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Sober- jxdn // slowed+ reverb

GHOSTS

Proud to announce my first headline shows in NYC & LA ... tickets are on-sale now:
8/14 - Baby's All Right (Brooklyn): bit.ly/AB_NY_1
8/23 - The Echo (Los Angeles): bit.ly/AB_LA_1

this is my song, the water fountain

The Water Fountain

"the way we used to love." coming this winter. . . my next album is on its way.

Apple Music - https://foundation-media.lnk.to/eliworthless

Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/4Q6hOZoviHB2yT9igwLtQc?si=2Jqt3LRnSvOwzIuedoHIGA

eli.

https://www.imelilucas.com
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LYRICS

i'm always so alone
even when surrounded 
by people that i know

i'm always so astounded
by my ability to ruin everything
losing friends and starting fires
everyone thinks i'm a liar

i always stay at home
cause i'm not good in public
i sit here on my phone

i'm always disappointed 
i watch them live their lives
i wish that i were happy
victim of my generation
time machines can not erase it

who am i supposed to be?
when will i be complete?
when will they be proud of me?
it's getting harder to see

slit my wrists, bloody fists
questioning why i exist

pain persists, evil gifts
fucking up my life to shit

i'm worthless, i'm worthless
i'm worthless, slit my wrists until i bleed out

i try to stay strong
no matter what i do,
i'm always in the wrong

it never gets easier,
but maybe that's the point
it's part of growing up
messing up and learning from it
that's just life, it's necessary

clinging to hope
what else is there to live for?
got nowhere to go
what else is pain good for?

i am confident that your life has purpose
it's okay, you will get through it
don't give up cause someone needs you

please, don't give up
gotta stay strong, gotta move on
gotta know hope, when you feel low
please, you gotta know
that someone needs you

please, don't give up
gotta stay strong, gotta move on
gotta know hope, when you feel low
please, you gotta know
that i need you

worthless

OUR NEW RECORD IS OUT NOW!
https://found.ee/VOILA_LongStoryShort

Long Story Short

Hayd - Suffocate

stream/download

self destructive

Me And Your Ghost - blackbear

Available on all platforms: https://fanlink.to/overdose-gbk

Connect With Gun Boi Kaz:
Instagram: www.instagram.com/gunboikaz/
Twitter: twitter.com/ihatekaz

Prod. Jai (@prodjai)

Overdose!

all the rights credits go to jaden hossler

jxdn / better off dead ( slowed n reverb )

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