君のことを忘られなくて
わかってるよyea everything is my bad
君との日々never can i take back
そばにいてもいつでもfeel sad
いつでも君のそばにいるよ
なんだろこの気持ちわかんないよ
好きだよって二度と君に言えないよ
それでも君だけに伝わないと

beat : decago・xeno 
lyric : junshi・miomaguro
mix/mastering : junshi

ビートありがとう！@decago
タイトルとfeatありがとう！@junshi163

-lyric-

junshi 

yeah, and i'm smoking gas, bitch i'm posted with みお
君だけを思う
if you'd stay, but i dont know 
and i been booted off the x, babygirl im moving so slow
yeah, and i been rotting in my room, cant believe you left me alone

yeah, and i'm showing love when i look in the sky and i see you
and you dont know that i need you
u be telling these lies that i see through

yeah, and you showing hate babygirl and you think i can't hear you
babygirl i can just tell how much you dont want me near you

miomaguro

Don’t even want to hear her name
君が僕の全て
本当の事だけ教えて
 I cry again because of you

呼吸浅くて眠れない
Close your eyes and float away
アニメ見て泣く僕とJunshi
first love 一ノ瀬ことみ

明日は笑って過ごしたいけれど
優しくない嘘つくのはやめてよ

空に咲いた花火の音に僕の声が掻き消させれて往く

highschool angel𓂃໒꒱°* w/ junshi (decago+xeno)

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@coldspades
@angelicxmei
@ihateukidu

(may)
ive been reaching out for u
but its not getting better dont know what to do 
ur my warmth js like a sweater 
hope we see it thru
i cant seem to forget her 
be there in any weather 
it was something we could never be

echoes of our love 
although its the past js kno i tried my best for u for u
and do u 
even think about me now that its all gone

twist me break me into pieces 
dont understand why i cant get the meaning
i was always searching for a new connection
i found that within u but u left me abandoned

(coldspades)
i feel so broken down
i feel so hopeless now
dont wanna hear a sound
can you please get me out
tell me if you need me if its vital
i dont wanna see i'll keep my eyes closed
lately it feels like im going psycho
i cant seem to change stuck in a cycle 

(mei)
and i just be falling down the spiral
love u but we always seem to fight uhh
and its always been a struggle
always been a mess
put my feelings in the bottle
i should take a step back
cuz we are far away
why u always say its okay
but its not okay
its to the point when its hurting me 
like everyday
always acting like 
u dont see me struggling

echoes of our love +coldspades & angelicxmei (kidu)

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vacant +vin0, h3artch3rades

@yuri_oyasumi
@cloudbxy1

[coldspades]
思い出せなくて
君がなぜ泣いて
花がまた咲いて
春の中で
君をまた抱いて
夢の中で

思い出して君の夢を
君だけのための心
いつでもそばにいてよ
君が諦めたい時も

ここにいるのは誰か
鏡を見てもわかんね
君が全て忘れても
この気持ちだけを残して

[yuri_oyasumi]
空白を埋める約束を
栞に挟んだ 想いも
荒んでいく毎日
現実とは乖離
反射した光がただ眩しくて

I want to leave faraway
終着点突破して
2人で見た夢
永遠に仕舞い込んで
靡く風どこまでも連れ去って
モノクロ視界が滲み出す前に

[coldspades]
泣かないで
忘れないで
そばにいて
君のため歌って

bloom ft. yuri_oyasumi (cloudbxy)

Lyrics

I just wanna do this
I don't wanna do that
Yall can't hold me down so don't even try and test
I just wanna do this
I could never do that 
Yall can't hold me down so just give it a rest

I don't need your seconds, I did this on my own
Back then people used to ask me where I'm from
I'm not where I started, I'm a long way from home
Please don't fuck the vibe up, I be in the zone

Oh yeah this is my destiny okay
I could never ever be like you
俺の運命I just made it yeah
I do what I want, cause thats what I do

I just checked my phone and see whats up
My homie said get ready
Its time to put up a show
I just gotta show up
I cannot let em down
I be with the bros, I'm not on my own
I go fast like a phantom
Bust out an instrumental 
Gotta burn it up, gotta turn it up a level
We be going crazy, all of us are mental
Critical hit yeah hit em with the fatal

Wanna do this? (prod Woonerf)

prod @kggn

[mei]
i think i had enough i just been through much and now i realize
analyse clear my vision now i see ur stupid lies
in ur eyes i see it in ur eyes u cannot fool me twice
traumatized i think im traumatized u cannot heal me

blood & despair, lost in my head 
no im not the same, rot in my bed
do my best u dont seem to care
keep it all inside like every single day

it lost its taste just like a chewing gum
why i cant just spit it out?
ur words keep on hurting me like knife
going in and out
i trace my heart i keep it safe & sound

if im being honest its not what i wanted
spojrz na moje dlonie, cale sa czerwone
czemu nie gadamy o tym jak temu zapobiec?
moze chcemy pobiec, kazdy w swoja strone?

i can feel it through veins, paralyzed
cant scream through my pain
do or die noo this is not a game
ask me if im fine im not okay

i dont know what the cause is
"thats just how it is"
ill wait a 1000 days i promise
i want u to be honest with me
u dont want it, i see
i feel nauses, i bleed
down to my knees

vision (kuru)

prod @ddertbag

og: https://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm1715919

[mei]
(It's Mei!!)

I been stuck in time I don't know where to go
Pick me up, pick me up pick me from the floor
Spiral I'm falling down, down the rabbit hole
いつも、いつも always on my own
I feel under the weather, your touch
Makes me feel way better
My heart, you got it dismantled
I don't know, should I rip it off?

I just need directions on what I'm doing wrong
Keep falling for your affections,  damn I can't let go
Thoughts I'm recalling from long time ago
I just can't cope, wish you could've not go, not go

どうかゆるしてくれて (It's all my fault)
愛してくれて、ありがとう
あなたを絶対に忘れない
Niech ta chwila trwa wiecznie (ty i ja)

Uh, "Let's search for the sky! Only you and I!"
"Let's climb somewhere high, and look for the stars!"
Remember those times? It's always in my mind
I can't move on 'cause of the past, that's why

always (ddertbAg)

ene:+lovesickxo,angelicxmei,2504(junior)

Mastered by: @josuanatanell

@miraie
@kairo6k

lyrics
[xora]
dont wanna talk with u rn
i really hate it when u lie
dont like it when we talk
u never look to my eyes

try asking urself rn
do you even really love me
自分を見てごらん
(try look at ur self)
ur bad at lying

but at the another side i need u here rn
and i dont want u to go, go away rn
i wont evn lie, thinkin all of this is pointless
cuz i know that, that ur always careless

[miraie]

What you thinking about today girl 🤔
What you thinking bout tonight? 🌙
How bout some pasta and some wine? 🍷
Ohh, can't wait for this to end~ 😊
Instagram reels and some cuddles to spend the night 👻
Don't leave me, I'll buy you skin in Fortnite 💸
Don't hate me, I'm joking, sorry about it 😅
Wonder when we can go to Tokyo together 🎌
Lining up for a Disneyland ticket under a nice weather ☁
26 kisses in my face then you go ahead & push me away 💋
You and me on a nice and simple Honda going 60 on a highway 🚗
Sorry sorry sorry I make sure I'll make you happy next time 😆
Story story story our love feels like a victimless crime 🐱‍👤

[kairo]

pls dont go away ill be there in a minuite
ik you want it bad yea ik tht we both feel it
cus tonight ive been feeling so lost now
in the snow freezing cold now
dnt kno where to go now
why back and forth like all the time
i cnt get u out my mind
think abt like all the times
jus cnt leave it all behind
could u tell me what i did wrong
tell me where i messed up
me and bros put on a show yk that we next up

[miraie]

Girl you're so bad 😶
You make me sad 😥
You make me dead xx
I can never wish you dead 💔
Wish that someone could understand why I feel this way 😣
I'm sorry that I'm having a mood swing, I'm closer to my limit 🤢
Bought a present for you just to trash it in your birthday 🎁
Wish you could spend a little more time with me in the last minute 💔

talk w u + miraie kairo (qiio)

prod : miomaguro
lyric : miomaguro+maryy
mix/mastering : miomaguro+maryy

@mary4-beats

( ̳- ·̫ - ̳ˆ )◞❤

--lyric--

Вокруг столько голосов
Я не знаю, что мне слышать
Они преследуют меня
И я слышу как они дышат
Я слышу их голоса
Они бегут за мной
Хотят забрать меня
Куда я бегу?
Ведь впереди только пустота
Впереди только пустота
И она заберет меня

あなたの元へ行く日まで
その手の中で消えるまで僕は
I run away as far 
But it all same so futile 

きっと終わりのない眠りについて
優しい光に包まれて
あなたの声だけが道標
微熱の夜は羊を数えて

窓開けて入れ替える空気
Please don’t tell me you don’t like me 
存在の意味なんて分からないけど
これだけが僕の生きた証

Чужие Голоса w/maryy

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