dystopia

When you feel like everything is just fine but also habby birthday

From emptiness, love, losses and virtue, the heart weighs heavy and these songs make it all make sense. At least for me 🤷🏽‍♂️

What’s love?

🌊eMbEr IsLaNd🌊

anson seabra

Anson seabra

try to try

Magazines

Our new single 'Need You' is out now ♡♡♡
http://soundcloud.com/emberisland/needyou

This song is what started it all, before any of the covers and before we even knew what Ember Island was, or would become. We’re so excited to finally release our debut single - ’Stay’. This song is very special to us and we hope you’ll enjoy it as much as we did creating it <3

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download ♡

stay

破碎 = Broken
Beat & Vocals By ℒund

Thank you all so fucking much for 10k followers!
No matter if i have a great day or a fucking horrible day
I have one constantly amazing thing to gain happiness from and its all thanks to you guys! I can't even put into words how much appreciation i have for my fans, thank you all so much for supporting me and making my dreams come true.

Lyrics

will you end my pain 
will you take my life
will you bleed me out
will you hang me out to dry
will you take my soul 
in the midnight rain
while I’m falling apart
while I’m going 
(insane) (2nd time)
x2

can you break my bones
will you tear my skin
can you taste my lust
can you feel my sin
see im a waste of life
i should just kill myself
yeah i could slit my wrist
but it really wouldn’t help

wouldn’t fix my issues
or change your mind
cause i broke your heart
and you buried mine
now I’m six feet deep 
and i can’t breath 
i got dirt in my eyes 
and blood on my sleeves

but ill dig my way up 
through these roots and leaves 
so i can get some air 
so i can finally breath
now i on my knees 
oh baby begging please
will you
will you

will you end my pain 
will you take my life
will you bleed me out
will you hang me out to dry
will you take my soul 
in the midnight rain
while I’m falling apart
while I’m going
(insane) (2nd time)
x2

goodbye (background singing)
don’t you miss me when I’m gone
cause your the fucking reason that I’m not around
bitch your the fucking reason that I'm 

破碎 (Broken)

'Need You' is finally here!!! It feels amazing and a bit unreal that something that started out as a voice memo in a rainy forrest somewhere on Ember Island now can be heard by people from the other side of the world. We're so happy for the love and support you've been showing us so far and hope you're gonna love this one as much as we did creating it ♡ ☂

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need you

gonna be writing more stuff regularly now. hope you guys like this one :)

When It's Over (Original)

love deserved ♡

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let’s make a deal
if you find it you’ll owe me a lie
i was fortunate baby
before you walked into my life
and when you found me 
you ran out of fear
i thought it was kind 
but it left me in tears
made you the winner 
but it’s not too late to give up
to give up 

love deserved
in my mind you’ll stay
in my mind you’ll stay
love deserved
in my mind you’re safe
in my mind you’re safe
love deserved
in my mind you’ll
in my mind you’ll say 
in my mind you’ll say
love deserved..
in my mind you’ll stay
in my mind you’re safe

i had a dream that i found it 
and locked it for life
i’m a blue-eyed believer 
still thinking this love could survive
time didn’t heal
still my memories bleed
so i saved the good
then the bad disappeared 
made me a winner 
cause i have it all in my mind
in my mind

love deserved
in my mind you’ll stay
in my mind you’ll stay
love deserved
in my mind you’re safe
in my mind you’re safe
love deserved
in my mind you’ll
in my mind you’ll say 
in my mind you’ll say
love deserved..
in my mind you’ll stay
in my mind you’re stay

love deserved

cybersex

anxiety (feat. FRND)

anxiety - blackbear (feat. FRND)

Stream/Download: https://fanlink.to/wtw

Lyrics:
Welcome to Wonderland, we've got it all
Potions and pastries that make you grow tall
Forests and cottages, castles and cards that can talk. 

Welcome to Wonderland, look where you're at 
Maddest of hatters, the Cheshire Cat
Magical cabins and lovely white rabbits with clocks.

Dancing through a dream underneath the stars
Laughing 'til the morning comes
Everyone that leaves has a heavy heart, oh, Wonderland I love.

Welcome to Wonderland, I'll be your guide
Holding your hand under sapphire skies
Let's go exploring or we could just go for a walk. 

Welcome to Wonderland, where should we go
There's a tea party along down the road
Make an appearance and maybe they'll sing us a song. 

Dancing through a dream underneath the stars 
Laughing 'til the morning comes
Everyone that leaves has a heavy heart oh, Wonderland I love.

Nothing around here is quite as it seems 
Not sure if anything's real or a dream 
And the only thing sure from the start 
Is the song that's inside of your heart 
Don't let it leave.

If this was a dream, then at least I’ve got
Memories for when morning comes
Now that I must leave with a heavy heart oh, Wonderland I love.

STREAM / DL

Welcome to Wonderland

I want to take a minute and tell you all how much all of you mean to me. It really is difficult to put into words the amount of gratitude I have for the continuous support you have all given me. being able to share and relate with you truly saves my life everyday. I love all of you with all that I am. - Lund 

p.s. - new music when this reaches 100k streams.

Song Title - Low
Production & Vocals By Lund.

Lyrics


Low now
Feeling low now
This divide inside my mind 
I might lose control now
Demons feeding on my soul
Im a fucking ghost now
And theres nothing in my chest
But a fucking hole now

Woah now 
Blood it flow out
Theres a war inside my mind 
Drugs could dull it all down
Broken hearts and wasted time
Trying work it all out
Take a look inside my eyes
Got a heart of stone now

Know my head is spun
With thoughts you I'm over whelmed 
All this pain I hold
I wish I could heal myself
See inside my core 
Know you were my everything 
Without you have nothing left 
So ima let this pistol sing

Blood run cold like overdose 
Going toe to toe with death
Smokin till im comatose
Till there just aint nothing left
Whiskey with the cyanide 
Empty bottle by my bed  
Depression got no antidote
So fill my fucking brain with lead

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Lyrics:

If you see the boy I used to be, could you tell him that I'd like to find him
And if you see the shell that's left of me, could you spare him a little kindness

'Cus I've been high and I've been low, I've spent a thousand nights alone, tryna hold on tight
And feelings come but they won't go, please won't someone take me home before I lose my mind

Am I human? 
Am I flawed?
Do I deserve a shred of worth or am I just another fake, fucked up lost cause?
And am I human? 
Or am I something else? 
'Cus I'm so scared and there's no one there to save me from the nightmare that I call myself

I've tried everything and anything but nothing seems to work quite like it should
Between the madness and the apathy, seems there's nothing left inside of me that's good

'Cus I've been high and I've been low, I've spent a thousand nights alone, tryna hold on tight
And feelings come but they won't go, please won't someone take me home before I lose my mind

Am I human? 
Am I flawed?
Do I deserve a shred of worth or am I just another fake, fucked up lost cause?
And am I human? 
Or am I something else? 
'Cus I'm so scared and there's no one there to save me from the nightmare that I call myself

--humming--

Am I human? 
Am I flawed?
Do I deserve a shred of worth or am I just another fake, fucked up lost cause?
And am I human? 
Or am I something else? 
'Cus I'm so scared and there's no one there to save me from the nightmare that I call myself

Free Download :)

Broken

wrote this a while back and finally got around to finishing it. hope you like it :)

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LYRICS:

I shoulda known it wouldn't happen 'cus it wasn't right
I shoulda known it cus it happens every god damned time
Almost thought we coulda been something, almost thought we could have tried, but,
Guess someone else is what you need to make you feel alright

But the other night I had you in my head, called you on the phone
Want you stealing my time even though I said I wanna be alone
Oh and I should know this could never work, oh, this could never end well
Know it's only human but I never learn, I want you for myself

I can take the fall: the pain, the pleasure
And you can take it all, for worse, or better
But oh, what if we're wrong? What if we're not all that we thought?
Then we won't make it long, but hey, I guess that's us

We couldn't help it but you know that doesn't make it right
You say I'm selfish but I know you felt the same inside
Everybody says it's all okay, everybody says we're fine but
Guess someone else is what you need to make you feel alright

But tomorrow night I'll probly call a cab, show up at your door
Love you in the night time, leave you in your bed, cold and wanting more
Oh and I should know this could never work, oh, this could never end well
Know it's only human, but I never learn, I need you for myself

I can take the fall: the pain, the pleasure
And you can take it all, for worse, or better
But oh, what if we're wrong? What if we're not all that we thought?
Then we won't make it long, but hey, I guess that's us

(Humming)

I can take the fall: the pain, the pleasure
And you can take it all, for worse, or better
But oh, what if we're wrong? What if we're not all that we thought?
Then we won't make it long, but hey, I guess that's love

That's Us

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Lyrics:

I've been chasing the pavement,
I've been sleeping with strangers, 
dealing in danger,
passing by faces so cold

I've been running to places,
I've been broken and nameless,
hopeless and shamed, 
I've never been so low

Zoom out to everything
Zoom into me
Zoom out to tragedy
Zoom into me

Can you hear me out there
Can you help me I'm scared
Can you lift me, can you give me
a sign
Can you beat back the night
Can you make things alright 
Can you hold me, can you show me
the light

All alone in the basement
Where it's always the same and
Nothing can change and no one can see
me cry

I don't know how to face it
I don't know how to name it, know who to blame but
nothing seems alright

Zoom out to everything
Zoom into me
Zoom out to tragedy
Zoom in to me

Can you hear me out there
Can you help me I'm scared
Can you lift me, can you give me
a sign
Can you beat back the night
Can you make things alright 
Can you hold me, can you show me
the light

(Humming)


Can you hear me out there
Can you help me I'm scared
Can you lift me, can you give me
a sign
Can you beat back the night
Can you make things alright 
Can you hold me, can you show me
the light

Can You Hear Me (Demo)

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lyrics:
we were floating for days
we were flying the way
that doves do
and I loved you

we were sailing the sky
watch the clouds passing by
like a dreamland
where should we land

We were invincible 
That’s what they said
So indivisible
Wherever we went

Higher than high, yeah
I guess that we had it all
Light up the sky and then
We thought that we’d never fall


You were my Hindenburg lover we were flyin away
but then we took a wrong turn and it was all up in flames
And now I’m starin at the wreckage tryin make it okay 
oh yeah

I guess I got burned from the scars on my heart
But I’d be lyin if I said I didn’t know from the start
that there was just something in between us that would tear us apart 
oh yeah

I can still see your face
Looking back through the flames
and I search it
was it worth it

no I don’t mind the smoke
but your tears make me choke
will you rescue
all that we’ve been through

repeat pre chorus
repeat chorus
repeat chorus 
:-)

Anson Seabra - Hindenburg Lover (Demo)

"Rise and rise again until lambs become lions” 
― Robin Hood

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• Lyrics

VERSE
Could have been my happy ever after
Living like we’re in a fairy tale
But you and me were more like a disaster
I should have known
Intoxicated by your reputation
I can see the mischief in your eyes
Trusted you despite my reservations
Now I’m alone

PRE
I was so rich
With all this love
You wanted it
And I was so dumb
I let you in
When I should have run
Now all that’s left
Is something numb

CHORUS
I gave you all I had to lose
My skin, my soul, my finest jewels
You stole it all for someone new and then
You gave away the best of me
My sins, my sweetest ecstasy
To someone worth much less than me
Yeah you’re my Robin Hood

VERSE
Everybody says that you’re so great, yeah
Walk around like you deserve that gold
But what would happen if they knew the place that
You got it from
I guess that I was just another victim
Someone that you thought that you could play
I had a feeling and I should have listened
Now there’s no us

PRE
I was so rich
With all this love
You wanted it
And I was so dumb
I let you in
When I should have run
Now all that’s left
Is something numb

CHORUS
I gave you all I had to lose
My skin, my soul, my finest jewels
You stole it all for someone new and then
You gave away the best of me
My sins, my sweetest ecstasy
To someone worth much less than me
Yeah you’re my Robin Hood

BRIDGE
So alone
So alone
So alone
So alone

CHORUS
I gave you all I had to lose
My skin, my soul, my finest jewels
You stole it all for someone new And then
You gave away the best of me
My sins, my sweetest ecstasy
To someone worth much less than me
Yeah you’re my Robin Hood

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Robin Hood

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• Lyrics

Feel it heavy in my bones now
Feel like everybody goes out
And smiles for the 'gram yeah 
Tried but I can't

Prayer in the shape of Prozac
Try to medicate the lows that
Come and meet me in the night time
Losing track of my time

Mama said gonna be all right 
But mama don't know what it's like in my mind
Mama said that the sun gonna shine
But mama don't know what it's like to want to die

I can't carry this anymore
Heavy from the hurt inside my veins
I can't carry this anymore
Wonder what it's like to be okay

Would you like me if I drank that
If you wanted I could take that
I'll do anything for love
I don't feel like I'm enough

You can probably see right through me
'Cus I can promise if you knew me
You would probably walk away
No you wouldn't want to stay

Oh, Mama said gonna be all right 
But mama don't know what it's like in my mind
Mama said that the sun gon' shine
But mama don't know what it's like to want to die

I can't carry this anymore
Heavy from the hurt inside my veins
I can't carry this anymore
Wonder what it's like to be okay

I know I'll be fine it's just that 
Every time this comes back
Tell my maker up above that 
I have had enough and

I can't carry this anymore
Heavy from the hurt inside my veins
I can't carry this anymore
Wonder what it's like to be okay

I Can't Carry This Anymore

I Lost A Friend

Mean It

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I Can't Keep Up With You

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Midoca - I Can't Keep Up With You

Stream Trying My Best here:

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Lyrics:

I know you think I got it all figured out 'cus
I walk around like my head's in the clouds but
I'm just a boy with his heart pourin' out of his head

I wish that you could see the pain that I've seen and
All of the times I spent being not me 
I hope you know that it's not always happy in my head

'Cus I don't know
The perfect road to go down 
but I know

I'm trying my best
I'm trying my best to be okay
I'm trying my best but every day it's so hard

And I'm holding my breath
I'm holding my breath 'til I can say
All of the words I wanna say
From my heart

If you really wanted I could let you inside
It's been so long and I've got nothing left to hide
Would you believe me if I told you that I've got flaws

Now it's time to let the curtains unfold 
And tell all the stories that I didn't want told
I let it out so I unburden my soul I won't stop

'Cus I don't know
The perfect road to go down 
but I know

I'm trying my best
I'm trying my best to be okay
I'm trying my best but every day it's so hard

And I'm holding my breath
I'm holding my breath 'til I can say
All of the words I wanna say
From my heart

I'm trying my best
I'm trying my best to be okay
I'm trying my best but every day it's so hard

And I'm holding my breath
I'm holding my breath 'til I can say
All of the words I wanna say
From my heart

Trying My Best

prod yusei  & me

lyrics:

i had a friend reach out and tell me
i've got allot up on my plate
i told her don't you ever worry
you got me when times are grey

she said nathan i feel ugly
no one understands my pain
and my parents never listen
i'd rather die than feel this way

don't cry, don't die
give it two years it'll only take time
and you're never ever ugly with a smile that bright
no your parents don't listen but i swear they wanna try

know your stressed, and depressed, and your hair is a mess
but you're cute when you lose or you're mad at your friends
and i hate when you'd cry every time that i said
oh i love when you're here, i don't want this to end

can we not talk school for once, it makes me nauseous
everyone in class is either mean or real obnoxious
and i'm sorry that i said it, but i felt so fuckin lost
it's like my life is just a token either spent it or you lost it

here i'm sittin, eye inside the storm issuing
waiting being patient for the rain to ruin
everything i've ever loved or ever touched, 
or ever gave a fuck about, i'm sorry that i hurt you friend i'm sorry that i let you down

and i, don't care, i'll always be there
no i won't give up on you

and i, don't care, i'll always be there
no i won't give up on you

 had a friend reach out and tell me
i've got allot up on my plate
i told her don't you ever worry
you got me when times are grey

she said nathan i feel ugly
no one understands my pain
and my parents never listen
i'd rather die than feel this way

don't cry

Song title - Skin & Bones
Production & Vocals by Lund.

Lyrics:

You don’t know the pain that I feel
Wasting time on love that wasn’t real
leave me alone 
I’m just skin and bones now 
I think I’m 
turning into ash 
You call my phone 
But I’m never home now 
you couldn’t save me 
from myself 

Lies they left me with 
A broken heart 
Wounds leave scars
When their always 
Torn apart
write me a eulogy
all you can do for me 
This is the 
story of my life 
So let me lay here 
There’s nothing to save here
Cause I’m already dead

Baby I just think that you
Need someone to be 
true to you
I know how to heal your heart 
Let me spend some time with you 
And maybe change your point of view
You could have a brand new start 

I know that you 
feel so damn alone 
But some things
you can’t heal
on your own
When scared to try
You miss out on life 
But darlin now 
I’ll show you the way
Its not your fault
So baby don’t cry 
Do be afraid 
Cause I’m not him

You so beautiful 
It brings me to my knees 
Your eyes are hazel green
shade of autumn leaves 
I don’t look at you 
I look into you 
I’m Lost in a moment
when your with me
I’ll give you trust to
Build up this love 
Cause honey
I know what 
we could be 

Baby I just think that you
Need someone to be 
true to you
I know how to heal your heart 
Let me spend some time with you 
And maybe change your point of view
You could have a brand new start

Skin & Bones

minor

I miss you, I’m sorry

I'm Gone

Pretty Girls

"to make a difference on the outside, we have to take care of ourselves on the inside."

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v1:
did you see the thing on the news about the thing that went bad?
a lot of people confused, a lot of people were sad
a couple people were mad & they were turning their backs
i didn’t know what to think, so I called up my dad  
 
& said
it’s scary to go outside
it’s scary to take a drive
it’s scary to be alive
but it’s also scary to die
 
it’s scary to be alone
it’s scary to sit at home
it’s scary cuz i don’t know
what’s scaring me the most
 
hook:
but wait, what were we talking about?
i got carried away with my worries & doubts 
hey, why don’t we turn it around?
spend the rest of the day 
with our heads in the clouds for a while now 
it’s getting harder to smile now
 
v2:
i didn’t even notice
it’s a beautiful day and the sky is so clear
swear it’s never this warm out so late in the year
are the birds & bees all feeling our fear?
do they know what we’ve done to their atmosphere?
 
yeah, it’s scary to go outside
it’s scary to take a drive
it’s scary alone at night
it’s scary inside my mind
 
it’s scary to go to school
it’s scary to read the news
it’s scary to think of u
& know you’re scared too
 
hook:
but wait, what were we talking about?
i got carried away with my worries and doubts
hey, why don’t we turn this around?
spend the rest of the day with our heads in the clouds for a while now
why’s it so hard to smile now?
 
bridge:
let’s take a walk & talk about
 
the sky & the sea
& the people & trees
& the things we believe
& the love that we need
 
& the things that we buy
& the reasons we cry
cuz we’re scared of this life
but it’s scary to die
 
hook:
oh wait, what were we talking about?
i got carried away with my worries and doubts
hey, why don’t we turn this around?
find the beauty in pain in the ups & the downs
& just smile now
man i’d hate to be a child now
they’ll be scared for a while now...

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outside

"to make a difference on the outside, we have to take care of ourselves on the inside."

download/stream "outside/inside" here: http://gnash.lnk.to/outsideinsideSO

intro hook:
make the bed
(do something right)
 
do the dishes
(cook the rice)
 
give my thanks
(count to 5)
 
make a wish
(say goodnight)
 
make my coffee
(ride the bike)
 
take a shower
(find some time)
 
take a wrong
(make it right)
 
pray for change
(stay inside) 
 
(yeah)
 
v1:
it’s a 
weird time
weird night
weird life
 
scary thoughts
scary in my mind
 
i’m an
overly critical cynical individual
miserable
living offa residuals
 
finally find the time to dive in
get it offa my chest
i meditate the day away
up outta my head
 
but i gotta confess
that i’m not always my best
 
it’s 3am in bed, upset,
& i should get some rest
but
 
post-refrain / outro hook:
 
i don’t like who i am sometimes
i don’t like who i am inside
take flights to japan sometimes but
i don’t like who i am inside
 
i don’t like who i am sometimes
i don’t like who i am inside
pick fights with my band sometimes
i don’t like who i am inside
 
if the only problem is money
& the only fear is death
then all we need is love because
it answers all the rest & yet
 
a meditative state of bliss
i don’t know what day it is
& i don’t know if i exist
but i do know this

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