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@ruddaz ⠀ + ⠀@gasoiid ⠀ + ⠀@coast2coast
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gasoiid - a journey home ミ★

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hi. its been so long that idk what to really say here.  

this song means a lot to me because ive been on a journey myself of trying to find my way back home. my way back to myself. finding myself. or rather, returning to myself. 

this account has been with me through so much, and it’s really incredible to see just how far these silly edits have taken me over the course of these years. i realize now that even when i felt completely and utterly lost and alone, god was aligning my steps and cleaning up the road ahead of me. 

its felt really good to dive into the idea of god, and who he is to me. after having been a vehement atheist my whole life, to really have my entire worldview, mind, and perception be changed so much in such a short amount of time has been a mind boggling change for me to experience. 

a journey of truth is never an easy one, but i’ve really felt like ive found the missing piece to my life in him. 

and im happy :)

im happy because i no longer feel defeated everytime I open my eyes, i no longer feel the weight of comparison crushing my spirit whenever i look at my friends and my peers living their truths and making their dreams come true. 

i may not be the best, but thats okay for me, because i’m no longer ashamed to be me. and im returning to who that “me” really is, and it feels good. 

of course there are a lot of growing pains, but ive done so many things in this past year that i never would have ever thought possible for me just 2-4 years ago. 

i played my first international show in berlin (big ty to @candyflip030!) and rn as of writing this im slated to go to las vegas to perform my first domestic show with @purityleech and the roflcopter crew [6.28.2025!!!! so end of this month]

that inner critic inside of me still talks but im learning how to no longer listen to him. im learning what it means to believe in a vision and truly have faith. im learning what it means to surrender. im learning how to take the good with the bad, and find the good IN the bad. 

at the beginning of this year my entire life was turned upside down, i lost my friends, my bf, and pretty much my entire life. and i spent the end of last year living in fear and trying to claw on a door that god had closed for me. but now 6 months into 2025 im actually happier than ive been in a long time. and yes my new life is not easy, god is instilling in me the virtue of responsibility, but it is good. 

and i want to continue growing. I still battle with fear on a daily basis. I still have major anxieties and insecurities. and I still feel so unworthy of any kind of success that whenever I get any sliver of it I have the urge to self sabotage.... but im learning how to OVERCOME. 

i want to continue becoming the true version of me, the me that i never knew i could be. i know it’s in there, and i know i will find him, i just have to keep going, and i need to have faith. and i know that there are things that i want that i may not ever get, but im learning how to become okay with that. 

im finally thankful for this life of mine. and i can’t believe that it’s taken me this long to start living. yes i may be a late bloomer, but im glad to be blooming now nonetheless. this is just the beginning…. this is just the beginning  ⠀ ⠀ ˚₊‧꒰ა 𓂋 ໒꒱ ‧₊˚


- g.   =)   <3

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og: https://www.beatport.com/track/home-feat-discovery/10730012

free dl

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155 to 168

Comrade Martin - Bass blaster
Otah - Watch Me
DV60 - Take This Sound
AnGy KoRe, Gabriel Padrevita, Simox - Back To The Old School
Tazlow - Survival
Jøël - NTM
Garcia Sauvage - No Stop afterparty
Rabteu - Fuckin' Rave
Heggemann - 1234 MH1644
NOISE MAFIA - All The Good Girls Go To Rave
Blackeys x piccolø 
Cenan Holland - Catch Me





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now that i've found you

Extatium (Aphinity remix)

@yerbownik

⭐️ Will It Ever Be The Same (Los Remixes, Vol. 1) ⭐️

🕊✨ Earth from Space - Angels (yerbby remix) ✨🕊
⚽️✨ Earth from Space - Will It Ever Be The Same (FC Kabagar Remix) ✨⚽️
🔮✨ Earth from Space - Suerte (Radion Cheat Code Remix) ✨🔮

💖 Gracias a todos y vamos hacia el amor 💖

Free Download

Earth from Space - Angels (yerbby remix)

FREE DL: https://hypeddit.com/citysproblem/ljusetthelight

i can see the light within you

Ljuset (The Light)

wow wow wow second mix just dropped :O
150-170bpm!! lots & lots of fast fun trance

➤ celestial wings - MiYAjY // Anamnesis - Ranzor // FRACTAL VEGA - Lunar Amethyst // Andromeda - Omnxphre // APEX - ASURE2001 // Genesis - CITYSPROBLEM // Carte Blanche (CITYSPROBLEM Remix) // Praun - Cobol // Only Heaven - rxflxct // Love at rave - LTY // Through Time (moistbreezy remix) // HIGH DiSCOTEQUE - Electric Markos // PINK DIAMOND - NULLZER0 //  Europium - 1luu

fast forever mix 𓆩♡𓆪

HELP!! for the deep feelers 
& chronic over thinkers 
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LYRICS:
iiiiiii've got only myself to blame 
(Watching myself run away watching myself run away) 
And Iiiiii am faced with my need to escape....
Not again... (HEY)

Apathy in spite of me 
A broken record stuck on replay (Broken record on replay)
I’m hiding all these parts of me 
But I still feel you pulling away 
Ah well I wanted to change (hey)

I wouldn’t call this love 
You break me to build me up
I wouldn't call this love 
I'm fAAaaaaaaa-------

Get me out my brain 
And I don’t like what she’s saying 
(uh) Keep pressing to be patient 
Cant count the times Thought I died (I’m faded) 
Get me out of my brain (UH)
And I don’t like the thoughts she’s saying 
Uh Keep pressing to be patient 
not sure When I got this Complacent

I hate how I hate myself 
But I just can’t seem to break free
You see a life in me that I just can’t see...
Put on a show acting like I’m your puppet on a string 
Do what you want So I don’t have to think 

(I) pick at my skin till I bleed 
Rejecting every part of me 
Feedin my insecurities 
My fragmented identity 
Reflecting who you want me to be 
You say you can’t see what I see >_<

Get me out my brain 
And I don’t like what she’s saying 
uh Keep pressing to be patient 
Cant count the times Thought I died (I’m faded) 
Get me out of my brain 
And I don’t like the thoughts she’s saying 
Uh Keep pressing to be patient 
not sure When I got this Complacent

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Aaah Just get me out of my brain 
(I got the same thoughts on replay) 
No I cant keep on living this way 
Ive tried it all still feel the same
ohH Just get me out of my brain 
These same four walls drive me insane 
no I cant keep on living this way.... (aaaah 4get it)

getmeoutofmybrainOHgetmeoutofmygetmeoutofmybrainOHgetmeoutofmygetmeoutofmybrainOHgetmeoutofmygetmeoutofmybrainOHGETMEOUTOFMYBRAIN 

Get me out my brain 
And I don’t like what she’s saying 
uh Keep pressing to be patient 
Cant count the times Thought I died (I’m faded) 

Get me out of my brain 
And I don’t like the thoughts she’s saying 
Uh Keep pressing to be patient 
not sure When I got this Complacent

Cover Art: 
Creative Director: Jin-Ah Song
Producer & Stylist: Thea Lu
DOP & Editor: Cat Hoang
BTS Photographer: Caleb Ribates
Set Assist: Bek, Kaede Miyamura, Mimi Vu
Location: Sophie Byun (Makka Pakka Tattoo Studio)
Text Graphics: Junhee Kim

GET ME OUT OF MY BRAIN ˚‧º·(இ﹏இ`｡)‧º·˚

my (first) set for the leeds ambient trance community @ wharf chambers 30/5/25  *ੈ✩‧₊˚

tracklist:
wowoutro - yawning portal
don't let go - rxflxct
duality x turn me on mashup - princess elf bar
genesis - CITYSPROBLEM
limerence - lunar amethyst
clear blu water - dj wipeout
anamnesis - ranzor
APEX - ASURE2001
EXHALE - DJ SUPERMONKEYBALL
signs of life - GRIM
extatium - aphinity remix
beautiful - aly & film extended remix
sapphire - kassio project
aurum - 1luu
recharge - yerbby
intention - dj erased

maevie live @ wharf chambers; LATC

(ಥ﹏ಥ) this is for the soft humans who wear their heart on their sleeve, yearn with an open heart and feel so deeply. 
Shout out to my past lovers ~ a great source of inspiration for this track 


( ╥ω╥ )
Maybe I’ll pretend 
to be in love with you again 
Maybe I’m wrong for what I said 
Falling for things you never meant 
Maybe We should’ve just stayed friends

Maybe you’ve forgotten all the feelings you felt 
Maybe u got careless with my heart as I fell 
I’d rather be lonely than have you misunderstand me 
better on my own better on my own....

Take what you want and just go
Yeah I’m better off on my own
Take what you want and just go
cos I'm better off on my - 

Im better offf 
Off on my own 

You’re saying that your sorry in advance 
but I know I shouldn’t give you one more chance 
You were Intoxicating you held me In a trance  (aaaaah~~)

You rip my heart out with your words  I’m bleeding all over the floor 
I’ve had enough but you want more 
I’d tell my friends it was okay 
make excuses for you so I could stay  (uh oh)
Kind eyes id never been so wrong 

From all the pain 
I Swear I wouldn’t fall for it again 
Oh my a mistake 
To think you ever meant what you said 
Oh It’s the same 
Same Empty promises that you break 

Take what you want and just go
Yeah I’m better off on my own 
Take what you want and just go
Yeah I’m better off on my own 

Im better offf 
Off on my own 

waiting for this to end 
say you're full of regret 
just waiting for this to end 
say you're full of regret 
just waiting for this to end (END)
say you're full of regret (regret)
waiting for this to end 
you say you're full of regret 

Take what you want and just go
cos I’m better off on my own

BETTER OFF ON MY OWN(✿˃̣̣̥᷄•͈ᴗ•͈˂̣̣̥᷅ )

FREE DL:
https://hypeddit.com/citysproblem/amsterdamremix

and i miss you

Amsterdam (CITYSPROBLEM Remix)

Music as a friend ~♡♥♡~

Trance enjoyer

Many playlists to listen to (on shuffle)

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Haste