coming back to this i like it even more than the first time i listened when it came out wowow so good

Soundcloud 4

produced by: @kingtheta
vocals,mixing,mastering and artwork : me

Lyrics:

(verse 1)

i think i'm lost in purgatory
i know you saw my story
you swipe up just to chat
but then you fucking ignore me

i cannot lie
it hurt like every time
i go to just reply
and i see that i'm blocked

(and now you're dancing on my grave
you're dancing on my grave
you put me in my place
and now yopu're dancing on my grave)

(hook)

dancing on my own(it's a freakshow)
and i cannot control(where do we go)
in purgatory with no way out
dancing on my own(it's a freakshow)
and i cannot control(where do we go)
i'm smiling but i'm not okay now
*clears throat*

(verse 2)

yesterday you told me the thing i was scared of
locked up in a tank of sharks
you told me i wouldn't get very far
but i got myself a brand new car
audi, it ain't push to start
full of lead but full of heart
now i will not get too far

(i will not get too far x3
  now bring in that fucking guitar)

(hook) 

(hook)

dancing on my own(it's a freakshow)
and i cannot control(where do we go)
in purgatory with no way out
dancing on my own(it's a freakshow)
and i cannot control(where do we go)
i'm smiling but i'm not okay now

(dancing on my own x3)

dancing on my own
 i cannot control
in purgatory with no way out

dancing on my own [king theta]

New Alternative Rock track "I'm Still Here" featuring Kanashi and Nevvaro

(Lyrics)
I’m still fucking right here
After after all these years 
I ain’t gone I ain’t gone nowhere 
Still playing that blackbear 
You moved on to the big city 
Didn’t want nothing to do with me 
Got your Louis bag you’re too pretty 
Guess you’re just way to good for me, for me

You didn’t want nothing to do with me
Acting like were ancient history 
Acting so hot it’s blistering 
Guess I needa put on some sunscreen

(Kanashi)
Baby you’re not the only one
That went and got their bag up
I’ve got my music I don’t need no love
Front page SoundCloud 
yeah I’m on the come up 
I don’t know why you gotta treat me like that,
No no, everybody knows what you up to
Behind my back, yeah yeah yeah yeah
I just wanna smoke this pack
All I do is relax 
You gonna wish you had me back 
And that’s on god, big facts
That’s on god big facts 

(Nevvaro)
It’s always me and my loneliness 
So I guess I’m never alone 
We used to roam the streets like nomads
We don’t ever want to go home
But now it’s over
Bad luck boys, no clover
Say I’m on a vacation 
I ain’t been sober in like 3 weeks
Your a freak in sheets
And I hate that your breaking you back
For someone that’s not me
I bet you forgot me
And I know you forgot me
It’s okay cause 
I’m just glad that you’re happy 

Purchased rights to beat ✨

Prod. SplashGvng X King Theta 
Mixed by Yago, Kanashi, Nevvaro
Master by Kanashi

Stream on Spotify!

I'm Still Here (feat. Kanashi X Nevvaro) [Splashgvng X King Theta]

sweet ki$$

feat. 
@anthonysidoti
@imgeist

death wish

death wish feat. Anthony Sidoti & I'm Geist

keep on dying (pekarot x jolst)

Luv U Bettr (angelwingz) [prod.angelwingz x aton]

prod deadfish <3

socials:
https://www.instagram.com/deadfishig

lyrics:

I need therapy
I am going numb
could you look at me
and maybe dm me from time to time

I don't think I'll be okay
I think it's needless to say
that I need someone to stay
is it bad that I'm afraid

I never wanted
to end up like that
alone and aching 
with no one to talk about stuff
that troubles me and I can't
deal it with on my own
I've been to therapy
didn't listen now I'm at the start

I never wanted to feel like a burden oh no
so sick of hearing that I'm better off dead
Don't need your pity, no
I Don't want any meds
I know I'm god damn numb
but pills just won't help

I need therapy
I am going numb
could you look at me
and maybe dm me from time to time

I don't think I'll be okay
I think it's needless to say
that I need someone to stay
is it bad that I'm afraid
x2

Afraid

Featuring @kaiyko
Produced by @horoshavibes & @splashgvng

LYRICS
I know I fucked up real bad and I can't win you back now
I look straight ahead but I don't see a way out of this
Turns out the vow that we made
Didn't mean anything to you anyway

Now everything just seems meaningless to me
I meant it when I said 'til death so let me rest in peace
I know I fucked up
Blame it on my bad luck
There no more bad blood
It's only love

So when you look back do you do so with tenderness
Or am I just another memory that you repress

(Kaiyko)
I wait for you to come around to say
The things I've already heard before
So tell me what's new
Got a broken heart and nothin left to lose
I know 
You're doin okay
But I am always
Thinkin' of ways to
Get right back to you
But it's too late too late
Gotta get back home to our places
Not sure if I can make it
But I will tell you I would take it all for you
If we could take it all back too
Even if it's all even if it's all for you

Listen on Spotify!

I Meant It When I Said ‘Til Death, so Let Me Rest in Peace w/ Kaiyko (Prod. Horosha & splashgvng)

Prod by @Tnvr555
Mix/Master @Tnvr555

Available on the following and more!
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7MR1nfMPkSdQljeHaPQDfn?si=d262f211e0664b4a
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////Lyrics
She got her eyes set ready to kill
Holograms don't know what's real
Her minds gone when she's on a pill
She's poison and I want that

She got her eyes set ready to kill
Holograms don't know what's real
She wont tell but we made a deal
She's toxic and I like that

Yeah I like that
Baby give it right back
Pour the poison
Baby I wont fight back

Let's get out of here
Might not have another year
Don't fall my dear

Bite hard just know that I bite back
I know you like that I know you like that
Fall fast we hit like a car crash
I know you like that I know you like that

She got her eyes set ready to kill
Holograms don't know what's real
Her minds gone when she's on a pill
She's poison and I want that

She got her eyes set ready to kill
Holograms don't know what's real
She won't tell but we made a deal
Shes toxic and I like that

Yeah I like that yeah I like that
Baby girl you know that I want that
Your so toxic if I'm honest
Let you get away with almost anything

Yeah I like that yeah I like that
Baby girl you know that I want that
Your so toxic if I'm honest
Let you get away with almost anything

Baby girl you know that I want that
Let you get away with almost anything

She got her eyes set ready to kill
Holograms don't know what's real
Her minds gone when she's on a pill
She's poison and I want that

Spotify

Eyes Ready 2 Kill (Prod. TNVR)

Prod. weepings

yes I'm shooting for the stars 
but from the start I always knew
had to change my life up
get my drive up
do what I wanted to do
cause I'm the only one that cares
you don't know the weight that bares
imma run from, my own purpose in life
making music
watching how I do this
sing another song tonight to heal up all the bruises
waste away
grind another day
lying to my face
hope I can escape
~
hold the phone
back in my zone
got some backbone so I left for the throne
had to postpone all the plans for the fans
got my fate in my hands
gotta chase all these bands
smoke all these jams
spread all these grams
working at night while y'all counting these lambs
~
New moon working on myself, i'm getting in tune
Too soon, slow but steady ready for the new you
new views, take all that you know
never trust no hoe when you're in a state of flow
x2
~
i said it's new starts and new beginnings
red hearts and gucci linens
hitman, I'm on a mission
I got a vison, I'm only winning
I killed that
think that i'm reaching my skill cap
mixing producing and rapping I finese with passion
I'm making the music I couldn't imagine at 19
flow is so dirty need hygiene
killing the beat, it's a crime scene
raising my vibes. then I go for drive and my purpose is clear like some visine
oh I'm love with this shit, live for the music I'm never gon quit
thankful for you, got something to pursue on
~
white lines in the night time, got me floating in the clouds at the right time
but I'm done with that, make my mental wack
when I hit her on the phone I hope she hit me back

New Moon

i find it kinda fucked up
how you fucked two guys and called it bad luck
(called it bad luck)
im never, okay
i haven't been the same since 2018
and what a shame that is
it really coulda been nice 
but you marked my heart 
and tore it out with a knife
and no i dont think its fair
you put me on life support
and now you're pulling the cord,
baby, why so short?
yeah, why so short?
you cut me off the leash
and now you're never gonna get me back
(why dont they want me?)
yeah my nose is running
and my heart is hurting
i dont wanna do it now
i dont wanna go outside
i been falling

i find it kinda fucked up
how you fucked two guys and called it bad luck
(called it bad luck)
im never, okay
i haven't been the same since 2018
and what a shame that is
it really coulda been nice 
but you marked my heart 
and tore it out with a knife
and no i dont think its fair
you put me on life support
and now you're pulling the cord,
baby, why so short?
yeah, why so short?
you cut me off the leash
and now you're never gonna get me back
(why dont they want me?)
yeah my nose is running
and my heart is hurting
i dont wanna live if its not with you
i dont wanna be someone you knew
i guess it was fun while it lasted, now im dead
only 17 but im lying in my bed.

bad luck (boyfifty)

@prod-plxce

// lyrics 
don’t speak to me in tongues
and smiles so counterfeit
you think we’ve just begun
but love i’m over it
time has passed and i can’t take more damage
leave me alone i want to call it quits

took a punch to the face??
and now i’m bleeding on the dance floor
fuck! i’m sorta overthinking screaming bout your manwhores :D
knew the feeling would devour everything i’ve fought for
so go on and tell all your lies
you better sleep with your lights ;)

hate me, hate me
guess i saw it coming
but don’t shame me, baby
all i ever gave was my love
crazy lately
i just want to fucking give up :/
but everybody’s screaming my name
i cannot let them down :)
x2

put the knife in my hand and you’re gaslighting the whole room now
don’t you wait for a sign, promise that it’s already ruined love
i tried my best to salvage what had remained
cracked my skull against the pavement, pulling worms out of my brain

i’m getting lost with these feelings inside
made me feel stupid for living a lie
covered in blood but you know that i tried
to leave it behind
but we watched it die

SPOTIFY

HATE ME! [PLXCE]

thank you for listening 
w/ @imnotenvy

lyrics 
// envy 
cause the feelings come and go i swear just like the wind
it’s only torture on my mind til i hear your voice again
oh no i
took a couple shots straight through my skeleton
oo oh oh
thoughts keep haunting me
and all the shit you said my heart is vacant

baby i can’t save myself
but i can guide you in
i think i’m
selfless not by choice
but cause i never win
oh ho oh
told myself i’d never fall in love again
but now you’re right in front of me
and i can’t let this end no

cause these thoughts of mine
always fight back and
step outside just to come back in
i don’t really mind at all
break my heart long as you’re happy

cause i can’t even speak my mind my breathings fucked up
i think i’ve reached my peak im dying my heartbeat finally stopped
and you know what it’s like baby
fall apart but it’s worth saving
oh don’t you go i need you baby for the thousandth time

// geist
cause these thoughts of mine
always fight back and
lately i just cannot win
poison in my mind oh love
you’re the antidote i need

so swear that it’s you and me
we’re running out of time baby
i wanted to trust
wanted to love
wanted to feel something
oh no oh
don’t let this fall apart just remember
that you have my heart, and it’s yours forever

spotify

selfless w/ notenvy [kenda]

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Lyrics -

i'm stuck on your love
it's all that i'm chasing
i'm sick of my lust
to the point that i'm breaking
don't wanna talk love
you seem to impatient
'cos i've been searching hard for something to fuck up
x2

and all the memories they fade away
talking ain't the challenge oh i need a change of pace
you say 'yeah wait, this needs to change'
but where do we start? this never ends

and i just need deliverance
knowing all this is
is nothing more than a game, babe
oh you'll take it all, my life is yours
i'm sorry that i couldn't be the one you held close

oh, you gotta go

and i'm sorry that i couldn't be 
what you wanted me to be
maybe some day
i'll change my way
yeah it feels insane
but for now i'll stay the same
i wanna hold you close
but i know you're breaking down
yeah this ain't a game that i ever wanna play
changing my mind every other fucking day
can't decide what i want and that is why you wont stay

and i understand that

i'm stuck on your love
it's all that i'm chasing
i'm sick of my lust
to the point that i'm breaking
don't wanna talk love
you seem to impatient
'cos i've been searching hard for something to fuck up
x2

Spotify <3

stuck on your love (feat. deadfish)

Cellophane on my cigarettes 
Like how you wrapped me up just to go forget
Summer it just came and went 
She Like lovers and  playing favorites
Cellophane on my cigarettes 
Like how you wrapped me up just to go forget
Summer it just came and went 
She Like lovers and  playing favorites

Too late I don't wanna try too much 
You hate every time that we touch too much 
Pda no private affection 
I'm a classmate and you taught me a lesson
Too late I don't wanna try too much 
You hate every time that we touch too much 
Pda no private affection 
I'm a classmate and you taught me a lesson 
 
Tell me that you won't go in the night time 
That you'll stay for all the white lines 
I can't see the road the white lines I'm swerving 
It's curving this feelings unnerving 
Take to the back and I know that you'll hurt me
Do surgery on my head make it worse she faded
Do surgery on my head she faded  
When I can't have it lips like magic 
I been thinkin about how you're so damn drastic 
Wanna be past tense wanna past this
Wanna be past tense wanna past this 
We just been feeling a little bit off for some days 
She gunna leave if it don't feel a way
Piece of a vein no circulation when you do not stay
Too late I don't wanna try too much 
You hate every time that we touch too much 
Pda no private affection 
I'm a classmate and you taught me a lesson
Too late I don't wanna try too much 
You hate every time that we touch too much 
Pda no private affection 
I'm a classmate and you taught me a lesson 
 
I been fucken up and repeaten
I wanna run you up then delete it yeah
Hit me up every single weekend
I don't think we fit but I need it yeah
I been fucken up and repeaten yeah
Wanna run you up then delete it yeah
But you hit me every single weekend
I don't think we fit but I need it 
Cellophane on my cigarettes 
Like how you wrapped me up just to go forget
Summer it just came and went 
She Like lovers and  playing favorites
Cellophane on my cigarettes 
Like how you wrapped me up just to go forget
Summer it just came and went 
She Like lovers and  playing favorites yeah
Too late I don't wanna try too much 
You hate every time that we touch too much 
Pda no private affection 
I'm a classmate and you taught me a lesson
Lovers and Playing favorites
Lovers and Playing favorites

lovers & playing favorites

lovers & playing favorites (prod. prodbytheswitch)

https://soundcloud.com/deadbrokeofficial
https://soundcloud.com/ripkais

lyrics:
she had the same perfume, i never failed to remember you.
i don’t even know what to do.
mind is fading help me thru.

i’ve been fucked up, fucking up my heart now.
i can’t sleep, i cant sleep, with the lights out.
i keep seeing, i keep seeing things, i’m going out.
of my mind i can’t find none my thoughts wow.

she had the same perfume,
i never failed to remember you,
i don’t even know what to do.
my mind is fading help me through,

watch me, coz i don’t wanna live at all.
nothings been worth it, thought she was perfect.
call me a creep but i kept her perfume.
the only thing that i have that will keep me from you

watch me, coz i don’t wanna live at all.
nothings been worth it, thought she was perfect.
call me a creep but i kept her perfume.

i’ve turned into a monster,
it’s all that i am now,
and i don’t wanna leave you behind,
but sometimes he gets out,
and i can’t control that fight
if you see me don’t speak to me,
i swear to god,
i warned you i told you, no one is perfect,
and she might overdose tonight.
if she wakes up i’ll be surprised..

she had the same perfume,
i never failed to remember you,
i don’t even know what to do.
my mind is fading help me through,

she had the same perfume,
i never failed to remember you,
i don’t even know what to do.
my mind is fading help me through,

perfume

dead broke - perfume (ft. kais)

Features/Enquiries - Anthony.p.sidoti@gmail.com
We may not get to choose how we die, 
But we can choose how we live.

Eyes Ready 2 Kill (Prod. TNVR)

Anthony Sidoti

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