written/recorded/mixed/mastered by anvii.
cover art by @yeongseo on instagram.
bass done by @gaberamirez1 on tracks 2 & 6.
guitars done by @h45 on track 6.
additional synths & vocals by tevin on track 3.
additional guitars done by @gaberamirez1 on track 4.

stream

forever, always

mayninth, twentytwentyfour.
produced by anvii.
drums by anvii.
guitar by anvii.
bass by anvii.
synths by anvii & tevin.
additional vocals by tevin.

[verse]
you take
me apart
i don't feel alive
but i feel i should
what would you say
right to my face?
tell me what's wrong
and we'll be okay

[chorus]
and i keep
running laps
and i feel
the burning now

[verse]
just wait
this is too much to take
grab me when i fall down
but i cant keep up
can you feel the waves?
i'm falling through space
just tell me what's wrong
and we'll be okay

[bridge]
i always fall
and feel so alone
i crumble it up
and sit on the ground
i'll tell you how i feel
i feel so messed up
i feel so burnt up
i feel back at the start

[chorus]
and i keep
running laps
and i feel
the burning now
and i keep
running laps
and i feel
the burning now

circles

augustfifth, twentytwentyfour.
produced by anvii.
drums by anvii.
guitar by anvii.
bass by anvii.
synths by anvii.
additional guitars by @gaberamirez1.
outro spoken by @aaaaaaaaaaaaa12.

[verse]
i'll fall this time
while they push all my
thoughts to the ground
tell me now
what is wrong?
while i drive on the road
round our town
go on tell me something
i'm all ears
and i'll cry my eyes out
to call you here
where is my mind?
myself?
to show all of you
and i haven't spoken to no one

[verse]
so i talk to myself way too much
and i have these attacks every time
"so stop remembering bout everything"
go on tell me something
i'm all ears
and i'll cry my eyes out
to call you here
where is my mind?
myself?
to show all of you
and i haven't spoken to no one

[outro]
with these moments that were
once in the palm of your hand
you can see that it is no longer,
so let go of that moment.

fuzzed up words

music video: https://youtu.be/JSi9Sg0T3YY?si=tweCRI2A8aDoMN4O

februaryfourteenth, twentytwentyfive.
produced by anvii.

[verse]
so take me apart
with the words that you say
and i'll block out the parts
that i wish never stayed
and i promise i'll try
not to die just today
and i'll write all my thoughts
in this form that i'll sing   

[chorus]
cause darling i'd die for a way
just to reach you here
cause darling i'd cry for a lie
just to please me here

[verse]
yeah, you broke me apart
i don’t know what to say
so i'll go some place warm,
where no one knows my name

just don’t call me lucky
with the way that i am
just please go and leave me
with your hands on my lap

[chorus]
cause darling i'd die for a way
just to reach you here
cause darling i'd cry for a lie
just to please me here

ballad in the form of a letter

julytwentyfourth, twentytwentyfour.
produced by anvii.
drums by anvii.
acoustic guitar by @h45.
bass by @gaberamirez1.
synths by anvii.

[verse]
i took the train today
tried to think bout something else
but i haven't seen my brother yet
you can tell me i'm dramatic and i'd agree
i fell apart bout two years ago
and i'm fucked in the head
and you’re all with those lows
and i know
they'll get whatever comes to them
but i'd rather just feel better

[chorus]
i'll take a piece out myself
and will all my notes crumble?

[verse]
if my friend was here
i'd tell him everything
from doing all these things
i succeeded being clean, oh
and i found my other piece, oh
and she's keeping me at peace
and all my thoughts are there
and i called out for help

[chorus]
i'll take a piece out myself
and will all my notes crumble?
i'll take a piece out myself
and will all my notes crumble?

note to self

februarytwelvth, twentytwentyfive.
produced by anvii.

[verse]
give my thanks
to your one
while i crumble inside
as i would
i disappear
like i do
till my lungs take the knots
out themselves
would you still love me
if i went insane?
would you still love me
if i went my ways?  
i just wish that i would feel okay
just feel okay

[chorus]
so what if it worked all out?
so what if it worked all out?

[verse]
burnt cigarette buds on your floor last night
id tell you regrets that ive had sometimes
im feeling messed up in my head this time
so dont tell me nothing, cuz im not here
im just bruising my mind now, so dont come here
ill just be here forever, ill die right here
in the summertime

[chorus]
so what if it worked all out?
so what if it worked all out?
so what if it worked all out?

where we are

apriltwentyfirst, twentytwentyfour.
produced by anvii.
produced by anvii.
drums by anvii.
guitar by anvii.
bass by @gaberamirez1.
synths by anvii.

[chorus]
yet i breathe
on the floor
let it all out at once
all the damage in my head
what a waste of a world

[verse]
am i out of time?
with my youth? yeah i cry
i'm tired of my head
but i cant rip out my hair
i'm crazy for your touch
but me? i hate myself
i'm rotting day to day
oh god, please save me now

[chorus]
yet i breathe
on the floor
let it all out at once
all the damage in my head
what a waste of a world

[verse]
"so give it up
they're warning you
all in your spot
what should you do?"
i'd take death over my thoughts
if i broke down
then everyone would leave

[chorus]
yet i breathe
on the floor
let it all out at once
all the damage in my head
what a waste of a world
yet i breathe
on the floor
let it all out at once
all the damage in my head
what a waste of a world