i didn't think it was gonna get better

@ihuhalo
@1sanaa

halo - u know prod 1rxmi & sana

fragile ft. mental prod me

[i don't rly like this song anymore
but was convinced to drop it anyways]
@digipak @r1yy

ur losin me by the second
n im stuck
tryna find the second exit
lost it

have i lost it will u be honest
couldn't put my finger on it
didn't sit well in my throat
like i was drinking a cheap tonic
rly hope nobody knows
all of the shit in the past 48
thas been up in my nose

u can go thru my phone girl
js dont go thru my notes app
unless u rly wanna throw up
can't think i'm 2stuck
she wna fk up my life
i wldn't duck if she tried

i wna be flexible
tryn bend backwards like sheet metal
hope my head don't meet metal
by the time i do wna fix myself

finally fix myself (x2)

yea, whoa,
it's like half past midnight
girl i luv talkin 2u
i been so damn depraved
think im catchin feelings
wish u knew
n i feel replenished by ur presence
like electrolytes
y don't u come lay wit me?
we can both turn off mental lights
n js be 2gether

ur losin me by the second
n im stuck
tryna find the second exit
lost it

have i lost it will u be honest
couldn't put my finger on it
didn't sit well in my throat
like i was drinking a cheap tonic
rly hope nobody knows

electrolyte @digipak @riyui

@xyloah
producer: luxkk
mix & master: skulK!d
mastering support: drew malamud

thugga

cldnt fit all da names in the title ):

instagram.com/_____cni
https://x.com/i2006i92006i

[0:00] Coach Carter Intro - Greatest Fear
[0:40] Rabona @177p
[1:47] Prince Of Santos @44yy
[2:47] Lmk When It's Over @zzdox @liveanndlearn
[3:12] Stereo World @1alx
[3:59] Warm Day @kirakirapop
[4:40] Me You & Her
[5:20] Purple Eyes @zzdox @liveanndlearn
[6:13] Believe and Fly @roseara
[6:54] Oracle @44yy
[7:37] Perplexed
[8:15] Heaven @yurkiez @trekyo
[9:17] Intrusive @ssongbirdssing @gnrlyx
[10:07] Xo @casketo
[11:00] More Life @liveanndlearn @44yy @hywel47
[11:53] Make Peace
[12:40] She Loves Like Crazy
[13:20] Oh My God @zzdox
[14:24] Lame
[15:33] Mercedes / Sleep On Me
[16:18] Remind Me @nouvelle_angleterre
[16:55] You Talk A Lot @hyperoverdrivefaith
[17:25] Sweep @nouvelle_angleterre
[18:09] Opera
[18:38] Really @hywel47
[20:40] Who are You @hywel47
[21:59] Buggy
[23:08] Alterbach @liveanndlearn
[24:40] Leave It @popilization
[25:58] Scanned @venexxi @1hallow
[27:04] Woke Ya Up
[28:12] In The End @danikiyoko @nonidoi + Bbysizzun + Gomaz
[29:20] Kitsurubami @nonidoi @por11
[30:33] Kmri @danikiyoko
[31:35] The Gift Of Life @21js
[34:04] It's Something I Think Of And I Cherish Even Though It's Unreachable

Grit @177p @Live&Learn @Zzdox @44y @Pop @Casketz @Hywel @21 @Yurkiez @Alx & More

nota: i have been in an intense period of emotional struggle recently and music has been one of the only ways that ive been able to maintain my personhood it feels like. with my job and school being incredibly stressful, and with my relationships coming and going, and having so much extracurricular social obligations, i’ve felt very worn out. this song is mostly about my dad if you can’t tell

歌词：
i’m missin her bad
don’t know how to act
i can’t switch out the bad for the good
that girl hurting me bad but it’s good

i ain’t talk to my dad in a month
swear it’s hate but im missin his love
when his brother died i was thirteen
he ain’t been the same that shit hurt me
i don’t think that he will ever change
i’m not his daughter so i changed my name
not a comic book so i changed my name
im not who he wanted so i changed my name
i’m not who he wanted so i changed my name
not his fucking son not the one i claim
out the fucking picture cut me out the frame
for my fucking trauma he’s the one to blame
i don’t like myself and he’s the one to blame
on his fucking armor where my lungs are flayed
my lungs are flayed
yeah taxidermy put me on display
put me in a box where my bones decay
i ain’t want fuck but he got it
my god won’t allow it
my god put a gun to his head while he showered
my god saw abuse and he god damn allowed
i’ll pull out my dick and i’ll piss on his grave
yeah i’ll pull out the blick and i swear it’s no space where it’s safe to be hiding
he want me to be who he wanted me to be i refused and that’s why he been treat me like dirt
i don’t fuck with the way that he treat me it’s like he would rather be dead than a man of his word
i swear to god it’s like reason could rain from the heavens and still he would find him a way to ignore all the manna been served

manna (luanne)

@gmodravemix

i dont want it to end
ill lose another friend
and ill mess up again and again and again
and again and like 8 times like four 2s
need something else to look forward to
cant live for myself ill live for you
my life been crashing it turns blue
i never wanted to hurt you
i never wanted to

i never want to desert you
i hope you know what youre worth
really i dont know how i deserve you
nothings perfect but you make it hurt less
im not worth it but you make me forget
run in circles and land at your doorstep
i just want to be in your heart
i just want to be in your head


mess (og)

noraware - money, morals [prod. heroz & luanne]

Produced By @toemuro & @naggens
Featuring @cld
buy my presets: https://payhip.com/b/5asTq
dallas xo

lyrics;
@uxiexo
wake up, brush my teeth & i get str8 up on the mic
u do what u can, do what i want, i do it right
iv been way too nice yea, iv been too polite yeaa
whip look like a hovercraft, ts got AWD

@cld
gas, it got my eyes low
i can't keep no side hoe
you not on the roster, cant keep faking on our side oh
im tryna take my time at my own pace
u stay in ur own lane
i could tell u 2 faced yeaa

@uxiexo
i could tell u fake uh, i could tell u lyinn
look me in my eyes, u cant even tell that im trying
u b tryna sound like me, well i can give u guidance 
i listened to ur song, i would rather b dying
i just heard ur snippet, had to turn that off
ik that u tryin, i wont do u wronngg
left ur day 1s in the dust, like who u gon call?
dont be calling me, i cant pick u uppp

@cld
dont wanna be the one 2 embarrass you
why u playing both sides? cant have ur cake and eat it toooo
i heard ur name and  it was old newsss
girl dc what u going thruuu, only care what u gna do
im up up on the clouds, wut u worried abtt?
u can take my soul girl, u can take it outtt
u cant understand the words comin out my mouthh
stats been goin up, while ur shit goin south

mess (og)

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