Happy

“Happy”

Right nows a really bad time cause , I’m self destructive i ain’t alright . Id love to love you . Hate to hurt you .

And i’m getting tired its the kind of tired that sleep cant fix. i pray the lord my soul to take, before i wake.
Its hard to feel these days cause 
When you live this way you fade away. It’d take all of me to truly be happy.

Chorus : i know that i know that i need some help. i know that i know that i need some help.i know that i know that i need some help. 

I look in the mirror and i don’t see me i see a sad boy not the happy me and i know you love me but i cant love you if i don’t love me. Pretty soon you’ll hate me as much as i hate me i wanna be happy but that ain’t for me ,im ok is that what you want me to say , im ok . Itd take all of me to truly be happy.

Chorus : 

Breakdown : oh darling — —

Truth be told id sell my soul for you, for you.  
Dreaming of her gaze again. Back when we began. Only her.
Why must you go
Why cant you stay.

Only her (interlude)

Intro : Ive been waiting , slowly fading , dissipating ohhhhhhh.
Ive been waiting , slowly fading , 
tired of waiting ohhhhhhhh.

Verse: awakeeeee from slumber your dayyyyys are numbered. I want you to feel what I’ve felt. I want you to deal with my hell.

Chorus: i can see your darkest demons 
I can hear you don’t stop breathing
One by one no deeper meaning.
I was never there oh. X2

Verse: todays your day , the only way. On your knees give your confession. On your knees behold the bloodshed.

Mourn

“All i have”

Verse 1: your all i have and all i want. All i need so don’t you go. 
You’re thread in me runs deep.
Your the one that keeps me sane gotta lot bad thoughts in my brain.
Keep them away from me.

Chorus low : your all have so don’t you ever leave me. Don’t let go of my hand. You seen the bad so now you really know me and all but good i am.
Chorus high : you cant , my hand. You seen , i am.

All i have (feat. Slutty Sonny)

(Verse 1)
Breathe no i can barely breathe
Sleep no i can rarely sleep
What have i done to feel this way.
Why’s my heart filled with hate.
Cant be undone, this time cant run.
Im going I’m going insane, I’m going i’m going insane.
(Chorus 1)
Hate, to live, to be, to bleed on through.
What have i done. To feel so much hate in my heart. So i go and i run but 
Its killing me. what have i done to deserve this.
(Verse 2)
Hate me i cant live with myself all you hate me when i ask for your help. Darling make me see the point of this hell oooooo ohhhhh.
My demons are calling i hear them they’re screaming they know that i need them they need me to feed them I’m going I’m going insane I’m going I’m going insane.
(Chorus 2)

What have i done to feel this way somethings not right.

Its killing me what have i done to deserve this x2

What have i done

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All i have (feat. Slutty Sonny)

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