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Art by rin_diardi
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Lyrics -
Smile though its killing me
The way we all lie just,
To keep getting by though
Why's it so hard to see
That we're lost in the dark
And we're just fallin apart

Made a bed filed it with roses
It's just so sad they quit when we lost it
Well don't go and throw us away
We still have plenty to say
We're just down for the moment

Don't ever let go
And if you feel your losing all hope (you know)
I'll be there I'll be there
So if your down please just let me know (woah)

Smile though its killing me
The way we all lie just,
To keep getting by though
Why's it so hard to see x2
That we're lost in the dark
And we're just fallin apart

And it just keeps getting worse
My head's bout to explode
With all my thoughts
On my own

I can't feel anything
Without u holding me
And I'm just
Falling apart

And I am sorry that
I keep on fucking up
I'm not, heartless
I just can't keep it up

I'm always giving you my best
Maybe try to reconnect
Maybe give me a 2nd chance
To prove myself x3
Fuck

Smile though its killing me
The way we all lie just,
To keep getting by though x2
Why's it so hard to see
That we're lost in the dark
And we're just fallin apart

Stream

A smile fit for a crime w/ Deadfish (Prod. I'm Geist)

v v v
yeah i know
no one knows my name
but i keep on trucking 
i just hope the work 
pays off or fucking something
but if it dont i wont be suprised
hell or nothing and left to die
stayed up every night for a year straight
studying my mixing and studying my membrane
always thought that i was fucking insane
never had no one to relate to, yeah yeah
never had no friends 
still fucking dont
i always end up alone again
and thats my fault too
i push them away
i push them away
please dont put any worth to my name
i swear to fuckin god i dont deserve that shit 
yeah im just a sad ass girl trapped in her room and shit
never leave my room unless i really fuckin have to
i dont know
i dont know
every night i smoke, man it got me feeling slow mo
throat burns, red eyes, and i feel like shit
feel like i wanna crawl in a hole and dip
say you really dont want me to do that
if you really dont want me to, please try and stop me
(try and stop me)
(try and stop me)
uncomfortable like always
always fuckin sweat
always fuckin stress 
about some dumb fuckin shit
always miss my boyfriend
always miss my dad
just wanna feel decent
how hard is that?
how hard is it to feel like im normal?
how hard is it to feel like im clean?
how hard is it to feel like kai?
how hard is it to feel alright?
aye, aye, 
no one knows my name
but i keep on truckin
i could just repeat that shit 
but i feel like workin
and i feel like nothing
hopefully im something
maybe ill find out one fuckin day but
not soon
yeah i was in marshall and u called me
said ur in asheville, can you meet me soon?
and i hit u back, said "im down, im down, im down"
always really am but you dont understand
look at twitter once then you go and advance
babe i think your heads clouded give me a chance
you look fucking flawless how you are boy dont trip
ay one grand for a trip (one trip)
just to hold my boy in my arms real quick (real quick)
yeah its real fucking tuff long distance relationship shit
yeah but its real love thats the shit you dont get.

hell or nothing (pekarot)

https://soundcloud.com/cherryrizla
https://soundcloud.com/irby314
 

If you know me then you know I’ll never fold

Yeah it doesn’t matter if it’s hot or cold 

I’ve got my girl and yeah u know she’s got my soul 

Yeah we spark up to hit once more once more now

I’ve got my silver rings you’ve got your gold link necklace I found it on the floor 

Right now can’t stop losing focus 

Back again I guess I wanted more 



2X

You see me standing right here unindebted 

Yeah I hope u know I don’t don’t regret it 

I’m steady livin livin livin learnin lessons 

Bitch I’m in your head I’m embedded 



-cherryrizla-

I’m steady living living living living lessons

I can’t seem to learn

I don't wanna get attached again

I’ll get my feelings hurt

I really been tryna turn a page

That i cant seem to turn

Kick me to the curb

Light a match

And i’ll proceed to burn

I really been tryna find new ways

Like phineas and ferb

Going super crazy going up yeah i can feel it working

Thought my health was getting better i can feel it worsen

Really thought u were the one but u were not that person



I got my silver chain, silver rings

Ice on me like im a drink

Just rolled up another zoot

Smoked so much i cannot think straight

Done with all that shit i kinda hope you drink paint

Really thought u saw me how i saw u in the same way



And if u know me then u know i always fall

Moving backwards got my back against the wall

Doesn't matter matter if its hot or cold

Doesn't matter if it short or tall



You see me standing right here unindebted 

yeah I hope u know I don’t don’t regret it 

I’m steady livin livin livin livin lessons 

Bitch I’m in your head I’m embedded 

I’m embedded and I’m never leaving no 

You see me standing right here 



2X

You see me standing right here unindebted 

Yeah I hope u know I don’t don’t regret it 

I’m steady livin livin livin learnin lessons 

Bitch I’m in your head I’m embedded

unindebted ft. cherryrizla (irby x caves)

SMOKIN’ ON SOM SH*% THAT MAKE HARRY POTTER SPEAK PARSELTONGUE 🐍

ART BY THE LEGEND @getcapeandflyy_ 🎃🪦🔥

Lifepointz Prod. Curtains, Sp4cecoop & aychb

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why are we still falling? (w/ laeland & vict molina)

www.carlbymusic.com
Featuring @burylilac
Production, mixing, mastering & additional vocals by @horoshavibes
Additional guitars by @jolst

LYRICS
Rock bottom
Lower than I’ve ever been
Only hanging on for the sake of my friends
‘Cause I got people who depend on me
And a couple bad habits like dependency

I worry ‘bout my mom
How she’d get on without me
I wonder a lot if you’d still think about me
Only hanging on just to spite those who doubt me
So throw me a rope because I feel like I’m drowning

I’m running out of ways to say this
I hate who I’ve been
Need to make changes
I’ve lost all motivation
Along with my patience
Too long I have waited

I’m running out of ways to say
That I hate myself
Wish that I could change
I think it’s for the best
You and I stay estranged
You wouldn’t recognize the shell I’ve become these days

(lilac heart)
Rock bottom
I’m running out of ways to say
I miss the way you’d get under my skin
Breaking bottles broken glass
Is all that’s left of my ‘lil head
I don’t even know where all the time went

I fell asleep in the snow
And woke up burning on the sidewalk
Take this away before I hurt someone
Try to cover the pain
The broken shards are showing through the holes I burnt into my sleeves

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Rock Bottom w/ lilac heart (Prod. Horosha & Jolst)



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OH MY GOD!
I can't face it
OH MY GOD!
I can't chase you

But my heart is racing
and I can't replace ya
But it's going to be okay

OH MY GOD!
I can't face it
OH MY GOD!
I can't chase you

But my heart is racing
and I can't replace ya
But it's going to be okay

When I was with you I was playing games on my phone (Clash Of Clans Sound xDDDD)
I should've paid more attention to you
But all the memories ain't gone
We've been through a lot of ups and downs

I'm guna make it better with my next one
Altho I thought that you were guna be the one

OH MY GOD!
I can't face it
OH MY GOD!
I can't chase you

But my heart is racing
and I can't replace ya
But it's going to be okay

OH MY GOD!
I can't face it
OH MY GOD!
I can't chase you

But my heart is racing
and I can't replace ya
But it's going to be okay

"Don't do this and don't do that"
You just had enough...
I've waited couple months but now I'm guna move on
With someone else...

OH MY GOD! (Greyrock)

Still Learning

Ilusão

bangss:

i been on the way up
on the way up
she gon' fuck me get tha paper
in no makeup
And thats prolly why u hatin'
Why u hatin
Prolly cause im goin in bruh
im not your friend bruh
I been on the way up
thats why i stay up
And these bitches wanna makeup
i dont makeup
imma get my dick sucked
make the big bucks
in the end if i dont switch up
ill never give up

imma get my cake up
get my bank up
got balanciaga anchors around my ankles
imma fallin angel with a halo
and i hit it from all angles
if you an a-hole

mixed and mastered by bangss

wingss w/ jackvæk (+ skel)

Wingss w/ jackvæk (+ skel)

Lyrics:

Dear Santa Claus,
Don't know if you hear me at all
But all I want
Is to find somebody that will love my flaws
When I find that someone
I'll never let them go
Having someone to hold...
That's better than gold

Time keeps passing by and by
Wrote so many letters but I don't know why
Last year I wanted to die
That was 'til I saw her eyes
Through the window, she said come outside
Don't wanna be alone during Christmas time
She warm me up, and my heart was like an icicle
That's why I want her
I don't wanna go through this alone
I was at a loss for words
Now I don't want anybody else but her
Been bad in the past, but I promise I learned
Know I wrote so many letters
I just hope that you heard
She's the only one on my wishlist
When I'm around her, gotta wear weights
'Cause I'm on the ceiling, she got me on the ceiling
Don't need no presents on Christmas
All I really need is my Mrs.

Letter To Santa

Features/Enquiries - Anthony.p.sidoti@gmail.com
We may not get to choose how we die, 
But we can choose how we live.

A smile fit for a crime w/ Deadfish (Prod. I'm Geist)

Anthony Sidoti

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