jams n shit

bBLACKk

where you said you going , he cant fuck you like I can. 

Prod. Willie G & xxxtentacion

Teeth (Interlude)

WingRiddenAngel	

WingRiddenAngel (Prod. Kellbender)

Prod.Gats

lyrics 
sonny : wake me up baby i don't wanna sleep no more I've been tired as fuck sleeping out my days oh what a bore. i've been dragged down low self esteem oh kill me more . x2
ant : and im trying , im trying to make me seem ok i know im not ok i know i hate i know the pain i felt just make it go away just make it go away just make it go away.

Kill Me More (feat. Slutty Sonny)

Artillery prod. hunnersound

posted by elevator

lyrics

sipping lemonade
tryna kill this pain 
listen to what i say
i live this everyday
who do i pay
to get this all away 
these pills and scripts
keep me from callin it quits
filled with all this guilt 
from the life i built
when i’m gone
write take care on my tombstone
when i’m alone
racing thoughts agitate my zone
i fuckin hate this 
baby girl quit
i guess she done with my bullshit 
layin in bed 
rest my fuckin head
gotta equate all the hate i feel inside as of late
metanoia
got your number in my phone uh
tryna call ya
but you won’t pick uppa


i feel better when i got space
from everything that i got in place
i know you think i wanna be dead
filled with so much dread
but i wanna be alive
i wanna thrive 
feel more life than quiet 
i’m not gonna fight it 
everything you say to me
is everything i hate lately 
you’ll always be my baby
but lately you been actin so shady
it’s gets better i swear
 just put on your sweater 
and go outside 
there’s a whole life 
is it still cool to tell you that i love you

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SIPPIN (P. IOF)

spend the night (p. duvaal)

DEAD RATS (prod+ Mathiastyner)

MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qAtOVfkquxo
PROD: @MADSTIX

[INTRO]
Filled with hatred,
My guts are speaking to me,
Internally defeated,
They're out to get me,
Silent deathly whispers,
It shivers all over my conscious,
The urges just to END IT ALL  

[BREAKDOWN]     
These motherfuckers can't be civilised to have a conversation,
Back when I was lonely it's like you still wanted my attention,
All & Everything just gone down the drain it's a life lesson,
All crime is legal, see what you've done to me I'm a different person,

[VERSE]
Lock up all the windows,
Shut the fucking curtains,
Close the doors,
I got the call they're coming to get me in a rush,
And I just need some time to figure out how I'm going about this,
Do I piece together back my memories or pick up the nail gun?
Shoot the fuckers together like two boards of adhesive,
And I'm selfish, I'll release it,
Pull the trigger back to the plastic,
And let it penetrate like elastic,
It'll benefit like a method it's classic
And I read upon it like a book of politics,
Had all my morals, and it had all my characteristics,
It's realistic,
It's what I think about all the time like am I gonna miss it?
Are you gonna visit?
Do you have what it takes to take trip
To my fucked up mind, all the shit I go through I should I list it,
Starts off with the guilt trip,
Think about slitting my wrists,
'Ion wanna be here no more,
But then I got priorities,
And all the people that mean a lot to me
They will not be able to live on...

[BUILDUP]
 ...Without me
They're nothing,
...Without me
They're nothing,
 ...Without me
They're nothing,
...Without me
They're nothing,

[CHORUS / BREAKDOWN]   
These motherfuckers can't be civilised to have a conversation,
Back when I was lonely it's like you still wanted my attention,
All & Everything just gone down the drain it's a life lesson,
All crime is legal, see what you've done to me I'm a different person,

PURG3 II

This song is old and it used to be called fuck nigga now its called Chaos Control

Chaos Control w/ Desmond The Grey (prod+ MTP) (old song reuploaded)

MUSIC VIDE0: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OgTKSLE1ixY

INTRO:
Who would of thought I had the right to save ya?
Run around with favours
They call me MR. Dracula

Who would of known I got them super powers?
Bittersweet but Sour
At night at stupid hours

CHORUS:
Go get her, Get gone, Get bitter
When I write this song
Better write this love letter
Just so I can slit my wrists with the envelope paper
On my fucking life, I'm a monster do us all a favour

BRIDGE:
I've been disrupted
I've been interrupted
This interruption 
Got me so fucked up like
Disrupted
I've been interrupted
And the temptation
Got me so fucked up like
Disrupted
I've been interrupted
I've been interrupted
I've been interrupted
Disrupted
I've been interrupted
And the temptation
Got me so fucked up like

VERSE:
Go get her, Get gone, Get bitter
Had enough of doing bits and getting no where in this weather
Flooded hatred, Broken trauma, In dishonour,
Feeling haunted all the fucking time
I wonder if ghosts look down on me

Yeah look at me thats how I feel
In this misery, stuck in a boxed room
With a mirror looking at my story
I know they got a problem but 
Can't move on without the answers for the rest of the glory
Cuz theres always two sides to the story but
No ones in the right so I'm always in the wrong
With the pen to the pad, drawing up my final plan
And when I'm singing these songs I get an itch of confidence like

But I know it won't last
So I keep it full blast
Fuck the money and the fame
It's survival at last
And I know it won't last
So I keep it full blast
So I keep it full blast bitch (uh)

CHORUS:
Go get her, Get gone, Get bitter
When I write this song
Better write this love letter
Just so I can slit my wrists with the envelope paper
On my fucking life, I'm a monster do us all a favour

BRIDGE:
I've been disrupted
I've been interrupted
This interruption 
Got me so fucked up like
Disrupted
I've been interrupted
And the temptation
Got me so fucked up like
Disrupted
I've been interrupted
I've been interrupted
I've been interrupted
Disrupted
I've been interrupted
And the temptation
Got me so fucked up like

OUTRO BREAKDOWN:
Who would of thought I had the right to save ya?
Run around with favours
They calling me MR. Dracula
Get ya neck bit off bitch
Who would of thought I got them super powers?
Bittersweet but Sour
At night at stupid hours
The motherfuckers clean
But he slips inside the ravine of the crack lifestyle he reedems
And wonders why he can't live up to his dreams so I say:
Better get the fuck up off your knees and stop pleading
cuz the bleeding is the reason why you're still on this backwards planet bitch.

BITTERSWEET BUT SOUR

Eclipse+ Interlude

EAT DRiED SH++ 破壊 (prod+ Yapuzi)

INSTRUMENTALS PRODUCED BY:
@ANGELVS - https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCZf2LbwR4yUGygJjbWbCbyw
@MADSTIX [Instagram]

YA DON'T BELONG HERE

FLAK JACKET

(Verse 1)
Breathe no i can barely breathe
Sleep no i can rarely sleep
What have i done to feel this way.
Why’s my heart filled with hate.
Cant be undone, this time cant run.
Im going I’m going insane, I’m going i’m going insane.
(Chorus 1)
Hate, to live, to be, to bleed on through.
What have i done. To feel so much hate in my heart. So i go and i run but 
Its killing me. what have i done to deserve this.
(Verse 2)
Hate me i cant live with myself all you hate me when i ask for your help. Darling make me see the point of this hell oooooo ohhhhh.
My demons are calling i hear them they’re screaming they know that i need them they need me to feed them I’m going I’m going insane I’m going I’m going insane.
(Chorus 2)

What have i done to feel this way somethings not right.

Its killing me what have i done to deserve this x2

What have i done

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