The Ocean's Deep and the Mountain's hight but the love of Jesus is higher.

The Ocean's Deep, the Mountain's High

Mr. Claims Adjuster (Luigi.[Redacted])

[Verse]
Well, guess who is,
Showing their asses?,

Spoiler Alert!,
It’s the wealthy CEO’s,
Of America,

God Damn!,
I forgot how good it feels,
To watch fuckers,
Who have it coming,
Get it GOT!,
And they’re calling,
The assassin, 
Across social media,
By the name,
“The Claims Adjuster”,
May God bless,
Luigi [REDACTED FOR INNOCENCE UNTIL PROVEN INNOCENT] (Wolf SFX),
Hero to the Poor,
& newly christened saint,
Of the Common Man's Justice,
May she not be blindfolded,
Ever again,
Whenever we call upon thee,

[Hook]
-Just God damn, 
This is why,
I love America,
So, god damn much,
'Cause it's this, 
Crazy bullshit,
That I live for,
Look at us all,
Coming together, 
As a community,
To Celebrate our, 
Local folk heroes,
As any morally,
Well adjusted people, 
Should,

[Bridge]
God Bless, that [REDACTED FOR PATRIOTISM] (Wolf SFX),
Who [REDACTED FOR PATRIOTISM] (Wolf SFX),
That bastard,
From United Healthcare,
‘Cause, this is what,
American exceptionalism,
Actually looks like,
When a true American hero,
Steps up into the fight!,
Excellent shot, my brother,
know that, 
If it weren’t illegal,
To hire you,
I’d have some, 
Great job ideas,
I’d like to [REDACTED FOR PATRIOTISM] (Wolf SFX),

[Chorus]
‘Cause, This is what,
I live for,
In this crazy, 
Backwards world,
When Everything is,
Upside down,
You get what you deserve!,

I’d send thoughts & prayers,
To the CEO’s family,
But condolences, are tragically,
All out of network, 
According to, 
United Healthcare’s,
own company policy!,

[Hook]
So we’re here,
To celebrate,
American heroes,
Proving that,
Robin Hood,
Doesn’t always,
Use a bow,
But still manages,
To give back,
To the poor!,
& that saints yet to be,
inducted into the,
Catholic Faith,
Still walk among us,
In this modern day,

[Bridge]
‘Cause superheroes,
Don’t always,
Wear a cape,
But they can strike fast,
Like lightning,
Or a deadly snake!,

Oh, Mr. Claims Adjuster,
Luigi [REDACTED FOR INNOCENCE UNTIL PROVEN INNOCENT] (Wolf SFX),
Wherever you may go,
Know that you’ll, 
always be,
A Hero to the People, 
Just like me,

[Chorus]
‘Cause, This is what,
I live for,
In this crazy, 
Backwards world,
When Everything is,
Upside down,
You get what you deserve!,

[Verse]
& Justice was [REDACTED FOR PATRIOTISM] (Wolf SFX).

Suicide Solace

Mr. Claims Adjuster (Luigi.[Redacted])

Official Lyrics to: Suicide Solace

[Verse]
I guess we’re all hypocrites,
At some point in time,
In our lives,

Why does everything,
Feel like a struggle sometimes?,
Like, shit doesn’t even,
Have to be going wrong,
In order for the fires of life,
To feel like they’re burning out,
And dying inside,

And are filled with the desire,
To crawl down in a hole,
Dig down in the ground,
To find somewhere quiet to hide,
When it’s winter outside,

[Hook]
For only in the death dream,
Do we meet the afterlife,
And when I hibernate,
It feels like a form of,
A sweet sounding,
Suicidal lullaby,

[Chorus]
‘Cause the solace,
Is what I need,
To briefly,
Feel the peace,
Of eternal sleep,

And if I die,
Before my time,
Don’t think to cry,
‘Cause it’s always,
Springtime in my mind,
And that’s where,
I’ll run to go,
Should I cross over,
From this life,

And think not to save,
Wait for spring, I’ll see you then,
But if not, this hibernation den,
Will conveniently double as a grave,

‘Cause the suicide’s solace,
Is what I need,
To briefly,
Feel the peace,
Of eternal sleep,

[Verse]
But, oh look, oh no,
Something comes along,
To disturb my rest,
And it’s a thought again,
Asking, What if they’re right?
And by they, I mean you,
‘Cause The words you’ve said,
Echo in my head,
Long after I’ve gone to bed,

[Hook]
“Coward, coward,
Show your face,
Look at me,
I show mine,
Why do you care,
You wild long hare?”,

And I respond,
In the voice,
Of my mind,

[verse]
Maybe you think,
Showing shallow flesh,
Reveals the truth of, 
Who you are,
But it doesn’t,
‘Cause that’s just,
Judgement based on appearance,
I let my art speak as to who I am,
‘Cause whether I’m joking or not,
Doesn’t matter,
Because all of my art,
Ai or otherwise,
I use, to speak in part,
As to who I am,
And how I think,

And reveals many,
Intrinsic aspects,
Of this good & bad, 
problematic & flawed,
Transgender Man,
In a way that,
Physically seeing me,
Never could,

And if that isn’t Art,
Then I don’t know what is,

[Hook]
I reveal the real me to millions of people,
Without ever showing my face,
Whereas, you’ve shown your face to damn near millions,
And not one among them, that I know of,
Knows you, like the real you, like I do,
As just regular people,
Living regular lives,

So, why do they,
need to see,
A physical me?,
When I don’t even know,
If this physical self,
Is even something,
That I want to be?,
And then the thoughts exhaust me,
And I try to go back to sleep,

[Chorus]
‘Cause the solace,
Is what I need,
To briefly,
Feel the peace,
Of eternal sleep,

And if I die,
Before my time,
Don’t think to cry,
‘Cause it’s always,
Springtime in my mind,
And that’s where,
I’ll run to go,
Should I cross over,
From this life,

And think not to save,
Wait for spring, I’ll see you then,
But if not, this hibernation den,
Will conveniently double as a grave,

‘Cause the suicide’s solace,
Is what I need,
To briefly,
Feel the peace,
Of eternal sleep,

To briefly,
Feel the peace,
Of eternal sleep.

Spilling Tea (Why Ai? Part I)

[Verse]
Well, I guess it's that time,
I brake the only rule, I had,
& respond to some haters,

[Hook]
Alright, before we get this started,
I ain't naming names,
So, don't you ask,
About the details,
of the tea I'm spilling,

[Verse]
Now, I'm only responding to one,
Because anyone can take jabs & insults,
From strangers like it's nothing,
But when it comes from someone, 
you love & respect,
It's your heroes that always,
hurt you the worst,

& there's no way for me, 
to respond directly to this,
without revealing too much,
So, I'll respond, 
by answering your question,
Of which you so generously left,

"Why continue to use the A.i.,
When you are more than capable,
Of singing the songs you write?"

[Verse]
As if you don't already know-,
You call me a coward,
For using A.i.,
But it is not a coward,
Who embraces the truth,
No matter how painful it is,
That's the opposite of cowardice,
So, I would say that, 
between the two of us,
That I'm the brave one,
For embracing what's real,
I wrote, in one of my more,
popular songs that,
I'd rather go out an unknown,
without fame, 
than to have a,
decades long career,
generating successful,
but otherwise pointless songs,
But the irony of that line,
Is that if you check back the dates, 
You'll see that I actually do have,
A decades long career,
that started back in 2015,
But no one started listening,
Until 2023,
The same year, 
I deleted everything,
And began re-posting, 
Both new & recreated old songs,
using A.i., along with the new persona,
Because nobody cared,
About what I had to say,
Until I used the A.i.,

NOT EVEN YOU,

So, it's a bit hypocritical of you now,
To then expect me to swallow,
the "Real Art Always Wins" bullshit,
because I'd rather be hated now,
Than be met again, 
with the silent indifference of my species,
I experienced for years,
Back when I was still using,
my real voice,

You hate A.i.,
& you despise me, 
For choosing to use A.i.,
& you blame it, 
& me for destroying,
"Your Industry",
But if “your Industry”,
Is so fragile & pathetic,
that it even could be destroyed,
By a single rogue unemployed,
asshole song writer, using A.i.,
Then have you maybe considered the idea that-
-Maybe it should be fucking destroyed?,

It's not like it ever had good paying jobs,
for all its artists & writers anyway…

Because the truth is,
The free market doesn't care,
What "real" music, or art is,
Markets vote with their dollars,
& the dollars are going to where,
The generated A.i. slop is,
& I chose to embrace this truth,
Rather than fight it,
-You seriously don't think,
That knowing this truth,
Doesn't also hurt my feelings,
As much as yours,
As a fellow artist?,
Get real!
Of course, it fucking does!
But ignoring this truth,
In favor of one's own, 
Ego & emotions,
Doesn't make this truth go away!,

Look, I didn't get into this,
With the intent of ever using A.i.,
But this is where my chips landed in life,
So, I'm no longer trying to save the world-

-I'm just trying to survive in it.

Spilling the Tea, (Why Ai? Part I)

Official Lyrics to:
To Stop the Sequel (Why Ai? Part III). [Redacted For Patriotism]

[Verse]
Now let’s dig,
Into the heart, of the issue,
Of the beef I have with you,
What is this bullshit, 
you have to say,
About what does, or doesn’t,
Affect me!?,

[Hook]
Bitch, get a reality check!,
Fascism affects everyone,
Because a threat of fascism,
Towards anyone, anywhere,
Is a threat of fascism,
Towards everyone, everywhere,
And never has this, more been true,
Now that fascism rises, in America,

'Cause It's the Rise, 
of the Orange Reich, 
Part Two,

Look, you can survive 
Oligarchies,
Authoritarian regimes,
Corruption, & countries,
run on a foundation of,
bureaucratic incompetence,

[Verse]
But no one, actually survives fascism,
Not even the fascists,
Because the first people,
That they turn on, is their own,
Any instincts you have,
To cozying up, to power,
Is a survivor strategy,
In nearly any situation,
Except this one!,

‘Cause the first time, Fascists appeared,
In Earth’s recorded history,
They killed over, 
11 million people,
6 million of which were Jews,
& the other 7 million,
Were all the other people,
Who didn’t realize,
That they were next!,

This is the one exception,
Where your instincts,
Will almost certainly,
Get you killed,
Because fascists are loyal to no one,
& so nothing you do,
Will ever be enough for them,
& so cozying up to fascists,
& kissing their ring,
Will not ever, protect you,
But it will, most certainly,
Make you a fatal pawn,
& an easy target,
So please, see reason,
If only, for my sake,
‘Cause I don’t want,
To see you die, 
from this clear mistake,

[Hook]
How can you,
Turn a blind eye?,
Towards all,
Who’ll suffer & die?,
If you only care when it’s,
Someone from your race,
Then you only ensure,
You’ll die alone,
When you’re the last one,
That No one advocates for,
When fascists surely betray you,
When they show up at your door,

[Chorus]
Just ‘cause, we’re no longer holy,
When we fell from our grace,
No reward for us if we work,
To try and heal this earthly place,
That Doesn’t mean we, 
Forsake the responsibility,
We have towards,
All of Humanity,

‘Cause if that’s,
What you believe,
Then you were,
never worthy,
of being born,
A divine Angel, 
Or so, it would seem,

For the love,
I still feel, feel for humanity,
Even after, all I’ve been through,
Any punishment -I’ll take,
to run up stairs,
Among the stars,
Just to ask the Big Man,
For a prayer, & a favor,

That for the sake of,
All the world’s people,
That Trump [REDACTED FOR PATRIOTISM] (Wolf SFX),
Before he can get,
Ready to enact the sequel!

[Verse]
'Cause I'm ready, 
To continue the fight,
& complete the mission,

Even if it means, 
That I'm now,
a weak & small,
deeply flawed,
human being,
Who will one day die,

[Chorus]
Just ‘cause, we’re no longer holy,
When we fell from our grace,
No reward for us if we work,
To try and heal this earthly place,
That Doesn’t mean we, 
Forsake the responsibility,
We have towards,
All of Humanity,

‘Cause if that’s,
What you believe,
Then you were,
never worthy,
of being born,
A divine Angel, 
Or so, it would seem,

For the love,
I still feel, feel for humanity,
Even after, all I’ve been through,
Any punishment -I’ll take,
To run up stairs,
Among the stars,
Just to ask the Big Man,
For a prayer, & a favor,

That for the sake of,
All the world’s people,
That Trump [REDACTED FOR PATRIOTISM] (Wolf SFX),
Before he can get,
Ready to enact the sequel!

[Verse]
'Cause I'm ready, 
To continue the fight,
& complete the mission,

Even if it means, 
That I'm now,
a weak & small,
deeply flawed, 
human being,
Who will one day die.

To Stop the Sequel (Why Ai? Part III).[Redacted For Patriotism]

Dark Equinox

lyrics

[Verse 1] 
Just tell the truth, don’t hide 
We’ll break the chains inside 
The stars will guide our way 
Through nights that turn to day 

[Chorus] 
Truth will set you free 
Like water flows to sea 
Feel the rain, let it fall 
Truth will conquer all 
Raindrops cleanse the pain 
Truth flows through the vein 
Let it fall again 
Let it fall again 

[Verse 2] 
The lies will fade away 
The dawn will light our stay 
Our hearts will beat as one 
A new age has begun 

[Chorus] 
Truth will set you free 
Like water flows to sea 
Feel the rain, let it fall 
Truth will conquer all 
Raindrops cleanse the pain 
Truth flows through the vein 
Let it fall again 

[Chorus] 
Truth will set you free 
Like water flows to sea 
Feel the rain, let it fall 
Truth will conquer all 
Raindrops cleanse the pain 
Truth flows through the vein 
Let it fall again 

[Outro] 
Let it fall again 
Again
Again
Again

Truth (Let It Fall Again)

For me, the most essential thing for two people sharing a life, for truly being together, is that each allows the other to be exactly who they are. It’s about loving not with pressure or expectation, but with a pure, undeniable natural attraction, allowing the other beeing to organically and automatically become a part of one's world.
Because when a man and a woman encounter each other without any kind of pressure, and each is able to preserve their own sacred space, it naturally leads, over time, to each willingly taking a small, beautiful share of the other's world. This, my dear, is the natural law of attraction. It's the silent magnetism that draws souls together, not force.
This core principle allows for true freedom and authenticity within a bond, letting a relationship deepen organically. It’s about creating a shared universe where two distinct, vibrant individuals can coexist and flourish, hand in hand, without ever losing their unique light.

[Verse 1] 
In my space, I stand, 
Life flows through my hand. 
Walls dissolve in light, 
Endless feels the night. 

[Verse 2] 
Boundaries fade away, 
Peace defines the way. 
Sacred echoes rise, 
Truth behind my eyes. 

[Pre-Chorus] 
Where shadows fail, my world expand, 
A sacred call I understand. 
No walls confine, no fear remains, 
My essence free, the space sustains. 

[Chorus] 
Sacred space, I am alive, 
Through the rhythm, I survive. 
Feel the pulse, let it glow, 
This is where my spirit flow. 
Sacred space, endless sky, 
Where the soul learns to fly. 
In the echoes, I belong, 
This is my eternal song. 

[Verse 3] 
Harmony I weave, 
What I give, receive. 
Connection takes form, 
Shelter through the storm.

[Bridge] 
Silent whispers in the night, 
Guiding stars, my inner light. 
Every breath, a gentle flame, 
Here I’m whole, I’ve found my name. 

[Pre-Chorus] 
Where shadows fail, my world expand, 
A sacred call I understand. 
No walls confine, no fear remains, 
My essence free, the space sustains. 

[Chorus] 
Sacred space, I am alive, 
Through the rhythm, I survive. 
Feel the pulse, let it glow, 
This is where my spirit flow. 
Sacred space, endless sky, 
Where the soul learns to fly. 
In the echoes, I belong, 
This is my eternal song. 

[Outro] 
Sacred whispers, endless glow, 
In this space, my essence flow. 
In the echoes, I belong, 
This is my eternal song.

Sacred Space (Eternal Song)

Xero to Less is a musical journey that transforms darkness into pure energy. Rafael Maurell blends post-hardcore, alternative metal, and subtle electronic elements to create a sonic universe where intensity and introspection coexist. Each track explores personal struggle, resilience, and transformation, guiding the listener from the rawest moments to emotional release.

With powerful riffs, atmospheric synths, and a mix of melodic and screamed vocals, Xero to Less invites you to dive into a world where pain becomes strength, fragility becomes determination, and music becomes a refuge for the soul.

12 rafael maurell  up from the  bottom

GRESIA - SOCIAL MEDIA

Heaviest Matter Bleeds From The Soul

"Wolves get to live because they live in a Rabbit run world, not in spite of it."

I am a songwriter for the most part. I do sing, but it's been a few years and my voice no longer matches the old unfinished recordings I have and used to post here -part of growing up, I guess. Anyway, no big deal- it happens to basically all us dudes eventually if we live long enough. 

I don't know if I'll ever do another audio recording of myself ever again. But, I haven't stopped writing song lyrics and practicing my sound engineering skills that I use mostly as a hobby at this point. 

I use a few different programs like Mixcraft and Audacity as well as a few different A.I. custom sound and music generator programs all together in order to bring my written words to life- so that at least someone will sing my songs, even if it's just the A.I. since I can't sing them the way I used to anymore anyway. Some friends of mine also help out, from time to time; but, other than that I'm pretty much solo over here.

Hope you guys enjoy the music always.

P.S. You can also find me on Youtube at the Link Below:

https://www.youtube.com/@AntifaRabbit

To Stop the Sequel (Why Ai? Part III).[Redacted For Patriotism]

Antifa Rabbit