DepressedxAmerica

okmulgee

4Real

pain

Her i Need

(😄😞)

SheWontSaveMe

$😈

DOWNLOAD: http://www.mediafire.com/download/pr2ycvpni1443w7/Save+Me.mp3

Spinee - Save Me

Okmulgee

DORMANT
COMING SOON

PRODUCED BY MAVERICK
https://soundcloud.com/prod-maverick
https://twitter.com/ProdMaverick

MIXED & MASTERED BY MOOSEJAW 

Lemme take another bath in blood
Imma drown another bitch in cum
Then imma go and smoke another blunt
Leaking blue blood while Im drinkin red rum
Lil Flesh Burn and I live on the sun
Third degree burns on my skin for the fun
The Fallen One with the Midas Touch
Get the gold blade and I put it in ya gut
Pussy boi runnin round here with a gun
But you know you not finna bust
Hop on the bus go get my dick sucked
From your wifey cause that bitch be a slut
Then I fade away and jump in the River Styx
Yung Socio ill find a way into your bitch
Then I go Patrick Bateman
Im a killer not a rapist
Theres a difference, Im the sickest
Fuckin bitches in the kitchen
Snort all my prescriptions
Add a little bit of scramble in the morning for breakfast
Then I smoke the Devils Lettuce
Call the next Exorcist 
I arrested my development
Im smoking in the residence
All the way to the residue
UTU, fuck you
And your whole crew, noobs
I been rippin tunes 
Since I ripped out my mommas womb

Speaking of which, you a bitch like yo momma
I DONT GIVE A FUCK if a nigga got a problem
If your bitch wanna fuck then Imma get a condom
Hit her with the D real hard no Rondo
Blade in your neck now you wet get a poncho
Bitches hit the spliff and suck my dick in the condo
Kick the bitch cause she said she dont swallow
Finna fill my temple with the tip of the hollow
Cause love dont exist and my soul is so hollow
Rip the bitch in half im a motherfuckin monster
Yeah my heart beats grease
Im bout my green
Bitch im Piccolo Imma get him and pick him, split him wit
SPECIAL BEAM CANNON.....
FIRRRRRRREE
GODDAMNIT!
HAHA
IM A MOTHERFUCKING SAVAGE
Lil Flesh Burn be SPVZZiN
Add the MVTiK
Automatic
Wreakin havoc
Marquis Phenex
Blast the bastard with the Gnasher
Chainsaw the bitch in half with the Lancer
Nahhh
I DONT GIVE A FUCK if I get lung cancer
I smoke cigarettes like they got the answers
Bringing Armegeddon like im Marylin Manson
Nevermind my damn age Im bringin damage
By the time Im finished you gon need a bandage
Lil Flesh Burn be da big dick bandit
Now its my turn for me to get shit jammin
Catch me in the pit breaking both of my hands 
To the same old song with a different dance
I aint paying for a verse better getcha mans 
Lil Flesh Burn hot enough to give a bitch a tan

Yeeaint gotta say it cause I know Im the best
Outchea like I gotta S on my chest
Tell your girlfriend that she got nice breasts 
Then catch us in the bedroom having rough sex
Bitch you better pay if you want in the sesh
UNDRTHEUNDRGRND bitch thats the set
I could never be found cause Im stuck in my nest 
Imma burn alive then I eat all the flesh
BURN EM

It was a pleasure to burn

DORMANT

SPECIAL BEAM CANNON (P. MAVERICK)

run (prod. by sleepingprince)

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Reefan - Skies (Prod. 808 Instinct)

beat prod. by Vessels & TMK Beats
guccihighwaters: https://soundcloud.com/guccihighwaters

______________________________________

I can't feel my face, think I've gone insane
I can't see the light since it always rains
I've been falling down, falling down baby
Gotta save me from this ghost town baby
I know you hate that I'm not sober
Take a shot to the face, I'm a soldier
If she gets closer I might just have to ghost her
If anything happens got my gun in the holster

I'm still alive. I haven't died
I'll be alright. Yeah, I'll be fine
'Cause I'm a soldier
Gucci already told yuh
Yeah, I'ma ghost her
Leave her with no closure

She don't love me no more
That's why my heart's gone cold
I might send her, in the mail, suicidal notes (yeah)
Try to drown my sorrow
Take another pill and I'll faze out 'till tomorrow

New day, new mistakes to be made
New day, new people to betray
New day, new horrors to be tamed
New day, just send me to the grave

I don't want to try, but they tell me that I'll be fine
I'ma drink away my life. Staying up until the sunrise
Popping shit I don't know the name of
Makes me feel all bubbly 'cause I'm empty on the inside

I can't feel my face, think I've gone insane
I can't see the light since it always rains
I've been falling down, falling down baby
Gotta save me from this ghost town baby
I know you hate that I'm not sober
Take a shot to the face, I'm a soldier
If she gets closer I might just have to ghost her
If anything happens got my gun in the holster

Spotify <3

i'm not sober w/ guccihighwaters (prod. Vessels & TMK Beats)

~COVER ART CREDITS~
Instagram: @damageduser
Twitter: @cruzdesatan

~VERSE~
Take a chill pill
Bitch
This shit is for real
I kill this track then I go back to killing myself
Feeling derailed from the only place that I call home
Thoughts of me on the road
Playin show after show
Thoughts of me in a casket
I ain't shit but a bastard
I be wishing I had shit
Like my mom but just pass it
I'll be fine
Fuck it I'm just taking my time
Thinking I'm on my grind
But I be laying inside
Too many thoughts in my mind
You fuckers crossing the line
1 shitty night at a time
No I don't need to rewind
Look at the signs
Yuh
I'll be at peace when I die
Try not to cry
Yuh
Cuz I been waiting in line
Fuck

waiting in line (prod. by nitetime)

burn out w/ Baby Basile

lyrics:
https://genius.com/Chris-rain-im-alone-tonight-lyrics

artwork: @hugosvision x @tom.v.e.r.s.e

ImAloneTonight

SPOTIFY

IM ALONE TONIGHT (Prod. Isaac)

In the club, got fendi 
why they staring at me
pills talking to me 
I know theyre tryna make me

My eyes get to burning 
Swollen need it frozen
Memories slowly fading 
Feelings turn to boiling 
im turning up broken 

Drinking getting spaztic
Poping 3 a hat trick
the plug go my profit
Cold and its plastic
Sweet like chocolate 
Rubber band in my pocket

Something in the way 
i cant see my reflection
5gs in mouth 
i cant think about crashing
Holes in my head 
Feel the chemicals rushing

Too late im past it
Call me idk whos talking
Im not really feeling
Your love gets me bleeding 
Heart stopped now it cant stop speeding

Serotonin syndrome
Addiction prone 
Face down In my room
Forever on my own
I shouldve known 
Take away My info 
Ghost my phone
Frozen to my bones 

Keep it 
I dont need it 
Youre not even worth it
Its getting in my head 
Time to crush it 
Its not my favorite 
Im tired of seeing these faces
Crash to pieces

digiaches - Crush it

E V E R Y  N I G H T - diedays feat. low k (Prod. Chupi)

C A L L - MIKE T.V. (prod. skel)

YOU DON'T BELONG HERE

1. STEAK FT. CHAOTICK (P. NOVABLACK)
2. FOOL (P. WYZHU)
3. YET (P. ROOTS)
4. MIND YOUR OWN MOTHERFUCKING BUSINESS (P. YUNG HENNY x THELOCALTRASH)
5. GOON FT. YUNG WARDEN BUFFET (P. ROOTS)
6. NOTHING MATTERS (P. MAVERICK)
7. WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT FT. TRULOVE (P. GERTRUDE)
8. CLAWING (P. CK)
9. LOCK ME INSIDE (P. RYAN HEINZ)
10. YOU DONT BELONG HERE (P. CK)
11. ALL I EVER WANTED (P. ROOTS)
12. CLF (P. GERTRUDE)

ALL I EVER WANTED (P. ROOTS)

PRODUCED & MIXED BY CHAOTICK
https://soundcloud.com/chaotick511

YOU DON'T BELONG HERE (P. CK)

LOCK ME INSIDE (P. RYAN HEINZ)

PRODUCED & MIXED BY CHAOTICK
https://soundcloud.com/chaotick511

LYRICS:
It was all in my head
Nother flaw in the plan 
I'm exhausted and dead
I've been lost and instead of me 
Calling a friend I been
Crawling in bed
With these walls closing in
I need all of it to end 
I see, nothing but rejection when I look at my reflection
I failed all the tests and God doesnt answer my questions
Even clean and sober I just wallow in depression
When each day is over I make another incision
With the best intentions i make all the wrong decisions
I let other people hurt me with all the power I give em 
And I wanna share my struggles but noone will really listen
Cause I get mistaken and people take it as bitchin
So instead of pissing all these people off with all my shit I just
Slowly press the razor blade deeper into my skin and I 
Punch the wounds a couple times let all the blood collect while I 
Fantasize about putting a bullet in my head
The tattoo on my arm says it all I'm better off dead
The ones that love me grieve for a week and then theyll forget
I just want someone to see that I'm trying my best 
But its nothing but insanity clouding inside my head

I just want someone to come and kill me 
I will never let you see the real me 
I pretend I'm full of life but I'm empty
If mistakes were a crime id be guilty

CLAWING (P. CK)

BODIES DROP FREESTYLE (MOSH PIT)-  prod. by HOOL x UGLY D

rain drops (prod. by crcl)

convolk: https://soundcloud.com/convolk
mixed in part by Qawi Kamri (https://soundcloud.com/qawikamri)
______________________
teardrop shawty sing the feelings away
i feel ugly when i see myself no matter the day
imma do this shit, the music shit, no matter the pay
if you in my path i hit yo ass right outta my way
i wish it wasn't like this

my heart's so broken
i wish there was a potion
to help with my depression
that's drowning me like an ocean
forget the notion
'cause i retract that
now my sadness weighs me down
like it's a backpack

i feel alone in my home
there's no way out
i feel alone, so alone
there's no hope now
and i don't know where to go
i hate this town
and if i can't get away
then i might drown

you don't need me
hide my feelings
please don't leave me
i'll stop breathing

teardrop shawty sing the feelings away
i feel ugly when i see myself no matter the day
imma do this shit, the music shit, no matter the pay
if you in my path i hit yo ass right outta my way
i wish it wasn't like this

benedixhion x convolk - dying alone in my room [prod. MURDFLEX]

The touch of the reaper means only one thing, desiccation to everything within my reach.
Kill and repeat, I'm the hacker delete anything 'front of me if I need to release.
Enemies crumbling within my presence, I'm presently not really one to be seen.
I'm the behemoth it seems for no reason I cant waste my time on such trivial things.
Know where you stand, and just know I could banish you from the whole scene with these words that I speak.
I'm tempermental, my energy pent up, bitch back the fuck up if you still want to breathe.
I am the ghost in the night with this butterfly blade, there ain't nothing colliding with me.
Come round the corner, I'm draped in the shadows, bitch my knife will find a place that it can rest if it needs.

Roses, roses, Ashes, ashes. 

Roses, roses, Ashes, ashes.

Come fuck with me, I'ma show you what it's like to never give a fuck my g.
Rollin, and smokin, sippin on blood bitch we keep it on a lower key.
Got no chains, I got no containment, bitch there ain't nothin thats holdin me.
Independent, livin in solitude they can't get close to me.

Roses, roses, Ashes, ashes.
Roses, ashes, Ashes, ashes.

I'm the alchemist, turn a fuckin problem to a body bitch.
Fuck a body bitch, I want all yo shit.
I want all the smoke, I need all the dope.
Bitch don't get to close, I'ma cut your throat.

I'm a cutthroat, losing control, keep your eyes up, keep your head low.
I'm a cutthroat, losing control, keep your eyes up bitch, keep your head low.

Roses, Ashes (Prod. OmenXIII)

Produced and performed by king theta
Vocal mix and master by IOF https://soundcloud.com/iofmusic
Art by Love, Max https://twitter.com/lovemaxofficial

Lyrics:
I
I just wanna feel like I could fly
Give me anything that gets me high
I need you in my life cause
Shit's gonna cave in soon
Why?
Why you gotta say that I'm lyin
I swear to fuckin God I'm doin fine
The power's all mine but
Shit's gonna cave in soon

I need to fill the void in my heart
Baby, tell me Ima be a star
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?
I need to turn pain into art
Hate me, so I can stay in the dark
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?

I got everything that I thought I wanted
But it didn't work

She said "lose
The fake personality you use"
Spent too many nights pourin Goose
So easy justifying getting loose
Attention is distraction from the noose
Sorry, not sorry for my ego
The king threw the old me out the window
I know there's no way home

I need to fill the void in my heart
Baby, tell me Ima be a star
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?
I need to turn pain into art
Hate me, so I can stay in the dark
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?

Keep fillin me up
With your love and affection
And I'll spill it right out
Call it self-protection

I need to fill the void in my heart
Baby, tell me Ima be a star
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?
I need to turn pain into art
Hate me, so I can stay in the dark
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?

Wish I Could Start Over

wrios

holding your heart
i know i fell apart
its like the world wont start
like the world wont start
all alone 
i feel your fingers moan 
i touch your collar bone 
i never felt so owned 

spinning around
i always fall to the ground 
carrying corpse
a puppet held up by thorns
the nights embrace 
i want to be in its space
broken fingers
not a straight face

tear my muscles 
heart smuggle 
i wanna feel the struggle 
i wanna see the shovel
balling till my eyes are breaking 
i cant stop shaking 

i wanna lie everynight 
til i see white 
till i see white
all around its midnight

Streaming

digiaches - I See White

Lyrics:

Baby, you know I like to flex a lot
Pull the guala out my socks
And then I got her serving top
Baby, I know you’re fucking hearing this
Beat so dumb, delirious
Do not take me so serious
We just out here causing mass hysteria
We ain’t fucking scared of ya
Sick, I got malaria
I’m just out here flexing I do not know what to tell ya bruh
Smoking on that loud I got that shit to wake ya parents up

I been on my lonesome
Sometimes I feel like I am fucking no one
Baby, I been on my lonesome
Sometimes I wake up in the morning and I feel like I am no one

But girl why don’t you just climb up on top of this
Fire when I drop the shit, she tell me I’m astonishing
Shawty giving brain I think she won a fucking scholarship
The way she shake her ass, she know how to make a dollar quick
I do what I want and I get my own way, bitch
It’s somebody’s birthday baby, let’s get fucking wasted
Take em on a day trip, bitches getting naked
Take em to my spaceship
Have a nice day, kid

I know you see me how I’m making moves
Do not talk to me I do not fw you
Sorry if I make you feel uncomfortable
She told me that she love me so I told her not to slide through

Clayton O'Hara - Lonesome [Prod. Max Taylor]

3. Vital $ignz - Keep Inside (Laced Blunts) - Prod. Sid White

Stream on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/6hrUfX7wsi7bSUJNxVKbi4?si=OR6MWOowSsCWyHRlqECuGQ

Dear Dad why’d you have to go so soon
It feels like I never really got to know you
You lost track of ur life when your pops passed
Tryna drink away your problems through a shot glass 
I just hope that I don’t fall into the same path
I’ve had addictive personality since way back
It’s in our blood some times I really hate that
But we’re alike in other ways I wouldn’t change that 
You loved work you put that over everything
You even put it and liquor over a wedding ring
They say you never know what you had til' it’s gone
That’s why I’m writing you this song 
I've been stressing and second guessing decisions
Learning lessons and growing up gaining wisdom 
You’re out the picture this never was in my vision 
You helped me buy my equipment 
You shared my songs and you listened 
When I was younger heard arguing in the kitchen
Moving around a lot houses always switching 
As I got older began to see the addiction 
Mom tried stay to calm couldn’t stick with it
I don’t blame her but sometimes I blame myself 
Like there was someway or somehow I could of helped like damn 
Maybe if I called the ambulance a little faster 
We wouldn’t be in this disaster 
Instead of staring at the blood on the walls like it’s plaster
But I guess it doesn’t matter
Grandma’s crying in the arms of the pastor 
Not all stories get a happy ever after
Me and my brother stuck together that’s for life too 
Mama found new love met a nice dude
Things sucked but I always had to fight thru
How’s the weather in heaven hope it’s a nice view
Nowadays everything ain’t the same 
A lot of problems are bottled up in my brain 
I never thought that I would have to feel this way 
But I can’t help it I’m breaking down every day 
I don’t wanna get upset I don’t think I should regret 
Holding on to what is left hope ur happy looking down
I just wanna make u proud even tho ur not around 
I know you’ll always be there I know that you’ll always care
So I love you and I swear even though we weren’t prepared
Maybe this was meant to be this is what you meant to me
I won’t forget the memories 
I won’t forget the memories
Rest in peace yeah

Dear Dad (prod. Jakkyboi)

yeah its quiet out i can hear the embers burning
yeah its quiet now i can the paper counting
yeah its dirt now i can feel the ground shaking
yeah its time now i can feel im sinking

bad blood i got blue blood
like mudd it seeps when it cuts
so tired stuck in this rut
so wired means for the just
face cut scars of ur touch
my smile broke too much
this chain covered in rust
this pain covered in lust

playing life like im living poker 
im gonna fold 
i want it over
eyes swirling swirling see the colors 
fix my hangover
with salt and vinegar

ink in my skin i want to be covered
poison in my gin 
im talking from the gutter
porter on my bag like im hiding demons
got jet lag switching every season

im tired of this shit 
ill need a reason to missed 
fill it up n then i twist
got my name on blacklists
these sirens 
the years of running 
mirrors imagine
im lined im racing

starting to feel like im the tin man
the way these lights go out 
its bad luck man
go from 20/20 
to seeing 20/40
got the tiger on me
its burning 520

face gone i wanna feel your touch 
i wanna be alone 
i cant make up my mind 
i cant make up my mind

its gone i needa break it off 
i wanna be your one
i cant wait for the night
all of it fills me with life

my lifes work i need to clock out 
idk if this’ll workout
strange idc abt the fallout
im losing looking like a dropout

hair pins coupled on soft skin
white lies or white sins
long nights and no strings
what will my life bring

digiaches - Blue Blood

still numb *VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION*

https://youtu.be/-LRWllZRyXs
 
CHORUS)
Hate me from the side
Watch me kill it while you hide
Why you wastin all my time
I just don’t give a fuck
I been on a rise
They can’t wait for my demise 
You can’t have my fuckin life
I ain’t giving it up

(VERSE 1)
They tryna take my soul
Fuck the drama catch me flying racing whips to the goal
Yeah I know
You the only one that makes me whole
That’s fashow
I don’t think that I could make it alone
I’m too gone

Everybody talkin on the low
I don’t even know where to go
Felt so trapped it showed
Shawty love forever so I owe her
I just gotta keep on movin forward
Keep my mind focused on tomorrow
I could never cope with the sorrow
All this love everybody borrows

(CHORUS)
Hate me from the side
Watch me kill it while you hide
Why you wastin all my time
I just don’t give a fuck
I been on a rise
They can’t wait for me to die
You can’t have my fuckin life
I ain’t giving it up

(VERSE 2)
Wake me up
I didn’t mean to waste your time
Tell me all the things that keep you up at night
Drive slow
I just wanna feel a vibe
I ain’t tryna leave all alone tonight

hate me (prod. by HXRXKILLER)

bullet (Prod. Van Beats)

all day w/ SpaceMan Zack (prod. by Penacho)

written & performed by nineishuman.
produced by P4NTRY.



[ lyrics ]

water under the bridge
but i won't learn to swim
light sets on my face
haven't seen the sun in some days, some weeks
i hope u can't tell
I hope u don't tell
it's something u know well

nineishuman - what u see(prod. P4NTRY)

brrr (prod. pitfall)

vocals by @supachefm
produced by @ThatBossEvan on youtube
mixed and mastered by @shinigami

hadda glo!

bad timing w/ SpaceMan Zack (prod. by blade901)

Produced by mee

depressed but I flex, I get to my checks
depressed when I flex i'm just a reject

Took a bullet to my brain but I woke up
didn't kill me but I wish it did I won't lie
got a razor in my wrists and my tounge tied
getting calls from my ex but my tounge tied
I admit it yeah I miss you
but you know we got our issues baby
I just really wanna kiss you
like a cigarette I couldn't never quit you

depressed but I flex, I get to my checks
depressed when I flex i'm just a reject

Antipop'n all the bottles bitch i'm faded
I admit it i'm a fucking mess
everybody at the function got my jaded
take another can't take this stress
intoxicated, over sedated, beyond belated
girls destructive in ways I can't mouth

lost cause, I've lost me
lost cause, I've lost it all

uncalculated, reflexes lazy, i'm fuckin her crazy
i'm destructive in ways no one knows

depressed but I flex, I get to my checks
depressed when I flex i'm just a reject

Depressed When I Flex(Anti-pöp x Tshan)

Anti-pöp