trying (rubbish + silver + april21)

@ilymay
@venusiann


tysm ve for helping w mixing / mastering bc i had no idea wtf i was doing TT

everytime +may & venusiann

prod me


i cant do anything right
iv been tryna make sense of whats been on my mind
is it wrong or is it right
tryna find an answer, im searching for a sign
and i try, but its hard
and i fall, break my heart
knew it all from the start
i still reach for the stars
for your love, for your heart
but it keeps on getting harder to be by your side


i know that i never do enough
but ill try, and ill try for your love
count the days like the sand where im stuck
but maybe itll get better

wanna risk it all
wanna take the fall
wish i had it all
and i hate my flaws
every time i fall
wating for your call
(crawling back to u)

by your side

@visagex
@prodrest

sorry these lyrics are trash nd emo next song will b happy nd cooler lyrics

feeling sad, i get stuck on all my flaws
i dont need a nurse to tell me somethings wrong
like a surgeon got some scars all on my palms
luv my frends cause they distract me from my thoughts
nd i try to change, but its hard
bleeding out inside, my minds scarred
leave me fractured now im in shards
memories just built up on cards

so gone off these meds to take the pain away
cant cope w the damage so i fade away
dont know how i keep on going everyday
want u by my side, i need u to stay
these lies make me hurt
can i learn my worth
nd i hate ur words
its fine, ill live nd learn

learning (visage + rest)

@1akura
@awwy2k

(rewind)
iv been coping too long i cant hide it
be myself idc if u like it :p
theres some bumps on my path, i dont mind it
thought my future wasnt bright, now im blinded
so i cant give up
even when im feeling down or when im out of luck
ik it gets tough
iv been feeling rough
i still chase ur love
hope that im enough

(akura)
2 much thoughts on my mind i cant take em off
i need time 2myself feels like i cn fall
2 much problems i swearr i cant take it
im feelin down but its gttn hard 2 fake it
but ima keep climbin my way to tha top
inlove with the grind ya i liek it alot
sayn they hate me but i will not stop >:3
rewind n i killin it we neva flop :P
how culd u hate on me but u not poppin?
i think that they hate on me cuz i make profits
keep to myself, my heart never unlock it
walk in tha store i got optionssss

blinded +akura (kidu)

@rpsu

say you love me back, but i know its a lie
i tried holding back, but nowadays i just cry
leave you in the past, heaven knows that i tried
know i cant look back, so i say my goodbyes
when it gets hard
i start to fall apart
i try my best, but i know that i wont get far
put me to rest, and maybe i can forget her
and you put me to the test, but i know its for the better

know i cant run away
i know it gets hard but i still fight through the pain
tired of feeling this way
all these thoughts that i hate
but i know i can change it
try my best everyday
so i need to grow
done with all this damage, yea i cant cope
its so hard to move on, yea to let go
how can you just move on when i do the most

goodbyes (adrien)

@decago

say its fine, when i know that i dont like it
lost my heart, breaking down trying to find it
giving up, yea its getting hard to fight it
dont know how im not tired of this life yet
when i come around you i start getting nervous
thought you knew my heart, but you barely scratched the surface
look into the mirror, all i see is something worthless
can you give me hope, can you show me that its worth it

but i cant just fade away
problems that i know i have to face
getting harder every single day
dont know how ill make it all ok
but its not that simple
i cant still be wishful
took my heart and broke it into shards like it was crystal
i try to stay strong but i know that my heart is brittle
if i could just change myself by maybe just a little

worth it (decago)

prod me :3

im giving up trying to reach it
thought your heart was the one that i needed
you're the one that i wanted to be with,
& sleep with, but why cant you see this
fuck it up, and do it over again
stuck in love, hate that i call you a friend
didn't want this to end, take my heart
and i'll leave it,
so maybe you'll keep it

im done with pretending
i say that im fine, but i cant find an ending
im tired of stressing
and tired of yelling
these lies that im telling
wont make it ok, so i figure my heart out
want you in my arms every night when its dark out
thought i couldn't love, but i can hear my heart now
all of these things should've said at the start, so
can we just restart now
and do it again

be with

@ilymay
@han2k15
@decago

(rewind)
anything that i can do, just let me know it
know i wouldn't lie to you, the flaws i show
that i only ever show to you, i hope you know that
promise you that i'll stay true, but often it gets hard
you tear me apart
you break me to shards, left to pick up the pieces
im left in the dark, but you gave me a meaning
its hard to restart, but you gave me a reason

(may)
miss when our worlds collide
and you told me u know that i’d find
someone else but i wna cry
cuz i thought i had u by my side
but in the end know i’ll be alright
let it go let it go let it melt like the snow does
the warmth of ur touch when i wake up
left it all in the past
know we couldn’t have lasted
but i still can’t forget ur face

promise +may (han + decago)

prod me

take your hand, i wont let it go
i was lost, you gave me a home
i was freezing in the winter cold
you just warmed my heart, you made it whole
i give my all to you, you know you deserve it
thought i was worthless, you made it all worth it
though i was lost, but you came and gave me purpose
take my heart, yea ill trust you not to hurt it

you keep me warm in the winter
the flowers might wither,
but ill always be by your side
ill be your light when it gets dark
i swear youll always have my heart
i wouldnt change it if i could, if i could
and anything that i could do, i would
through anything ill just stay true, ill stay put
you know ill always be with you, for good

to you

@lifegiverr
prod me

(rewind)
you said there's scars on your heart, so i'll leave scars on my arms to match it
so far apart, no matter how long it takes, ill gap it
i should've known from the start, as soon as i saw your face it happened
tears me apart just being so far away, its tragic
and i know i'm stuck
can't get out of love
but its you, so i know i'll be fine
i can't get up
the times with you every night
and holding me when i cry
i'll always be by your side

(life)
its when  our time hits a stop
and our bodies they drop
its when we cant change a thing
you grab my hands when they sting
its all a part of the song
i swear im fixing the wrongs
its all a part of the steps 
just give my body some rest
wont u show me what im missing
bring me to my senses
got me second guessing
dont know ur intentions
give me ur attention
dont u know i changed here
step in from the background
cause u and me were made here

stuck in love +life

@whyhaze
@monocryy
prod me :)

(rewind)
i'm a mess and i hate it
all this time i've been wasting
feel like nothing is changing
every second i hate it
i don't know where the day went
hate my thoughts can't erase them
i'm so tired of faking
like i don't fucking hate it

i wish i was
a better person
i hate myself don't deserve shit
every day i feel so worthless
but i'll be here for you
you know i adore you
give me hope to look forward to

(whyhaze)
cuz ik you’ll leave soon
i hate it everytime i talk to u
it’s replaying in my head
sometimes i just wish that i could forget
so i could be at peace for a little moment
i just wanna go away but ik that i can’t
so i drop 2 xans in my Dxm
don’t leave me just stay here
i got some things i wna say to u
like i hate my friends
and i hate me too
i don’t wna get up
today i just wna snooze
i don’t think that i could live my life without you
it’s so true
i just wish it could be us 2

(mckel)
oh my god
oh my god
oh my

break down and i hate it
break down i’m so useless
can’t do this shit now
i feel dead on the ground
and i can’t even fix it
i wish that i never fucked it up
i wish that i wasn’t useless
i wish that i could do this

break down with my head on the ground
can you pick me up please
i wanna stand up
oh my god
i wanna be with you so bad
i’m sorry it’s selfish but im glad that i got to talk to you again
oh my god

hate it +mckel & whyhaze



@1akura

im hoping that one day
might both of our souls meet
come close and i'll hold you
maybe you could hold me
you're everything i'd want
i'll make you my only
even if the sky falls
you'll never be lonely

i was so lost
then i found you
i was so torn
you make me feel brand new
it feels so warm
just being around you
you're my savior, my angel, my home

i'm far from perfect
but i'll do anything to show you that you're worth it
you mend my scars and stitch my heart just like a surgeon
keep messing up on how to love but now i'm learning


home (akura)

@gmodravemix

i dont want it to end
ill lose another friend
and ill mess up again and again and again
and again and like 8 times like four 2s
need something else to look forward to
cant live for myself ill live for you
my life been crashing it turns blue
i never wanted to hurt you
i never wanted to

i never want to desert you
i hope you know what youre worth
really i dont know how i deserve you
nothings perfect but you make it hurt less
im not worth it but you make me forget
run in circles and land at your doorstep
i just want to be in your heart
i just want to be in your head


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