it
and miscommunicate
you're looking for buried treasures
you know you can't locate
be there before it's too late
you're a lost cause
before you even figured it out
too many options
you're scared of the process
you lost out on progress
you fall into obsolescence
so figure it out
yeah oh yeah
you've done a lot to figure out

walking roads that'll hurt your feet
usually molds a better person of who you want to be
when you're all alone it's enough said
and that's a promise to show yourself
something to hold yourself to account that you owe yourself
because this is your grand grand grand grand ceremony
heart on sleeve
as you'd please
something along the lines that you told yourself (that you told yourself)
something you owe yourself (something you owe yourself)
maybe in another life
we could all get what we asked for
another life
is it all too much to ask for
another life
one that i don't have to pretend live out of spite
you felt the same way for so long
i tell you don't wait
fine on the outside
feel free on the inside
the way and the path's defined
it almost seems like
you're finally home

don't tell it
and miscommunicate
you're looking for buried treasures
you know you can't locate
be there before it's too late
you're a lost cause
before you even figured it out
too many options
you're scared of the process
you lost out on progress
you fall into obsolescence
so figure it out
yeah oh yeah
you've done a lot to figure out

maybe i don't want to let go
i don't want to let go

buried treasure (prod.violet)

artificial sickness
scripts at the CVS
pick it up in milligrams
percocets and adderall
stumbling on the asphalt
now where the fuck's my uber ride
i can't get a refund for it
now i'm getting aggravated
pill inside my mouth yes
now i'm getting activated
cops looking at me some way
now i'm getting anxious about it
the fuck they trying to clock me for
try to walk the other way
getting paranoid as hell
i'm scared i'm scared
the pills and bottles and pints are fucking my brain up
i'm getting vertigo from the staircase i'm all the way up
my heart is palpitating i'm starting to see things from staying up
i'm playing with my life i'm about to give myself a new halo halo
what the fuck do you think my angle angle is
bottles on the shelf take it take it off
fire sale in the pharmaceutical aisle
treating it like a back alley

clearing out the shelf  clearing out the shelf  (oh-uh)
clearing out the shelf clearing out the shelf  (i started fucking)
clearing out the shelf clearing out the shelf  (oh-uh)
clearing out the shelf clearing out the shelf  (yes sir)
clearing out the shelf clearing out the shelf (you heard that)
clearing out the shelf clearing out the shelf (i started fucking)
clearing out the shelf clearing out the shelf (oh-uh)
clearing out the shelf clearing out the shelf (oh-uh)

isang:

isang ^_^
imma take the drugs u can have the rest (here you go)
baby let me down put my heart to rest
tweakin out im cryin like there's nothing left
push her to the side she not main quest
main quest ya i close my eyes i shoot aimless
suicide doors think we falling out
butterfly doors bae i'm balling out
if im buying water then its voss
i just caught that boy shopping at a ross
suit and tie yah i feel like the boss
i just hit a parlay off lacrosse
now theres green in my pockets look like moss
bae why u gettin mad i just josh
yeah i hit up HC we getting activated
new wrap on the whip this shit gloss

h3artch3rades:

clearing out the shelf clearing out the shelf (oh-uh)
clearing out the shelf clearing out the shelf (i started fucking)
clearing out the shelf clearing out the shelf (oh-uh)
clearing out the shelf clearing out the shelf (yes sir)
clearing out the shelf clearing out the shelf (you heard that)
clearing out the shelf clearing out the shelf (i started fucking)
clearing out the shelf clearing out the shelf (oh-uh)
clearing out the shelf clearing out the shelf (oh-uh)

taika:

clear it out, air it out
it's not clocking to you what i'm talking bout (business)
money counter, used to counting large amounts
100 bands on my wrist, fuck a house
hating on me i don't give it any thought
got a new mercedes and i push it off the lot
i would be complaining too if i was in your spot
good thing i'm up and you're not
walking out prada i got a lot of drip on me
haters on internet giving brain like a zombie
she said "you famous or not?" i told her "shit prolly"
brand new mercedes but i cant switch on ferrari
they sit there trolling all day, they live on safari
this shit get dangerous i brought the blick in the party
twin aimed the gun and gave them a trim like he carti
taika and h3artch3rades and isang, they cant stop me

h3artch3rades:

clearing out the shelf clearing out the shelf (oh-uh)
clearing out the shelf clearing out the shelf (i started fucking)
clearing out the shelf clearing out the shelf (oh-uh)
clearing out the shelf clearing out the shelf (yes sir)
clearing out the shelf clearing out the shelf (you heard that)
clearing out the shelf clearing out the shelf (i started fucking)
clearing out the shelf clearing out the shelf (oh-uh)
clearing out the shelf clearing out the shelf (oh-uh)

clearing out the shelf FT. isang & taika (prod.venexxi)

every day fight for survival
stuck in my ways and cutting my losses
putting my hand on my vitals
am i still living i don't know
i only know keep moving forward
with still enough chaos inside 
to birth a dancing star
i don't even pray no more
i don't even think no more
cars coming left right
i don't even look both ways no more
it's all fatalistic
it's outside of my control
i can't determine what's vital
i can't foresee it no more
i've drawn a line in the sand too many times
it blows away in the wind
got lost myself trying to go with the wind
i don't even sleep well no more
i don't even think like before
got circumstances that could prove me wrong
serve a life sentence for the standards i have
trying to absorb all my processes
prognosis something ain't working out
so i rely on sink or swim tactics
if i drown then i drown

from my hand to my heart
to my foot into the grave
from the things i endure
to the weaknesses gained
not a single things surprises me yeah
from the flaws in my system
i'll always be a product of misdirection
from the bridge i tried to sell
to the bridge i burned down later
from the innocence i had
to the innocence i lost later
from the dreams i tried to keep
to the dream i laid down later
from the moments that i had
to the moments that i'll have later

yeah i guess that's the price i pay for validation
you putting words inside my mouth
'til i'm throwing up stomach aching
i know the words i say are caustic and regardless
please proceed with caution
i'm exhausted but at least i'm honest
am i honestly still honoring these brokered promises
what's promised to me brought some problems to me yeah
there's prominency in my heart to bleed
my heart on sleeve
look like doctor's sleeves
trying to fix my arteries yeah

it is what it is
it is what it isn't
i know what i did
i'll live to regret it
my hand on my heart
to see if it's beating
is this what it means
to truly be living
i still don't know

it is what it is
it is what it isn't
i know what i did
i'll live to regret it
my hand on my heart
to see if it's beating
is this what it means
to truly be living
i still don't know

oscilloscope (prod.luvlyghost)

say what you want to say to me then go away
if you're praying for me then pray for me
go your separate ways
it's better than telling me
is this how it's supposed to be
i want to make it out
pulling me deeper than i've ever been down before
waves from the outpost
tears from the alcove
say you're coming back for me
say you're coming back for me
and pull me out
violence breeds violence
it's destiny it's meant to be
it's nothing it's nothing
i would've said it regardless
of whatever promises made
aren't as simple as it gets
i wanted autonomy
over my life you see
take from me what you want but you won't rest
brick by brick build it up 'til it's crumbling down
('til it's crumbling down)
but the only outcome that made me stronger
was thinking that i had to hold out longer
when faith gets a little farther i'm still holding on
so pull me out (oh)
this deafening silence means nothing
nothing at all
(it's nothing, it's nothing)
(it's nothing at all)

h3artch3rades

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