lyrics:

ur all i ever think about, ur all i ever see

i try to scream it out so loud, but it hurts so i fall on my knees

wish i could just crossover now, but still i try to please

i promise i wont let u down, just please dont let me disappear 

(chorus)

and i swear ur the reason im still here

and if ur gone its just me and my fucking fear

and if this song cant make u reappear

i dont know who would come to wipe my tears
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i see it clear as day rn, i wish that we could b

i wish that we could b so bad, but my lungs cant even breath

i wish that i didnt feel this sad, cause i smile when u appear

i guess i just feel this bad, bc u cant even hear

(chorus)

promise i wont let u down, just please don't let me disappear ×4

i swear ur the reason im still here

i swear ur the reason.

casper

i get sad when i c u sad
i wish i could fix it

everyday i think i c a way
but i just keep missin

wrote this song so u'd b alright
if u would just listen

wrote this song but its not ur vibe
guess i just keep missin
___________________________
(chorus)

on another day

u will b ok

but idk how to do this any other way

on another day

ur gonna b ok

doesnt matter if im gone or if im here to stay
___________________________
up at night cause i c ur face
i wish i could kiss it

close ur eyes u dont need to cry
i promise ur perfect

wrote this song for when ur all alone
and everythings moonlit

wrote this song but its not ur vibe
but i cant help it i cant quit
___________________________
(chorus)
___________________________
(outro)

doesnt matter if im gone or if im here to stay

u gonna b ok

its gonna b ok

×2

not ur vibe

lyrics

(verse 1)
hey, pls b careful w my heart
it's got alot of holes and im scared of bleeding out

fr, i should probably move on
sure it's just a phase but im feeling rly dumb

babe, is what i'd call u if ur down
but who am i kidding man im sounding like a clown

pain, is what i feel when ur around
but it's not bc of u its bc i've fallen down too many times

ive fallen down too many times
i try to stand up but my knees r giving out

so hey, just lay me down into the night
spare me if u can so my heart can b alright

alright, im saying drop me while u can
sorry, mb love was never in the plan

for a minute, thought u and i could have a chance
i know it isnt right but my heart is in ur hands


(chorus)
and im scared of bleeding out ya ×2


(verse 2)
hey, i dont want to be apart
ill try to hang on until ur rdy for the start

fr, i should rly move along
i get too attached too fast and i know that it is wrong

u, i waited for u for so long
the night it fell apart was the closest that we've gone

pain, is the reason of this song
but its not bc of u its bc ive fallen down too many times

ive fallen down too many times
i try to hang on but my hands r giving out

so hey, just let me down and it's alright
spare me if u can so my heart can c the light

(chorus)

bleeding out

lyrics (written by @jocbodhi)

I been chillin in traffic
Im Living life passionate
Peeling and passing it
I do shit
and that shits never average
Had to get after it
I had to grab that shit

Moved out to the west coast should I move east
It seems that wherever you go
Your problems are there to greet u
Only time can tell the truth
About how things seem 
At night went to the water
So me n the moon could speak

Lately u ain't been able to see me
On my way to a town on highway 93
I remember when  I used to make you happy
What happened to the way things used to be

(chorus)

I keep
Searching for utopia 
Searching for utopia
Why's nothing free
I keep
Searching for utopia 
Searching for utopia
Is this how it'll be  

Sorry for the words I didn't say
Sorry for the games we played
I know nothing stays the same
can we pretend for the day
I lose myself from time to time
I remember the futures bleak
I stress myself out in my mind
If you're here I have all I need

(chorus)

I been chillin in traffic
Im Living life passionate
Peeling and passing it
I do shit
and that shits never average
Had to get after it
I had to grab that shit

utopia w/ @jocbodhi

beat tape 2023

lyrics:

honestly this is so whack
im always stuck in the past
baby ate my heart like a snack
she should bring it right back

y it gotta b like that?
everytime ur gone it makes me sad
talk about a heart attack
cause when ur gone this life is trash

honestly this she is so bad
im always up for the task
baby took my heart in japan
now im bleeding so bad

y u gotta move like that
i can't lie im falling back
talk about a heart attack
cause when ur gone this life is trash

honestly this is so whack
im always stuck in the past
baby ate my heart like a snack
she should give it right back

life is trash

lyrics:

help me find the way
out of my mess, out of my mess
keep it up all day
i'll do the rest, i'll do the rest

i don't like, the way you
don't like me, it's way too
i can't move, my excuse
it's 'kay now, no confused

(chorus)
you're like my paradise
you're like my paradise
it's right in your eyes
(x2)

help me find the way
out of my mess, out of my mess
keep it up all day
i'll do the rest, i'll do the

i don't like, the way you
don't like me, it's way too
i can't move, my excuse
it's 'kay now, no confused

(chorus)
you're like my paradise
you're like my paradise
it's right in your eyes
(x2)

ugh...
if it was only up to me
i would help so you could see
how there's something more to be

maybe this is what they mean
when you love someone so deep
that without them you can't breathe

(chorus)
you're like my paradise
you're like my paradise
it's right in your eyes
(x2)

🖤

paradise

ty crowvenn for the inspiration. ty my friends and family. ty Mura Masa, Lil Uzi Vert, PinkPantheress, and Shygirl for making an amazing original 🖤🖤

Bbycakes

Mura Masa - Bbycakes [w/ Lil Uzi Vert, PinkPantheress, and Shygirl] (anticontraband remix)

fuck download gates, if u want this beat just have it and if u wanna keep shit real tag me as the producer.

lost brother

@anticontraband = ig

🖤🙏 ty for support 

anticontraband

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