head full also empty

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Young Heartbreak
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Art Credit - Muchiiko
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Lyrics -
//// Anthony Sidoti
I think of every word you said to me 
Tearing every part of my anatomy 
Goes back to the winter of 09
That's the start to the end of my whole life

When I look back it just felt so wrong
(Felt so wrong)
Constant fights made this our theme song
(What went wrong)
If I learned one thing from you 
I’d probably lose more things than just you!

//// Chorus
Oh no, where do we go?
No love for the lost and broken 
Stop your message from coming through     (x2)
I’ve done enough now I'm over you!

//// TNVR
I’ve done enough, yeah I’m over you
I can walk away with my closure too
We don’t have to talk every word is a fight
I’ll be glad if we stop cause I’m never ever right 
(Yeah!)

One more time I fall apart
Vacant walls with a broken heart
But yesterday I wish I called you 
Now today I'm left wonderin

//// Chorus
Oh no, where do we go?
No love for the lost and broken 
Stop your message from coming through     (x2)
I’ve done enough now I'm over you!

//// Young Heartbreak
I’m not giving up and I’m not giving in 
don’t think I’ll let you win. 
Clear your photos from my phone 
finally found some peace on my own
Another missed call no problem 
caused some drama you can’t solve it 
Tell my friends I’m coming home
no need to be all alone 
I guess there’s love for the broken 
(I guess there’s love) 
I guess there’s love for the broken

Where do we go? w/ TNVR & Young Heartbreak (Prod. TNVR)

sorry for not uploading </3

i dont see
how i was the fastest seed in the race
cuz now im so slow
and i cant outrun the pain

and all those fucking years
of being told that i was gifted
they've made me so indifferent
to any task that comes near

and i think
that it's probably improbable that in 
any other timeline im not still a dick

all my bad qualities
anxieties, insecurities
culiminate into a really shitty tasting soup

and all those fucking years
that i wasted online
of all the possible universes
i know im living in the worst timeline

and i think
that it's probably improbable that in 
any other timeline im not still a piece of shit


im living in the worst timeline

The Worst Timeline

its kinda fucking messed up
that im forced
into getting a job
and then to work

for the rest of my life
and then i retire
when ive already been used up

i dont want to fucking work
i just want to stay in my own bedroom

i really need some pay
but i dont wanna slave
away until im dead
just for a minimum wage
and i dont wanna learn
to become another
cog which just slowly turns

i really dont want to
stay in school
cuz i cant concentrate on who 
is even teaching the bullshit they're feeding me
to make me a tool

and i'd rather not be a robot
typing stuff onto a little box
coz thats exactly what i already am
and im fucking dumb to make that my career plan

i dont want to fucking work
but i want some fucking cash in my hand

i really need some pay
but i dont wanna slave
away until im dead
just for a minimum wage
and i dont wanna learn
to become another
cog which just slowly turns

WORKSHY

im freaking out
coz i got a lotta shit to think about
and i dont know which of it that i should count
coz theres so much
my body hurts and my brain is fucked 

im out
out of reasons to care
my mind is everywhere
ive got 20 missed assignments
i havent made a new song in like 5 months

i really need
need some peace
need release
i really need
need a hug, need a kiss
need someone to fucking suck my dick

im out
im out of luck
cuz my brain is full of stuff
stuff which never gets done
cuz i find it fucking dumb
im up til 6 am
staring at my phone, im alone again
ive got no friends, ive got no future
so i spend all day on the computer

i really need
need some peace
need release
i really need
need a hug, need a kiss
need someone to fucking suck my dick

BRAINSOUP!

i miss her

you called me cute, i said "ok"
i'm sorry i just didn't know what to say
i feel embarrassed all the time
every time i open my mouth i want to die
there's something wrong with me

don't talk to me
i don't know how to speak
i'm on a twenty one year retarded streak
so leave me alone
i never pick up my phone
i hate it here and i want to go home

i know that i'm really awkward
when you talk my fucking head hurts
i can't even look you in the eyes
i really wanna fuck you but i'm too shy
there's something wrong with me

Don't Talk to Me

@produforia
i hope you guys like this one. 
been hanging in there (somewhat) 
keep at it everyone, you're doing great :') 
don't let anyone tell you otherwise. 
stay strong <3

~~~lyrics~~~
(2x)
talk that shit, imma crash on the floor
talk that shit, yeah i’m begging for more
talk that shit, i exist, but what for?
talk that shit, while i’m already sore

(2x)
talk that shit
imma crash on the floor now
talk that shit but it won’t ever sort out 
never knew why i would settle for change
think about every lie that you told to my face 

overdramatic, i’m over my head
telling me things? i would rather be dead
take me for granted, all fucking upset
ain’t talking bout you girl
i’m tryna reflect

yeah i got issues, issues
told you i was mental while i
kissed you, kissed you 
don’t need a parental like i’m over it
am i sentimental? cause i’m so distressed

forever a cocoon 
i would move if it weren’t the stress
holding me up to the roof 
got a gun to my chest
i would shoot 
i would lose, everything that i have
but it’s cool, yeah i’m cool
don’t forget me when i’m dead 

yeah i try to fucking try
even though i’m not enough
swear to god that i’ll be fine
every night i’m throwing up
can’t believe that i was right
ain’t nobody i’m above 
baby take the fucking knife 
drive it straight into my gut

(2x)
talk that shit
imma crash on the floor now 
talk that shit but it won’t ever sort out 
never knew why i would settle for change
think about every lie that you told to my face

(told to my face)
told to my face
what a shame
so ashamed, go away
just go away, i should go away
go away

chrysalis [prod. uforia]

guitar by @hiraethsry

// chorus (geist)
what a bad day,
constant overthinking i’m not okay
don’t know what you want love is it headspace
cause lately I’ve been feeling like a mistake

// verse (geist)
and it’s cold tonight
won’t you hold me underneath
and stare with your golden eyes
tell me what you see
cause i’ve, lost my light
somewhere in the seams
oh is it over i,
cant seem to believe

// chorus (geist & envy)
what a bad day,
constant overthinking i’m not okay
don’t know what you want love is it headspace
cause lately I’ve been feeling like a mistake
now the skies gray
rainclouds follow me right off the highway
you said that we're fine well why the sad face
oh love just spare a smile can’t take the heartbreak
the heartbreak

// verse (envy)
you promised me that you would fucking call again
it's always something i never did or said
my breath is finally leaving this is how it ends
cause i just keep competing with myself
my mind is empty and i'm losing control
the thoughts they come and they go
i'm fighting ghosts yeah i know
i'm fucking comatose
oh you said it yourself
i'm always somebody else
i'm only poor mental health
let's fucking call this hell

and i can't even change myself the more that i get used too
the thought of you not being here i question do i miss you
and all this fucking time i wasted, oh i wish that i knew
everything single day i'm holding on, oh what did i do

// chorus (geist & envy)
what a bad day,
constant overthinking i’m not okay
don’t know what you want love is it headspace
cause lately I’ve been feeling like a mistake
now the skies gray
rainclouds follow me right off the highway
you said that we're fine well why the sad face
oh love just spare a smile can’t take the heartbreak
the heartbreak

Spotify

rainclouds w/ notenvy

prod by me >\< 
enjoy

lyrics:
picking pieces of my own flesh
leaving bruises all around my neck
so why the hell do i still remenice
about the past, about the girl who went and stabbed me in the back

stezzy u should go and calm down
don’t let your emotions take u now
and i tend to let them fucking in
i tend to hide to my feelings that’s inside and that i hold within

can’t u tell that i’m a little pissed?
but yet no one even gives a shit
and no one bothers to go ask at all
they rather go and ask “oh that’s cool but when is ur next damn song?”

maybe i just need a little break
from the people that are always fake
i just wanna go and live my life 
without going a day with hearing all of these stupid fucking lies

feeling cold might have a fever 
and she really think i need her
feeling cold might have a fever
take a second, need a breather

blood on ur face
get the hell out of my way
you don’t care about me
so i show u the same
leave it to u
to fuck up everything
that we ever had
man u must be glad (x2

feeling cold might have a fever 
and she really think i need her
feeling cold might have a fever
take a second, need a breather

i’ve lost 
everyone now
at this point it’s not a joke now
and i hate it
god i hate it
        ♡

fever

and pretty girl are you warm enough
the thought of losing her is terrifying 
and he can look but he can never touch 
cus he loves her but he’s so uninviting
he’s getting worried she don’t care enough 
one morning soon she’s gonna stop replying 
he says a lot but never said enough 
theres not a spark but he still tries to light it 

6 months have passed he’s in the cold 
boy you really should’ve known
she wouldn’t love someone like you
so just shut up and let it go
i’ve been standing here for hours 
waiting for you, your heart is home 
but i guess i’ll never make it 
so just shut up and let it go 

so just shut up and let it
i swear i wont regret it 
so just shut up and let it go
x2

dawnbreaker (caves)

prod by stezzyxl
enjoy^\^

lyrics;
she think that im crazy, she thinks im insane
she wants me to go, but whishes that id stay
so she grounds herself, and then pulls by the chain
she dosent know why, but still fucks with my brain
she think that im crazy, she thinks im insane
she wants me to go but still thinks of my name
so she goes away and still holds me with blame
she says that she cares but still puts me in flames

so stop
everything that i felt was not allowed
she either got sad, mad, or had a frown
she either ghosts me or hang out with her friends
my words were nothing, can u have respect

i did it all for u, just for fucking what
for u to go and block me, just for some fun
i fucking warned u, now look what u just did
i fucking told u, now look and what u just did
you remember all the names we would name our kid?
and how we had our future planned, but now im pissed
and you wonder why im mad all of the time
and you wonder why im never fucking fine

oh please can u wait a minute?
oh god can we call a second?
my love we can talk about it
so please talk so maybe we can fix it
maybe we can fix it

respect

prod. @trechorboy
supporting vocals @novagarden

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Lyrics:
sixteen rotations down the faucet
the ripe age of someone who has lost it
soft touch of skin is all i wanted
i keep it to myself
i keep your face up in my locket
in case the day you are forgotten 
remind me when im sick in hospice
please keep it to yourself

now that i got a taste i can’t forget
napping at the bottom of a staircase, yet
rapping ‘bout my problems just to pay back debt
your touch will be the death of me like Juliet 
(2x) 

when i die i’ll go to heaven cause i spent all my time in hell
dont tell me you are broken blowing smoke into my open cracked shell
how do i break this spell?

now that i got a taste i can’t forget
napping at the bottom of a staircase, yet
rapping ‘bout my problems just to pay back debt
your touch will be the death of me like Juliet 

whats the point of saving me when i am caving?
you tell me you’re Juliet
and ill crack open all secrets
this liquid decided for me to confide in you
but i cant see it
i cant see cuz..

now that i got a taste i can’t forget
napping at the bottom of a staircase, yet
rapping ‘bout my problems just to pay back debt
your touch will be the death of me like Juliet 
(2x)

Sarcoma

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skin

not uploading more deleted heylog songs as i think i would have to take them down

for takedowns you can contact me:
discord: deqex
twitter: depexlol
or soundcloud ill take longer to reply tho i

heylog - 7:30 (feat. boyblue)

No Last Train Tonight

[+] freestyle about the finer things in life
* prod by @mourningave *

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

man these bitches is easy
i fuck then i repeat
she wanna please me
smokin a bleezy
bustin them rounds like im glizzy
i got them racks, come and see me
lil mama i run the city
i got a bih like im diddy
she call me 'daddy'
i pop an addy,
i fuck her friend in the audi
smoke in the coupe, like who got me?
i want the all new versace
and every brand that be poppin
just to say that i got it
just to say that i got it all

i did this shit by myself
fuck it i got it oh well
i didn't need no one else
sleep on the kid like Odell

purple rain,
ferragamo on my waist
fendi lace
she got diamonds on her face
rip my heart out of my cage
i know it's all in my head
fuck her then go back to bed
i think that i see the dead
demons they got me again
rollin my kush helpin me fall back asleep
anxiously rip out my teeth
fuck it, you know what i mean

i'm goin run up wit my woes
choppa done hit you like four (4) times
think i might go, blind
i'm posted up on my set
fuck gold, i want all baguettes
flexin i'm comin up next
u know i'm real as it gets

(prod. mourning ave)

desire (prod. mourning ave)

Features/Enquiries - Anthony.p.sidoti@gmail.com
We may not get to choose how we die, 
But we can choose how we live.

Where do we go? w/ TNVR & Young Heartbreak (Prod. TNVR)

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