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LYRICS:
Wondering if it's something that I said
Been getting lost in the static in my head
Focus on anything other than my beating heart
They tell me focus on my breathing, I can't even start
Something tells me I've been too far gone
And it's a long way home
I keep my friends real close, but still

I worry 'bout my mental health
Too many words that won't come out
Feels better hiding in my house
Through gritted teeth, I tell myself
There's nowhere better than this

It's always greener cuz it rains on the other side
You only see it when it's bright out yeah, yeah
I gave it all I got, wait around for something different
Meditate, but nothing happens
Tried it all, but something's missing

I worry 'bout my mental health
Too many words that won't come out
Feels better hiding in my house
Through gritted teeth, I tell myself
I worry 'bout my mental health
Too many words that won't come out
Feels better hiding in my house
Through gritted teeth, I tell myself
There's nowhere better than this

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There's Nowhere Better Than This

Produced by @jolst & @pekarot1
Engineering, additional vocals, guitar solo by @horoshavibes 

LYRICS
I think back to the love we had
And I’m afraid I’ll never find someone like you again
But I hope
That one day I’ll finally get it back
Reclaim my sense of self and my lost confidence

‘Cause love made me dumb
In the worst of ways
You left me in the dust
To live out my cliché
Now I don’t wanna talk about how everything
I’ve lost is coming back to haunt me

It’s all coming back to haunt me
I’m a broken boy
It’s no surprise you don’t want me
No
Wouldn’t really want me either but
I project my pain
And you just eat it up

Where did I go wrong
Where did the time go
Now I only see you in dreams
Or with my eyes closed
I thought you were the one for me
How little I know
But what did I know

Looking back now I regret how
I was such a fool for you
There’s nothing in this world I wouldn't do for you
No
I’m not your problem anymore so
You can have my heart still beating out my torso

(Horosha)
And watch me bleed
As the drops fall on the floor
A portrait drawn in crimson
We still made something beautiful

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Everything I’ve Lost Is Coming Back to Haunt Me (Prod. Jolst & Pekarot)

Prod @Sinxi 
Thx for the guitar sample @izwithonez

LYRICS 

Fuck it up take the problem and the pills again
Im honest but, I can lie when I need a friend
So dont face me with all the regret you have
Cuz I know damn well you believed in what we did

Got me stuck again
Other side of this train
She been looking in
I been honest with me
To her only friends
You dont know what you see
Never love a psycho
She been looping round for me
A different typo every time that she screams at me
A different light bulb switching up in behind the scenes
DONT FALL AGAIN I KNOW
DONT TRUST AGAIN I HOPE

Breathing lines
Head to toe im feeling shivers
From her demon eyes
Sell my soul just for a feeling
That u caught at mine
I swear she choking on my shit
She say she wanna die
Who dont wanna die
God my times been plastered
Holy water from a pastor
Mixed up all up with the vodka
Guess im only half a bastard
I know
She gon tell me Im broke
Its the same as before
Taking shots at the door

Got me stuck again
Other side of this train
She been looking in
I been honest with me
To her only friends
You dont know what you see
Never love a psycho
She been looping round for me
A different typo every time that she screams at me
A different light bulb switching up in behind the scenes
DONT FALL AGAIN I KNOW

Dont pull the strings away together from me
Blocked out facetious things
she wants to say toward me
Collect the only things
You wanna say you own
YOU DONT
And thats just how I fight back
Five bottles counted up right on ya nightstand
Fucked up, never trust me and I write that
Every god damn time I go

Got me stuck again
Other side of this train
She been looking in
I been honest with me
To her only friends
You dont know what you see
Never love a psycho
She been looping round for me
A different typo every time that she screams at me
A different light bulb switching up in behind the scenes
DONT FALL AGAIN I KNOW

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SAIKO

s/o my buddy @brecken
lyrics
power me up now i cant get enough
live in the dark but theres fire in my cup
theres fire in my gut
i tell her im sober she calling my bluff
now every day beats the worst day
i hope ur praying for me cuz im lost inside my ways

i could build u up
but i would die for u
n she scratch out my eyes
n turn my fingers blue
n at the end of it all i hope that u feel the same way that i do

i gave it up but its stressing me out
u in her dms but im in her house
said she in love with the way that i shout
its the way that i sound
just bring me back to the ground
i got heavy eyes
i dont call nowhere home
but im comfy inside of her thighs

i could build u up
but i would die for u
n she scratch out my eyes
n turn my fingers blue
n at the end of it all i hope that u feel the same way that i do

i wish that u could kno how every night u make me feel
i dont buckle up when im in my whip but i steer
yea u make me fear
was it ever real or was it all just a lie
but i cant take it anymore
is there any surprise
i was down on the floor
n u looked me in my eyes
u said its all gonna be fine
i said i hope its alright
i guess ill stay here tonight
i guess its one more delight
its okay if u dont want me back
just kno that ill be here forever
its okay if u stab me in my back
baby girl ur messing with my temper

power me up now i cant get enough
live in the dark but theres fire in my cup
theres fire in my gut
i tell her im sober she calling my bluff
now every day beats the worst day
i hope ur praying for me cuz im lost inside my ways

i could build u up
but i would die for u
n she scratch out my eyes
n turn my fingers blue
n at the end of it all i hope that u feel the same way that i do

calling my bluff w/ brecken (cløud x heyrick)

lyrics

its taken many rough seas to seize this place
its taken many slow curves to convert old ways

/

in my backbone era
the coldstone bearer
a held down thought 
fell to the earth a skin tearer

/

but have no fear
the withered souls here
with nothing more to lose 
expect prime care

/

holding on to fortunes that where whispered very cordial
he understands the torment that he’ll with take along with the torture
protect the castles heart with cobble walls from the mortars
or she’ll take with her the treasure to another land and youll have lost her

/

build untill the bones inside ur body start to break
and lose ur own longevity in the process of this pain
actions become second nature but it is not a cage
he freed himself within then started jotting on the page

/

heal your heart, don't wait
the torment begins now until your end days
put in the forefront b4 its too late
i hadn’t had a sweet tooth but ur the sweetest fucking cake

/

i want u in my youth oh
i want u in my old state
i try to hold the cool tone 
but i don't want u to decay

/

knowing u exist 
i might have to start to pray
i know ignorance bliss and thats just why i could never stay

/

its taken many rough seas to seize this place
its taken many slow curves to convert old ways

/

this is the best way I could have spend my life

if I step foot outside the gates 
then I will have to go fourth

castle drawn from bones

castle drawn from bones (empty roads)

written inside my head, no lyrics here. enjoy <3

IV (prod. jakobe)

dearly departed

Sewerperson - CHAPTER7_THE PARASITE FIELDS (prod. Luffysome X Sorrow Bringer) (snippet) 9/12/24

We are the future

1. exit 61
2. booted up
3. juggin ft J$E
4. allstar
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There's Nowhere Better Than This

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