turned 22 today, here's a song

produced by stonesowavy

mastered by @sastrp

LYRICS:

let me in let me out

tell me what you know
bout your life the shit u hide and tell me what u owe
forget about the time i got it start right from the go
lemme know your fears the trauma buried deep below
tell me bout the time u didn’t have a place a home
tell me bout the desperation of being alone
moving day to day where every day was seeming slow
every time the outcome of events was still unknown 
it’s unknown where we at
no time to react
speculation mixed with fact and the fad of attention in remission
cause it’s not about you and it never was
and it’s not about me that’s what troubles us
expecting compensation for a life that seems mistaken
and receiving nothing but impatience conflict illness degradation
seems unfair all this monotony performed with calculation 
comparing hatred
constantly racing
wonder what’s the purpose of the pain
dream of peace a stable life consistent pay
don’t ask for too much only take the things u need
tell me how you heal and how you bleed

can i tell you what i know
bout my life the shit i hide and what i owe
hope you got the time cause imma start right from the go 
i got a lot of fear and trauma buried deep below
i got a couple diagnoses probably a couple more they haven’t found yet
but the symptoms are apparent and the treatment done is negligent 
i’m stubborn almost arrogant in my ability to counter obstacles it’s evident
that i would benefit from therapy if i just fucking went
but i can’t even dial numbers start the journey of salvation
once my halo dusty now it’s broken down to yo sediment
i said i wanna change the world
she said that i can’t make that promise
i told her that i need approval
she said i might be a narcissist
cause i’m so focused on myself in such a troubling way
i can recognize the rot but i still let it decay
doing the bare minimum so i can get through the day
but i’m still desperate for some clapping hands to say it’s okay 
cause just the thought of doing what is right is not enough if i don’t actually do it
i want diplomas houses i blew it 
why does life feel claustrophobic when i just got on my feet
can i tell you how i heal and how i bleed

let me in let me out

i simply can’t believe in over sharing
given proper context humans tend to love comparing
situations lived and coping methods revel baring
honest nature of existence and precisely planning
what to filter rummage memories depression or your BPD
and anything that’s troubling the most open that you’ll ever be
but only let out what’s acceptable the limit of your history
is undefined when you first meet somebody you can vaguely see
being in your life extended time bond through little things
like breakups high school bullies neurons firing
to find the sweet spot not too overbearing sort of comforting
to know you’re not alone in this eventually the dam will break
testing the relationship by showing what is underneath
standing at a checkpoint in the bond you built so carefully
started off with how your parents were divorcing
to how you know the makeup that can help to cover bruising 
buzzwords key components of a conversation hold em in their mouth and let them out
when necessity to shows up 
know i’m here for you i care but question if they do believe that
in their head are they judgmental bout a controversial past

and maybe i’m just nosy bout your life
not always my business do or die
imma tell you something bout me
this is how i heal and how i bleed

let me in [prod. stonesowavy]

Heartbreak Høtel V.2
Drøwn in Here ft. $insNightmare (Prod. Valious x Malloy)

Drøwn in Here ft. $insNightmare

Intact [siem spark x nihil2free]

blood in the water (feat. jeo)

#scfirst
ig @sheluvsdiorrr

please never leave me alone </3

Lyrics:

I been on my own countin' up my dough
I don't need you ho no I don't need you no
chose the lonely road too focused on the dough
cannot luv you no I left my feelings alone
I told her leave me alone
I don't want you no
I don't want you no
no I don't wanna know
my hearts so damn froze
my hearts way too cold
I wish you'd leave me alone
please never leave me alone
I sip till I get wasted
I smoke till I get faded
your luv is what I'm craving
You make me feel amazing

you're like a drug
can't get enough
all of these drugs
I've had enough
you're like a drug 
can't get enough
all of these drugs
I've had enough

I wish you never met me
You make me feel less empty
Girl you are so damn petty
I hate luv its way too hectic
when I think of you I keep stressing
Did you sleep enough?
Hows your day been?
I been on my grind money on my checklist
These girls waste my time so I do not text them

I been on my own countin' up my dough
I don't need you ho no I don't need you no
chose the lonely road too focused on the dough
cannot luv you no I left my feelings alone
I told her leave me alone
I don't want you no
I don't want you no
no I don't wanna know
my hearts so damn froze
my hearts way too cold
I wish you'd leave me alone
please never leave me alone
I sip till I get wasted
I smoke till I get faded
your luv is what I'm craving
You make me feel amazing

[ Hexo & Jkei ]

emoluvpoems

Faded

Faded [Prod. Hexo & Jkei]

Estate ft xorainzz

check out the official lyric video

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0eFmKMzLnmg

I just want love (feat. woke) (prod. snoozy)

thrasher (feat. Okayracer)

Heartbreaker

I dont own rights to the beat if you own the beat and want the song down message me on insta i will gladly take it down

Too Drunk To Steer (Prod. by Murat_Koshty)

''Desolation''

You are not allowed to reupload this anywhere without my approval, And this includes remixes or edits.



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Intact [siem spark x nihil2free]

saint vaz [@saintvaz_]